#AND TRRUST ME

[ev-isms]

Shut Up I already know what you are

[pmpwbrrs]

A little kiss is all it takes to fix Pebbles

[girl9494940]

i promise yo u know me i swear im not a strranger i know who you are trrust me

[blo-dclotz]

You arre new herre, you do not know who is safe. You scan yourr optionz, landing on a perrson, its darrk hairr blending rright into its skin. You ap*rroach.

What do you think of thoughtcrrimez, you ask. It nëds no time to think.

They arre not rreal, yourr new frriend rresponds. 

And what of humanity, you ask. 

I can not rrelate, says the being.

What if you met someone claiming to be an animal, you ask.

I would inquirre which one, it says.

A wolf, you tel* it. The wolf's boyfrriend is a plushie, you ad*.

Rravenz and wolfz get along, it sharres. Tel* me morre about this boyfrriend, it asks.

The birrd listens to yourr everry worrd. It underrstands when you talk of home as if it is something you haven't bën to in a verry long time. You do not flë when the rraven admits it wil* not know you arre rreal until it sës you next.

That is okay, you tel* it. We wil* find each otherr again verry sön, you say.

It nods, and it trrusts, and so do you. 

[ventcode]

llets essvape this pllace. yuuou and me

youyre my beest friens i trrust you

[lheams]

I litteraly feel like I’m in a daze. Not just because the one faculty member that I Trrust is leaving the school for a new job without telling me or anyone, or that my psycatrist thinks I should defer my exams and not graduate because Im at risk for having a meltdown, or that I spent a month thinking that the F*I was after me, or being told by my therapist that I might have OCD, or that I threw up in my trash can out of stress last month, or that I keep being threatened by classmates, or my mom won’t leave me alone about having the perfect graduation, or that im nuts, Im litteraly nuts, and I just want to be left alone, but I don’t want to be asked why i didn’t ask for help earlier, or that im supposed to up my med dose but im so tired, I havent been to CVS to pick up the prescription yet, or that im not even s**cidal, im just a mess. Im just a mess and I can’t stop crying, im just so mad and sad and I keep crying in class and im embarrassed but worse is that I just can’t keep track of everything, just let me be alone. Just let me be by myself, just let me get more behind on my work and sit in my backyard and do my little tasks and be left alone forever. Why is my therapist $235 a session?

[desktop-plane]

hhey i knwow that funny guy that asked that... thats my pal.. trrust me demomang hes auper coole 😼 (and is very entthusiastic cabou being ur fan.)

-the. bodacious k

its your BIGGEST FAN AGAIN with a really important question. whats your favorite type of bug?

Me favorite type o’ bug? Well, I guess I’ve never thought aboot it before…do spiders count? I like the great hairy ones, tough-lookin’ lads tha’ they are! I dunnae ken if I would touch ‘em, but I can respect them!

[chaotic-neutral-toga]

search up 'virgil wants a strawberry' on youtube pls im fucking begging you

[doebt]

wait doesn’t sparkling water taste like carbonated baking soda

NO.

[possuminnit]

lainey LAINEY lainey. i am obsessed with your hybrid choices. maned wolf for cranboo is sick asf and i love how much you stepped outside the mammal box. please brainrot about them more if you feel like it i love hearing about people's hybrid thoughts

(also cwilbur scorpion hybrid...... im losing my mind)

THANK YOU !! this is my specialty ...... honestly a lot of these I don't have reasonings for, more so it just.. makes sense to me.. BUT I can explain the ones I do have reasonings for!!

im gonna explain cgeorge's first because its. silly (also I pulled it up first) if you look at a jellyfish 's hood cap thingy, i don't know the name, but it sorta looks like the top of a mushroom! and that's the entire reason there. i think he has the tentacles jellyfish has but they're just going down his back <- he wears a moss cape over them to keep them wet with the moisture ^_^ (also I like to think he starts to glow after making a deal with XD.. look up glowing jellyfish they're cool)

vulture cphil started Basically because of this post;

i dont know i just thought it was cool. Also like the whole vulture's mean death and are normally seen near death + cphil's angel of death, wife being goddess of death... you get it. Also I'm terrible I look at what fanon/canon says for hybrids and go "yeah ok but what if Different" Oh yeah also it started because one of vulture's predators are snakes and cdream is a snake... you'll see that's a common connection between a lot of these.

