#ALSO YES I AM AT WORK ANF I AM BORED

[save-the-villainous-cat]

Also if I had a nickel for every time a girl got romantically obsessed with me, I’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice.

[blurglesmurfklaine]

Should I be a mad person and ask you all the author questions?

I forget that "mad" means "wild or crazy" and I misread this as "Should I be mad?" anf i was like OH MY GOD WHAT DID I DO???? JJHDKJHDKJD

but to answer your question YES!! I answered all the ones I didn't get to already beneath the cut!

1) is there a story you’re holding off on writing for some reason?

YES. I have an angsty like, Old Flame/It's Complicated bc It Was Friendship But Also Something More where one of them os very hurt and they become estranged and i have not started because i have BITS AND PIECES but not an actual... plot. I also feel like I kind of already did something similar with 'tis the damn season and don't want to bore everyone with the same shit lmao

2) what work of yours, if any, are you the most embarrassed about existing?

(TW: SA) waaaaaaay back when, I tried writing a really angsty AU where one character gets sexually assaulted and it was honestly like. the second thing I ever wrote but the issue with that was that I was 15 and had no idea what I was talking about and while it's not particularly problematic, I feel kind of weird and icky about having written it especially being socialized as a woman like. Idk it makes me feel like a supid kid writing about shit they had no business having an entire story centered around, and it got really dark in some places and I feel like that's not and never was me, or what I want people to think about when they think of my stories. So it will stay and die on my ffnet page with the rest of the shit I aint too proud of

4) favorite character you’ve written

FINN!!!!!!! I love writing Finn and maybe it's because he and I share a braincell (or lack thereof) but I have always loved him and adore writing him in shit <3

5) character you were most surprised to end up writing

I was so surprised to have fallen in love with writing Quinn, even though she is SO hard for me to get quite right most of the time. I love her your honor

6) something you would go back and change in your writing that it’s too late/complicated to change now

7) when asked, are you embarrassed or enthusiastic to tell people that you write?

online? enthusiastic!!!!

irl?.... WE DONT TALK ABOUT BRUNONONONOOOO

9) what, if anything, do you do for inspiration?

Walks, leave the house (has been harder since anxiety spiked since quarantine), talk to people. I feel like I am very intrinsically motivated, BUT very extrinsically inspired. I definitely draw inspiration from the world around me

10) write in silence or with background noise? with people or alone?

depends on my mood tbh! most of the time its in silence by myself, but sometimes I will put on instrumental/classical/lo-fi music to help me focus if i need it. I know i will be judged for this, but I STILL WRITE FIC ON MY PHONE SOMETIMES WHEN I GET THE OPPORTUNITY SO SOMETIMES I wRITE aROUND OTHER PEOPLE< STRANGERS EVEN (at least I don't use the notes app anymore ksjdfkjsd)

12) your weaknesses as an author

UGH. Setting, describing movement, LOGISTICS,timelines i HATE TIMELINES like no i dont know when any of this happens but like its gonna happen aight???

13) your strengths as an author

I think I'm pretty good at emotions, specifically downward spiral sjahkjdaks I love me a good breakdown. I also like to think I'm funnt sometimes and write dialogue alright

14) do you make playlists for your current wips?

not all of them but most of the time yeah ksjdhfksjd I have one for "State of Grace” and one made by the lovely @honeysucklepink for “Sing To Me” (which I WILL finish eventually i promise, but it reminds me of a Turbulent Time In Life and has been hard to write recently due to things I never would have seen coming a year ago)

16) are there any characters who haunt you?

I don’t think so??? I have an OC child i killed in a zombie apocalypse once that i sort of feel guilty about oop

17) if you could give your fledgling author self any advice, what would it be?

Read more than you write, don’t be afraid to ask for a second pair of eyes, and work collaboratively, i promise you’ll love it. Also fucking read through your shit before you post it bc “idk how to say they fucked intensely” will come back to haunt you more than the dead zombie child

19) when it comes to more complicated narratives, how do you keep track of outlines, characters, development, timeline, ect.?

Bullet points for sure and I’ve also found a love of Google Jamboard and Microsoft Journal!

20) do you write in long sit-down sessions or in little spurts?

Depends on what sort of time/motivation I have, really. Long time/No Motivation: Short. No Time/Lots of Motivation: Also short burst. Motivation AND Time (very rare): I will not move from this spot for two hours (mostly short spurts tho)

21) what do you think when you read over your older work?

“Not bad for a fourteen year old!”

22) are there any subjects that make you uncomfortable to write?

Age Gap and Student/Teacher relationships is a huge squick for me, so I’d probably never write it. D/s stuff I don’t understand enough about so I def wouldn’t feel comfortable writing it lmao

25) copy/paste a few sentences or a short paragraph that you’re particularly proud of

forgot about this one and tbh gave me Big Ouchies. From An Honest Man (spoilers ahead on the off chance anyone is reading it):

“Look, I know the situation doesn’t lean favorably in my direction, but we have never lied to each other.”

Christ, he can’t take this anymore. Kurt spins around ferociously.

“All we did was lie to each other!” he snaps, finally letting out a sob. He made it through the mediation, but seeing Blaine face to face is so much harder than he ever could have imagined.

