#AND THEN UR GONNA COME OVER HERE AND CALL ME A RAPIST??? SAY THAT IF I'M GONNA “pretend” OT BE A RAPIST FROMA VIDEO GAME- BITCH?????????

[tulpar-transmissions]

THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU.

THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN SAYING!!! DON'T TAKE YOUR FUCKING ANGER OUT ON ME!

He's very well-written. Not at ALL apologizing for his actions or saying what he did was okay.

Some people are actually so petty it makes me just want to block everyone on the mouth washing tag and leave the fandom

If you don't want to read my stupid rant don't look at the tags

[disneyanddisneyships]

OKAY SORRY

Aponi torturing her ex

okay forgive me if the characterization in this sucks. I haven't gotten used to their personalities yet-

This is an Alastor x OC fic

Warnings: mentions of rape, suicide, misogyny, death, hell, torture, descriptions of torture, insanity, wounds, name calling, *heavily used* curse words, mentions of private parts being stabbed, and brutality.

This is based on an 18+ show so read at ur own risk.

It was the anniversary of Aponi's death, and to say she was feeling under the weather would've been an understatement.

She had been dead for almost 50 years now and she had no idea where the time went.

Right when she had died, she had gone to see the I.M.P.'s to get her asshole of an ex exterminated.

The job was done and he was down in hell with her, but she didn't have the energy or the time to hurt him herself.

Just knowing that he was dead was enough for her sometimes.

But today the memories of everything had been flooding back into her life.

So today she decided to lock herself in her room at the hotel all day and eat junk food.

However, her boyfriend had other ideas.

He was utterly insane.

Aponi had told Alastor about her death and what lead up to it, but she never told him her ex had been down in hell for 50 years, same as her.

If she had told him, this would've been done already.

Alastor had something to cheer her up.

He knocked on her hotel room door.

"Darling, I have a suprise for you!" He exclaimed.

A few clicks on the door and Aponi opened it so he could walk in.

"What's up?" She asked as she turned off her TV.

Alastor grabbed her hand and dragged her along with him.

"Alastor, darling what is this all about?" She asked as she walked with him.

"Its a suprise, my dear!" Alastor stated before bringing her into a dimly lit room with a person tied to a chair in the middle.

"Jason?" Aponi stated, her eyes wide as she took in the image of her rapist ex boyfriend, tied down, fear in his eyes.

"Lilly?" He asked in return.

Alastor's smile got sharper and his eyebrows knit together at the sound of his significant other's real name being spoken by someone who wasn't worthy to speak at all.

"That's not my name down here," Aponi replied, a bit angrily, but still keeping her composure. "Alastor, what's going on?" Aponi asked as she turned to him.

"That phsyco kidnapped me and tied me up here," Jason answered. "C'mon princess. Untie me?" He asked.

Alastor tilted his head to the side, his eyes getting darker and scarier.

"Alastor why did you bring him here?" Aponi asked.

"I thought torturing him would bring you joy, Darling!" Alastor explained.

"She doesn't have the guts!" Jason scoffed.

"No one was talking to you, asshole," Aponi replied before turning back to alastor.

"Consider it a gift for you, my dear!" Alastor continued.

"You did this for me?" Aponi asked, love in her eyes.

"Well of course! The happier you are the happier it makes me!" Alastor exclaimed.

"Loving the little fuckfest you two have going on, but come on! Lilly you're not actually gonna hurt me!" Jason argued.

"Oh my fucking God. Shut up!" Aponi shouted, throwing a small knife into his shoulder.

He screamed in pain.

"I can't believe you actually did that!" Jason shouted.

"This is hell. No one cares," Aponi replied before walking over to him and yanking the knife out of his shoulder.

"You're such a slut," Jason stated, wincing.

From the corner of her eye, she could see Alastor twitch, trying his hardest not to help her with the torture.

"Says the rapist," Aponi replied. "You know... I've been dreaming about doing this for years.... I've had many fantasies about it. And I think I might start by cutting off every single one of your fingers," Aponi stated.

"What?" Jason asked.

"Alastor, my darling, will you please bring me some dull scissors? The longer they take to cut, the more pain will be inflicted," Aponi explained.

Minutes later Jason was crying.

"Please stop!" He cried out.

"Oh those words sound so familliar! Don't you think?" Aponi asked.

"I'll do anything!" He cried out once again.

"Will you give me anything I want if I stop?" Aponi asked.

"Yes! Please! Just stop!" He shouted.

"I want my girl hood back. It was mine first," she stated. "Or maybe if thats too much, I'd like you to apologize," Aponi replied.

"Okay I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" He stated over and over again.

Aponi smirked before digging her knife into his dick.

The scream he gave out rung through the building.

"That's to make sure you don't do that to anyone else," Aponi stated.

"You're letting me go?" Jason asked.

"Not that I was aware of," Alastor stated with a confused smile.

"I just thought this would be a fun thing to do every year, darling. Next time you can help. It'll be like a date night!" Aponi explained.

Alastor smirked. "Ohohooo you are insane. I love you!" Alastor exclaimed.

"And I, you, my darling. Now let's go! I saw this amazing restaurant on the way here," Aponi stated before walking out of the building, leaving her ex behind, tied to a chair and bleeding.

[eternitas-archive]

Oh one more thing before I leave

It’s just my two cents but I really gotta speak it into the world.

This is gonna be LONG so here have a read more

You all are hypocritical cherry pickers that want fandoms and communities to cater to your interests and morals

And let me tell you honey, that is gonna ruin not only your own experience, but everyone elses.

Lemme adress some things

Why y’all so ready to cry wolf when someone ages up a character?

The discourse is probably as old as this fucking community. It happens every other month and I am sick of it. “If you age up characters you are a pedo uvu sorry I don’t make the rules.” yes you do. You literally made up your own fucking rules about this. “Well you are shipping with a minor!” they’re aged up. “But you still ship with a minor!!”

Okay by that logic, why are we allowing all these other shippers doing their thing? The people that ship with Sans from Undertale that is a skeleton? I mean he is still just a skeleton linking him strongly to the image of death so necrophilia much?

What about the people shipping with inanimate objects? The people shipping with transformers? Those are aliens and or vehicles? Yeah that is mechanophilia.

What about people who ship with f/os that have animalistic features? I mean they are mainly antropomorphic but they still are animals. Beastiality

“No wait that is all dif-”

How about the people shipping with villains and criminals? Clearly that means they endorse that shit irl.

What about the people that ship with people MUUUCH older than them? some millenia or hundreds of years? or just 20? clearly endorse predatory behavior

While we’re at it what’s up with people shipping with divine beings? Angels? Demons? Sounds like blatant blasphemy to me

Do I want you to double down so you can prove yourself right? NO! I want you to understand that you guys are cherry picking and not understanding correlation between topics! Are there legit pedos on tumblr? yes. is it a strangers job to care for all the minors out there? no? If I go into a park it is not my job to hold an eye out for all kids that there are. I am not their parent, guardian or otherwise a person with any responsibility towards them. Same for people on the internet. I will do my shit and keep to myself. and if I happen to enjoy stuff for myself that is my right. Do I halt at a red light bc I want to be a good example for kids so they don’t learn bad behavior? Can I stop every person that crosses a red light and hold them a long ass lecture about how they endorse dangers in the streets? No.

“But there are minors on the internet!” Yes, I am aware, they will always be, always have been, your point?

“We need to make a safe space for the kids!” No we don’t? people need to follow the Terms of Service of a platform and honestly most people that reblog nsfw stuff even clearly state that minors should not interact.

“No like, YOU need to be on your best behavior bc there could be a minor anywhere!”

Since when did I become these minors parent? Since when did someone push these kids into my lap and say “your responsibility now”?

You need to understand that you can’t always just get upset at stuff EXISTING

nsfw fics are usually tagged and marked accordingly, most people that engage in a lot of nsfw stuff usually have “minors don’t interact” on their blog somewhere. Some even BLOCK people that follow them and are clear minors, that’s some DEDICATION.

But I have seen posts catering to FUCKING WRITERS saying “pls keep nsfw out of ur imagines and reader fics :)))) for the minors, otherwise I cant reblog it.” If you want to cater to your minor audience sure, but I can not stress enough how you can not tell others how to run their shit. Yes, you can suggest that to the imagine writers or writers in general but it is their right to say “no I run it like I want to” and proceed with their shit. And there is nothing you can do about it. Besides if minors really want some nsfw, trust me they WILL find it. Should we therefore police everyone and stuck them into horny jail? No.

“haha look at this lame ass adult getting upset they can’t be predatory anymore bc they are being called out on their pedophilia”

Idk how to tell you that it’s none of your fucking buisness what my personal history is and that you have no claim outside of “aging up is pedophilia” but sure go off, bc I am “upset I can not be predatory” anymore and not just outraged people are throwing around unreasonable claims.

Why would I even age up a character if pedophilia is about being into MINORS? Why would I age a character up if the WHOLE THING about pedophilia is that they are kids????

