#AND YOURE ALWYS SO NICE TO ME
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༺✮ atashi no kimyona jinsei // あたしの奇妙な人生 ✮༻
༺✮ summary: five years after the fall of diavolo, you, y/n romano, who was sent away to japan at 11 to further your studies—find the courage to come back to naples after living out your schoolgirl & gaijin university student facade in morio-chou to see how your clan’s worsened—as well as become the “donna” of your father’s gang, il terrore, while your older brother is the real leader behind the scenes, just using you as a front. with plans to murder your clan, you seek the particularly handsome young don of passione for friendship. with your tyrant father’s intervention, your friendship with the don turns to something you never saw coming.
★ 1 // il terrore ★ 2 // bella
You awoke that morning to something warm and large beside you. When you opened your eyes, you realized it was Vince sleeping soundly with you. You hit him.
"Vince!" You yelled. He flinched.
"Ugh, Y/n..."
"Get the hell out of my bed!" You took your pillow and started hitting him with it.
"Jesus, okay, I'm leaving..."
"How perverted are you?! Idiota!"
"Sorry!"
You sighed loudly and rubbed your face, getting up to take a shower.
You got out, fixed your hair, did your makeup, and put your outfit on.
You pulled on your black, leather Prada calf boots with a 3 inch platform heel. "Alexander!" You yelled.
"Alexander!"
No response. "Alexander!"
You screamed with annoyance. "Ughhh!"
You stormed out your room and into Alexander and Alima's. You could tell they were naked. "Ew!"
"Y/n!" Alexander woke up and shouted.
"Get up!" You said even louder.
"Shut the fuck up! Get out!" He pointed to the door.
★★★★★★★★★
Trish was sitting at the dining table with the gang eating breakfast when she heard her phone buzz, and she had gotten a text.
g morning, cant wait 2 c u. lets go out. xo y/n <3
She smiled to herself reading the text, typing her response.
morning babe, eating brkfast w the guys... will be hella hard to escape them agh! meet u in 25 @ plaza? xo trish.
She waited for your reply and her cell phone buzzed again.
omg v is such a piece of shit guess where i found him
She chuckled a little to herself.
in ur bed again? lmao he alwys wants 2 sleep w u
shut up! its not even funny anymre hes totally a douche. fking bozo i swr
She laughed a little more.
stfu hes ur bsf. cut him sum slack babe
ok i gtg... alx is yelling at me. c u in a bit x
x luv u bye
Her smile faded when she realized everyone had stopped eating from their plates and were looking at her dead in the eye.
"What?"
"Who were you texting?" asked Mista.
"Why do you care? Pipe down." She scoffed and rolled her eyes.
She rook her last sip of her coffee and stood up.
"Trish, where are you going?" asked Bucciarati.
"I'm going out."
"To see who?" questioned Fugo.
"My friend! What is wrong with all of you?"
"We just want to keep you safe, Trish, calm down." said Giorno.
"Too many scumbags walking the streets. You never know what could happen." mumbled Abbachio.
"Trish is not sneaking around with some guy, everyone. Please." Spice Girl suddenly appeared beside her, reassuring the group.
"Bucciarati, can I have some money?" Trish asked nicely, looking at him, puppy eyed.
"For what?" said Abbachio bitterly.
"I'm going shopping."
"Sure, Trish," he pulled out his wallet and gave her fifteen 10,000 lira bills, "spend it wisely. Have fun, be safe."
She snatched the money with a smirk. "I'll be back later." She kissed his cheek.
"Don't forget you need to be here to come with Giorno to see that guy with Il Terrore at 4!" said Fugo as she picked up her bag and walked out.
She arrived and stood in front of the Prada store, waiting for you.
When she spotted you, her face lit up with delight and she ran to you, jumping into your arms. "Y/n!"
You hugged her tightly and spun her around. "Trish!"
"I missed you so, so much, Y/n. You have know idea how things are without you. I'm so happy." She kissed your cheeks and you did the same.
"Your hair is so pink, and longer!" You ran your fingers through her hair, amazed.
"You haven't changed one bit. You look super sexy though." She grinned.
"Please, look at that body of yours! Too gorgeous."
She linked her arm into yours and walked into the Prada store.
"I saw this bag in a- a maga— a magajin- sorry, magazine."
"Your Japanese accent is insane now, Y/n. The Don will be amazed. Did you know he's half Japanese?" She said.
"No, he's not. I heard he has golden, flaming hair like the morning sun, and bright green eyes."
"That's true. He's really tall too, he grew so much since the first time I met him."
"How tall?" You were eager to know; you love taller guys.
"He was 170cm 5 years ago, now he's 195cm. Bulked up a lot since then."
"You're kidding! That's so hot!" You became happy.
"Ha. He's so handsome, every girl from every family wants to marry him."
"You don't like him?" You turned to her.
"Not at all, to be honest. He's like my brother."
"You're living with all those hot men and not interested in any of them? Huh." You raised an eyebrow.
She blushed and looked away, "Narancia, on the other hand..."
You gasped, "You have a crush!"
"He's so cute... like really cute."
"Zaaaaamn, I see you." You smirked.
"I guess. I want to buy this for Bucciarati, look." She picked up a black leather belt with the Prada Milano logo engraved on the buckle.
"Get it."
"Okay," she waved over an associate, "wrap these up for us, and send them to the front."
The person nodded and took the items you and Trish wanted to purchase to the register. You walked with her there and pulled out your money, but she did as well.
"Trish, please let me pay."
"No, Y/n, please let me pay."
"Trish."
"Y/n."
"Trish, let me pay."
"Y/n, I'm paying. End of story."
You rolled your eyes and put your money away, "Fine. You win."
She got the bags and handed one to you, smiling.
"Thank you, Trish."
"No problem, Y/n." She wrapped her arm around you as you walked together.
"Hey, why don't you give Vince a chance? I know how much he loves you."
"Ugh, as if!" You said, "I really tried, you know. His pride won't allow him to actually be committed to a relationship with someone like me. I love him a lot but I don't want anything long term."
"But if he wasn't the way that he was and he really wanted to haved something with you..." She raised her eyebrows.
"No, I wouldn't."
She furrowed her eyebrows. "Damn, okay then."
"But the thing is, I have to be married with a kid before 25," You frowned, "Guys don't like me."
"Girl, I can see at least 15 men looking at you as we pass by. Look, that guy riding a bike just crashed into a trash can, he's looking right at you." She laughed.
You looked over and saw a man laying in a pile of trash cans staring at you with bliss on his face.
"Yeah, but who's going to truly love and embrace me? With the way my mom was treated by my dad and how I was raised... I've lost all hope."
"I think you'll like the Don, Y/n. I think you'll really like him." She squeezed your arm and smiled at you.
"Sure I will..."
Trish looked down at her watch. "Look, it's already 3. I need to head back before everyone gets suspicious..."
You kissed her cheek again and nodded.
"See you later, Donna." She teased, waving then walking off.
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You were sitting at your vanity, putting on lipstick when your stand, Cheri Lady decided to appear.
"Are you seducing him or making a deal with him? Yare yare... Such a temptress." She mocked you, crossing her arms and leaning against the wall.
You had gained Cheri Lady as a result of your mother's death 8 years ago, your father had stabbed you with a Stand Arrow in a sorrowful rage.