Kurt watches Blaine’s confusion morph into pain as he continues. “I said I didn’t love you,” he points at his ex-husband. “And you said you did.”

Thank you for this ask Yue!!! Sorry it took so long for me to asnwer lmao BUT UR A REAL ONE <333

[aris-ink]

Hi!

It's me again! 👉👈

First - thank youuu for such response 💙

Second - let's be besties 😌

Third - can I be tagged at your fics? 🥺

Fourth - I want to share this idea with you! (Of course if you want to, if it's boring it's okay!)

It's kinda long one aaaand my English isn't that good so I might have troubles with details but:

CEO!Jin or Namjoon, but I think that Jin would be better, explanation why further with Female Y/N which is his Personal Asisstant (let's write PA for short). Y/N would be after studies and absolutely love to work in big company/corpo. Jin needed specific PA, becsuse he is strict and has high standards.

Y/N is shy, bookworm introvert with a few friends but enjoy spending time alone. She is obedient and innocent - can take care of guests waiting for Jin, receiving calls and writing back polite emails.

She is very timid, hardworking and dedicated also like planning and having everything in order etc. So Y/N has no problems with organising Jin's day, meetings, schedule, bringing and organising papers. She is always prepared.

Anf that is preson which Jin need, also she passed long recruiting process and job interview so Jin know a lot about Y/N - like she is living alone, single and someone calm. He is cold and hardworking also, he is expecting his PA to be able to search for him something in late hours, to work to late hours with him or not.

That is why Y/N is perfect for his PA and he is noticing that. (At this point this idea can be about Yandere!CEO!Jin it's free choice, but has potential.) All Y/N wants is to work good, so she is slowly letting Jin more invade her life and personal space. He is demanding to bring some doc to his apartment or mansion or even to office after she has eneded work, even in weekend.

Also I think Jin would be cold but fair - if she is doing something good or think ahead he will praise her and has no problem with that. He is possessive - none can ask Y/N to do something which isn't connected to him.

He is taking Y/N in all important meetings and presentations. Usually have her prepare some things for him during or before. Imagine if his company has talks/ngeotiations with another company and their CEO is impressrd with Y/N hardworking and preparations (we can stated that she is working for Jin year or so and this would be not first meeting with that CEO) and Jin is becoming like "yes I have the best workers" with geniue praise and coldly towards this CEO.

About smut? I am not the best in that for me it's always optional in fics but I think that Jin can call Y/N ordering to bring some papers to his mansion/apartment during weekend and ofc she has time and he is knowing that so, she would simple agree and come.

Y/N might be always impressed how collected and profesional Jin is and always admire his for his hardwork and handling whole company (and being WWH but it's a secret). If smut would happen I think she would see herself not worthy for having him and slight scarred what that would mean for them as boss-employee.

Along with some details - I think Jin would be fair when it comes to salary, breaks during a work and sickleaving. Like when it come to work you need to give 100% but if you are in need its okay and I am appreciate your effort, then small fast smile.

Ooooh it's long. Sorry. Please have cookie 🍪🍪🍪

So what do you think? 🧐🤔

Lame or not? I think Jin is giving more cold vibes than Namjoon as CEO. So I have choosen him. Also Jin in suit with glassess? I am ready to die.

Have a good day/night!

Love ya in /p

HELLO MY LOVE 💖 you have nothing to thank me for 🥺 listen we ARE besties 💕 but! first rule of being besties with me: "it's okay if it's boring", "it's okay if you want to delete this", no more of that! not allowed! NONE OF YOU ARE ALLOWED THIS! 😭 I said this once and I'll say it again, all your words and requests are precious to me, I love you all ❤️ you're so incredibly sweet, but apologizing for speaking your thoughts and taking up space is not gonna fly with me, I might have to love and hug that habit out of you and anyone else who tries this with me 😤💁‍♀️

so! lmao moving on, yes of course I will add you to the taglist 😭❤️ and I LOVE THIS IDEA! ❤️ ooof I agree with you, I also feel like Jin would fit into this role PERFECTLY 😳 send me the request pretty please into my inbox <3 you don't need to add all the details, just Jin x reader or ceo!Jin or whatever you like, and I'll know it's from you so I'll know what to write ❤️ also your english is GREAT love! <3 pls don't ever worry about that, english is not my first language either and I still make some mistakes (even though I have no excuse since I've been speaking it fluently for ten years but honestly yeah 😭)

I love you MORE, tysm and have a lovely day/night too honey 💖

[fatrainbowmermaidunicorn]

The Other Girl (Jungkook X You) (ONESHOT)

A/N: Its a bit short but I hope you will like it <3

MASTERLIST

A/N : And also, I’m trying a new thing here and you are in no way obligated to do it but if any of you like my stories and want to give some support, why not buy me a coffee? ☕💜

Jungkook and Rissa.

They are the ultimate couple that everyone want to be. That everyone envy. They are the definition of perfect, romantic, lovable. Everything you want to be as a couple. And everyone always thinks, no, know, that they will end up together forever. There is no way one of them would love someone else, theres no way one of them would leave the other for anyone else.

Y/N smiles and looks into Jungkook's eyes who staring back at her. And she is sure as hell that no one could have ever thought she would be the one who would steal's Jungkook's heart from Rissa.