“Okay but then it’s predatory!” There is a point that depictions of an adult dating someione who is “barely legal” normalizes predatory behavior, but honestly, why is that MY responsibility? And who says I age them up to be barely legal? My social media/tumblr/ selfship experience is a very private thing. It’s a very personal thing, so why tf do I need to cater it to people who are NOT ME? When I do that it’s because I want to do it, not because I need to fill some moral obligations. (and yet I can say that YES caring about lgbt, other religious, non white selfshippers and boosting them is something generally people should do)

Like there is a thing about fiction. It doesn’t age like normal people. When I started to love one of my f/os we were the same age. The series eventually ended, it didn’t progress in real time, so I grew up while they stayed their age. And guess what! none of this backstory is any of your god damn buisness!! I don’t OWE it to you as much as writers and others don’t owe their trauma to you just so you can “give them permission” to deal with their trauma through selfshipping or writing. Who do you think you fucking are?

Fiction is not reality. And I am sick being stuck in medevial dark ages europe where people believed everything on a stage to be real life. Where actors were not allowed to exist and the people that did act and depicted a bad guy were generally shunned and hated by everyone bc they didn’t distinguish between fiction and reality.

Does fiction have an effect on reality? Yes. Jaws had repurcussions. Even the german novella “Die Leiden des jungen Werthers” had about a dozen suicides following the lead of the main character. 50 shades had an effect. 13 reasons why had an effect. But that doesn’t mean what you believe it means.

In the end I can not take the role of these minors parents to educate them and look after them. It shouldn’t be my job. And yes there are a lot of scummy adults on the internet. Like a LOT. But you need to understand that the internet will NEVER be a child safe place. And most adults take precautions already!

But fics aren’t for morality lessons. Fics aren’t for sex education. Fics aren’t there to be a fucking HOLY BOOK. Fics are just creative writing. And selfshippers are just there to have a bad time. And if they act out SURE call them out but otherwise just leave them tf alone?

“No no, what you write is what you actively endorse uvu”

Then say good bye to Horror and thriller. Say good by to books involving cheating. Say good bye to books in which anyone ever gets harmed. Say good bye to books ever even mentioning any problematic topic that isn’t 100% uwu pure

“Wait no that is different-”

How is it? Is it only problematic when you get off of it? Is that your argument? Are we going the christian route of condemning being sexually free and enjoying something that is legit a very important thing to a lot of people? (yes to asexuals their LACK of sexual attraction can also be a very important topic bc they have the right to express that without being condemed for not wanting to BONE or not being able to get horny by looking at bodies.)

Yes the over fetishization of certain topics is problematic, yes there is a lot of toxicity when it comes to porn and that shit, but kinks are just kinks.

“So you say pedophilia is just a kink!”

No. Pedophilia is aweful and no child should ever suffer through that sort of exploitation.

“But you say rape is just a kink!”

No. Real life rape is aweful and whoever rapes another human being deserves death full stop.

“You just said-”

YES! I know what I said! A lot of people hate real life stuff that they endorse in fiction. Some people are into pissing and shitting into each other! Some people are into hardcore bondage! And they all have their own histories, their own lifes and it’s their fucking thing? Do I want death on all rapists? Yes. Do I sometimes have questionable fantasies that might involve non con or dubious consent? Yes, so? Do I have my reasons for that? Yes, it’s none of your gd buisness?

It all always boils down to entitlement. Y’all need to understand that you can’t just run around demanding everyone to cater to your bullshit. You can not run around accusing people of pedophilia just because they would like to see themselves date a fictional character, but in their age.

If it makes you uncomfortable then don’t follow and interact with those people but you don’t need to pretend to have some moral high ground so you are the better person. You can just... have dislikes?

Even so, as I make this post I can not speak in broad terms because each case, each person is individual. Maybe some get off on shit and endorse it, how should I know? Maybe someone out there is fighting for not policing and censoring stuff because they actively want more pedo content, I don’t know, I am not the CIA or FBI?

It’s also none of my buisness. Is it aweful that these people exist? yeah. Are they prone to be on tumblr? probably? Are they that selfshipper that ages up their f/o so they can smooch? Unlikely.

People have their reasons. Their backstories, and none of that should have to be layed open just to get a strangers “okay” for shipping with the fictional character that makes them happy.

so uuuh before I leave

tldr: y’all full of shit and aging up is not pedophilia, you are just trying to give yourself some moral highground. you sound like a flatearther lol.

Gates closed, bitches

[rangoatemybabynsfw]

Lance is already a flirt, but when drunk he's the buggest sex fiend in the world. Instead of a cheesy pickup line he's whispering in the shell of Keith's ear how hes not wearing underwear. Instead of batting his eyes all coy, he's moaning around his food. Instead of a smile, he's panting Keith's name and asking him to do all these dirty things. K of course is like 'would love to but ur v drunk', puts Lance to bed and they have a very needed and sexy chat in the morning

I love drunk flirty Lance. Reminds me of this ASK a little but he’s something fresh for you Klance lovers out there. (Pre relationship)

Keith doesn’t think he’s ever seen Lance drunk before. If he was an insufferable flirt before he’s even more so while inebriated. Spilling unnecessary truth bombs left and right to everyone within speaking distance about how interested he is in a hookup. When all attempts fail he falls onto a couch next to Keith with a sigh. Before long he darts his eyes over to Keith and gets a coy smile.

“Hey there,” Lance grins and leans closer. “How’s your night going, sexy? Having fun?”

“Lance, you know who you’re talking to, right? It’s Keith. The guy with the mullet you keep making fun of?” Keith tries to remind him.

“Yeah I know who you are,” Lance winks. “I could recognize the back of your mullet anywhere. But that’s not the only back of you I can recognize, if you know what I mean?” he hints salaciously, leaning even closer. 

Keith can smell the heavy scent of Tequila on his breath.

“You’re drunk. Do you even know what you’re saying?” Keith wonders. 

“Hmm? What did I say? Or was saying?” Lance asks, like he’s already forgotten. Then he snaps. “Oh right, you have an ass. A cute one. Bet it looks even better without the window dressing. That means your pants dude.”

Keith snorts sprite out of his nose at that comment. He wipes his face and chin of any drops and looks incredulously at Lance who’s actually giggling and biting his bottom lip.

“That was funny! Hey, wanna hear a secret?” Lance asks.

“I’m not sure,” Keith answers and takes the cup out of Lance’s hand. “But I think you’ve had enough of that stuff.”

“It’s a good secret, you should hear it,” Lance assures him. “Come on, come on! Come here, come here! I’ll tell you it.”

Keith snorts out a short laugh and shrugs. Why the hell not? It’s not like he’s got anything better to do at this party. If nothing else, it’ll be good for a laugh when Lance is sober.  He barely leans his ear closer so Lance grabs him by the neck so his lips are touching the shell of Keith’s ear. Lance’s hot breath has him shivering down to his size 9 boots. 

“I wanted to get laid tonight,” Lance whispers. “I thought…so many cute people. Someone is gonna say yes. I’m too hot to resist, right?”

“If you say so,” Keith mumbles. 

“I even went commando so it’ll be even easier for them,” Lance adds with a breathy sigh. “But everyone is like ‘you’re too drunk’ and ‘you’re wasted’. They don’t know a good deal when they see one. Bunch of idiots.”

“Yeah, that must be it. Idiots,” Keith nods and swallows as he tries to ignore Lance’s fingers twirling in his hair. 

“But you’re not an idiot, right?” Lance asks and nibbles his teeth on Keith’s ear making Keith suck in sharp breath. “You know I’m pretty amazing. You wanna know what I’d do for you, Keith? I can sing a few bars.”

Keith says nothing, just closes his eyes and tries to pretend that his friend (and crush) isn’t hitting on him just because he’s a drunken fool. It’s so crowded here with people they don’t know that he doubts anyone will see them like this. Lance takes Keith’s silence as an invitation to keep speaking and swings a leg over Keith so he can sit on his lap. A rush of heat erupts on Keith’s face as Lance sits and leans forward to whisper in his other ear.

“I’d definitely kiss you…” Lance whispers. “I bet you have a…skilled tongue. I sure do. We’d be great.”

“Lance…”

“And I can kiss all night and never get tired,” Lance brags. “Or maybe you’d want something a little less…innocent.”

Lance takes Keith’s hand and brings it to his face. He sucks two of Keith’s fingers into his mouth with a sigh but then pulls them out to smear the spit on his chin. 

“I can be sloppy if that’s what you want,” Lance tells him. “God Keith, I’m getting turned on just thinking about it.”

Keith wants to think he’s a liar, but he looks down into his lap (and consequently Lance’s lap) to see a hard-on tenting Lance’s jeans. And his own. He swallows and looks up to see Lance’s lidded eyes roving over him.

“You wanna? Take me to bed now before I’m useless,” Lance winks. “If not, I’ll move onto the next lucky person. Going once…going twice…”

He can’t let Lance keep doing this all night. Keith stands up but catches Lance so he doesn’t fall onto the coffee table.

“Woah, that was scary!” Lance laughs as he holds on tight to Keith. “Carry me? I don’t think I can walk…hey, where are we going?”

“I’m taking you home,” Keith says, shifting Lance to carry him fireman style.

“Awesome! But this is so not romantic the way you’re holding me,” Lance snickers and then goes slack. “But I’ll take it. Take me home and ravish me you beast! Mmmm…I love your muscles,” he hums as he squeezes a bicep. “Grizzled. Bet they look better without the window dressing. That means–”

“I know what it means, Lance,” Keith interrupts and Lance bursts into giggles. 

