#AND THEN EVERYONE WILL BE FUCKING HEALTHY. SO HELP ME🔪

[toytulini]

okay paraguard added and the little white bitch has been given his nightly dip in the Blue

alas. at least one of the new guys seems to have nasties. paraguard upon they

[linos-luna]

Too Far 🥀🔪

Yan!Jealous!Boyfriend Lee Know x Fem!Reader

Warnings: 18+ , swearing , yandere behavior , unhealthy relationship , mentions of abuse , jealousy , obsessiveness , spanking , slapping , hair pulling …. Idk what else 😅

Synopsis: jealous boyfriend Minho punishes you when getting home… but has he finally crossed the line?

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Your relationship wasn’t healthy. Yet it didn’t matter. Minho loved you deeply, more than anyone ever has. And that’s all you wanted, for someone to love you with their whole heart. It’s not like you knew any better. You were a foreigner in Korea. He and Chan had helped you get comfortable and learn Korean. You knew enough to get around and could mostly understand it. You had also shared everything with Minho, from your rough upbringing to your abusive father, Minho knew everything. He stayed with you through the whole process and promised to protect you from everyone, especially men like your father. No one would ever hurt you again. You felt grateful. In a way, almost dependent on him. What would you do without him?

Unfortunately, not all was good. Minho could be very jealous and scary at times. And today was one of those days…

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The car ride was silent. Awkward and stiff. Your mind was racing, you don’t understand what you did wrong. One minute you’re practicing with danceracha and the next minute Minho is pulling you out of the practice room by your arm. It wasn’t a long drive to the apartment but It felt like it was.

You made your way to the door and let yourself in, taking off your shoes in the process. You then jolt as Minho slams the door behind him, your heart racing as you turn around.

“Jagiya… what the fuck was that about hm?”

You stood there frozen, unable to move to his eerily calm voice.

“Y/n!” He suddenly yelled

“I-I don’t know what you’re talking about?” You replied shakily. Honestly, you had no idea. It wasn’t a lie.

“Don’t play dumb with me…” Minho said as he slowly started to back you into the wall. Once your back hit the wall he caged you in and put his hand on your throat but not squeezing.

“Why were you looking at Hyunjin like that hm?! Don’t think I didn’t notice your eyes wandering”

He started squeezing lightly on your throat and tears started to form as you grabbed onto his wrists. “I-I didn’t! I’d never! I-I didn’t do anything!”

“Don’t lie to me!”

You then push his hands away and snap back. “I’m not lying!!”

Suddenly you feel a sharp sting on your cheek. More tears coming out as you touched your hand to the area, looking up at your boyfriend. He looked pissed, with seemingly no care for the harsh slap he delivered.

“M-Minnie—“

Another slap is delivered before you could even finish your thought. You stumble back a bit.

“Are you done lying?” He suddenly says, bringing you back down to earth.

“Oppa, I dont- I-I didn’t- “ Minho then suddenly cut you off by grabbing you by the hair and dragging you to the bedroom. “LIAR!”

“NO NO NO! OPPA IM SORRY!! PLEASE OPPA IM SORRY! MINNIE NO!!” You cry out to no avail. The tears are pouring out as he throws you to the bed.

“I do everything for you! I take care of you!! I LOVE YOU !! And this is the thanks I get?! You flirt with one of my friends?!” He suddenly yells “HOW DARE YOU! HOW DARE YOU! YOU FUCKIN WHORE!!”

You cower, backing away on the bed and shaking your head, still crying.

Minho grabs you by the ankles and drags you towards him, flipping you on your stomach, making you bend your knees a bit so your ass is up.

“You know what bad girls get right?” He says, trying to contain his anger as he pulls down your jeans, leaving your panties on.

“N-no Minnie please! I’m not a bad girl! I’m not a bad girl-“

“ENOUGH!!” He suddenly cut you off with a sharp sting to your ass.

You cry out and bury your face into the mattress to muffle your scream. Again he spanks you, calling you an ungrateful brat, then again saying you’re a bad girl. Minho was getting irritated by your loud sobbing and pleas, roughly squeezing your thighs. “STOP IT!”