Thats right, shes the other girl.

Jungkook has always been her dream guy. She has had her eyes on his the moment he step on stage on his debut day. But Y/N is just a trainee, and as Jungkook and his group grew more popular, she knows her chances with him are slim to none. Y/N's heart broke to pieces when she found out that Jungkook also has a long time childhood girlfriend whom he loves so much. Everybody favorite's couple.

Rissa.

It doesnt help that Rissa is the definition of a perfect girl. Beautiful, soft spoken, intelligent, funny, kindhearted. Everything a girl wants to be. And every guy wants to be with. Everybody tells Jungkook thats hes lucky to be with her. That he should hold on to her forever.

They are the perfect couple in everyones eyes.

But all that never once stop Y/N from continuing to crush on him, falling in love with him. Once she debuted herself, Y/N slowly make her way to be friends with Jungkook's hyungs, his friends and slowly, very slowly, make his way into Jungkook's heart.

And now, here she is. In Jungkook's embrace, lips locked with each othet like theres no tomorrow. They have been seeing each other in secret for almost six months now, and it was the most wonderful time for Y/N. The best moments of her life.

"I love you Kookie," she giggles and hugs his neck.

"And you know I love you too baby," he smile and leans in to kiss her. A long, deep, passionate kiss. "I have to go," he pouts. "But I promise I will call you before you go to bed?"

Y/N pouts playfully.

"Do you really have to go home to her, Kookie?"

"You know I dont want to baby, but you know I have to. For now. Okay?" Jungkook smile and stroke her hair. "I love you Y/N,"

"I love you too, so much Kookie. We are going to be together for real, soon right? You promise right? That you will choose me?"

"You know I do baby. Just give me some time yeah?" Jungkook smile and kiss her one last time before leaving.

Y/N pouts alone. Thats the promise Jungkook keeps on giving her ever since they got together. That he will leave Rissa. That they will be an official couple. That he never loves Rissa. That he loves her so much more.

All those promises, they are nice to hear, but deep down, Y/N knows that Rissa will always be Jeon Jungkook's first love and he will always, always love her.

/////

"Hey bunny, you are back. Hows practice?" Rissa smiles and gives him a quick kiss.

"It was okay. Just the usual. Hyungs bickering, Jin hyung fell and all thay," he laughs. "How about you? How was your day princess?" Jungkook smile and kiss her back.

"Same old, same old. Nothing interesting like yours, Im sure," she giggles. "I cooked your favorite for dinner today bunny. Why dont you shower, since you are all sweaty and smelly, and we can have dinner together?"

"Yah, you like it when I'm sweaty," Jungkook grins and winks, making her blush. "But yeah, I'll take a quick shower and I'll be down in a bit okay princess?" Jungkook smile, gives her another kiss and head to the bathroom.

As her usual routine, Rissa went over to where Jungkook throws his clothes and collect his dirty laundry for washing. And just like every single day since the last few months, theres the same perfume smell lingering all over his clothes. A women's perfume. The same one. And of course, stain of lipstick in random places on his clothes. She doesnt want to believe it. Its so unreal that Jungkook would do that to her. But it has been months. Theres no denying it anymore.

Rissa sighs.

Jungkook is still cheating. And she dont know how long her heart can pretend otherwise

/////

"How is the food bunny?" Rissa smile, looking at the man sitting from across of him.

"Delicious as always princess," he smiles and to show he meant it, shoved a large amount of food inside his mouth, making his cheeks blows up like a chipmunk. Rissa giggles. Shes going to miss this mam so so much.

"Im glad you love it bunny. You deserve the best after a tiring day at work,"

"I dont know what I do to deserve you princess. Im the luckiest guy in the world," Jungkook smile and hold her hand from across the table. Rissa stop chewing. Something in what Jungkoom said hit a cord, and it just hurts. So much.

"Jungkook?" Rissa looks up at him.

"Yes?" Jungkook frowns. Its unusual for her to call him by his real name. "Is everything okay?" Jungkook is confused. They were happy just a second ago. What could have happened?

"You know I love you very much right?" Rissa asked, eyes softly looking into his.

"Of course I do know princess. Whats wrong? Anything bothering you? Want to tell me?" Jungkook stops eating and frowns heavily.

"And you. You love me right Jungkook? Just as much as I love you?"

"Rissa, princess. You already know the answer. Of course I love you. You are my life. Now, can you tell me whats going on?"

"Nothing really," she smile and looks down at her plate, slowly playing with her food. "I just want you to know, that it has always been you for me Jungkook. No one else. And Ive never wanted or look at anyone else either. You are my dream come true, and I'm sorry..." she sniffles.

"Sorry? What for? Hey, why are you crying princess?" Jungkook stands up and walks to her side, squating down to her level, startled by her sudden tears.

"Im sorry if I bore you. If my love for you isnt enough. If I am not what you wanted. What you still wanted. Ive tried my best to love you. Im just sorry Im just simply not... enough," she sniffles harder, looking down at her lap.

"Hey, what are you even talking about? Not enough? Where did all this even came from?" Jungkook smile and lifted her chin to look at him. "I love you. Only you. Forever and always right? You are ny everything. You are everything I wanted and everything I could ever dream of. Theres nothing to worry about. I promise. Okay?"