Speaking of i dont think i thought a lot about scorpion wilbur. the main reason its a thing is because i went "cwilbur with giant ass scorpion tail... Cool" THOUGH the one did thing i did have was; snakes (and birds. coughs and points to ss above) are predators to scorpions

For any explanations about rattlesnake dream, here are the posts; post 1 , post 2 (this one is a lot more possuminnit heavy but some cdream pops up too :)) Something I didn't add to these posts, rattlesnakes can sense radiation! I just think that's something cool for cdream.. Also ill add it onto this one, XD being a cobra is because i have a whole other hc where XD was made from part of dream YADA YADA. snake genes carried over but XD is just scarier. or something. God powers yeah

here is one for black widow tubbo

for ctina, cfoolish, cranboo, ctechno and cslimecicle 's i tell you to just look up their animals it makes so much sense I swear... or its just the autism talking But., trrust me

[voxxisms]

     VOX  COULD  NOT  STOP  HER.  even though he wanted nothing more than to grasp betty's writsts,  force her to stop her self - destructive scratching,  he couldn't seem to move.  the exclamations,  the words were freezing him in place.  he could only watch  &&  listen,  disarmed  &&  uncertain.  would touching help?  would it hurt her more,  would it worsen her state of seeming panic or fear?  he didn't know,  he hated not knowing,  it was the worst kind of loss of control.  the mention of alastor in conjuction to herself always put him on edge,  never quite knowing where the words would go.  

     she wanted a family.  so did he,  he wanted to say.  of course he did,  didn't most people?  what he wouldn't have given for it.  they were all doomed,  weren't they,  in that way?  but he supposed he couldn't understand the depth of her pain.  she had been alive for so much longer,  after all,  cursed before she was even cast down here,  he knew.

there was a ring on his finger.  only for a moment,  but his gaze was stuck on it until it was gone.

         ❛  i don't need you to be alastor.  ❜    he couldn't address the idea of marriage first.  he was torn often as it was,  always hurting her,  hurting himself,  stuck in some awful limbo of his obsession causing problems.  unable to let go.  but he could address this.     ❛  i love you,  betty,  i do,  i don't know how i can convince you.  of course you want a family,  &&  i don't blame you for that.  i am sorry i can't give that to you.  ❜

     hesitantly,  he took her hand in his.  gentle,  always,  in these moments.  there were times he could explode back,  that these sorts of accusations could set him off just as much,  but in this moment,  he was more focused on preventing any more harm being done.  

         ❛  i have told you so much of what i can.  more than most people know.  i trust you with my life,  i care for you so much,  you don't understand.  maybe i would let him leave me in the flames,  but you?  i would trrust you to carry me out of them.  you are different,  &&  thank god for it.  you're not hideous,  i understand why that may be hard to believe,  but i have never thought of you that way.  you are not alastor,  just as i am not valentino.  ❜

there was a sigh that left him.  words were his forte,  but maybe they weren't enough.  were they ever?

        ❛  tell me what i can do to convince you.  i have been honest about my issues,  &&  i swear i am working on them.  is there more you need from me?  something else i can offer you?  i  ...  i would marry you.  i would,  just  ...  not now.  i have so much i clearly need to fix in myself before that could be a good idea,  but i would.  if there's anything else i can do now,  tell me.  ❜

Digits curl into his arms, her body WRACKED WITH TREMORS AND SOBS.

“ I…I do not know if I fucking LOVE YOU OR IF I AM JUST OBSESSED WITH YOU. IT HAS BEEN SO FUCKING LONG SINCE I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO TELL THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THESE TWO HORRID EMOTIONS.

I AM NO LONGER HUMAN. I AM A MONSTER MEANT TO TEAR, RIP APART AND DESTROY. I AM A FIERCE WARLORD WHO HAS KILLED APLENTY AND COMMITTED GENOCIDE ON THE HUMAN RACE. I AM A HORRID AMALGAMATION SHUNNED BY THE GODS THAT ONLY KNOWS HOW TO BLEED AND MAIM LIKE A RABID DOG, “

A sharp inhale. IT’S PAINFUL TO BREATHE.

“ I don’t…I don’t want to BITE. I was never supposed to BITE. I NEVER WANTED ANY OF THIS SHIT. I NEVER ASKED TO FUCKING BE REBORN ALL THESE TIMES. I NEVER ASKED FOR THE GODS TO DESPISE ME. I NEVER WANTED TO RUIN SO MANY FUCKING LIVES IN THE PROCESS OF DESTROYING MY OWN.

I just want my fucking brother back. I want my old town back. I want my old bardic gig back. I want to wake up from this SHIT FUCKING NIGHTMARE, breathe in the fresh air, laugh with my adoptive papa, and jest with my guild! I want to FEEL THE FUCKING SUNLIGHT ON MY SKIN AGAIN WITHOUT CHARRING! I WANT TO BREATHE AIR INTO FUNCTIONING LUNGS! I WANT TO FEEL GENUINE LOVE THAT DOESN’T BLUR WITH MADDENED OBSESSION! I WANT TO BE LOVED, DAMMIT, I WANT TO FUCKING LOVE AND BE LOVED! I WANT TO KNOW HOW TO LOVE WITHOUT HURTING YOU! “

Devolving into MANIC SOBS, Betty stared down at her LARGE, BLACK CLAWS — then began to CLAW INCESSANTLY AT HER FACE,

“ I HATE THIS! I HATE THIS, I HATE THIS, I HATE THIS!! I HATE THIS FUCKING ROTTING BODY!! I HATE FEELING MY BODY CONSTANTLY FALLING APART!! I HATE THAT PEOPLE ARE TERRIFIED OF WHAT I BECAME BECAUSE OF THE CURSE!! I HATE BEING A BEAST!! I HATE HAVING TO ALWAYS MASK MY ACTUAL APPEARANCE WITH ILLUSION SPELLS SO I CAN BE ATTRACTIVE AND FUCKABLE!!