Cheri Lady can steal a stand and/or its ability with just one touch and can recall its power at any given time. For example, since you had once temporarily stolen a stand with a healing ability, you could recall the stand and heal yourself without a problem. But you mostly use her to induce hallucinations on enemies, which works without even having to take their ability.
Another thing your stand is capable of is extreme physical power... Think: Star Platinum meets Spice Girl.. Kind of.
As well as tremendous raw power, Cheri Lady benefits from your negative thoughts and give rude commentary about you and the way you live your life and constantly criticize you...But she only says what you think-- She's just a manifestation of your conscience.
"Damare, Cheri Lady." You touched up your eyeliner and powdered your nose a little.
"You look like a prostitute, Y/n, what the hell are you wearing?"
"Leave my sight!"
"Hmph, as you wish, Y/n-sama." She said sarcastically then disappeared into your body.
You checked the time, put on your shoes, and rushed downstairs. "Vince, Alima! Let's go!" You shouted, picking up your keys quickly.
They rushed downstairs and everyone was out the door. Vince was wearing all black suit with no tie, his chest showing through his unbuttoned collar shirt. You tried not to laugh at him.
Alima was wearing nearly the same thing as you except her shirt was red.
You could feel anxiety creeping up but took a deep breath, seeing the beautiful riverside view from outside the restaurant, and you spotted that golden blonde hair. You rushed over.
"Ciao, Don Giovanna. Romano Y/— I mean, Y/n Romano." You held out your hand, but a man with purple hair and lipstick blocked you from doing so.
Everyone gasped. You could see Trish standing beside Giorno warily.
She's... a woman?! Everyone thought in their minds.
"Abbachio, please," Giorno muttered. He scowled and moved.
You were taken aback at the Don's beauty. He was... gorgeous.
Giorno bowed slightly, taking your hand into his and kissing your knuckles, then gesturing for you to sit down. "Please, sit down, bella."
You smiled softly and sat down. "You've got quite the personal guard here, Don Giovanna."
"It's Giorno, but please, call me GioGio. Rolls off the tongue nicely, don't you think?" His charms and politeness were getting to you. You were allured.
"Alright then, GioGio..."
"Can I call you Bella?" He asked.
"Sure." You nodded.
"Get on with the deal already! I don't have all day." said Abbachio, irritated.
Giorno shot him a sharp glare.
"May I know the names of your men?"
"Trish is here too, you know." He pointed her out. "She's my best friend, like my sister."
"Hey, bitch." She scoffed fakely. Everyone gasped again.
"Hey, ugly." You grinned and she put a hand on your arm playfully.
"I'll ask later..."
"Anyway," he put his hand on the shoulder of a man with a bob cut, wearing an expensive suit, the belt Trish bought for him visible, "This is my consigliere, Bruno Bucciarati."
He looked down and kissed your hand tenderly, "Pleased to meet you, Donna."
You smiled. "How charming..."
Giorno felt a pang of jealousy in him, then spoke again, putting his arm around the one in the beanie, "My caporegime, Mi—"
"Guido Mista. Head of Execution. Didn't know there would be such a pretty face running Il Terrore. Bellissima." He pushed Giorno aside and kissed your hand. Giorno's face twitched.
Narancia pushed Mista and kissed your hand as well. "I'm—"
"Narancia Ghirga," You interrupted warmly, squeezing his hand.
"Eh? How do you know who I am?" He questioned.
You looked at Trish, then back at him and winked without a word.
Fugo quickly shoved Narancia aside, cursed at him, then bowed formally, taking your hand and kissing it. "Pannacotta Fugo. Head of intelligence. It's an honor to meet you, Donna."
"Wow! So polite~" You teased slightly, smirking. You pulled away and looked up at the purple haired man. He was just standing there, looking at you angrily.
You maintained your expression and looked up at him, holding out your hand. He crossed his arms, your charms clearly not working its magic on him.
You felt a little discouraged, retracting your hand then turning to Giorno again.
He swallowed dryly then spoke up. "S-So, may I know the names of your friends here as well?"
"Yes," you directed your hand to Vince, "Vincenzo Sayyid, my capo."
"Ciao." He said.
You then looked at Alima, "Alima Dokhtari, my sister in law. She runs the treasury and whatnot."
"Glad we can meet like this, Don Giovanna." She smiled polite.
"So, Bella, I just want to be up front... Are you sure you are willing to give me everything you've offered?" He asked tentatively.
You took a sip of wine. "Yes, would you like me to give or take a few rekuwiam— Excuse me, Requiem arowszu— Arrows? Sorry," You put your hand on your chest and cleared your throat, "Tasuketekure..." You muttered to yourself.
"Nihongo de hanishimasu ka? Sono accento..." He grinned.
Your eyes widened. "Kimi wa.. nihonjin desu..ka? Maji de?"
Bucciarati and others looked at each other with confusion at the sudden language change.
He laughed and shook his head, "Iyaa. Hafu desu. Boku no oka san wa nihonjin desu."
"Sou desu ne.. Subarashi desu. You don't look half Japanese at all." You were in awe.
"Haha, I get that a lot. Anyway, about the deal..." He went quiet as a waiter approached with the bottle of wine.
"Can I refill your glasses?" He asked. Giorno nodded and put out his glass.
"Sir, do you allow smoking out here?" You asked as he poured the wine in your glass.
"Yes, go ahead. I'll bring you an ashtray."
You took out a cigarette and stuck it in your mouth, Cheri Lady appearing for a split second to light it with a flick of her finger. You pretended to not notice.
Giorno was stunned. Bucciarati looked at the men beside him in shock.
You turned your head away and blew smoke out your mouth, mindful of Giorno.
"So, as I promised," you said, "your 10 million lira," Vince opened a briefcase and the cash was seen in there, "your stand arrows," another briefcase opened, showing the arrows.
Giorno, utterly appalled, could not find any words.
You were insanely beautiful. He was allured, enchanted. Blood rushed to his face and it reddened.
"GioGio?"
He snapped out of his daze and nodded, "Er, y-yes. Everything looks perfect, Bella."
"Are you sure you don't need anything else? I can add an extra 5 million—"
"No, I insist. You've offered more than enough. I'm grateful you are willing to give all of this to Passione." His expression lightened with gratitude.
"If that's what you wish." You said, taking a drag from your cigarette, holding it between your fingers.
He noticed your almond shaped nails were painted nearly the exact same red as the wine. Must reflect off of your personality...
"Can we please get to the topic we discussed, Giorno?" asked Fugo condescendingly.
"Uh... Yes." He said.
You looked at him with curiosity.
He cleared his throat and your eyes met. "There has been an issue in our community regarding traitors."
You abruptly coughed smoke out of your mouth. "I-I'm sorry?"
"Y/n, forgive me if I'm being insensitive, but there have been various punks caught with kilo after kilo of drugs claiming that they're from Il Terrore... and that you put them up to this."
Vince suddenly gasped loudly and yelled out, "What an outrageous claim! Y/n—“
"Vince!"
"Y/n, what is this absurdity?! No such thing is happening in—“
You breathed in shakily, trying not to lose your temper as you slammed your hand down on the table.
"Vince, if you don't get the fuck out of my face and let the Don talk, I'm going to punch you." You murmured calmly, looking away from him.
He backed away slowly and Alima scowled, grabbing his ear, pulling on it while hitting him.
