#AND there's always the matter of my misophonia. the most discriminating matter of them all

[eliounora]

it's probably nothing but sometimes I wonder if I have ADHD. especially at work I really struggle remembering all the little details and stuff I have to check, and I've noticed I always feel restless and yet tired. I've also started to forget more and more stuff, though I've always been careless without meaning to. my mom is convinced I should get checked but all mental health professionals have dismissed me because I've "done so well in school". one time I even paid a shitton for a private doctor and she simply told me everyone has some neurodivergent traits. now it's true I'm not the perfect picture of a stereotypical person with ADHD, but it's tough to get dismissed before even getting a proper evaluation