Rissa nodded weakly, knowing everything he said is nothing but empty promises.

They make love that night. Love so passionate, that one could never thought that theres a third person between their love. But there is. And even after a passionate night together, Rissa will never forget the fact.

/////

It has been a few months since that night. And the same thing still happens every single day. Late night texts, whispered calls when Jungkook thought she was sleeping, perfumes and lipstick stain on his clothes... its even worse now because Rissa now knows whos Jungkook is actually cheating with.

Enough is enough. Enough time and chances has been given. Its time. Its time to finally do something about it.

/////

She looks at her. Her beautiful face, with a tired smile plastered on, but still beautiful nevertheless. Y/N can tell right now why Jungkook loves her. She never gets mad, she never raises her voice at him, whenever hes tired, mad or upset, whenever he yells at her for no reason at all, she will say she understand. Her love for Jungkook is unconditional, and Y/N is the reason why Jungkook is hurting her.

"Rissa," was all she could choked out as she looks into her eyes.

"Hello Y/N," she smiles. "Its nice to finally meet you in person. Come, have a seat,"

Y/N feels her throat dries up nervously. Not really sure know what Rissa meant by that. What she being sarcastic? Sincere? What is it? Why did she ask to meet her? Does Jungkook knows about this?

"I- uh yeah, its nice to finally meet you in person too. I-I have heard so much about you," Y/N smiles nervously.

"I'm sure," she laughs. A beautiful sound. How can she still smile brightly at her? Knowing that she has been with her man for so long? Y/N is sure Rissa knows.

"I-uh.."

"Im kidding!" She laughs. "Dont worry Y/N, you dont have to be nervous. I dont bite," she laughs again. "Lets just talk  is girls. Yeah? I think we have so mich to talk about, dont you?"

Y/N nods again, nervously.

"Listen Rissa. Jungkook and I..." Y/N stops her words, not knowing herself what she should be saying. Apologize? Beg her to give Jungkook to her? Ask her to share? Explain to Rissa her feelings towards Jungkook? She has no idea. No idea at all what to do or say.

But lucky for her, she doesnt have to think further as Rissa cut her off.

"Im leaving Jungkook,"

Y/N looks at her, mouth slightly gapped open. Out of all the 1001 scenarios in her head, she never expected this to come out from Rissa's mouth. Y/N had imagined Rissa would yell, scream, hit her, slap her, laugh at her, throw a tantrum, everything anf any possible reaction, but not this. Never this.

"What? Rissa you-"

"Im leaving him, and thats my decision," she smile and take a sip of her tea. "Dont get me wrong Y/N. Iys not that I hate him, or stop loving him. I love him. I love Jungkook so much. More than anyone can ever imagined," she smiles softly. "We have been together since we were teenagers. We grew up together, and I always thought me and him are destined to be together till the end of times,"

Y/N clear her throat awkwardly. She wish the earth would just swallow her right now. The pain and hurt in Rissa's voice pierced right through her heart. She has caused another woman pain. When did she become this? What has she done?

"But I cant make something that doesnt work anymore, work... I tried. Oh god, believe me, I tried," she smile again, but a sad one. "You know... I have known about you two for the longest time,"

"Y-you did?"

Rissa laughs, a beautiful one.

"Of course silly. I think everyone knows," she smile again. "You two are always together. And when you two are together, you guys dont really keep it subtle. And it doesnt help how nervous his hyungs were went I asked them where Jungkook went when I surprise him at practice," she giggles but Y/N knows Rissa's heart is breaking. Memories with Jungkook flashes through her mind. The kisses, quickies, secret dates between shows, practices, asking his hyung to lie for them eventhough they know they didnt approve. All those days that they thought were subtle enough and kept a secret.... every little thing they did, her happiness, all at the expense of this beautiful girl's broken heart. What has she done?

"But I thought, maybe Jungkook just need a distraction. We have been together for so long, and in his line of work, he meets pretty girls like you every single day. Hes a man afterall. So I thought, maybe after he gets it out of his system, he will come back to me. That our love was still intact,"

"Y-you knew... and you are willing to let him cheat?"

"I love him Y/N. Ive never love anyone. Hes my everything, my first and I thought, if being with someone else makes him happy, makes him come back to me eventually, Im willing to," she sighs. "But I was wrong. I dont think his love for me is the same as before,"

"Thats not true Rissa! Jungkook loves you! I know he does!" Y/N raises her voice. She dont know why shes trying to protect Jungkook's and Rissa's love when Jungkook has been everything she wanted. With Rissa gone, she shpild be happy. Jungkook is all hers. But something doesnt seems right. Their love is too beautiful to destroy.

Rissa smile softly and stroke Y/N's hand across the table.

"I know you want to believe that Y/N. Maybe so that you wont feel so bad. But truly, its okay. Havent you heard the saying, if you love two people at the same time, choose the second one. Because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second one? You are the second one Y/N,"

"B-but Rissa. Jungkook-"

"Stop," she raised her hand and shakes her head. "Stop trying to change my mind because I wont. Y/N, I think I owe it to myself to leave. I have done everything to love Jungkook and I dont think its fair for me to share his love when I have given my everything to him," tears finally falls down her soft cheeks. "I finally found the courage to leave, to let go of this fairytale that I wanted so much to come true and finally give myself something I deserve. Someone I deserve. I believe that I deserve someone who will love me for all that I am, and who will give everything he has for me, just like I will do for him. And thats no longer Jungkook," Rissa slowly wiped down her tears and takes a deep breathe.