Keith takes him home and all the while Lance keeps putting his hands on Keith as he drives. Fingers dancing up his arm and then twirling in Keith’s hair. But it’s clear he’s getting tired with how he blinks his eyes and nods his head. When they get to Lance’s place, Keith picks him up again and takes him inside.

“Throw me on the couch,” Lance says. “I’m amazing on a couch. Trust me.”

Keith ignores him and takes him to his room. Carefully, he puts Lance on the bed and steps down the hall. Lance giggles and starts pulling off his shirt.

“Where’d you go??” Lance pouts after a minute. “Baby come back! You can blame it all on me…baby come back!” he sings and then snorts with laughter as he falls backwards onto the bed. 

Keith returns with a glass of water and pills. 

“There you are! Finally!”

“Take these,” Keith insists. 

Lance does as he’s told and gives the glass back to Keith who in turn puts it on his nightstand. Lance’s long arms reach out and grab Keith by his shirt. He gives standing a try. He’s wobbly but he makes it up to Keith’s face. 

“Ready?” Lance whispers into his neck. “Take off my pants. I promise I wasn’t lying about going commando.”

“Lance…”

“Look, I’ll prove it,” Lance says and falls back onto the bed, pawing at his zipper.

Keith’s hands hold his firmly to stop him. Lance raises a suggestive brow and he smirks.

“Wanna do it yourself?” he winks.

“Lance, I’m not…I’m not going to have sex with you,” Keith tells him. 

Lance looks confused at first. Then worried.

“Did I…say something wrong?” Lance asks, his voice cracking a little. “‘Cause whatever it was, I’ll un-say it. Just tell me what it was.”

“That’s not…you didn’t say anything wrong, Lance,” Keith assures him.

There’s a long pause as Lance tries to work out other reasons Keith would deny him. The only conclusion he can come to then comes spilling out of Lance’s mouth.

“Then I’m…just not your type?” Lance guesses, and then pathetically laughs. He wipes his face to keep from looking emotional. It’s not working. “So stupid. I thought you were…well. Coulda just…turned me down at the party, Keith. I…I could have shopped around a little more.”

“Lance you could barely walk,” Keith tells him and takes a seat next to Lance on his bed. “Anyone who took you up on your offer would be a sleazebag at best and rapist at worst. And I didn’t want anyone taking advantage of you. So I brought you home so you no one would get the chance.”

“Oh,” Lance nods somberly. “Thanks…I guess,” he shrugs.

“Lance, why were you trying so hard to get someone to take you home?”

“I just…I didn’t want to go to bed alone again. Getting wasted and throwing out offers…seemed the best way to avoid that,” Lance sniffs and wipes his face again. Then he laughs pathetically again. “God, I’m pathetic.”

“Do you even like me? Or was that just the Tequila trying to get into my pants?” Keith asks earnestly and Lance flushes with utter shame.

“It’s…easier to talk like that when I’m sauced,” Lance admits. “But…I…I do like you. Sorry that I…made you uncomfortable.”

“Look, Lance. What you said didn’t make me uncomfortable,” Keith explains with a hand on Lance’s shoulder. “I liked the things you said…it’s just that you were wasted. Even if I was sure you meant it, I’d feel wrong if I acted on it.”

“Wait what?” Lance blinks with confusion. “I thought you weren’t…So you liked it? Me flirting with you?”

Did Lance already forget about the boner he gave him in the middle of some stranger’s living room?

“Yeah, Lance,” Keith flushes with frown and looks away. “Probably like it more if you weren’t three sheets to the wind though,” he adds.

Lance’s eyes well up with sappy overdramatic tears as he throws his arms around Keith for a hug. Lance is an emotional drunk on top of everything else it seems because he just cries into Keith’s shirt as Keith pats his back. And just like Keith thought would happen, Lance passes out in his hold. Keith finagles him into getting under the covers and tucks Lance in.

“Lance?” he calls and Lance mumbles something. “I’m not leaving. I’ll be on your couch if you need anything, alright?”

“Okay…thanks…Keith,” Lance yawns. “Sorry…for all the…bad jokes…you’re a great guy.”

Keith smiles fondly at that. 

“Even if I wear too much ‘window dressing’?” Keith asks.

“Yeah,” Lance sighs and rolls over. “Way too…much…” he adds before finally falling asleep.

[g0dtier]

leftist tumblr/twitter really needs to chill with the outrage directed at other leftists and check facts and shit. like take leftist youtubers for example

hbomberguy got a callout posted about him that contained like 3 images of an incomplete chat log which accused him of being a rape apologist and over the years the story just turned into “hbomb is a rapist”

and like the whole story is convoluted as shit because i just went on like an hour long deep dive trying to find all the deleted pics and logs and posts and i did! and what i found was so underwhelming and weird but what it comes down to is this

this person accused a friend of hbomb without proof and conflicting messages of something heinous, 5 years after the fact apparently happened, was met with understanding but questions about clarification or proof which they could have easily given which they said so themselves but actively decided not to, said they “didnt want to blow this wide open” and then posted their callout to every single leftist and gaming subreddit they could find, raged about hbomb not linking to their callout in his apology, and then deleted their tumblr, the callout they wanted people to read so desperately and all the screenshots with it and now the facts (which were barely there) have become so convoluted that a bunch of people think hbomb is actually a rapist or smth

if u are into drama and wanna know other shit heres like, what i put together from all the shit i found

like it starts with skype chat logs in the middle of a conversation, u know a convo has been held about this before but the logs arent there for some reason, K didnt decide to post the first conversation about these accusations for some reason and this is kinda important cause later on K does something else weird with the chat logs

K accused Hbomb’s friend PL of being a rapist and sending them rapey messages 5 years before these call logs

K continued to work with Hbomb knowing PL and Hbomb were friends for 5 years before deciding to accuse out of the blue

without proof because their computer died, even though skype chat logs can easily be recovered even on a new computer and they said they had proof and logs they got from other people about PL’s behavior yet refused to show them to anyone or post them in the callout

chat logs start off with Hbomb asking about the situation but that they dont have to talk if K doesnt want to and K immediately going into a rant about how they rely on Hbomb to not become homeless and how their former rapist now has kids 

this is like a really weird thing to start off a convo with. if ur friend is like “hey if you want to, you can talk to me about this rape accusation” and u immediately reply with “lol yea anyway the person who abused me as a child has kids now and no one will believe me when i talk about him and also if you dont believe me and i get shit for this accusation i WILL be homeless” thats like. some heavy emotional manipulation to start off a convo with. anyway the accusation is this

K accuses PL of threatening to rape them 5 years ago, K and PL were wanting to meet up but PL made rapey comments and K, according to the callout post, didnt show for the meeting

Hbomb says he has some trouble with this because he absolutely wants to believe and support K and asks what he can do for them, but also mentions how theyve talked about PL for years and that there never was anything like this mentioned and that this accusation is sort of coming out of the blue. he also mentions, which is kinda important, that K told him after the original meetup was cancelled that they were afraid PL actually cancelled the meetup because he lost interest in K. Which doesnt correlate at all with what K claims and seems like something they should clear up right

anyway hbomb is like completely chill and supportive during this entire conversation and mentions how he feels like garbage over not being able to believe K out of the blue, which is 100% fucking reasonable considering the situation where K actually apparently felt sad about the meetup not continuing, everything being fine for 5 years, and then accusing PL out of the blue without any proof while also prefacing it with a “if u dont believe me i will be homeless”. like thats 100% just a fucking reasonable reaction lmfao. 

so u imagine there’s gonna be some clearup about everything being fine for 5 years and what hbomb said about K confiding in him all those years ago that they thought PL cancelled the meeting because they didnt like them, right?

wrong because the next logs are the only chat logs of that conversation where a bunch of K’s reply is completely cut off. Like K decided posting these logs was important but deliberately decided to cut out a bunch of their own reply after being asked in the most non-confrontational way fucking ever for some 100% reasonable clarification on their accusations. like they have multiple screenshots which show the chat continuing exactly from the last screenshot by including the last thing said on the former screenshot but they did decide that the last screenshot should start halfway through their last message to hbomb

K then decides to not go after PL at all but make a huge ass callout about hbomb instead for not believing them. like the callout isnt even “hey PL made rapey comments at me” the callout is “hbomb didnt believe me when i told him this”

after this a couple things happened

K spread the callout everywhere they could because they wanted everyone to know about this and they recieved tons of support

they posted some out of context screenshots of hbomb replying to unknown messages and his replies may or may not be about this incident, no one knows because theyre completely vague without earlier context which again wasnt included

they also posted stuff about his mods defending him when all the mod (singular) in question says is to take up comments about this with hbomb himself bc discussing public callouts and dragging people has been prohibited since way before this thing happened and it makes people uncomfortable to discuss new and vague situations like this in the public server instead of in PMs which is like. logical

then they claim that (again no proof) they heard through the grapevine from someone else that hbomb had been dragging K in voice chat and calling them a crazy bitch or something like that which makes zero fucking sense because boasting in a public voice chat on a server where people are already trying to drag you about how someone who made a callout post is a crazy bitch, with your own voice, which can easily be recorded and is way harder to accuse of being faked is actually a 0 brain cell move and while i dont know hbomb personally i dont think anyone would actually be that fucking stupid

Hbomb wrote an apology and K accused him of copying it from an ask they got about what an apology should be like which is like really fucking weird because nothing in the apology even remotely resembles what they asked for so its like aight

after hbomb was thoroughly dragged through the mud because K spread the callout everywhere they could and got mad at hbomb for not including a link to their callout in his original apology and then, right after the fucking apology and they got all the traction they really tried to get they just...deleted their tumblr and all the archives and screenshots lmfao

[grungegoths]

TW: I think I was raped but I don’t know if it fits everyone’s definition of rape. I to.d him no over and over and he told me his boner wouldn’t go away until I slept with him and that I’d have to take him to the ER and pay the $500 bill and basically pressured me into it but I never said yes I just did nothing I payed there and cried the entire time. this was about two years ago. I threw out the clothes and underwear I was wearing the next morning. He died a month ago. I haven’t told anyone.