You cried out in pain again, trying to yell out that you’re sorry for the hundredth time.

“I swear y/n I’m going to-“ he starts as you hear him unbuckling his belt. You knew what that meant. He wouldn’t! He knew how you felt about being hit with a belt. He knew the reaction you would have. It sent you into a panic.

Without second thought you spin around and hug him by the waist crying, no, sobbing your eyes out. Sobbing loudly. “NO OPPA!! NO PLEASE IM SORRY!! IM SORRY!! I SHOULDNT HAVE FLIRTED WITH HYUNJIN !! I WAS BEING A BAD GIRL!! NOT THE BELT PLEASE!!”

You were pleading this over and over through your sobs, holding on tightly to your boyfriend, shaking and trembling.

In that moment, Minho snapped out of his anger. He looked down at you with such concern. What had he done?!

He dropped his belt to the side and put his arms around you, holding you tight as he rocked slightly.

“Baby Im sorry! I shouldn’t have done that. Shh… shh… it’s okay… Minnie will take care of you… Minnie will take care of you…”

He knew the belt was too far. He was so caught up in his anger and jealousy that he scared you, bringing you back to a helpless time when your father would beat you. The one person he promised to protect you from. He felt awful. Like shit. You were his precious baby.

You continued to hold on tight to him, burying your face into his shirt which will definitely be stained with tears and snot. You loosened your grip slightly and pulled back to look at him. “I-I Im sorry-“

“Shh shh, it’s okay. You’re not a bad girl. It’s okay, it’s okay” he interrupted, gently stroking your hair. From all the thrashing around, your poor hair had turned into a poofy tangled mess. He tried his best not to pull on it.

Minho scooped you up in his arms and took you to the shared bathroom, sitting you next to the sink. He then grabbed a wash cloth and put it in warm water from the sink. Your boyfriend then gently dabbed the rag on your face, cleaning off your tears and snot. Also trying to soothe you by humming softly.

You continued to look down, almost as if to process everything. You didn’t look back at your boyfriend until he gently grabbed your chin and had you look at him.

“I love you, jagiya… you know Id never purposely hurt you…”

“I know, Minnie… I love you too” you say through tears. Continuing this toxic cycle. Forgiving him as always. But you love him right? And he loves you? Of course you still loved him… of course…

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Not bad for my first time hm?

(It should go without saying that this is a work of fiction and not how these people are irl)

[khaleesiofalicante]

This is from last chapter but still I need somewhere to scream, sorry💙

First part was a rollercoaster and I am not ok!!! Lets just get some points:

Alec taking Magnus hand so he doesn’t bite his nails and kissing a boy for the firts time in his home is something that can be so personal🥺🥺

IZZY AND JACE. JUST THEM ALL NICE AND LETTING HIM PUT THE DECORATIONS AND I AM NOT CRYING😭

She is the one who asked for a divorce. Shouldn’t she be happy? Relieved even? I dont like the way this parallel hurts :)

Alec and Jace looking out for Izzy is so soft but the part of Max just hurts me in so many levels😭

AHH MARYSE BEING ALL NICE AND RESPECTFUL AND GRATEFUL TO MAGNUS AND GIVING HIM THE EARINGS HIT ME LIKE A TRAIN. I LOVE THAT WOMAN😍

*whispers* Sizzy....

“Nothing,” Alec whispers back. “But I plan to love you more than I love you today.” chezzy little shit jdhdujdjs

"Look at me carrying all that frankincense.” reminds me of the time I played a little devil on a Christmas play😂

FUCK ROBERT. OMFG I AM A SECOND AWAY TO THROWING HANDS. HE WAS 11 FOR FUCKS SAKE!! DOESN’T SOUND FUCKING FAIR INDEED!! I know he tried and did better, etc, etc but still...