"So, do me a favour yeah? Love him, take care of him and show him the same kind of love that I have been giving him all these years," she flashed a small smile as she took of the ring from her finger and placed it on Y/N's open palm. "This... Jungkook gave me this when we first met. Its a promise ring he said. We fell in love at first sight," she laughs. "Stupid, I know. But we were young and he promised me, that one day, when hes finally made it when he found everything hes chasing all this while, he will marry me, he will propose with a proper ring," she laughs. "Jungkook is always so dramatic, dont you think?"

Y/N looks at the ring and without realizing, tears has streamed down her face too. Jungkook truly loves her. And Rissa, shes willing to let go so that hes happy. Thats how strong their love are. And here she is, a monster! A home wrecker! What has she done? What has she done?!

"Hes all yours now Y/N. And thankyou for making me realize my worth," she smile one last time and stands up. Without looking back, Rissa walks out, leaving her painful love story for a better future without Jeon Jungkook in it.

/////

"Jungkook?" Y/N walked into their messy apartment after walking aimlessly for a few hours, thinking about her earlier meeting with Rissa. Furnitures are upside down everywhere, vases are broken, books are strewn across the floors. Y/N quickly try to look for Jungkook, hoping hes alright, not sure whats happening.

"Kookie??" She ran to their bedroom and found Jungkook in the dark, at the far corner hugging his knees. Y/N immediately went over and sits besides him, hugging his shoulder. "Kookie? Are you okay? What happened? Did we get rob? What happened? Tell me? Are yoi okay?"

"S-she left. She left me. She left...."

Y/N feels her heart beats faster. Okay, Jungkook has found out then. Rissa must have moved out from their apartment.

"Kookie, baby....I-I know,"

Jungkook looks up with his tear strained face.

"Y-you knew?"

"I-" Y/N paused for a moment. Not knowing if she should proceed. "R-Rissa... she asked to meet me earlier today..."

"She what?" Jungkook immediately perked up and turns to look at Y/N. A part of her feels hurt that Jungkook cares so much about Rissa, that he showed it, especially in front of her. Didnt he say that he loves her? That he wants a future with her? That he will leave Rissa for her? Then what is all this? Shouldnt he be happy instead? Y/N shakes the thoughts away. This is not the time to think about herself. Right?

"She asked to meet me Kookie... and I didnt know what its for until we met," Y/N looks into his eyes whos looking at her, confused. "Rissa... she uh.. she gave me this," she slowly and reluctantly gave Jungkook the ring. Jungkook just stare at it, as if its some poisonous snake that he shouldnt touch.

"Kookie?" Y/N whispered slowly. "Y-you okay?"

He jolted from her the sound of her voice, like someone shocked him and grab the ring, surprising Y/N, and threw the tiny ring across the room.

"She thinks she can just leave me like that?! No fucking way! We promised forever! She promised she will be with me until forever!" Jungkook suddenly screamed. Y/N was taken aback, both by his sudden outburst and whats hes saying. Doesnt Jungkook remember who is with him right now? Doesnt he remember that he promised her forever? That hes supposed to love her, to be with her?

"Kookie p-please calm down," Y/N pulled him tight into her embrace, trying to calm him, immediately making Jungkook burst into tears. "Im sorry Kookie. Im sorry, Im really, really sorry,"

Im really sorry I fell in love with you.

/////

Y/N knows. Oh she knows Jungkook is only staying in the relationship with her, being with her all because of guilt. Just to prove that he made the right decision, that he didnt regret what he did, that he didnt regret he cheated, that hes happy with her. Because, if he didnt... if hes not happy... then he just threw away Rissa, his love, the greatest thing that could have happened in his life, for... her.

The other girl.

Y/N knows, everytime Jungkook thinks she wasnt looking, she saw him staring blanklessly out the window. And Y/N knows hes thinking about her. Her smile, her laugh, if shes thinking of him too. But Y/N also know, that she isnt. Y/N knows that Rissa have moved on. That she would probably have found another man that would love her woth all his heart, make her happpy. The kind of man she deserves. A man that would appreciate her. Why would she think about a man so stupid, a mam who broke her heart like its nothing, so idiotic, a man who would threw out a girl like herself, for a girl like her...

The other girl.

After Jungkook calmed down that day, he asked Y/N to tell hin everything that Rissa told her. Because Rissa left without saying goodbye, without saying anything. Jungkook came back from practice to find all Rissa's things gone. Her stuffed animals, their photos together, her shoes, her books in the side table. Everything. All traces of her... gone.

And thats when Y/N knew how much Rissa was hurting from what she did. Maybe she didnt show it, she didnt say it, but it shows. Y/N also finally knew how much Rissa loves Jungkook. Because she cant even bare to see him one last time. She cant even say goodbye to him. Because she knows she will give in. She will give him another chance and he will break her all over again.

And Y/N finally knew how she has ruined a love so great.