"" I guess I just don’t know if I was raped or what to call it. There were other times he kept asking over and over and I kept saying no but he wouldn’t let me be he’d say all sorts of things to get me to change my mind I eventually would just lay there and cry while it happened never actually saying yes. We were together for over 4 years. He threatened suicide all the times I tried to leave. He overdosed. The worst part is I feel I can never tell anyone because now hes dead they won’t believe me.""Hey love, first of all thank you so much for trusting me with this info. Second of all,im SO SO sorry that this happened to you. You didn't deserve this AT ALL. And yes, what happened to you is ABSOLUTELY a case of rape. I know that our misogynist society has a very narrow definition of rape where they think it is rape ONLY if the victim fought the rapist constantly or if the rapist forced themselves on the victim when in reality ALOT of rape cases arent like that.The fact that you kept saying no OVER AND OVER,and never said "yes" YET, he ignored you and pressurized you in having sex with him by making the bullshit "blue balls" excuse (which by the way isnt a real medical condition and didnt require you driving him to ER, let alone pay him any money), MAKES it a case of rape. Point blank.Consent isnt really consent if it is obtained through any form of coercion or pressure and since you never consented, it was rape. Sorry love.I assure you that you are neither stupid nor the only person who had gone through this horrible experience but cant believe that they were raped. Thousands, of people around the world have gone through this nightmare of an abusive relationship and think that it wasnt rape. You are not at fault, our society is.And as for, you not being able to tell anyone, i really cant tell you what to do here bc i dont know what kind of society, friend group, family, etc you have and how they are gonna react to this news. If you really want to tell about this irrespective of what people are gonna think, then i think you should wait for a few months more for the news or ur exs' demise to cool down so many ppl will be able to come out of their cloud of emotions and will be more likely to take your words seriously. But if this thing is REALLY biting you and you are desperate to tell, its up to you te decide okay?And even if noone around you believes you, just remember that at least I and thousands of people who have experienced the same shit as you would believe you. Trust me.I hope you will able to find peace in you life after this and will be happier. Again im sorry that this happened to you and wish that i could do more to help you!

[boredgrrldiaries204]

my summer trauma haunts me heres my story ig im still developing still coping ut maybe this makes sense

it was like i got raped by the nicest guy alive that was deaf and couldn’t hear the hundred no’s

u don’t get it

u just don’t get it

uve alr forgotten even tho i j said it

and now he left marks on my neck that i gotta hide to pretend like it was my fault

to pretend like i liked it but as i pulled away he would suck on my tit that would release the slut in me to not wanna retrieve. he was smart w every word that came out and knew how to get me into every position. i was helpless and honestly had no choice.

i think the amount of time that i said no even as he stuck it in was obssurd. i was insured that he knew what he was doing but as i recoeved my 3 calls after i am no unsure.

he said he wants to get me drunk and high which a part of me wants to c him again for

i just didn’t talk

i didn’t want to

he did make me moan tho

but it felt good for the slut who wanted it

but sophia didn’t

sophia said no

hundreds of times

my nice boy who said he was a nice boy didn’t listen

said he got the drugs to get me high tho

i do wanna get high tho

idk tho cuz at the end of the day he just stuck it in me and the real slut in me kinda liked that he ignored all the no’s and j did whateva that he wanted w my slutty body.. saying i should teach all the other girls to be as hot as me.

i wasn’t ready for it

i didn’t want it

i made myself as tight as possible for it

tried to get away as many times before tbh. ate me out w my tits and pussy laying in the ocean on display for everyone. lk. i was basically lol drowning and couldn’t see because of the salt water in every hole as he wouldn’t remove his mouth from my pusey as i literally suffocate and drown whitin myself. gonna kms wtf was that. but i am mad at this man i did not like how everyone saw me and i couldn’t get away. no i didn’t like it and i told him no and i tried to leave he didn’t listen. i literally got raped. fuck him. fuck him. i said no. he said he was nice. i didn’t want it. any of it. fuck him. fuck hum. fuck him n. fuck him. fuck him rot in hell dirty ass black skank ass ugly assgtfo this white coo chi ass gtfo away from me i hate u asssssss i hate u i hate u i uate u wtf was that wyd was that fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck you i didn’t want it i had to get back fuck u fuck u fuck u i hy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy fuck uuuuu.

I don’t even know his fucking name. fuck

but as they say the worst mistakes make the best memories

i’ve been sleeping for the past 12 hours trying to come back alive after he killed me frkm the inside out.

idk some random black island boy

very black

light eyes

bnice lashes

bad teeth. mouth full of teeth i just wanna break. he might look like he gets bitches but huni that dick was abt 5-6 inches

do not fuck me black boy

u don’t get this pussy boi

u a loser i don’t wanna jerk u off boy

get away boy

now i’ll run away boi

mom found me as i returned to bay

she saw u to slut shamed me for it.

little does she know. that that has drained everything from me. idk what to do now. tbh. but i’m fine. this will not ruin me. that’s bs and u know it.

what happened what happened u disappeared ur so stupid ew slut welcom yo the real world. happened to us all.

fuck u i hurt

i hurt

i feel i hate u

u suck

rot

rot

rot boy rot

i hate u i didn’t even want u in the water

i couldn’t move

u held me down

fuck uuuu

fuck offfff

i hate uuu

impure

rot

rot

rotten

spoiled

slut

slut

ew

stupid

raped

slut

whore

mean

something is fs wrong w me

her innocence lost

always mad

hate on things

hv to deal w things

trauma and things

no one gets it

no one really gets it

fuck

fuck

fuck

i

hated that smsmsmsmsm

fuck u mark

or whatever tf ur black name was

kept saying in my ear

u like that black dick

all i’m thinking is NO NO NO and i’m literally telling him not really no no no u don’t get it u just don’t get u will never get it i hate u i hate i hate i hate u ihatte u u raped me u burn in hell. rot whore i hate u

ew

gtfo off meeeeee

ewwwww

i hate u

u

r a liar

thursday

turks n caixos

1-3 pm

sophia was missing

this is what was happening to sophia

sophia didn’t even realize what happened until way later

sophia is one idiot

ahhh

ew

ew

ew

ew

dw

i’ll be fine

i hope i hope i hope

i mean i am traumatized

i can’t stop thinking about it

and how much i actually dispised all of it

but if i hated it all how am i ever going to get over it

u make me hate this city

i don’t talk abt that shit cuz that shits embarrassing

cuz i was a kid

u ruined everything good

always said u will do everything g i wanted

JUST FUCKINV LEAVE ME WLONEEEEEEEEE

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHH

I HATE U

I HATE U

U RAPIST

FUCK U

FUCK U

and i want my hat back

i’m about to get violent

but i don’t really feel like fight

u don’t listen anyways i’ll get quiet i don’t really feel like fighting

i’ve lost my mind

wander all away

make them wonder where i am

but now i just got a vandeta

but gonna go on an endeavor and the only thing i got was a bellyache and slut-shaming. but i hate him more than anything ever

i want him to die

i wanna leave this city

get me away

from this city

I DONT RELATE TO U

SHUT UP PLEASE

gonna make me relapse please

please please wtf ihy

U MADE ME HATE THIS CITY

GODDAMNNNNNN

FUCK

FUCK

FUCK UUUUUU

personal vandeta

don’t know what to do

honestly embarrassing

shi

fuck

ihy

smsmsmsmssmsm

find this mf and lay him in his grave

i will never be the same

will go to sleep w bloody hands

i hate uuuuu

if i teel u my secret will u keep it

he raped me

literally raped me

omg

#myrapestory

[thehalfworld]

Fanfic MST: Forbiden Fruit: The Tempation of Edward Cullen, a Twilight fanfic [part 8]

And here we are at the end. I hope you’ve all been enjoying the ride, because it’s about to get a whole lot weirder in this, the final chapter.

Warnings this time around: a whole lot of drug use, some underage drinking, DUI but it’s okay because Tiaa is a vampire, bestiality, and an attempted sexual assault. Also did I mention drug use? There’s a lot of drug use.

