#ANDR THERES EVEN A FUJCKING SONG TO ACCOMPANY IT HELLO THANK YOU?????

[fukashiin]

OHMYGOSH

“Cause I don’t wanna live without you..”

Jade leech x Reader

Gender of the reader isn’t specify so i use ‘you’ instead of pronounce.

TW: mention of wound and Blood

Unrequited love, Angst no comfort, OOC Jade

a/n: I actually never been proud of this shit of mine but i force myself to write angst no comfort HAHAHAHA @fukashiin for u, i write your most obsessed Eel twin angst fic

Suggested to listen this song

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"If one of us dies...

I hope i die first." you sang softly, but didn't noticed your lover presence behind your room door. Jade concern but hide it from you, he's not kind of a person goes overthink but now, he is. Jade hoped you never die, not until you both grow old together he wanted that, grow old with you and still making all sweet memories with you until his last breathe.

But that hope of his...

didn't happened.

He watched you bleeding in his arm, the wounds are too deep to save you from blood lost. "I'm sorry, my love.. i couldn't keep our promise.." you spoke weakly and one hand cupped Jade's cheek, "I understand, my pearl.. it seems my hope and wish can't be fulfilled.. I don't know how it'll felt without you.." he talked uncharacteristically very soft and pressed his forehead to yours.

"My only wish for you now, go find someone new to love you like i did, my love.." as you keep talking, the more you cough blood. “I'm afraid i couldn't.. you're the only one i love...I can be in love forever if its you, my pearl." as Jade closed his eyes, tears already dripping to your cheek and hold you close to him, "I don't wanna ever learn... how to fall asleep without you.." Jade began to sobs, "Don't cry, my beloved eel... I'll promise you to be there for you.." you wiped his tears away and kissed his cheek and forehead.

"I promise to be by your side... Thank you for everything my love.." slowly closing your eyes and breathe your last second of your life, while smiling softly to jade. Who's now lost his beloved, The most precious pearl he ever found.

"Only if fate isn't so cruel to you or both of us.. I love you forever, my dearest pearl." He hold your lifeless body tightly, began to cry even harder. His only wish to be with you forever, It seems in the next life, he would make his wish happened.