And as years goes by, yes, Y/N and Jungkook are together, exchanging little smile here and there, a dull how are you at the end of the day instead of laughter and love. But Y/N knows, from the dying glint in his eyes whenever he looks at her that whatever they have is not love, never love. She stole away his love story, his one true love, hoping that she can be a greater one, a better one. But she was wrong. Dead wrong.

But is she the only one to blame? Jungkook fell in love too, didnt he? He betrayed their love too? Didnt he? Both hers and Rissa. So she guess they are both to blame. The dark storm in a beautifil love by a beautiful girl.

And for hurting her.

For making her cry.

For breaking her heart.

For making her loose the love of her life...

This is what Y/N deserve. To forever be with the man she loves, the man she long for everyday, the man she wants to love her back as much as she loves him, but he never will.... the man who will forever see her as.. the other girl.

[maaaaaatryoshka0325]

Shattered Sky - Hwang Hyunjin Zombie Apocalyse AU Part 2

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Thank you @eashmo201 for the cover board! It’s beautiful as always ☺️🥰

You woke up to knocks on the cottage door and slowly began to rise from the warm bed. Your body ached, joints feeling rusted and muscles screaming for a break. You slowly walked to the door and opened it, seeing Kin right outside of it.

“Good morning Noona, did you sleep well?” He asked.

“Oh, yes.” You said, giving him a reassuring smile.

“Good, get cleaned up and come to the cantina. Hyunjin wants to speak with you, Woobin, and Hoseok.” He said.

“Okay.” You nodded.

“When you’re done just meet us all out here, don’t be too long.” He said with a sweet smile before walking away.

You decided to take a quick shower again, figuring the warm water would sooth your aching bones. You scrubbed your hair with the shampoo and conditioner they left for you anf rescrubbed your body before quickly towel drying your hair and getting dressed. You quickly walked out of the little cottage and saw Hoseok with Woobin and Kin, both men not bothering to look at each other. Kin seemed to be ignoring the tension between the two, and gave you a sweet smile.

“Are you ready Noona?” He asked.

You nodded and followed the three to the cantina. You could smell the food cooking and it made your mouth water, realizing you haven’t eaten since the middle of the day before. Kin showed the three of you to where you grab your rations, and allowed you to grab some food. Woobin reluctantly sat with you three as Kin explained that Hyunjin, Minho, Jeongin, and Felix would be there soon.

“They had a bit of a problem before coming here, but they’ll be here soon.” He said with a smile.

The four of you sat in the cantina, watching some of the people. A lot of them didn’t really bother acknowledging you, but you caught a few disapproving glances. Kin noticed your uncomfortable vibe rubbed your arm.

“They’re like that with everyone at first.” He said.

You gave him a grateful smile and a nod as he stood up. You looked towards the entrance and saw Hyunjin walking through the door, the other three following. Everyone politely bowed to them and you did the same, Woobin and Hoseok mimicking your move.

When you raised yourself back up, your eyes met Hyunjin’s. He seemed to be looking at you the most, and you couldn’t read his expression at all. His intense eyes bore into you, and you once again felt so small under his gaze, so powerless. He seemed to realize what he was doing and looked away, his gaze locking with Hoseok’s.

“We should talk somewhere more private.” He said, his eyes scanning all of the people watching.

You all nodded and followed them to the old ticket booth, he opened the door and held it for you as you followed Kin in, bowing to him in thanks as you passed. You followed Kin into what looked like a meeting room, which was very clean and smelled of honey. You stood close to Hoseok, your eyes scanning your surroundings. Kin stood on the other side of you, in a way to soothe your growing anxiety.

“Felix told me you three were attacked by a horde last night.” Hyunjin began, his intense eyes scanning the three of you. “Where did you come from?”

“We came from a village not too far from here.” Hoseok explained. “It was raided by walkers last night.”

“Were you the only survivors?” Hyunjin asked.

The three of you looked at each other before nodding grimly.

“How did it happen?” Hyunjin asked.

“None of us know, we just fought and had to flee.” Hoseok explained.

“What do you recall?” Hyunjin asked.

“We were asleep when it happened. One of our guards sounded the alarm, but by the time we were alerted it was just about too late..” Hoseok trailed off.

Your eyes brimmed with tears as you recalled the events of the night before.You and Hoseok had another friend, Ari, who was killed. The three of you went to flee when she went back for one of the elders, and both of them were swarmed and ripped to shreds by the walkers. You remembered watching her eyes go blank, blood spurting from a walker ripping her throat open. Her pained screams still rung in your ears, and your body started to tremble. You felt Kin lightly rub you arm, Hoseok giving your hand a squeeze.

“Maybe we should talk about this another time Hyunjin. It’s still very raw to them.” Felix suggested.

Hyunjin nodded and looked at you for a moment.

“You.” He said, pointing his chin at you. “What are you good at?”

“U-Um... I’m really good with a long bow, I have good aim with a gun and throwing knives.... I have experience as a medical aid and I’m a good hunter.” You said.

“Hunter?” He asked.

“Yes, in our village we would go hunting.” You explained.

“What would you hunt?” He asked, looking interested.

“Deer, birds, bears, rabbits... Anything edible. There was also a stream nearby, so we would fish too. Food was never a huge problem for us.” Hoseok cut in.