Recap: Tiaa met a panda bear named Snoofles on her way to school (please don’t think too hard about this) and learned that she can now talk to animals, among other abilities. Thanks to a vague new ability of hers, she accidentally made her mean classmate Lauren get struck by lightning while they were in a verbal spat. Edward finally decided to leave Bella for Tiaa and the two celebrated by having sex in the middle of the school. Bella walked in on them and got upset.

Chapter 1

Previous chapter

hey guys sory its been so long since an update, i hav been so busy latley. sooooo..i had a fight with my old beta but i have a new 1 now an she is helpin me byut she is on vacaton this wk and next so i promise i will sort the spellin mistaks out wen i can!

Did she refuse to beta your fic after you stole her poster of Gerard Way?

Chapter 8 - the Kidnap

I sat alone in the changes rooms, i was all most naked and looked awsome with my exotic lithely hair falling down over my face like a curtan of soft yellow cream with bits of purple in it but I didnt care how beautifull or eqxisite I was any more. 

Tiaa doesn’t care how beautiful she is, but she had to start the sentence off by reminding us all how beautiful she is. And that she looks awesome. And her hair is exotic.

Whatever that means.

Edward was gone. he had left to follow Bella to stop her from killin herself and i was SO mad. 

Wait, are you mad Edward is attempting to prevent Bella from committing suicide?

how coud he leave me like that after sayin bella was a cow and he didnt like her no more? 

That doesn’t mean he’s fine with letting her make attempts on her own life, Tiaa.

I was pissed! and the tears were falling down my face like a tepid summer rain of misery and woe. 

I love this goddamn sentence.

So i went home and skipped school and sat in my room in my black corset and leather panties and i smoked some drugs and started to weep. 

To be fair, this is a really solid stoner-goth aesthetic she has going.

…wait, hold up, leather panties? 

Leather panties?

dave came in and made a big smiley face.

He’s in a really good mood for someone whose brother was murdered hours ago.

"hi tiaa! I didnt no you were home! how was school today?" (he didnt notice i was smokin drugs he thougt my cigarete of pot was a chapstick)

Okay, for the sake of argument, I’ll buy that Dave visually mistook a spliff for chapstick… but can he not smell that she’s smoking weed?

"it sucks!my life sucks and i want to DIE!" i scremed and my eyes glitered with beauty.

Love how Tiaa is suicidal but still needs to make sure we know how pretty she is at all times. Reminds me of the bit in “My Immortal” where Enoby was flirting while sobbing.

"u teenagers and ur problems, LOL!" he said laughing a lot, and i knew he thougt i was just some silly kid wineing about homework and dumb boys and stuff. 

Well, replace “homework” with “getting raped by the relative of a caregiver, turning into a vampire, and accidentally seriously injuring a classmate” and Dave’s on the money.

he didnt no i had killed a man and lost the love off my life and had made lauren get hit by lighting and that all the kids at school thougt i was a freak becase my face and bodys were so diffrent from everyone elses.

Do I really need to tell this girl to stop humanizing her rapist? She killed him in self-defense! It was one hundred percent justified! C’mon, Tiaa, don’t be so hard on yourself.

Also, nobody cares about Lauren.

"dave your a good person but ur SO FUCKIN DUMB! YOU ASSHOLE!" i shouted at him and i threw my ashtray at his head WITHOUT TOUCHING IT (i could make stuff move when i was angry now...it was so weird! why did this have too happen to me!)

Well, yeah, that is weird, but I don’t get the woe-is-me attitude about it. Telekinesis is a really cool ability. Also, turns out Dave is literally so dumb that you can be an obvious nonhuman smoking weed in bed while screaming about wanting to die and he’ll take you for an ordinary teenage girl holding a tube of chapstick.

"haha, i guess your right" he laughed (he thougt i was joking, i wasnt spoiled or anythin) 

…so did the ashtray miss?

"its so nice havin you hear tiana, your so pretty. i swear your even prettier than before! 

I can’t help but feel that the amount Dave and Marie compliment Tiaa on her looks borders on inappropriate, considering she is sixteen and they are her foster parents. 

and i think your boobs hav grown!" 

Case in point.

"yeh i no they are like an E cup now" i said.

I guess it’s a good thing she’s a vampire, then, since I’m pretty sure vampires can’t get back problems.

Wait. Can vampires get high? Does being high feel different if you’re a vampire?

Dave smiled and patted me on the head and left.

That Dave!

I was so sick of bein treated like a kid and no one listenin to me that i got up and got dresed in a long black dress and took some pills (of drugs) and went out to the local nightclub which was called Pablo NIghtmare - it was a goth club were all the cool people went in forks. 

Listen, I don’t know Washington State, but in my neck of the woods small towns don’t have goth nightclubs. 

I love that she specified the pills were drugs, in case we thought they were sugar pills or something. 

bella probably had never even heard of it, LOL! 

If there is a goth nightclub in your small town, I guarantee you everyone has heard of it.

i met snoofles on the way and he came with me. 

You’re taking the panda out clubbing?

we went to the club and got drinks and started dancing to the heavy metal music. 

…I’m starting to get very confused about Snoofles. My initial impression was that he’s a regular panda bear, but Tiaa is able to communicate with him because she’s a vampire and can talk to all animals now. But I don’t think ordinary pandas go to clubs, get drinks, and dance to heavy metal music.

Although I’ve never met one, so I could be wrong.

ppl there stared at us cos i was so diffrerent looking and Snoofles was a panda, but we didnt care we were havin so much fun we were SO drunk and had taken a lot of drugs so my head was fuzzy like there was snow everywhere.

I adore the similes in this fic. No idea what Tiaa is on but I definitely know what the author means by feeling like there’s snow everywhere in your head.

"hi your called Tiana arent you? I am Jasper and I go to your school" said Jasper Cullen who was tall with blond curly hair like straw only soft and nice and not dry. 

So… not like straw, then.

he was tall. 

Yeah, you mentioned.

he was wearin a black pulover and red metal pointy shoes. (AN - haha, that descripton sounded beter in my head, OH WELL!)

No, it’s good, I dig it. Simple goth on top, bling on the bottom, may or may not be wearing pants? It’s a look.

"hey whatever" i said. "why arent you with that girl i all ways see you with?

"you mean my GF alice," he said and locked soddenly very sad and started to cry and bite down hard on his lips.

"what is wrong Jasper?" i said

"the problem is i dont love her like she loves me. i am gay, and thats wrong, and i feel so horible about it!" 

Of course he’s gay. Look at his outfit! Look at those shoes! I can’t even see him for real and my gaydar is going wild.

"theres nothing bad about bein gay u no" i said. 

"REALLY?" he sed, and looked chocked with his mouth open.

Good on Tiaa for being an ally. I love how Jasper reacts as though he’s never considered the possibility that his gayness might be alright. He’s a vampire too and has been alive for well over a century, so that’s a lot of internalized homophobia… but he’s also been around to witness the entire modern LGBT rights movement, so you’d think he might have gotten the “it’s okay to be gay” message before.

"yeah, its proper normal and Snoofles is gay and everything" i said and Snoofles waved and Jasper waves back. 

If you just got a bad feeling about what might happen next, trust your fucking instincts.

he smiled and we all stared dancing together and Jasper gave us some of his drugs.

I really wanna know what they’ve been taking, because even though Tiaa isn’t human I feel like anyone who can get high should have to worry about drug interactions. Weed and alcohol is fine, but aside from that I have no idea what the hell Tiaa is on except that she described it as “pills” and a lot of drugs that come in pill form do not play nice with alcohol. She probably isn’t going to fry her liver or anything like that given that she’s essentially undead, but I doubt she’s immune to having a bad trip.

we had a relay good time and jasper met another gay guy called Vince and we all got in Snoofleses car at the end of the night and i drove around while the others all had sex in the back of the car. 

A note: At this point in the story I quite literally had to stop the MST for a bit so I could pour myself a very stiff drink. 

The panda has a car. The panda is having a threesome with a vampire and a human in the back of his car while another vampire drives it. This is treated as normal because the panda and his two human(oid) sexual partners happen to all be gay.

Like, I’d normally feel pretty weird about the “promiscuous gay” stereotype being invoked, but I’m way too busy feeling weird that the author thinks it’s normal for gay guys to want to screw a panda because the panda happens to be gay too. Also, keep in mind Snoofles can only talk to Tiaa — the dudes he’s having sex with can’t understand him. I’m gonna say a panda who behaves like a human and owns a car is probably capable of consenting, but I still feel mighty weird about the idea that two dudes who perceive Snoofles as an ordinary, non-talking panda would want to have a threesome with him.

I guess the promiscuity aspect isn’t even bad considering how Tiaa and Edward have been acting with each other throughout the fic. The bestiality, though, I have trouble overlooking.

(i was drunk but cos i was a vampire it was ok to drive i had beter reflex than humans!)

Sure, but do you even know how to drive? In most states, it’s not legal to get a learner’s permit until you’re Tiaa’s age, so we’re not talking “experienced driver with superhuman reflexes,” we’re talking “superhuman reflexes, but on somebody who quite possibly has never sat in the driver’s seat of a car before.”

but soddenly somethin jumped into the road infront of us and i had to stop the car and get out. there was a man standin in the middle of the road he was tall and mussely and had black hair like the black feathers of a raven in the black darkness. 

