#ANYWAY TIGER BOYYYYYY

[ghoulgeists]

a QUICK 15 minute ink sketch of my bestie @detect-thoughts' beautiful boy... I love him..

[theharrowing]

Revisit Thoughts:

oh boy oh boyyyyyy!!! chapter 6, let's goooo!!!!!

i think i found a loose end hehehe how exciting. ✍ jotting that down for later hehe.

it's so funny to see Jimin being a bit of a brat. i wasn't 100% set on his involvement with the bees at this point, which makes this interaction seem a lot more insensitive, in hindsight, but i am sure i could brush it off as him testing mc's personality or whateverwhatever. (if you're a first time reader, this comment will make more sense in chapter 11.)

(content warning for this paragraph: mention is sexual assault.) something that was a little tricky about this chapter, that i have never addressed before, is how everything feels so amazing with Yoongi, as if mc is experiencing things for the first time, despite her past of being trafficked. i work really hard to avoid mentioning her having unpleasant sex, or sex against her will, unless it is necessary for dialogue or the scene, for the sake of any reader who may find that difficult to stomach. luckily, nobody has ever asked...but in the event that anyone has ever wondered, that is why. with the exception of one event, that is discussed in chapters 10 and 11 and in passing in later chapters, (and hinted at back in 5) i really have no intention of going into any more details about that aspect of her backstory at all.

wheeeee hahaha okay anyway....................no notes during the bulk of the smut, which is mostly what this chapter was. got sucked in and spit back out.

i was actually going to hold off on making them fuck for a little longer, but a few readers were threating to ring my neck, and as much as i enjoy being a tyrant, i am also a bit of a people pleaser. it was fun to write, but i think it quickly caused me to make Yoongi a lot softer...i could be wrong, though; i haven't read the following handful of chapters in quite some time.

ugh making the mood board for this chapter took me so long. like, at least a week. i really adamantly try not to show women on my mood boards to signify the reader because i don't want to paint any kind of picture of what the reader looks like (aside from being "curvy" and at least slightly shorter than Yoongi and having hair long enough to pin back.) i like to keep things vague and inclusive, and i really struggled with a motif for this one, having to rely a lot on metaphor. once i got the idea for it to be black and gold like Yoongi's bedding, it came together so fast, i was even more annoyed lmao. like i couldn't believe how easy it was after having struggled for so long.

while reading this one, i made a handful of edits just to make some sentences less choppy, and added SOS by Balming Tiger as the chapter's song! how excitingggg.

Collateral 🗡️ 6: Beg for me

Your ex-boyfriend gets in over his head working for the local mafia, and Boss Min has come to collect his payment: You.

But was it simply a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time? Or has he always had his sights on you?

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🗡️ Yoongi x Female Reader

🗡️ word count: 9.3k

🗡️ mafia au, strangers to lovers, graphic violence, major character injury, poly, smut, angst, fluff, nsfw, explicit 21+ 

🗡️ warnings: past trauma mentioned, drug use, masturbation, blow job, oral sex, fingering, multiple orgasms, begging/teasing, degrading language (slut), rough sex, fluffy feelings 

🗡️ beta read by @neoneunnajimin​ 

🗡️ posted june 2022 | read on ao3

You return to the mansion with a heavy heart. The sun rises over the horizon, painting everything in a soft golden glow, and Yoongi convenes in the main hall with his family men, dropping himself onto his blue velvet chair with a loud exhale. You lean against the wall in the entrance and pull the straps of your shoes over your heels, not bothering to take the time to unclasp them; you are eager to get out of your dress and climb into bed. 

But as you begin to walk toward the steps, Yoongi waves you over, so you change course. Yoongi’s eyes fall to the table in front of him, but he holds his hands out to you, and when you take one in yours, he tugs you onto his lap. 

Seokjin, Hoseok, Jimin, and Taehyung sit on the large blue velvet couch, relaxing in the seat despite appearing tense and apprehensive. All the men are in black button-ups and black slacks except for Jimin, who still wears the leather harness over the white satin shirt that he got from Yoongi. 

You sit on one of Yoongi’s legs, not comfortable enough to relax against him in front of the others, and Yoongi loosely wraps an arm around your waist while he leans his head on his other hand, elbow anchored against the arm of the chair. 

“If you need to rest, boss—” Hoseok starts, but Yoongi lifts his head and opens his palm to stop Hoseok. 

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