Hyunjin exchanged glances with everyone, and Kin gave the three of you a smile of approval.

“What about you?” Hyunjin asked Hoseok.

“I was a guard, I’m talented in hand to hand combat and with guns, large or small.” Hoseok said.

Hyunjin gave him a nod of approval and looked to Woobin.

“And you?” He asked.

“I as well am very good with guns. I also did a lot of the researching in our old village. I’m also a good tracker.” He said.

“Tracker?” Felix asked.

“I was in the military for a few years, so I can track humans and walkers pretty easily.” He said.

They all nodded with approval and Hyunjin looked at all of you thoughtfully.

“Did the outbreak happen from eating an infected animal?” He asked.

Something hit you as you stood there; you hadn’t seen any meat in the cantina. They didn’t meat in fear it was contaminated.

“The only animal that maybe can get effected are pigs. Their immune system is really similar to ours, so we didn’t bother testing the waters. But other animals can’t be infected.” Woobin said.

“Are you sure animals can’t be infected?” Jeongin asked.

“Have you ever seen a zombie deer? Lynx? Bear? Dog? Cat?” Woobin asked.

They all looked at each other and shook their heads.

“There’s something in an animal that we don’t have that either makes them immune or off their menu.” Hoseok pointed out.

“We were trying to figure it out, there’s just too many principles.” Woobin sighed.

“Did you leave the village to look for supplies?” Minho asked.

“Very rarely. We grew our own food and when we had enough supplies, we had our medicines and grew plants and such.” You said.

“You farmed?” Jisung asked, looking at Hyunjin.

“Yeah, Y/N used to take care of the live stock along with a friend of ours.” Hoseok explained.

“Were they killed yesterday?” Hyunjin asked.

“Yeah.. She was.” Hoseok said lowly.

Hyunjin fell silent before standing up straight.

“I want to go to your old village and do some research. Maybe you three can help us solve our food issues by showing us how it all worked.” Hyunjin suggested.

You all nodded and Hyunjin looked at you.

“You’ll be coming with. Those two will be given other duties.” Hyunjin said.

You felt sick to your stomach instantly. Why you? You really didn’t want to go back there, where the nightmare had started.

“Maybe I should be the one to go? I don’t think she’s ready to go back.” Woobin pipped up, surprising you.

“You’re going to be shown your position here. She’ll be fine.” Hyunjin said.

“Hyung isn’t it a little insensitive to do that though? She’s clearly still shaken up.” Kin said.

“It’s reality, she’s going to have to deal with it. People die of this every day, she’s going to have to get used to it.” Hyunjin said, walking out of the room.

“We leave in an hour.” He said flatly as he walked away.

Kin sighed and squeezed your hand.

“I’m sorry.” He said.

Hoseok looked pissed, his jaw tight as he clenched his fist, and Woobin stood there silently. Felix walked by and rubbed your shoulder, his eyes soft.

“I’ll be going with you, so if you need someone or a shoulder to cry on, I’ll be there.” He said.

You nodded and bit your lip as you held back tears. How could he be so cruel? You were a human, not a walker; so you still had feelings. You still felt grief.

You sat in one of the army trucks as they made they’re way through the woods towards where Felix had found you. You would have to get out and walk the rest of the way when you arrived at the spot where he had found the three of you. The truck came to a stop and you slowly walked out of the truck, looking around. You saw the mangled trap where you had been caught, and the dead walkers scattered across the ground. Your eyes filled with tears when you saw one of the children from the village, a gunshot wound to her head, a bite mark to her neck. You crouched down beside her and gently pushed her curly hair out of her face, your eyes slowly started to brim with tears.

“I was serious when I said you’re going to have to get used to it. People die like this every day.” You heard Hyunjin said.

You ignored him, too much grief to even form a coherent sentence. She was only seven years old, she SHOULDN’T of died. No matter what the circumstances were, she didn’t deserve it.

“Come on, stop messing around. It’ll get dark before you’re done moping.” He said in low tone.

Your eyes shot up to his, anger flaring in them.

“Do you have any sympathy at all, Hyunjin?” You asked.

“Sympathy has nothing to do with crying every time something goes wrong.” He said, his tone flat.

“I’m sorry I just lost everything and everyone I care about! I’m sorry I’m not a cold hearted asshole like you!” You said firmly, turning around and storming past everyone.

Felix turned to Hyunjin, his eyes widened in shock and Jisung let out a snicker.

“Looks like you’ve met your match.” Jisung snickered.

You slowly stepped through the open gate of your old village, buildings and shacks now in ashes. You slowly walked in, feeling a wave of guilt and sadness. You felt guilty for living, when so many good people had died, and you hadn’t been able to do a thing about it. You just fled.

You slowly walked through the ashes and the rubble, looking around. Felix and Kin were right behind you, both looking around at the sad and horrifying scene. You continued walking until you got to the farming area. It was slightly damaged, but you felt hope when you saw undamaged crops.

“We should pick and collect as much of these as possible, and dig up all the seeds.” You said.

The men and women behind you nodded as he began to pick all the vegetables, trying to get as much as they could. They dropped them in crates and put the seeds in small bags, labeling each thing. Hyunjin watched as you walked towards the medical field, all the medicinal plants undamaged.