But was his black hair like the black feathers of a black raven in the black darkness? I just want to be clear on the color.

he was good looking but he looked so angry i got out my samurai sword (i often have it with me!) but somone jammed up behind me and tore it from me, there were like ten people all grabbing my body in the darkness and they put a thing over my face so i coudnt see and they tied me up! 

Oh, of course, her samurai sword. Yep. Been with her the whole time.

Jasper Snoofles and Vince were too busy doing gay sex on each other to notice, i cud hear them grunting and humping and having orgasms on each other - it was so cute but now was SO not the time! 

She’s being attacked by a group of ten or more people, who have overpowered her, restrained her, and blindfolded her, in the middle of the road. Three people (well, a person, a vampire, and a panda) are present and they don’t notice this happening at all.

Like… I know they’re all intoxicated and, uh, otherwise occupied at the moment, but did they not at least pause to notice Tiaa slamming on the brakes to avoid colliding with a stranger in the road?

The men who had caught me took me away and somethin hit me over the head and i was unconshous.

when i awoken i found myself in a small dark room and the tall mussel man was in front of me. i was strip down to my underwear and i was chained to a chair with some metal chains and i coudnt move.

Tiaa has superhuman strength and reflexes. She has telekinetic abilities. She can affect objects and people by touching them. 

Yet she can’t get out of being chained to a chair?

I call BS.

"WHO ARE YOU YOU WANKY PERV!" i shoyted.

She sounds like Wheatley from “ITS MY LIFE!” now.

"I AM JACOB...THE WEREWOLF KING!" he yelled with his eyes rolling around in his face - he looked so mad and CRAZY!

Jacob’s a big dude who can turn into a wolf, but he’s also about fifteen and just learning about the whole werewolf thing, so I doubt he’d be “king” of anything. Also Tiaa could take him easy.

"NOOOOOOO!" I scremed and i try to broke myself free but i was under so many heavy chains so i looked into his wagging face insted.

I don’t know why she reacted so negatively to Jacob’s response. There is a longstanding vampire/werewolf feud in the Twilight universe, but Tiaa is very newly turned and shouldn’t know about any of that yet. Learning your kidnapper is a werewolf sucks, but if you’re already a vampire you’ve got an edge too.

"Watt do u want from me? why am i here?" i say and i started to cry.

"YOU MUST BE PUNISHED FOR WHAT YOU DID TO BELLA SWAN!" he shreeked and the drool was sloapping down his face just like rain only thick and foam-like. 

So… not like rain, then.

"YOU ARE A HALF-BREAD! 

I’ve got to change this blog’s name right away. I don’t know what I was thinking naming it “The Half-World” when I could have named it “The Half-Bread.”

Also, hold up — what did Tiaa do to Bella? Is this just about “stealing” Edward? Jacob and Edward aren’t exactly buddy-buddy, and if Bella’s single Jacob has a chance with her, so if anything I think he owes Tiaa a thank-you.

YOU SHOUD NEVER HAVE BEEN BORNE! YOUR FATHER WAS A VAMPIRE AND YOUR MOM WAS A WHITCH! ITS WEIRD AND WRONG AND NOW YOUVE BROKEN BELLAS HEART! HALF-BREAD! HALF-BREAD! HALF-BREAD!" 

Well, this really does speak for itself.

This dude was insane, he was so angery he was jumpin up and down. 

Sounds like my second-grade teacher. She was the daughter of a well-known Republican senator and she had to resign after she tied a kid to a chair with a jump rope. True story.

But something he said had caugt my attention .

Good job on the punctuation.

"What do u mean my mom was a whitch?" I said.

What do you think he meant, genius?

"MY FATHER USED TO NO HER! SHE LIVED HERE IN LA PUSH AND SHE WAS A WHITCH! SHE COUD MAKE FIRE COME FROM NOWERE AND CONTROLL THE WETHER AND TALK TO ANIMALS AND LOADS OF OTHER STUFF! SHE WAS A FREAK LIKE U!" 

I guess this does explain Tiaa’s extra powers, but, I have to say, I don’t think Jacob gets to criticize anyone else for being freaky when he can turn into a wolf.

Of corse! It all made sense now! 

It didn’t all make sense. There’s still an interspecies gay threesome that needs explaining.

I was so shocked I fainted,

and also got my periods and commas mixed up,

When i woke up Jacob was in front of me and he was NAKED! He was smilling in a proper creepy way and looked totaly weird like a greasy frog thing and his male genital item was not nice like edwards it was like a horible wet mushroom.

Honest to god I love these similes. 

he stroked my knee with it and i gapsed. whatt was he going to do to me! 

I think I have an idea, actually.

but sudenly before he coud come any closer the door of the room we were in burst open!

IT WAS EWDARD!

Here to save the day! And to end the fic, because this is it for “Forbiden Fruit”: BeckyMac666 left us all on a cliffhanger, so we’ll never know what happens.

I do genuinely love this fanfic. I love how it’s written, I love the similes, I love the purple prose and the melodramatic tone, and I love my girl Tiaa. It’s a truly fantastic badfic, and I’m happy I got to introduce others to it, too.

[thedancingbutler]

Lets start. How am i supposed to see ur response if u block me? I feel like you don't know the whole story between me and Alex, so here you go. Alex said he liked me. He said that i was hot and that he wanted me to be his 'master's because his girlfriend left him. Fun fact, I was fresh outta being sexually abused by a family member in freshman year. I couldn't say no to him, and hell, he said he wanted me, and he sent me nudes like, all the time. Later he says that he never wanted to send them, but fact is, I never asked for them and i have the full conversation, if you want proof about what we talked about. Alex cheated on Joseph with me. We still had our relationship going when he and Joseph "got together". I had no idea that we were together, and when I found out that i was incredibly hurt. I was actually in love with Alex at one point, and is anything, he cheated on me. He told Maddie and everyone afterwards that I was abusing him. I was fourteen. His boyfriend was on grindr, and came to me. He told me how when he said he wanted to be poly, Alex threatened to kill himself. I have proof of a whole conversation where he talked about how scared he was that Alex was gonna keep using him like that. He wanted out, and we talked for months. Months, Ray. He asked to come over, and he was the one that started everything. So no offence, but I can't respect Alex when he stayed with a cheater. Why did I sleep with Joseph? Easy answer. Alex took away the only group of friends that I had ever had. Ever. He told everyone that I was a creepy fuck when in reality, I asked for his consent again and again, because i didn't want anyone ever to go through what I had. He made me into my abuser, a rapist, a bad guy that i had to go into a residential therapy program just THIS SUMMER to deal with. I didn't have to tell Alex about me and Joseph, but he deserved to know. When I told him, instead of talking about it with his boyfriend, he went around SPA telling everyone to egg my house, which I could have reported him for. Its bullying. He's also bullied several other people in and around SPA, calling them "snakes" when hes Not even friends with them. Not many people like him, and surprising enough his panic attacks always seem to happen when things aren't going his way. He claims to have DID when he was never abused as a child, which is insulting me to and every other kid Who was ACTUALLY abused. And honestly, just because I don't tremble and cry when I see him doesn't mean I didn't. Doesn't mean that I wasn't scared of him at a point. He told people in band, in a safe space, that "nobody better sit next to Adam ooooh save me haha". So from the way that I see it: I was never in a position of power. Alex has only seemed to "be scared" of me when it suits him. Every where else he's been my bully. And if he stalks my blog enough to get triggered (tm) its his mother fucking problem, not mine. And coming from a suicidal person, if me, the person he "loathes" (or whatever) causes him to die from me saying "kill urself" in response to anon hate, God, he's a bigger bitch than i thought. On to you. Ray, as a fellow survivor, I want to tell you that I am so sorry for what I did. But having you shirtless on my bed while my mom was home during my 15th birthday party was not sexual assault. It wasn't groping. You wanted to kiss me and I wanted to kiss you. The week after that, you sent me a letter telling me that you liked me a lot, and I still have it. I really liked you Ray. You always said yes, and when you said 'no' to me touching you, know know what we did? You buttoned back up your shirt, and we went upstairs and had cake. I didn't even realise that you had an issue with it until Maddie told me LAST YEAR. THREE YEARS LATER. You didn't change schools because of me. You changed schools because you were failing all of your classes. If i remember right, most of our friendship was me trying to help you get passing grades and you having less than a .5 GPA at times. I realise that even though it wouldn't have been boundary crossing to someone else, it was to you. And I'm truly, very sorry about that. I really liked you and I knew you liked me. I stopped. I listened. I don't feel guilty past the fact that it hurt you. That being said I have NEVER stalked your blog, that's fucking creepy. I have NEVER sent you OR Alex anon hate, that's fucking pathetic. I have NEVER said that I slept with you. Why the fuck would I do that? I told people what had happened, and that I liked you. Don't act like I need to be "respectful uwu" when I'm defending myself. You knew I had been assaulted and you STILL chose to call me Rapey, along with the general harrasing me. The only, and the ONLY reason I haven't reported you to the school for bullying like Alex did was because of the something that we could have had, and because I won't sink down to Alex's level. Stalking my blog is fucking creepy, and sending anon hate is fucking disgusting. It's pathetic what you've done, here and in school. I was half expecting you to crytype an "appologie uwu". Thanks Ray. See you in theater tomorrow. @raychus