You sighed, putting out your cigarette bud. You put a hand over your mouth with humiliation, then lit another cigarette.
"I'm so sorry about him, GioGio, he has no manners whatsoever," you inhaled, "But as for such claims... They are all completely false. Drug dealing of any kind has been prohibited since the founding of Il Terrore, even during my father's reign... and I'm sure you've heard of his tyranny."
Giorno was internally giggling and kicking his feet, he knew he was in love already. He was blushing and staring deep into your eyes.
"I do hope you'll believe me, Giorno."
He smiled wide and nodded, "Of course, gorgeous."
You cracked up a little as Abbachio smacked the back of his head.
"S-So, um, I was thinking..." His voice trailed, and he was turning red like a tomato.
"What the Don wants to say is we were discussing going on a mission early tomorrow morning to confront some people holding drugs in their storage spaces." Bucciarati continued, standing behind Giorno and putting his hand on his shoulder.
"Sure." You said, then stood up as he did.
"I'll see you tomorrow, GioGio." You smirked softly and leaned in to kiss his cheek.
Giorno was speechless as he watched you walk away.
#jojo's bizarre adventure#jjba#jojo#jojos#ok#giorno giovann#jjba giorno#giorno giovanna x reader#giorno x reader#giorno giovanna#jjba golden wind
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your work is so striking ,i feel inspired ,makes me want to try again at connecting wkth something inside i rarely take the work to express , thank you for sharing your art here ,its wonderful.
(by the way , when i saw your art, i immediately thought: you might like @/proserpentina's artwork if you havent seen it already)
anyway , have a nice day.💗💗💗thank you :-)
Thank you for your kind message! I'm glad my art can make you feel inspired to make more art. We can never get enough. We alwys need more. I like proserpentina's art it reminds me of Claudia Keep, another artist I adore.
Love,
River.
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bioethics blog 1
Hi deep thinkers and smooth brain babyloves, I'm blogging for posterity now. who knows how long this will keep up <3
Its day 2 of my Bioethics class and I am already ahead of the curve. This is a 2 week 3 credit hour rollercoaster and I started the dang thing front row seats with our arms up. Anyway, I just got done reading the passage in the book about the ethics of Christian Scientists and others who don't believe in medical treatment and how horribly common it is for parents to be providers of maltreatment on religious grounds. I thought the quote from the supreme court ruling about the Prince V. Massachusetts case was incredibly sharp and on point. It said, "Parents may be free to become martyrs themselves. But it does not follow they are free, in identical circumstances, to make martyrs of their children before they have reached the age of full and legal discretion when they can make that choice for themselves"
beautiful logic. brilliantly written. chef's kiss. i just wish it were that simple. cults are so so powerful. belief is terrifying when diametrically opposed to any facts or logical processes of any kind and those people represent the ultimate opposition to logic-- Healing by faith alone bc your wounds and ailments are a symbol of your failing relationship to god, not the reality of being a goofy little delicate meat machine. all systems can be vulnerable! But I digress... We're not going to spiral down that rabbit hole because here i doth present the only conversation I ever *knowingly* had with a Christian Scientist Nurse.
I did hair for about 8 years professionally in my 20s. This is from nearing the middle to end of that 8 year period. I had seen this woman a few times but infrequent, maybe once or twice a year but she alwys came back to me and she was sweet, pretty with lots of freckles and very bright eyes. It was probably 4 or 5 visits before she came out to me as a Christian Scientist Nurse. She was always really sweet but kind of in that guarded yet pleasant way-- Not a moral judgement just an observation based on the premise that people kind of let you know how to they want to be engaged if you let them (and hairdressers who pick up on this make better money). Anyway, she started venting to me about how hard it was to treat with people and work with them with end of life care and that sometimes she wishes she could sneak in some real morphine or some drugs that are more effective than ibuprofen. And i said yeah i cant imagine how painful dying of old age is, I dont think i could do it without hard drugs XD Then I asked her what it was like to provide care like that but not medication and she said that its basically just regular hospice care. sitting talking, helping with the little things. Holding their hand and listening. I was really nice and pleasant but she kept going on about people she was "treating", more elderly and end of life care, more diabetes related complications. I was just floored. flabbergasted. What could I say to her face but holy hell i was upset and confused hearing all of this willful ignorance, failure to comply with practical medical advice, idk what to call it bc faith "healing" implies people get better and they dont. they die.
So thinking about it now years removed seems so strange. Cuz like at what point are you not a monster for pretending to offer treatment but only offering hollow words and hand holds. Its so strange. I still dont understand if that is good or evil. If they truly believe they're doing good, how can we make them see the harm or be responsible for truly setting aside their moral stances for the betterment of their kids when they see it as a complete failure of faith. failure of faith or not, I certainly wouldn't call it moral to withhold medication or to promote the rejection of modern medicine. Plus, by the morphine comment, it felt like she knew that medicine would work in some capacity so i just dont and will never understand the decision to choose to suffer and to choose to witness and support suffering like that.
anyway maybe i'll write my paper on christian scientists and how fucked up they are. religion is a cancer sorry not sorry
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yes ma’am 🙌 sure does mean im team edward :D also i didnt know what dead by daylight wasss so i looked it up annnnd,, it was not what i was expecting but i am now very intrigued!,, i was not too kind! i was just the right amount bc it was SO GOOD!! can u tell my love language is praising ppl lol u just happen to be very easy to compliment. but yes! if im not mistaken he draws in season 2, the sad episode with the guy spencer rly connects too yknow? (can u tell i havent actually watched crimianl minds in a while lol) id love to see ur bird drawing tho queen (also i just looked up wht he drew literally everyone needs to go look at it its so hfjdkdjdksks bad) kidding! why are all my asks so long hh? -🐄
i respect team edward im team whoever loves me more because im touch starved
dead by daylight is kinda gruesome! and im 😔 so bad 😔 yet i keep playing 😔
I JUST LOOKED UP THE DRAWING ITS SUCH A MGG DRAWING but it’s. kind of spot on? it’s one of the better police sketches ive seen 😳 that whole episode is so sad but there’s the sweetest interaction between best friends penelope and spencer at the end so :)
your messages r never too long i PROMISE but im sorry my responses suck it’s because in general i suck ! i drew a bird for u under keep reading (pls contain yourself, i know it’s art in the highest form but my ego is big enough)
#ask#🐄 anon#long post#is this long?#GOD WHO KNOWS#my responses r so lame#IM NOT GOOD WHEN IT COMES TO TALKING TO PEOPLE IM SORRY#AND YOURE ALWYS SO NICE TO ME#TOO NICE !!!!!#AND I STARE AT MY SCREEN LIKE#HEAD EMPTY.