“I’m not giving up on Magnus,” Alec says firmly. “I love him, and I intend to marry him.”💙💙💙

Ok, that discussion was so damn painful and angsty, but it was fucking amazing!! And again, both of them are right to certain point. Like, they did violate Magnus rights basically and he has all the right to go away, and also Alec is so used to things like this that he doesn't see how wrong it is. But also Alec had a point that families are like shit sometimes

BUT. You also need to know where to draw the line bc it comes to a point where its not healthy anymore... Ahhh I could do a whole analysis of this😂

"Don’t treat me like shit and then ask me to be the bigger person.” FUCK IF I DIDNT FELT THIS TO A DEEP LEVEL>>

That was really fucking low of Alec...

MY BEAUTIFUL RAFAEL. EVERYONE GIVE HIM A BREAK. HE DESERVES A FUCKING REST!! Also Alec pulling this shit... AHHHH!!!

Rafael and Magnus crying when he knew about the divorce omfg now I'm crying too😭

I feel so fucking bad for Max rn. Also Alec, kindly fucking stop🙂

Will the fact that Max loves Magnus so fucking much and he inmediatly worries if he is crying ever not hurt?? Nope :)

"It’ll be okay. Tell me what’s wrong. I’ll fix it.” FUCK😭😭

The baby. Their blue. THE SILENT OATH BETWEEN RAFAEL AND HIS PARENTS TO PROTECT MAX. I CANT. I'M DYING INSIDE

"Max, who has always been able to keep his head above the water, is drowning." idk why but this was my favorite quote of this Timeline. POETIC WRITING😭

I don’t know. I don’t know anything. Please stop asking me. I WILL PROTECT THIS BOY TILL I'M DEAD AND YALL BETTER PREPARE FOR THAT🔪

I'm one "sometimes love isn’t enough" away to combust internally

GOOD MORNING TO LESLIE AND ONLY HER. THAT WOMAN IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE😍

I KNEW JACE KNEW!!!

The "notes to self" are always on point *chef kiss*

I will learn to do necromancy just so I can bring Albert back and kill him slowly🔪

OMFG god he reads AND writes smut. This info is ✨first priority✨ jsvsjsjksksks and on fucking church HOLY-

He keeps tampons for Lexi and Selena just in case. He. Is. Fucking. Perfect. THIS BOY IS THE DEATH OF ME🥺🥺

"But David catches him though.  He always does. This smut-reading, tampon-carrying, beautiful son of a bitch." ✨DAVID IS PERFECT AND LITERALLY NO ONE CAN ARGUE ME✨

David really is killing poor Max jdhsksjskjs

LESLIE IS ICONIC. AMAZING. TALENTED. BRILLIANT. THE BEST-

As I coffee hoe, I relate😔

YES TO GABRIEL AND SELENA. MY SHIP IS SAILING!!! Gabriel is in love and I love them for that. Who wouldn’t be?? 😍

Ok, kinda worried for Rafael...

For someone with such a mess in his love life, he really gives good advice...

DAVID AND HIS WRIST KISSING IS KILLING ME!!

Max, we need to aknowledge your abandonment issues... Like, same bro. But you need help...

The person who got hurt the most was the person who helplessly watched it all come crashing down and wasn’t able to do anything to make it stop. OUCH💔

I didn’t need to know that Alec cried every night after the divorce but thanks🙂

OF COUSE HE IS SPECIAL TO MAX. THAT WHOLE SPEACH GOT ME BETWEEN WANTING TO CRY AND WANTING TO LAUGH JDHSISJSJ

Poor Rafael. Now everyone thinks he has a degradation kink I mean he does but still👀

"I’ll always see you. No matter how hard you try to hide from me.” stop with the cryptic-romantic shit. I am already crying😭

THE WAY I LOVE DAVID ISTG-

"He wants everything. He wants everything with David." This is going to get out of hands, BUT I'M LOVING MAVID SO MUCH AND ALL THEIR THOUGHTS BREAK MY HEART OK?!?!