[aslan744]

My dudes, I am going to rant about a topic that is talked about a lot in the media. It is a topic that concerns me, as a Latino and as an immigrant. Ya see, I live in a lovely place called Wisconsin. If ya don't know much about Wisconsin, then lemme tell ya. We got them farmers my dude. We got a shit ton of farms and cheese and cows and shit. We number 1 in cheese production but not milk, which is weird. We are second. California is first I believe. ANYWAYS. So since there is a lot of farms here, my good ol Hispanic ppl come here and work in farms. Cause most of us had unos pinches ranchos, ya know. Con las pinches vacas and shit. So we familiar with these farms. (Sort of. We good with working with the animals. The machinery is something that we don't normally do, but we learn to use it, in hopes of getting payed and helping our family be healthy and live in a nice home.) Now that we got that shit outta the way, lemme tell u bout the actual shit that's going on here. Today, there was a Day Without Latinxs, Immigrants, and Refugees march in Milwaukee. This march began cause of the county sheriff, David Clarke. Now my dudes. I don't know much about this dude, but this is what I found. This dude pledged to "crack down on undocumented immigrants." He wants to partner up with Immigration and Custom Enforcements (ICE). He wanna do dis so the local police force can have the same power as the ICE, to be able to arrest and detain undocumented people. This dude wants the POLICE FORCE to have this power. Like bro, no ty. Now, my friends. I know some of u might be like "yeAH GET RID OF THE FOOKIN SMELLY ASS TACO BREATHING MEXICANS U FILTHY SLUTS!" Now, whoever thinks this, gtfo my post. Get out. Didn't ask for yo damn opinion. Now. For the ones that are like "gimme a reason to side with u" then allow me to explain. Now you see, as a fellow Hispanic, Jennifer Estrada once said, "Immigrants are the backbone to the dairy industry in my area and without them, the economy would get worse for all of us. People should not be afraid of law enforcement, they should not live under the threat of their families being torn apart." Now. As she implied, many immigrants work in the dairy industry. In my area, there are several immigrants working in farms. A big farm company near my area, Holsum Elm Dairy, (I hope I spelled it right) they have so many immigrants working there. Like. I barely see any caucasians working there. There are a few but like I barely see them. And they are a very big company, lemme tell ya that. If we were to get rid of all those immigrants, then the company would go down my friends. They would have to try to find several people who want to work. (Now this is gonna me my input in this, this isn't accurate shit, but this is what I see and I'm going to state it cause I can) Now, white ppl seem very fookin picky to me. With a lot of things including jobs. A lot of white ppl I know would say stuff like "Ew! I ain't gon' work at a place full of filthy, disgusting cows that shit everywhere! That's gross! I can just go work at Starbucks or Subway or something." Now I know of some people who would be totally okay with it but there's barely any :') So if all the immigrants left, it would be really bad for the company and the economy. And it's not just farms my friend. In Milwaukee, there is a big market that is run by Hispanics and many people in that area go to shop there. So if the Hispanics were taken away, then there would be no market. Now my doods, we also got them authentic taco trucks, the little carts that sell corn on the cob, Mexican candy, and ice cream. And remember my doods, it's not just Hispanics who are in risk either. There's a bunch of other races and ethnics and all other shit. Now on the other shit. As my girl Jennifer Estrada also said, many people are in fear of being stripped from their families. Personally, I don't really care about this economy shit. This isn't my country. I came here because my parents wanted a better life and we wanted to escape poverty. My whole entire plan was to be here, make enough money to actually stay alive, and perhaps go back and live our nice and quiet lives. If I really wanted to, I could try and stay. So economy isn't really important and it's not my problem if the economy goes down. Y'all are the ones who allowed this to happen. We warned you ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Anyways. The only thing that really, really scares me is the fact that families are being split. That is THE biggest fear most immigrants have. Lemme just put a picture in ur head my doods. Imagine just causally driving towards the grocery store with your mom and siblings. (Or dad. Or guardian. Or whatever. And if u don't have fookin siblings then friends and if u don't have friends then by ur fookin self ajdjwjjsj Ima stop here) So y'all going shopping and shit and then the police stops you. Why? Your mom was driving correctly and shit. She didn't do nothing wrong. But ya know, the po po just pulls her over and asks for documents. She says something like "I don't have them with me." And then the police says "you're under arrest ma'am for [some dumb shit that I dunno I'm not a cop jfc djjwjw]" So now. Your mom is arrested and you're never going to see her again. Cause she's being deported. And now. You're living in a foster care cause you don't got any other family member. That right there my friends. That is something that could happen to ME. THAT right there is my biggest fear. Having my mother deported. I lost my pops man, don't gotta get my mother taken away man. Now imagine all the kids that are being affected. Kids like me. I am only 15 years old. Going to high school. Got a sister that's almost a freshman. Having a loving mother who works her ass off to take care of me and my sister. I don't really know what is to happen to me and my sister. I have papers to be able to study here, but not my sister since she is not old enough to get them yet. And my mother doesn't have documents either. In this situation I am the only one who will probably stay here, but I'll be parted from my family. That is my biggest fear. And I'm not the only one dealing with this shit. Other families are living in fear. This is why the march started. Because the sheriff doesn't want just criminals removed. He wants ALL undocumented immigrants to be removed. Now I'm okay with criminals being removed. When I say criminals, I mean people who have broken the law SEVERAL TIMES or someone who did some really bad illegal shit besides being undocumented. NOT someone who has to use fake documents. Because listen here my doods, lots of us use fake documents. The lady from Arizona was deported because she used a fake social security number. A lot of people have those man, and that social security number was given to us by the DACA program or the DREAM program. (I don't know much about the DREAM program cri) Now people are deported yearly. Like all the fookin time, but they are usually criminals. Families are still being separated but like it's the persons fault for breaking the law several times and for not being careful. (Not tryna be rude but it's true) Now listen. We are not threats to your beloved country okay. Several refugees and immigrants help this economy. We do the jobs that other people don't want to do. We all have our own reasons for being here. Some of us have no reason to be here, but they still here helping ya know. This country was made by immigrants. LET ME REMIND YOU THAT THIS COUNTRY WAS MADE BECAUSE Y'ALL LEFT YO KING TO PRACTICE YOUR OWN RELIGION AND BE ABLE TO DO WHAT YOU WANT FREELY. AND Y'ALL ALSO KICKED OUT NATIVE AMERICANS OF THE LAND THEY ALREADY OWNED AND LIKE Y'ALL RAPED AND KILLED THEM SO LIKE..... Anyways. This country btw, has no main language. It is not English. There just isn't one because there is so much diversity in this country. So like. Wake tf up. And realize that we aren't criminals and rapist. LOOK AT THE CHARTS AND INFO MY DOODS. MOST AMERICANS WERE KILLED BY AMERICANS. We barely did any killing my doods. We probably killed our own tbh. But like yeah. Also. I'm like okay with being deported. Like I can just go study in Mexico now like it's fine by me. Same sex marriage is legal in Mexico now and I, as a gender queer little lesbean, am totally okay with that. Except I don't wanna be deported just yet. Like. A bunch of drug lords are running around and killing each other in the streets of Mexico and it's crazy shit. I wanna at least finish schooling before I go back. Alright bitches. Lemme tell ya something. I love me some Barrack Obama. But lemme tell ya. He was one of the presidents who deported the most immigrants while he was in office. But he did this in a safe and sane matter. He got rid of the criminals. He still parted families but like, as I said before. The criminals decided to be pinches pendejos and like fuck shit up for themselves and they didn't watch themselves so they have a criminal record and then they got deported. Obama got rid of those criminals. HE DIDNT GET RID OF THOSE WITH FAKE DOCUMENTS. Why? Because he is the one who created DACA. He is the one who said something like "Alright, my fellow Americans. I'm gonna do a president thingy and make a program that allows the good immigrants that want to study and work here and make a living and shit. They allowed to apply for this good shit and take one step towards citizenship." And that's what my man Obama did. He helped us and warned us. He did some good reasonable shit unlike DONALD DUMP TRUCK. Also known as Donald Trump. Now. He needs to chill tf out. Like. Give him a beer. Take a fucking sip, babes Anyways. The point of this post is that I finished ranting and I hope I educated u guys and I hope y'all educate ur fellow white friends.

[jatamansi-arc]

as of today, i no longer have any biological siblings. also, uh, if anyone asks how i was conceived, i’m just going to say that the devil was likely involved. i’m done, officially, with my dad’s side of the family.

if you’re new, my mom almost died last week. here’s a caringbridge, it tells y’all about what’s going on. i’ve talked about it here, too, but there’s a lot of that. i guess some recent one are here and here, but long story: mom was in icu, almost died. bad shit all around. 

to make a long story very short before i put a cut in, i gave my sister a link to my caringbridge website. and some context? i told my dad to knock off his attitude earlier in the week, because he was being very rude to my grandmother and me and several other people.

then, uh. this happened today.