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amber got life360 and added us to it and its so sweet ksnfkfnfkdndkdnlns she watched us wander around a fish store yesterday w it
#pro of having a friends life360 circle: can make sure they get home ok after leaving your house#con: no longer have an excuse to say 'text me when ur home so i know u got back safe' :((#shes so nice you guys im kanfkdndkdnd#she bought! a bunch of tiny lotions ! for me!! and didnt just Give Them To Me bc i alwys forget to bring my own#she just kinda scattered them throughout her belongings so that if were in the same place‚ theres lotion ready#bc my sensory issues say i Must Have Moisturized Skin At All Times Or Ill Die which usually doesnt come up unless i have to wash my hands#so yknow. every time i even so much as go to the bathroom KSNFKSNDKDNEK
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#today is not one of those feeling good days#feel like everyone hates me :(#well maybe not active hate. but maybe people just tolerating you is worse than them hating you#at least there's a reason behind active hate. i feel like no one has reasons for me#every person if they had the choice between me and another person .. they alwys choose the other person#and fine bla bla not everything in life is a choice between two people bla bla but i dont believe that today#everyone i love is closer to someone else#and 'maybe you havent met the right person yet!' yeah no shit#was thinking about ella + ines :((( i never admitted it to myself at the time but what they did really hurt me#love reviving past traumas! yippee#anyway u can ignore this bc any advice rn would seem silly to me#probably should go to therapy again✌#t#i want 2019 back in my life . 2019 my beloved#well 2019 minus the unrequited love thing that'd be nice#or alternatively just wanna go to sleep and wake up again in a few years#even tho thats stupid#:c#i feel like i tried so hard to distance myself from my lycee self bc i was so unhappy but even after i left i was unhappy too. who wouldve#guessed! fragmenting your self doesnt help !!!
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Match up No. 13
glasses-and-bandana-s hat gefragt:
Hi, I was wondering if I could ask you for a match up if you don't mind? 👉👈
My name is Nille, I'm 20, bi and I use she/they pronouns. I'm a college student in 3D animation 😊 I'm a pretty passionate person and hiding my emotions is not smth I'm good at or like doing for that matter. Aside from that, I try to be more laid back and relaxed. Being the mom friend, putting myself aside and stressing over everything for 6 years was enough for me 😅😂 I'm naturally curious and I try my best to be kind and helpful.
I like learning languages, all art forms (making and history), traveling and baking. I am a MASSIVE movie nerd, especially when it comes to animation.
I don't like my dad, feeling lonely, being underestimated and the snob mentality we have towards animation in the West (I can and will fight ppl over it).
As for a short physical description: I'm 1m69, have an hourglass figure and I'm as pale as a sheet of paper. My hair is a dark brown pixie cut and my eyes are green/grey. Oh and dem freckles lol.
Thank you a lot for your time and energy. Please take your time (not just with this request, but with all of them), your health goes first 💕 Take care and thank you once more 💕
~quartermera
a/n:
Hey! How are you doing? I hope your doing good. First of all I apologize for making you wait for so so sooooooo long. It´s just that I had a lot to do for college and was really worn out after I was done with the biggest exams I had. I am really sorry. Like I really felt bad when I started to work on your request and that of the others. Thinking about the fact that I still have a lot do finish makes me actually want to cry… AnYwAySSSS. That’s not the point. Thank you so so much for requesting. You seem to be a great, creative, super nice and fun person. Therefore I really hope you will like with what I came up with. But if not let me apologize in advance. Tell me when your disappointed or if there is something you do9n´t like. I will work on it.
Other than that my dear requester, happy reading!
Match up rules can be found HERE.
Warning(s): Maybe grammatical or spelling mistakes since English is my third language and I´m still improving in every aspect (Please have mercy on that.)
!!! Please do not steal my idea or work. Credit me if this is shared or published in any other platform or any other way. Please respect me as the writer and my work. Picture is not mine. Credits to: please tell me when you know who made this beautiful masterpiece so I can give credits and tag them. Found it in google pictures(?). Thank you in advance. !!!
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- Ace. That reckless and sometimes clumsy man was the best part of being out on the sea as a pirate.
- They say that a princess would never leave her comfort zone voluntarily. For nothing and no one. But if it´s a person that is able to make them forget who they are and treat them like a normal human being, they would drop anything and anyone to be with them.
- And exactly this was the case. You were part of the royal elite on a island that was located at the first half of the grand line. You were an intelligent and open minded young royal, that was liked by the civilians but hated and despised by the royalty for being hard working to achieve your dreams and fulfill all of your wishes. They didn´t like the fact that you did not make others work for you while you did nothing but enjoy life as a royalty. (Not gonna lie I was inspired by a character of another anime I recently started. XD). They wanted you to follow the words of the elders and simply focus on your appearance so the prince can fall in love with you.
- You hated your life there. You hated your family. You hated the norms and values they lived there. The only thing you wanted was to get out and live your life as a normal human being when Ace appeared out of nowhere and dragged you around the island in hope to find a good restaurant that served good meat.
- This might sound ridicoulus but that was your first encounter. Your first encounter with a man that did not bow in front of you, placed a kiss on your knuckles, made you tons of compliments and had a stupid conversation about the weather.
- He came up to you and asked if the old grumpy looking man was botheting you and if you wanted him to punch him. He was ready to fight the stranger for a stranger. But when you told him that the grumpy man was your father he shrugged his shoulders and just repeated his question. His beahviour made you laugh and you told him that as much as you wanted him to be punched in the face he still was your father. So you asked for his name and lead him around the park you currently were at. But the poor man got bored and made you lead him to the market so he could eat.
- Whenever you would think about your first encounter with him you would be smiling and thanking the gods for sending you such a good hearted and nice man. A man that slowly and with more days and weeks passing turned into your boyfriend who turned you, a well mannered and raised royal into a navigator of one of the strongest pirate crews.
- Ace never held you back from doing what you liked or wanted to try. In fact he always encouraged you to keep doing that and always made sure no one was bothering you.
- There was one think you really appreciated. And that was his habit of always being around you. No matter what the circumstances were. There was a party? He always made sure to keep an eye on you. The whitebeared pirates were docking on one of their islands? Ace would be holding your hand and show you around. He would go out to eat. He would always drop by at your cabin to ask if you wanted to join him.
- Ace knew that you didn´t like being alone since you were always left alone by your family so he alwys tried his best to accompany you.
- As much as you loved and appreciated him, there was one thing that always and forever will be overwhelimg to you. and that’s the fact that the most energetic and reckless man was able to fall asleep in a blink of an eye. Like you could be talking to him and look away for a second just to find him snoring on the ground when you searched for his eyes. Like WtF! How is he able to sleep on the ground so peacefully?!
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🎨 😊 😩 Thank you for feeding my undying love for Dabi with your amazing content. I’m so glad I found your blog! Please stay safe during these rough times and I hope you have a nice day!!
you’re artistically talented, your blog makes me smile, i’m too shy to talk to you but i really love your blog.
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What's your experience with dormancy?
TW: Sui// mentions / comparisons / death comprsns- this is both positive n negtve b aaa
This is a long post so I’m srry <:^/
Theres 2 ways 2 answr this: how we second hand experience it, n then how we experience it in our systm:
How we secondhand experience it
Turns out, more than once, apprntly, drmncy has actlly been used as a, threat?? DKDJDKN we got som rlly old memories abt Jamie meeting a “System” (idk if they’re a sys, it’s such a long story) n He used drmncy 2 guilt trip her (n she ddnt even kno what systm was @ the time dkhdbddb)
Anywy besides that HUGE outlier, it’s kinda,, rough, bc ur askin 4 our experiences, not our views, so when it comes 2 secondhand drmncy, as in like other systms not us- it’s alwys hard
N it’s RLLY funny ur askin this rn anon bc coincidntlly we just came out of a WHOLE frickin sitch that involved secndhnd drmncy experiencs (again, I mean watching ppl in other systms go dormant)
Like, Jamie’s prev ex had, ppl go dormant, like a lot of em, bc they broke up, n 2 of their mmbrs bsclly sent me wht can be equivlnt 2 a sui note- n I got that note frm bsclly som1 equivlnt 2 my brthr, @ the time, n Sal’s brthr [@ the time] bc they shared the blog
We r rlly close 2 anthr sys whose host wnt drmnt 4 som big rsns (they also have trauma abt ppl using drmncy as an escape route frm their actions, man life b wild huh?) n jst came back so that was rlly wild n hard bc she was (n is) like a mom figure 4 us, esp 2 Peter, n their whole sys, bc they’re median, kinda crashed in on itself tmprrly n it was rlly hard 2 watch KDH it makes u kind of mad @ those ppl who cause othr ppl 2 go thru sm pain thta they jst go drmnt u kno?