This chapter, as always is just ✨MASTERPIECE✨

Ayyyy I’m so so glad 💙💙

Here is a tiktok for you. This is Magnus/David with Alec/Max 😭😂😭😂😭

[idolshineitai]

Actually fuck it i DESPISE how rapunzel’s blond v. brown hair is portrayed, it plagues me so bad. YES it’s blonde when you’re talking abt a lady but i can hav a lil gender as a treat. OKAY i fucking 🔪🔪🔪 her long golden hair is shiny and pretty and magical and it’s what everyone is drawn to her bc of. It’s what all the official merchandise is of!!! Probably not Literally all of it but i haven’t seen a single thing for brunette rapunzel. And it’s that way for a reason right????????????? Like it could’ve totally been spun in a different direction and i actually have a whole separate idea for that BUT her brown hair!!!! On the other hand ! Is... like. people DEBATE abt it, people discuss which they like better, it’s all... choppy and Odd and she isn’t Beautiful anymore or somethin?? And it was Made to b this way . And i just think her golden hair shouldn’t b so sought after at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It’s one of the things that helped mother gothel keep her trapped for all that time, and it’s associated with her !!! It’s something that scared her and made people come after her (once they knew, once they were told) and it’s just awful ! the brown hair,, she looks like her family again and she’s home!!!! She’s free and safe and she’s going to heal,,,,!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN MY VERSION mother gothel is a scary white woman who is like a distorted version of who i wanted to b when i was younger (and still do sometimes when i feel esp bad) and rapunzel is a poc (i just want her to look like me 😔) and the only thing that really connects their appearances is the blond hair — but rapunzel’s is like. Viscerally wrong on her. it just doesn’t look right. it’s knotted and unkempt and uneven and ,,!!!!!!!!!! Once it’s cut it gets shaved properly and finally it’s her natural brown and it starts to grow and look fluffy and healthy again and she looks so much less terrified all the time. she grows warmer w/ the loving n safe environment shes finally in. I think rapunzel’s story should not b all abt the magical hair she no longer has!!!!! that shouldnt be the takeaway what abt all of her talents and her massive love for her family , for eugene and maximus and pascal (and cassandra 🥰) and ..... fnghghfnfjdmdnmdmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I JUST THINK it should b structured so that u want her 2 b free. U want th dolls n art n such w/ the short brown hair n it’s okay. AND IF HYPOTHETICALLY IT STILL GOT A TV SERIES AFTER THAT it would b focused on healing from n dealing w/ trauma n learning to do n b better :-) n friendship n found family n such ... ❤️ lesbianism as well

[khaleesiofalicante]

Don't know if I have used this already or not: "Every saint has a past and every sinner has a future." - Oscar Wilde.

God, the first timeline was so fucking sad and painful to read, Robert deserved better😭 I love the growth he had along the story, the way he, at the end, supported Alec and made sure to fight by his side...

But also its so goddamn interesting on the way Alec deals with pain by being hurtful and bitter and hurting others and himself (parallel with Max!!) And they were so close to passign the law!!!😭

"But do they hate people like him this much? Is there hate strong enough to kill?" Unfortuately, yeah...

Rafael not knowing what to do but trying to help makes me emo🥺 Also not them trying to learn spanish for him😭

It doesn’t come out as a cry of pain and agony. That is unfamiliar to him. No. It comes out as something much more familiar. Something easy. I could go on a whole analysis of Alec dealing with pain but akhdkfbdkdjd too much!!!

Magnus was kinda right though, even if he was hurting by seeing Alec hurt too

All this talk about grief, guilt and pain was simply beautiful. It was raw but so beautiful at the same time

Lightwood siblings supremacy only!!! Also yey!!! Izzy is pregnant!!!!!!! 💙💙💙 Just Jace, Izzy, Maryse, Alec..... I LOVE THEM SO MUCH<333

The way he always feels responsible for everyone around him is both beautiful and kinda heartbreaking😭

The scene with Max and Alec.... Fuck it I'm crying🙂

It reaches his face.

The tears start to cascade down his cheek. Alec sobs into Magnus’ shoulder.

Magnus sinks his fingers into Alec’s hair and holds him tightly, gently whispering to him in Indonesian.