Me: Here's a CaringBridge for my mom, just fyi: www.caringbridge.org/visit/catkinson57

Sister:  Dad keeps me updated. I'll look at the site, but think I know enough between him and grama! Are you sure you can handle doing all this for your mom on top of trying to manage your own disabilities? Maybe she should have an advocate, a neutral person who can help her make life choices and care choices? That frees you up to do what you need to and she can get the help she needs to make sure she stays healthy. She can't be around a bunch of people who are gonna enable her right now so she can get healthy, or she might die Felicia. Like that scares the shit out of me. She needs some tough love. You need to just focusing on getting your stuff together so you can be stable and she needs to focus on learning how to do what she needs to do now with her current situation. I just don't know.

Me:  I am capable of handling it, and I'm capable of stepping back when I need to. Her social workers and care team have been a joke, so I have taken the reins when they haven't. I don't think Dad thinks I know what I'm doing but I have friends who are actually doctors who have hands on experience with this and they give me advice, too. I literally have about 4" of every single doctor note that I read every day. The only thing I don't have is her medication list yet and I'm getting that tomorrow. I am the furthest thing from enabling, either. I was the first one who suggested sepsis because I could tell from her low grade fever and delirium, but wasn't taken seriously. I'm usually, hilariously enough, more right than I'm wrong. I have a really natural talent for medical work. I just don't have the stamina because of the Ehlers Danlos. And thankfully, despite the stress, I manage to stay disassociated just enough to stay objective but not like... robotic? Enough to function and then to let it out when I need to. But I'm actually the hardass, lol. Once she's in the hands of someone I trust, I will lighten the reins. I haven't met anyone who has given me the impression they deserve it yet. Once she's back in homecare and gets a good nurse or two I'm familiar with here, that will be good. And a local case manager who can meet with her like I have with Nadja, who is actively working on her case and paying attention. I got sick for four days and couldn't get out of bed and she nearly died, so that definitely isn't going to happen again. Sister:  Ok Felicia. It's in your hands. And the enabling I am speaking of is people handing her mozzarella sticks and chicken nuggets when she is supposed to be on a liquid diet. These are the things that are going to keep causing set backs, along with her own seeming unwillingness to take care of herself the way she needs to so she doesn't get infections, i can't. I'm out. You and your brother have a lot in common. My hands are up.

Me:  So, fun fact about the food: I didn't give it to her. Nicole was visiting and told by the nursing staff erroneously that mom could have solid food at that point Nicole let her have 1-2 of each of them. I had nothing to do with it and literally didn't hear about it until my mom jokingly told me a day later that they dun goofed. 

Also, she does take care of herself to not get infections. Her PICC line was infected by the care facility's substandard care. The hematoma ended up being an abscess that had not come to the surface.

How would you feel if someone was treating you this way after something similar? Dad has not been nice to me about any of this, he doesn't listen to me about anything I say about her delirium, for example, because he may talk to her several hours after the medication kicks in. He doesn't hear the frantic calls in the morning begging for help when she was hallucinating. It is incredibly frustrating not to be taken seriously.

Sister:  Felicia, I can't even read this. Everything turns into being about you. Here's my point I was getting to yesterday, if you are capable of taking care of your mom and yourself with your own disabilities you are able to work and not be ripping off the social security system. In yesterday's message you listed all these things you are qualified to do, yet you can't work to provide for yourself, you spend your moms money all Willy Nilly, and you let people hand her mozzarella sticks and chicken nuggets knowing god damn well it could send her right back down the hole and everything has to start over again. You have zero training as a mental health practitioner, can I see the schooling? Or as a health care practitioner, definitely need school from that. I'm sure allbthr online reading to study up on symptoms to play the ssi system has helped you understand mental health better but does not qualify you as a mental health practitioner. If she was being taken care of properly she wouldn't be having hallucinations, she has NO REASON to be taking psych meds, and a huge part of me wants to call social services and report elder abuse. Your mom needs an advocate who is only concerned about her. You have turned every single thing about this into it being about you, you needing this and that, cable bills. Woman, I have been out of work over a year with a legit injury that causes me so much fucking pain that getting trough a day with just a small reduction is amazing, I need to essentially have my entire spine fused. But I ain't running around asking everyone to pay my bills and scam systems. If you can't take full time card of your mom, make all her appointments and do everything she needs, you can work. And they will even PAY you for it, it's called home health care.

Your mom raised me. Your not gonna convince me of some bullshit and keep skirting around the issue. If she was being taken care of properly and nobody was giving her food she shouldn't have she wouldn't have just about died and be where she is. If that's the kind of care your providing it's sub standard. Makes me think you don't care if she loves or dies. I would smack THE FUCK out of anyone who even tried to hand her food, she ain't supposed to have it. It's like taking care of a kid in the way such as you know they want it but it's not good for them so you have to say no. I'm getting super mad now, I want to come speak face to face, but I would lose my temper. I don't go there and visit because I don't want to be around either you or Nicole, you both just bleh, gross.

Now I'm going to do what I need to to take care of my Dad, whom you seem to be carrying on with, and if he has another heart attack because you wanna play miss know it all and keep not listening to everyone else because you are miss know everything, just like Larry, then I'm really gonna be pissed. Do you know you could be reported for spending your moms money? Get your shot together, stop arguing with everyone and pretending you have a phd in everything, and do what's right by your mother and stop arguing with my fucking dad. If you can't say anything nice keep your mouth shut. They are all trying to help YOU, to help YOUR mother, whom at this point I think you don't care lives or dies, we all love her, grama barb raised your mom from 14. I'm sure the love she feels for cheryl would be much like that of a mothers love for her own child. Just fucking stop. Everyone keeps calling me and I have stayed out of it til today, but tomorrow I can start making some calls to social services and see what can legally be done cuz all this back and forth your doing with everyone just to try to prove your right, just like Larry, ain't helping mom, that's only Felicia wanting pity cuz poor her she's got all these weird diseases nobodies ever heard of and ptsd cuz of a lil break in, yet you only seem to be affect at the mention of the word JOB. Go to any weird costume festival and party it up tho.... sick.

Requirements to call yourself a mental health practitioner. I know you have none of this schooling. I will be reporting this. Stop telling people you are qualified to do that!!!

Me:  I never said I was a mental health practitioner. What I said was that mom's delirium diagnosis and Zyprexa was provided by a mental health practitioner. Dad is like, not telling you correct information. I am not kidding you. I can not repeatedly emphasis this. Also, you cannot keep repeatedly being me up and then tell me I am making it about myself. That's gaslighting, Joy. Cut it out.

Also, I didn't spend my mom's money 'Willy nilly.' I used it to buy her supplies and to visit her in the hospital?

and karma apparently bit her in the ass fairly quickly after this happened, because she was called about five hours after all this happened and was notified her biopsy came back and she had breast cancer. sucks, but you kind of just told me i was faking my illnesses, am allergic to working (odd that i have two jobs and she has none), said my break-in was minor (I WAS ALMOST FUCKING STRANGLED TO DEATH BY A COMPLETE STRANGER WHO WAS DRUNK), compared me to my biological half-brother (her full sibling) who is a fucking child rapist and who i want nothing to do with WHATSOFUCKINGEVER and of course i wanted my mom dead so uh, well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

sorry for ur cancer but ur still a fucking cuntcake in this instance, sry

but here’s some gems of mockery from my fb:

Sammy Plenskie (Me)

i am going to laugh really hard if she calls to report me to elder abuse because it's me, a 31 year old living very graciously with her 60 year old mom and her disabled 61 "uncle" (aka godfather) with lymphoma. and both of them are not, by any definition, "vulnerable."

my mother literally just told me twenty minutes ago that when her ltd came next week, i was under the order to go get the tattoo i wanted but only if i came and showed her immediately after.

like my mom is a biker, dudes. she could have fucking benched me before this happened.

Nicole ***

Well my bad this is bull shit I was told by one of the nurses Eric about her being on solid diet... so I apologize for any miscommunication and don't worry since it's such a big deal about me going up that and being a enabler I won't go back up to the hospital again... I will stay away

Sammy Plenskie 

I ain't mad about it at all, man. Shit happens. Like I said, both you and the nurse were under the impression she had been transitioned over and then were like OH SHIT WAIT CRAP like immediately afterwards. It happens. Joy is making it like you personally injected MRSA into the chicken nuggets and stuffed them into her otsomy bag while screaming "GET SEPSIS SO I CAN GET THE LIFE INSURANCE, BITCH!!!!!"

You were probably dressed like Dean Winchester, though. Because we're freaks who go to those weird parties where people dress up.

as opposed to those parties where... people get dressed up and drink just to get... oh wait

Sammy Plenskie 

Please remember that no matter what my sister says about you, at least you didn't reach your career's high point on the stage left of BJ's Liquor Lounge, okay.

Sammy Plenskie

I was going to say: [ Family Name ], care about money? THE [ FN ] LINE FROM WHICH WE DESCEND CAME OVER IN BOXES AND A LITTLE TOUCHED IN THE HEAD FROM THE PROCESS, AND LORD GRANTING US, WE SHALL NEVER RISE ABOVE OUR STATION. FOREVER WE SHALL BE POOR AS SHIT AND A CRAZY AS A BAG FULL OF BATS. IT HAS MADE US RESPECTABLE, MOSTLY. I, personally, know that I can punch you to the face with a dildo and you will take it like a champ without reporting my ass some human services division of the city. Who the fuck, even?