But rounding back 2 Jamie’s ex (n I g the 1st exmple 2 b vaguely), that was rlly hard, n bc of that, drmncy is smth we can’t unsee as death anymr
Hey so disclaimer that won’t b in the tags (Bc som ppl dnt read them) n I will pit here just in case: yes we kno dormancy is NOT equal 2 death, dormancy always has the chance of them coming back, b w how we spcfclly exprncd these, it felt that way, esp w the goodbyes, n the crying, n how they litrlly treated it as sui//. Not 2 mention the Older trauma Jamie had/has where His “systm” litrlly said “do u miss him? Well he’s dead now”
It’s hard 2 uncorrel8 them- bc it dpnds on how u go thru it- and anthr disclaimer is that if it’s a drmncy in ur own systm, the brain may b able 2 visualize it as a death, heck som systms we kno have a “graveyard” where all the drmnt systm mmbrs end up in; and of som jst “disappear” n I heard anthr sys in their headspace it’s seen as like pods? Where u can c them sleepin?
Anywy back 2 us- KDNDKNDKN yea, our experiences w it so far has been rel8d 2,,, sui or death :^( not counting the ppl we pass by in random srvrs who talk abt it, this is jst our prsnl ones esp tied 2 systms we were (or r) RLLY close 2
IDK we’re still grieving over Larry n Asriel frm Her systm. Pls don’t send asks saying “they mite come back” btw KJSKHS they mite b even if they do we can’t Talk, their sys is an ex 4 a rsn
Inner-system exprnces
HM so there’s a lot 2 write here b we dnt- uslly have ppl who r nice, go drmnt
It used 2 b only all the very bad persecutors who wld rlly harm every1 who wld go drmnt, our psychiatrist even said, 2 calm Jamie dwn a long time ago when she was given anti psychotics, that the “good ppl wnt go away, only the bad ppl”
b they (those old persecuted) all went drmnt thru,,,,, d//ath, n I dnt wnna talk abt that or how, this is not how we wrk anymr
Then we have Deanne, she was a persecutor who was chngng 4 the bttr, b it’s like,,,, when she realized she didn’t have 2 b bad anymr? She went drmnt?? Like I rmmbr (I wsnt there but u kno shared memory) every1 feeling she slowly faded away until we realized she wsnt arnd
Aftr that, we stoppd having drmncies, b we do label ppl who mite b close 2 drmncy msbmdb (edit: nvm, I rmmbrd Alven n Peyton who went drmnt :^( we miss them, Alven was Matt’s dad n Oeyton was a rlly good ISH )
Bc they’re “not needed” N LISTN anthr disclaimer, by THAT I mean natural dormancies? Not 2 say u go drmnt randomly, I mean that sometimes som1 isn’t active enough or their role isn’t needed as mch,, it’s scary I kno, b it can hppn n it’s no1’s fault, it’s not even their fault,i t jst happns, n that my good anon is a bite sized expln8ion on y u mite have ppl come out of drmncy mhsbkdbdkb
Uhh, we have som ppl who r afraid of going drmnt tho ofc,, n they r trying 2 b as active as they can in sys inspace so they dnt fade
Bc if u dnt wnna b dormnt, trying 2 b more active can hlp!
So,,, we a,so have ppl who came frm drmncy,,,
N that’s Jade, Beia, n Chompy
Apprntly Jade n Beia were frm arnd the same time? Actlly it’s fnny bc we thought Jade was a split of Noelle b we were bamboozled bc it wasnt the case
N then u have chompy,,, which is rlly sad,, bc she cnt rmmbr the year b we found out it was frm arnd 3 yrs old,,, that rlly sucks- she’s a fictive of Chain Chomp n came out of drmncy in a new form (Chompette) smdbndb according 2 Jade n Beia they dnt rmmbr wht hppnd, b it’s like they fell asleep n woke up again
N w Chompy, she explains it as like, , she was a chain chomp, n was chained 2 the back of the headspace, n bc she accepted she cldnt do anyth, faded in2 drmncy bc she gave up? B now she’s back n wants 2 fite,dkbdmdb until, stuff I wnt get in2
I’m not done KDH
Lastly I wanna talk abt,,,, how we feel abt it
I dnt think drmncy shld b smth 2 b afraid of— BUT @ the same time it’s OK 2 b afraid of it, or 2 h8 it, or 2 feel ANYTH abt it bc, almost all the time it’s not ur own choice 2 do so (half the time, based on what we’ve seen, etc)
Sometimes, ppl will c it as a mmbr fnlly resting, sometimes it’s sudden n @ least in the mmnt (or mayb ull never kno), ther dsnt seem 2 b a strong rsn on y it hopnd
Som will c it as death, som will say it’s scary, n som accept it’s a part of being a sys,,, that this happens, n that it will b ok
Bc,,, they can come back, mayb, n that’s sys life
4 us we feel ALL of those @ once
I wnt lie <:^) 4 som oldr mmbrs, we hope they dnt come back, b then 4 som we hope they do com back, n it’s this balance of trying not 2 b toxic-positive n trying not 2 erase the hope if we do wnt them 2 com back
IDK it’s so— mssy Bc u shld allow urself 2 grieve- bc dormancy CAN feel like death (frm an obsrvr?), n o man the syscourse that exists @ the mere mention of treating drmncy like death? Scares me, n I jst wnna put it out ther that it involves a lot of grieving somtimes,,,m yes, it can b traumatic depending on how said dormancy was brought 2 ur attention or knwldge
4 us we’e still grieving over that last mssg frm them, we’re angry 4 those who went drmnt n also @ Them who went drmnt? Idk man
TLDR don’t- I repeat- do NOT,,,,, treat drmncy as the answr
If ur in a systm out ther, I kno it hard, n frick, drmncy is such a complic8d topic in systems period, b drmncy is not the answ
Bc yes drmncy is not prmnnt 4 som systms, (n by prmnnt I mean that sys mite jst not have awakenings as common @ all; every sys is diff) b drmncy is,,, most of the time a scary thought 4 systms
It’s- it’s not sui litrlly, b,,, it;s,, is almost similar IF- n I repeat- if it’s used as an escape, esp in a bad way
N like w sui// we wnt entirely blame you if @ all, b it’s sad- n it’s hard
Bc like ”irl” ppl arnd u who care r affctd- n knowing it’s by ur own hand is hard 2 accept
Bro, anon my dude, I’m so srry this is such a messy post KDNKDND our exprnces w it is so recent n it’s SUCH a complic8d topic 2 discuss w/o fear of ppl yelling @ u abt spreading misinfo
We’re a rlly big outlier 2 the usual sys exp w dormancies bc we’ve had SO many exprncs of it being rel8d 2 sui/ of death from othr systms Onesides our own), n it’s not jst random systems, it systems who we were close 2 n we got hurt by
I dnt wnna talk abt whether or not what we experiencs was real b yea thats our experiences n not the resources,, since that’s the question KNS
#from kris’chara was gnna answ b#i wntd 2#ask#anon#suicide#dormancy#headspace#ask to tag#death#death mention#suicide mention#im srry i make 0 sense#im gttng rlly insecure abt my communic8ion skills bc outspace dnt seem 2 undrstnd anyth i say n i wish i was kddng w this#like rlly my slef esteem abt being coherent is going dwn the drain bc we’re goin thru smth in school n tryin 2 fix sm stuff#ive had 2 releat myskf sm times the oast 2 weeks n every adult in our vicinity says they cant undrstnd me dkhkd#anywy yea. im srry- pls do NOT treat this post a s a reaource or advice this is litrlly me answ the question#yes im afraidof syscourse#@ every single second i breathe abt what we go thru#from kris#abuse#manipulation#me @ our fllwrs: how r yall still here#like what Cintent do we Prvde that makes u stay dkdbdkdbdh#content*#ALSO this is NOT whatvthe prev post was abt