Because that’s how you get around in Hell, right? YOU HAVE TO BE PRETTY AND FUCKABLE AND POWERFUL, RIGHT?? OR I’M NOT SHIT. I HAVE POWER AND RESPECT NOW AS A WARLORD — BUT NOW I AM FUCKING. HIDEOUS! HIDEOUS AND SCARY AND EVEN MORE UNLOVABLE THAN BEFORE!! VALENTINO FUCKING REMINDS ME ALL THE TIME HOW FUCKING DISGUSTING I LOOK!! “

BLOOD AND TEARS POUR FROM HER SUNKEN EYES AND LACERATIONS ACROSS HER FACE NOW — BUT THE CLAWING ONLY CONTINUES.

“ FUCK!! FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK!! I WANT TO LOVE YOU — BUT WHAT IF IT’S JUST FUCKING OBSESSION?! I’M NOT ANYWHERE FUCKING NEAR ALASTOR’S LEVEL! YOU DON’T LOVE ME, YOU JUST WANT THAT STUPID FUCKING PRICK WHO WILL NEVER LOVE YOU THE SAME WAY I DO! I WOULD BURN ALL OF HELL FOR YOU — HE WOULD LET YOU FUCKING DIE IN THE FIRES! AND YOU’D LET THAT HAPPEN, WOULDN’T YOU?! “

Nearly BLINDED by the BLOOD AND TEARS, she shakily rose her hand and began to CONJURE UP SOMETHING WITH HER BLOOD MAGIC —

“ Does this mean anything? “

It twists and turns in the liquified state, solidifying slowly as her mind unravels the DEEPEST DESIRES,

“ You are…the ONLY ONE WHO CAME CLOSE ENOUGH TO UNDERSTANDING ME. MY WOES, MY DESPERATION TO BE SEEN AND LOVED, MY HAUNTING OBSESSION.

I want to be LOVED. I wanted a FAMILY…I wanted MATRIMONY. Was that too much to ask? Ever since I was but a human, I wanted a FAMILY OF MY OWN TO SHIELD AND PROTECT — and even as a nosferatu, I STILL WANT ALL OF THAT.

BUT THE GODS SHUNNED ME FOR JUST EXISTING AS AN UNDEAD. THEY IGNORED MY PLEADS AND PRAYERS. MY REPENTING FOR FORGIVENESS. THIS BODY CANNOT NURSE CHILDREN. I AM DAMNED TO BE INFERTILE AS A CORPSE — I HAVE TRIED. MULTIPLE TIMES. I JUST WANT A CHILD OF MY OWN. MAYBE THEY’D LOVE ME UNCONDITIONALLY, MAYBE THEY’D TEACH ME HOW TO PROPERLY LOVE AGAIN. “

Pressing her bloodied hand to his, the magic warped around their digits — and the blood fully solidified into a RING ON HIS FINGER.

“ I want to be married…I want my HAPPY ENDING. I used to believe in FAIRYTALES, A HAPPILY EVER AFTER, A PRINCE OR PRINCESS CHARMING — BUT I AM NOW THE DRAGON BURNING THE CASTLE AND THE VILLAIN DESTINED TO BE LOATED AND KILLED.

You would never marry someone like me, would you?

As badly as I want to wed you… “

The ring liquifies — and SPLATTERS to the ground.

“ …I will NEVER be Alastor. “

@voxxisms

[konigsberggg]

❝ Who says exactly what they’re thinking? What kind of game is that? ❞

“It is the game of someone who is lying,” Gilbert said, his eyes narrowed in suspicion. “Never trust someone who seems honest! Every man is dishonest in one war or another, jeez kid, you’d think after being a nation for- fuck, how old are you? I must be older… Anyways, you’d think after being a nation for so long you’d know this! Trust no one! Everyone is always out to get you, and to get your fuckin’ land. Trust me.” He patted the other nation on the shoulder, squeezing momentarily and nodding his head. “Trust me, the moment I trusted someone that was when everything went to shit! So a man who says exactly what they are thinking… is playing a twisted fuckin’ game, if you ask me.”

[estrogenz]

dont ever take antipsychotics just trrust me.

[ask-the-admin-more-to-come]

Trust me. He hates puns.

- 💖

Kah: I- I [Kahs hair caught fire again and then was quickly put out by an unknown force] Kah: thank you liam... Also I guess I can trrust you??? Just this once.... I think

[nari-hate]

uuhhhhaaammmmmmmmm igh knidaaa might bee nott doing too wellllll hehehehehehahaaaaaah. YUO SHULD STILL TRRUST ME THOUUUUGH

sooo obviously we can't go outside and touch grass but what if we made it go into containment and pet hiway??

We all know everyone needs it.

Thoughts??

@ren-cormander-site-107

@nari-hate

[markets]

ok well u should stop being sad about dream smp. simply say no

anon you are so much cooler than i am coz if i couldve stopped trrust me ii wouldve long ago. but thank you for the input love and light