Alec doesn’t understand.

But it soothes him anyway.

🥺🥺🥺The way he could find confort and finally let himself fall with Magnus, in this essay I will-

Second Timeline was a bitch. All those therapy sesions, the way Alec keep pushing and pushing but it also hurted Magnus in a way, besides the fact that he is going through an episode

Everyone else felt far away. Rafael had always been there – hovering around him. He is always there. Not me crying everytime I see how they leaned into Rafael without noticing how it affected him🙂🔪

Fuck those therapists!! Also Verlac... Wtf???

Fuck, I have forgotten about the apartment and all the issues it caused, but Magnus did had a point...

“Well, that’s what therapy is! It's exhausting!”  Magnus snaps. “It sucks, okay? Therapy is about holding yourself accountable for your own damn life. It comes with a lot of guilt and responsibility. It’s about getting to the root of your issues which can be triggering as hell. It’s about making yourself vulnerable which is never easy.”

Everything about this is just ✨WOW✨

All that talk does make you realize about the importance of Alec’s work and all the impact he has, he couldn't give up on it!

“Love isn’t enough?” Malcolm chuckles. “It seems to be that you’ve already made your choice.” bro you practiced necromancy, you are not that if a reliable source tbh...

Seeing Scott so suddenly and so randomly and after all these years feels like a sign Maybe he will survive this too. The scene with Scott... Jdhskdbdk I loved it!! I loved the way they have both gone so far in their lives and that they care for each other, but god if that was frustrating as fuck! And Alec was being an asshole about him and Tessa!!

Third timeline cured everything that was wrong with me, fixed my traumas, cleared my skin-

Honestly, it was so beautiful in the way they are trying to heal and help each other in such a healthy way!! God, I know I love angst but I'm also a whore for this fluff!!

I hope Max gets to figure it out. Love him💙

Magnus literally running bc it was late while looking gorgeous as fuck and Alec fixing his shoes is everything that is ok in this life kshsidhdldk💜💜

“And if he doesn’t work out, we’ll keep looking,” Magnus says gently. “I’m not giving up this time.”

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This man who had taught Alec what happiness feels like.

CAN YOU TWO STOP BEING THE ABSOLUTE BEST?? I AM DROWNING IN FEELS🥺🥺

Jem fucking Carstairs!!! OF course this man is the one that comes and says all this wise and smart things and fixed a lot of things in my life!! I am love him. No one can do it like my boy 😎

All the things about parentification hit to close to home. I didn’t know it existed even!! But god if that was actually really great to read. I actually researched more about it later lmao

The way they care about helping the kids and they are doing something about it to become better parents- fuck, this is amazing🥺

Also all the things about Max and his self-steem and the way he acts like he doesn’t care made me almost cry at my father's office kdhskbdjd

Some of my favorite quotes of my beautiful Jem😍

“But we don’t always feel what we’re supposed to feel, do we?”

"Don’t let your guilt take away his choices.”

“Therapy is not about making things go away, Alec,” Jem says gently. “It’s about to learn how to deal with what exists and learning how to accept what doesn’t.

"Unlike with Rafael, where a lot of his problems were caused externally, Max seems to be struggling with his internal self.”

“Everything I know about love, I learned from my dad and bapak.”

"Who you are now is not who you were four years ago."

Everyone should be scared of Anjali😌

They are both nerds and that is verh sexy of them kdhdidhdkd

Oh my fucking god. That scene😭😭 all of them showing up, Max crying, David being the absolute best!!! The lady of the ice cream shop.... JSGDKBFIDJD I DID CRY AT MY FATHER'S OFFICE FOR THIS😂

"Because sometimes, just sometimes, love is enough." That's it. I'm dead. I am deceased🥺

Song rec: Atlantis by Seafret

@noah-herondale-lightwood i think you sent the ask in anon :)

if you haven't cried at your father's office then what are you even doing am i right???

I'm glad you liked the bits with Jem and the therapy. I was excited for you all to read his scene!

And the song rec is so 🥺🥺🥺

sending love!