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Hey. I am an incoming university student (fall of 2020) and can't go to the university of my dreams because of money. it's one of the top universities and i would have the grades to get in but we just can't afford it right now unless I want to spend every day for the next year working next to school, travelling and all my health issues (will probably have to wait for my masters before I can go there so I can pay). The thing is, now I have to go to a uni in my home country. Part 1 of 2
It is not a bad school, there are extracurriculeurs, the school offers good classes. But I feel that if I do not go to the top school, it will take away from my worth, it will make me feel or appear less intelligent because i didn’t go to a top school. I feel like I will have nothing that I am good at anythinanymore (have already been struggling cause of mental health)and that people will judge, not like me.i don’t want to do anything I regret, but I also can’t make money appear part 2 of three
Could you offer me some advice or how you would see the situation. I really need someone to talk to and I have no friends around. I’m really struggling to keep up with everything. I know grades don’t define intelligence, but a big part of me was alwys how quick i was to connect concept and use that to help others and i feel like that will be taken away from me if i dont go to this uni, that no one will see my potential and ill be average. I could just really use some advice. thanks for listening
I apologize for writing again, but the other problem is just that I want to enjoy myself and college and don’t know if i am mentally stable to work all the time. but at the same time i really want to go to this uni because im afraid i dont have a future if i dont.
oh, honey
did you know that 69.7 percent of people enroll in college? and only 58 percent of those people graduate within six years? my point here is…going to college AT ALL is a huge feat and should be celebrated! no matter where you go, graduating college is something to shout about!!
also, I have never ever ever judged a professional on where they earned their undergraduate degree. I have never looked at the degrees hanging in the offices of my doctors, therapists, dentists, etc. I just notice that they HAVE a degree, ya know? and maybe this is different for others but personally, I don’t even regard how “nice” their school was/is.
you have VALUE. as a HUMAN BEING. you said it yourself: you are quick to connect concepts and use that talent to help others! that is a huge personality trait to be proud of!! and I am sure that you will do great in school. don’t let the specifics drag you down!
if you are truly worried about it, then I suggest attending uni in your home country. use that time to save some money and set your sights on a master’s program that you really want to attend!
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DimeShip little Fanfiction (with a drawing in the middle)
GlomLittle background:
Scrooge And Magica are working togheter because GlomGold has steal Scrooge’s dime (he knows that dime is important)
Magica wants to help him to get it back
They go to a party where You have to be a coupls to enter, Magica accept to wear a dress for the party (she didn’t want to at first because she didn’t want to give the impression of been with Scrooge)
(they are humans so don’t be surpise if you don’t read the work feathers XD)
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Scrooge was Calmly thinking about how to get his dime Back infront of the big house of GlomGold, untill he felt a hand on his shoulder and a voice
“Ok will have to get close to GlomGold, so that i can get the dime back”
Scrooge Turn to see Magica with her hair in a chignon and a .... black tutu?
Scrooge: What the hell are you wearing MAGICA?!
Magica: I don’t have many dresses...... plus you didn’t even change...
Scrooge: I did! i put some black pants and black boots!
Magica:.... and you’re compleing about my tutu?
*Scroge sigh*
Scrooge: It dosen’t matter... let’s go inn before we lost this occasion.
Magica: Ok..
*Magica and Scrooge walk up to the Guards of GlomGold*
Guard 1 : Are you two together?
Magica : Of Course! Can’t you see?
*Magica puts her arm aroud Scrooge’s arm smiling*
Scrooge: Eh yeah, she is right!
*The guards let them pass*
Magica: Jeez, those guards are so stupid! they though we were a couple!
Scrooge:............... Yeah they kinda are....
*Magica was somehow confused by the “kinda”.... Scrooge had a strange voice while he sayd that*
*Magica look down to see she was still holding his arm... she had to let go... but she kinda like it.......plus she need to pretend they are together*
???: SCROOOOGE!
*Both Scrooge and Magica look over to see GlomGold itself with a grin on his face*
GlomGold: How nice to see you here with..... *he looks at Magica* a Beautiful lady by your side
*Magica make a fake smile*Magica: Pleased to meet you GlomGold!
GlomGold: *kiss her hand* the pleasure is mine.. Miss..
Magica: Call me Magica.
GlomGold: Magica, that’s a great souding name.
*Magica notice the dime in his jacket* Magica: it would be a pleasure to dance with you later GlomGold!
GlomGold: Oh it would be a pleasu- *Scrooge gets between them*
Magica: Scroogiee...... what are you doing?
Scrooge. She’s alredy with me GlomGold...
GlomGold: mnh... Ok! See you around.........SCROOGIE!
*GlomGold walk away *
*Magica grabs Scrooge shoulder* Magica: WHAT WAS THAT FOR?
Scrooge: Nothing... maybe he was nice but i just know he wanted something else from you Magica.
*Magica made a disguted face* Magica: Ew...... WELL i was about to get the dime!
Scrooge: We can get it when he gets closer!
Magica: Sure! let’s go closer to him and with my magic i will get the-
*Magica was interrupt by the music and GlomGold on the mic*
GlomGold: Alright evrybody! it’s time for having FUN! Who wants to dance with me is free to do it!
* a crowd of womans was made aroud GlomGold*
Magica: And now? what’s your plan genious?
*Scrooge get her hand*
Magica: H-Huh?
Scrooge: We will start dancing and while we dance we get closer and you get the dime.
Magica:.... ok? i guess...
Scrooge: What’s the matter?
Magica:: You know.... if you have let me dance with him.... I could have got the dime in no time!!
* Scrooge stayed silent he didn’t want her to know he was jelous GolmGold would have dance with her*
Scrooge:....
Magica: What? what’s with that look? Are you jelous someone try flirting with me? *she makes a grin and gets closer to his face*
Scrooge: WH- ME? JELOUS? NEVER!!..........*he looks at her freen eyes*
Magica: You’re jelous!
*Scrooge grabs her hand and drag her in the middle of the ballroom*
Scrooge:let’s just dance already!
