#ANNIRUDHPATHAK

[nick-1432]

🌹ALWAYS AND FOREVER 🌹

It’s been 61 days since your demise and i still can’t wrap my head around the fact that you are no more. Last  night you came in my dream and held me tightly , I Can’t describe how good that felt , i told you my deepest , darkest secret , i confided in you about the thing that still haunts me and the thing from which i have not recovered fully. I Bawled my eyes out and you held me , telling me it’s gonna be okay , when i woke up today , i could still feel your warm embrace, Oh ! How i wish i had the chance to hold you for real. I Don’t know if it was really you or was it my sub conscious as i haven’t stopped thinking about you since 14th june and i never will. You were wearing a white jacket and you looked so serene and angelic. I can’t quite remember how you looked but i do remember this , That you held me tight and close while i was crying . I am going to Cherish that feeling . My family thinks i have gone mad and that i am taking your death too seriously , i know i am way  too attached with the topic of  your death and i must Admit that i wasn’t that attached to you before and I AM SO SO SORRY FOR THAT , I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE , PLEASE FORGIVE ME , IT’S RIGHTLY SAID THAT WE UNDERSTAND THE IMPORTANCE OF SOMEONE WHEN THEY ARE NO LONGER WITH US . I HAVE WATCHED YOUR FILMS EXCEPT BYOMKESH BAKSHI AND SONCHIRIYA AND I DID WATCH RAABTA ON 14TH JUNE BUT I WAS ALWAYS YOUR FAN AND I ALWAYS WILL BE . I WISH I HAD MESSAGED YOU ON INSTA . 

But you know what SUSH the one thing that bothers me the most is that Why You ? Why Would anyone do such a bad thing to you ? Why ? YOU ARE AN ANGEL , I WON”T WRITE WAS CUZ YOU ARE STILL HERE. I HOPE THAT YOU CAN SEE ME . We all want to know the truth , we all want to know what happened on 14th of june 2020, OH ! That Fateful Day , The Day that no one will be able to forget or at least i won’t forget . I PRAY That THE TRUTH COMES OUT SOON AND WE ALL GET THE CLOSURE THAT WE DESERVE . 

UNTIL THEN , STAY HAPPY WHEREVER YOU ARE MY FELLOW CAPRICORN 

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED AS THE GUY WHO DARED TO REACH FOR THE STARS AND WHO CONQUERED THEM TOO.

I HOPE WE MEET ONE DAY 

MUCH LOVE ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

FROM Your FOREVER FAN 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

NIKITA