*Magica still with a grin on her face* Magica: As you say Scroogie!
*Magica put her hand on his shoulder and gets a tiny bit too close to him*
Scrooge: Magica this is not a game!
Magica: I know., but you make me wanna play with you *She giggles a bit evilish*
Scrooge: Just... dance
*Scrooge and Magica, finally started dancing, even if they never dance together, both did some professional moves here and there, some people veen stop dancing for watching them*
*GlomGold was one of them*
*Scrooge and Magica start putting more and more attention on them especially for Magica with her ability to dance with a tutu. At some point Scrooge even lift her up, holding her by the hips*
*Most everybody attentions was on them now*
Magica: Not bad for an Old Human like you Scroogie!
Scrooge: You’re not so bad yourself Magica darling.
*Magica blushed a bit by the “darling”. Scrooge never adress her a cute abject like that one... he alwys called her witch. Scrooge start smiling too*
*Magica made a little giggle*
*They got closer to GlomGold*
*Scrooge had to make sure nobody notice taht Magica use her magic.... so ..*
*Scrooge puts his hands on her hips. Magica puts her arms on his shoudler. Scrooge got closer to her face, making blush Magica a bit more and says*
Scrooge: i hope you won’t hate me for this.... take the dime..
*Scrooge kiss her*.
*Magica’s eyes were wide open in shock her face became red. Everyone were too a bit shocked to see Scrooge McDuck kiss someone*
*Magica with a move of her finger makes fly the dimeand grabs it in her hand*
*Nobody notice because everyone were shocked by the kiss*
*After that Magica decide to hug Scrooge more, close her eyes and enjoy the kiss*
*The kiss lasted just for other few seconds... but.... for Magica and Scrooge lasted for much longer, Magica didn’t even though she would like it.... but she was wrong..... it was amazing......*
*Scrooge on the other hand know that he would like it, he put all his passion in it,*
*After a while that Magica start kissing him back, even if he wanted the kiss more he pull her a bit away from the kiss*
*They were both blushing a lot... Magica smiled sweatly at him, Scroge did the same*
*All the people start clapping theyr hands For Magica and Scrooge.... untill*
GlomGold:WHERE’S THE DIME?!
Scrooge and Magica:... see ya!
*Scrooge and Magica start laughing and They start running outside*
*Magica called her Broom and then they both fly back to Scrooge’s house*
*Scrooge and Magica laugh all the way back to his his house*
* They both enter in Scrooge Room by the window*
Scrooge: WOAH! Thta was fun!
Magica: Yeah!...... i think this belong to you * opens her hand and shows the dime*
*Scrooge: oh.. right.. *he gets the dime* thanks..
Magica: well... see you tomorrow?
Scrooge: Sure! like everyday....
Magica: yeah......
*Magica start walking to the window, untill she stop to say*
Magica: Hey... Scroogie....i.. don’t hate you fro the kiss....
*Scrooge reamin shocked*
*Magica turns*
Magica: it actually felt really nice....
Scrooge:ehm... yeah it really did *blush*
Magica:...... that’s why you were jelous huh?
Scrooge: Wha-?
*Magica walks back to him*
Scrooge: I’m not jelous!! i told you th-*kiss*
*Magica start kissing him again, much more like he did in the dancefloor*
*Scrooge was shocked at first, but then he start kissing her too, tehy were close to Scrooge’s bed, Scrooge touch the bed with his leg*
Scrooge: Magica...
Magica: i think i will not need this tutu for the rest of the night
* they start kissing again*
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This was it! i hope you all like it dimeshippers! and have a great day! becaus efinally i posted something! XD
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thank u, u r so kind, can i hug u for caring for an anonymous friend? i wish things will change, it's alwys bn like this, unless there will b an 'outsde triggr'. i see ppl goin thru milestones & i realzd i'v nvr evn exprncd the little thngs that lead to those. i realzd i nvr rly exprncd being a child, a teenager, a yng adult. most days i wish for endurance & not hope anymore. and it dsnt sound stupid, i'll fnd a nice stuffed friend, i hav a fluffy character in mind from a film i rly liked!!
Of course you can send me a hug. I’m glad to have it.
I am not surprised that you are missing out on the stages of being a child, teenager, and young adult. The great thing about being a human is that you can catch up later when life gives you a break. This life is making you strong, but it is also sacrificing things you should have.
Please try to keep your hopes up and grab every opportunity for change that comes your way. I am so glad that even though things are so hard, you have internet access. That makes a huge difference and makes it easier to reach out.
Having a stuffed friend, somebody who will keep your secrets and be there when you need them, is better than nothing. It helps nurture the little child who lives inside you and needs comforting. You deserve better than this. I am hoping that better times are coming.
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A really good hobby is cooking! It's really fun to try out new stuff and it helps you develop an important skill for the future. If you're artistic you can also play around with plating after you're done, maybe practice photography by taking nice pictures of your creations. Maybe even start an Instagram based on things you make? (it doesn't have to have followers...just something fun for yourself). Also cooking helps save so much money compared to eating out.
:0 imma be like one of those cute gorlies that bakes n stuff hmmm i rlly shud try it out but even when im busy im still jus alwys waiting for exo to do stuff to make me happy like theyv rlly been my source of happiness for Years just cus i dnt got shit to be happy or excited about in my real life 🚶🏽♂️
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you're so cute !! i hope you're having a good night, angel 💜💜💜
bgjgksdgs chance you’re alwys wayyyyy too sweet to me, i’m a hot mess but yes im having a reall good night and i feel really nice hahaa. ily i hope youre having an even better night!!!!
#thank you fr im nfhknfdhkfd#im alone rn and just wana tALK but other than that....#im really happyand i dont feel anxios thank GOD#answered*#argentsxarrow
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How to give the best impression at a job interview
First of all, I know all jobs are different, some may require experience or features that other don’t, so if you feel like I forgot somethin or that I’m wrong somewhere, just add your correction C:
CLOTHES:
Wear formal clothes and be sure they are clean and ironed.
Bring a purse or an overnight bag with your cv, your documents and a pen.
Forget about the “glasses make you look clever” thins and wear a watch instead. It certainly will make you appear more professional. (Still, wear glasses if you feel like it or if you need them!!!).
APPEARANCE:
Take a shower before the interview so you’ll be clean and smell nice.
You can wear a lotion or a parfume if you feel like it, but don’t put too much or it could not be appreciated.
DO WEAR DEODORANT AT ANY COST!
Brush your teath / eat a mint / eat a gum.
Make shure your hair look good and are clean and combed.
Pay attention to your hands and nails!! They need to be clean and your nails should be filed. Do not wear extremely long fake nails or a nailpolish in a colour which is too bright. And it is preferable to have a natural shape (not a stiletto or coffin shape for example). In general a natural/neutral look is the best one.
The same goes for makeup. Go for a natural/nude makeup.
WHAT TO DO:
Be prepared to answer questions such as -Why do you want to work with us? -What would you do if...? -How would you solve a problem such as...? -What did you do the last time you found yourself in a difficult situation?.
Questions referring to your experience, your studies etc.
And questions about the place you are tring to apply to (ex what does it do / when was it founded / who was the founder / recent goals / etc.).
ALWYS stand up and shake hands whith those who will interview you or with anybody you are introduced to.
Bring a printed copy of your cv with you.
NEVER bring a drink (not even water) to the interview. If you have one, take a sip before the interview or after and keep the bottle in your purse.
Keep your phone silenced and never bring it out of your purse/pocket.
NEVER ASK HOW MUCH YOU WILL BE PAYED! I mean, often for small jobs they don’t tell you immediately what will be the pay, but somehow you’ll find it out, sooner or later, so pls don’t ask it at a job interview. As far as long term jobs are concerned, you’ll probably know it already, but still don’t bring up the topic.
Honestly this one makes me feel sick, but the world is a funny and ignorant place so... hide your tattos and piercings, at least until you know you got the job or until you feel like they won’t kick you out just because of them.
Body language is so important: you can find so many informations about the topic and learn what to do and what to avoid based on your personality and the job you are applying for. In general just don’t move your hand a lot and watch the person in front of you in the eyes (not always, not too much or you could look arrogant, simply be natural and confident). Remember also that crossed arms of legs show repulsion, so i suggest a more loosen up position (even if you feel it unconfortable at the beginning, you’ll be better after a while).
Of course don’t be late, arrive 10 to 5 minutes before the appointment and be patient in case they make you wait.
Don’t make plans in the 2 hours following the interview so you won’t have to leave earlier.
Finally: always be kind, never rude and always willing to be the perfect employee, even if the tell you the interview didn’t go well and that you didn’t got the job. Try to smile, I know your smile is beautiful and it will certainly be appreciated!
MOST IMPORTANT:
Remember that whatever the result is, you are woth it and you gained experience to do better the next time. You can still find a job that you like and that will pay you good and you will have more chances in the future for sure! Never let anybody bring you down.
If you feel and unconfortable environment or if the people ask you unconfortable questions, be kind and leave the place. Don’t put yourself in bad situations, you will find other opportunities.
Be yoursel and don’t lie, it will also make you feel more confortable and this is so important!
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Rampage (2018) 3.27/5 $$$
(Just a Quick memo for anyone reading. I will not mention anything that will spoil the movie unless you see -->(!@#$POILER!@#$) Just skip over that part. I will Close the Spoiler with the same message. ENJOY)
This movie was actually not as bad as it should be presumed to be.
I want to start off by saying there is a reason that DWAYNE “THE ROCK” JOHNSON is the highest paid actor in 2018. He deserves every single dollar of the reported 20 Million he was paid for this film (Forbes). The rock has certainly seen an uptick in the number of movie appearances he has made recently, and I just had to see what the hype was all about.
I have to admit I was skeptical about watching a movie that looked forced, from the pure thought it was a movie about a random NES Nintendo video game from 1986. After I watched, I must say you should at least give this movie a chance due to the fact of how convincing The Rock is as an actor. This movie also gets a great boost from whoever did all the CGI of all of the Mutated Monsters in this movie. CGI is Computer Generated Imaging, basically animation. I also enjoy the casting decision to have Jeffrey Dean Morgan as the antagonist in this movie. Now he is more of an internal antagonist and is mainly a subsidiary when picturing the movies entire story as a whole as explained in the spoiler. Irrelevant kind of, but it could have a slight effect that I have seen the AMC tv show The Walking Dead, and he plays Negan a violent antagonist in that series. He essentially plays the same character in Rampage as well. This movie does a pretty decent job at portraying a video game through Hollywood Live Action Flick, just hammered with a big name actor, as well as a decent antagonist with great supporting actors. Like every movie, it has its ups and downs, but I did enjoy the film minus a few parts which I will get into in the next paragraph.
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Previously I stated that Jeffrey Dean Morgan was the antagonist, but he actually is not. He plays more of a superiority that is supposed to go against what the rock wants until he ultimately just comes around and sees that what the rock is doing is actually the right way to proceed. Classic movie character storyline, to have an internal conflict, as well as an external conflict in the story of the main character. What really helps make this a decent movie is the number of issues the rock is dealing with in the movie, such as evacuating the city, keeping people safe, and the military going against his ideas, mutants running around destroying the city, and he also has the company responsible for the mutations creating a chaotic situation for him to endure.
I really enjoy when a director, kills off stupid characters. When this one girl gets eaten by the gorilla, just awesome. I also enjoyed him killing off the assistant I absolutely hated the entire time, by having a giant piece of the building crush him after Jeffery Dean Morgan’s character gives him an eery talk about the laptop he's carrying. (Subtle reminders of the Walking Dead during the Season 7 Opener,
I have to give credit to Jeffrey Dean Morgan for being able to create a strange tension and feeling of psychopathy vibes prior to someone dying, I would really like to see him in a movie about a serial killer or something. Could be a stretch or even just plain weird, but WHATEVER I just feel it could be a great role for him.
I am not sure if the Rock had improved his own lines at certain points, but when he beat up the two security guards after the sergeant kicked him out of the headquarters he said some funny lines. He also has some great one-liners throughout. I decently enjoyed every interaction with the gorilla named George and the rocks character. They were so sentimental, and the whole backstory flashback to when the rock found George, and how George watched his mom get hacked apart by poachers was just crazy. The first time the rock introduces all of us to the animals, and one of the other male characters says, poachers,, I think he improves the scene by saying “it is not nice to say poachers around women” just a classic rock flirting with girls to appear to have a strong sentimental side, is just purely great comedy as we see through various Rock films.
I also wonder what the potential this movie could have had as an R-Rated movie, and a lot more gore, and violence just like the original game that seems ahead of its time.
This movie never felt like it lost me too much, and felt like the story was well thought out. I would assume this had to be well thought out even more thoroughly then we could even imagine. If anyone has ever played that video game from 1986, you would never be able to get this type of backstory for that game, by simply plugging in your NES, and playing it. Not even in 20 years did I think this complex of a backstory was possible. Let alone would any producers or people funding this movie be 10000 percent on board with investing 20 million into the rock (Forbes), or however much more they spent to get this movie done. I looked it up after I typed the previous sentence, and it was approx. 120 Million according to Bing. Also felt they closed the movie well with the ending and everything, plus everyone loves the rock I guess.
I feel like they wrote a strong romance between rock and the girl he is alwys with out of the movie as well, and attempted to make the romacnec more on the Gorilla George with the Rock. Great ending to the film, and I enjoyed it enough to give it over a 3. They gave the charcter of the gorilla a cool personality too.
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This movie was worth a watch, I mean what else are you doing, besides hanging out with that friend who claims they saw everything already. This movie had some points where actors had some bad lines, and The Rock really helped provide a supplemental balance for all of that. Like I stated before, the CGI was done right in this movie, and we all have to remember this was a live action movie based on a video game. They did tons of promotion on it, and I am sure it did what anyone would expect it to do at the box office, but that does not really even matter because who cares what the box office thinks or how much money the film made. I just want to get the knowledge of this movie out and will continue to do this with many films as often as possible. What I am saying is give the kid a chance. LET me guide you into cinema selection heaven, and help steer you clear of the BullS***. This movie could be considered that, but I tend to enjoy movies with the rock since we grew up with the people's elbow, and IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT YOU THINK at the end of the day. ( That was just a slight joke referring to something the Rock used to say in his WWF days.) If you have nothing else to watch and you have already read all my reviews then feel free to give this movie a shot and let me know what you thought after you loved or hated it. Thanks for reading I apprecaite you all hope to do giveaways eventually.
I give this flick a 3.27 out of 5.
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