“These are all medicinal plants, we should uproot them and replant them.” You said.

A few people came foreword and you instructed out to uproot them without damaging any of them. You watched and smiled in approval, before walking away. You slowly made your way over to where your old barrack was, hesitantly turning the corner and looking in a specific spot. It was where your friend and the elderly woman was killed, blood splattered all over the grass. The old woman’s body was there, but your friend’s wasn’t. She was now a walker. 

Tears pricked at your eyes and you instantly pushed them back, not wanting to cry again and have Hyunjin say something. You looked over and saw Hyunjin watching you, his intense eyes scanning your face. You walked past him and kept your head low, not even wanting to make eye contact with him.

You walked back over to where some of the others were picking the medical flowers, showing them safe ways to bind and put them away. You got up and rinsed your hands with water when you heard Felix calling for you.

You walked over to him and he slowly showed you why he had called you over to where he and Kin where standing. In his hand was the necklace your friend used to wear. It looked wet, like Felix had just rinsed her blood off of it. A few tears slipped down from your eyes, and you rapidly tried to blink them back as he put it in your hands.

“Was it hers?” He asked.

You nodded as you clutched it tightly with one hand, your other hand covering your mouth as tears silently poured down from your eyes. Kin stepped forwards and hugged you, your head on his chest as you let out s tiny sob. He rubbed your back as you cried, your hands trembling. You felt Felix rub your shoulder in comfort, his eyes soft. 

“At least you have a piece of her with you now.” Felix said softly.

You nodded as you pulled away from Kin, wiping your eyes and rubbing his shirt.

“Sorry, I got your shirt wet.” You said, letting a small smile creep across your face.

“It’s okay, it’s no big deal Noona.” He said with a sweet smile.

You looked up and gasped, making both boys jump.

“Belle!” You called.

The cow you had raised since she was a calf was rushing towards you. She looked like none of what happened had happened, her fur still shining white and black. You ran over and hugged her, laughing as she nuzzled herself into you.

“I didn’t think you survived!” You laughed.

“Is that a cow?” Jisung asked.

“Yeah, her names Belle.” You said, stroking her snout.

Jisung stepped foreword and slowly stretched his hand out, stroking her fur.

“It’ll be good to bring her back with us, I can show you guys how to make cheeses and stuff.” You said with a smile.

Jisung nodded and you saw Hyunjin walk over, his eyes on the cow.

“You want to bring her back?” He asked.

“Please.” You said.

“Were there any other animals?” He asked.

“I can go check where we would keep them, we had chickens and a few cows and goats.” You said.

“I know a spot we can keep the animals, and I’m sure Y/N knows how to build a hut for them.” Kin said.

Hyunjin nodded and followed you as you made your way to the animal pen. You were sad as you saw a few goats and cows on their side, having had died from smoke inhalation. Hope spread through your chest when you saw two goats and another cow begin to approach you, all bleating at you.

You bent down and pet them all, happiness filling your chest. A few women made make shift leads and tied them, leading them to the trucks as you and Hyunjin approached the chicken coop. 

You sighed in relief when you saw the hens and the few roosters alive, clucking around like crazy when you approached.

“Now we have fresh dairy.” You said, looking at Hyunjin.

“Yes this’ll make a huge difference.” He said, slowly opening the gate and approaching the coop. 

You both got the chickens out along with Kin and Jisung, and headed back to the trucks. You sat beside Kin, holding a hen in your lap. The chickens were let around the truck you accompanied, and the one in your lap just wouldn’t leave you alone.

“Animals really like you, huh Y/N?” Jisung asked.

You laughed and nodded as you stroked the hen, and noticed Minho also had a hen on his lap.

“I’m surprised he let anything but a cat on his lap.” Jisung giggled.

“Shut up.” Minho muttered as he stroked the hens feathers.

You wiped the sweat off of your face as you looked at the darkening sky. You had just spent the rest of the day planting crops and medical plants, showing them how to farm. Minho and Jisung worked on building the chicken coop, and Kin and Felix built a small shelter for both cows and the two goats. Hyunjin approached you, his eyes fixed on you.

“Would you be willing to show me how to hunt soon? It’d be a huge help.” He said.

You nodded at him, looking back at him.

“Of course.” You agreed.

He nodded and walked away, disappearing behind the dark buildings. You watched him then looked down at the necklace in your hand. The chain was broken, but the pendant was still shining beautifully. You saw Felix walk over and you smiled at him

“Thank you for this Felix, and for comforting me. it means a lot.” You said. “How did you know it was hers and where to find it?”

“I didn’t find it, Hyunjin did. He cleaned it and told me to give it to you.” Felix said with a smile.

Hyunjin found it and made sure you got it?

“O-Oh.. Hyunjin.” You said, sounding a little too shocked.

Felix chuckled and shook his head.

“He’s not as much of an asshole as you think he is.” He laughed, patting your shoulder and walking off.

You slipped the pendant on to your own chain and rubbed it softly, when you heard the door to your cottage open. Hoseok walked in, his eyes soft. You could smell the soap and shampoo on him, indicating he had just showered. He tsked when he saw your still wet hair and grabbed your towel, rubbing your hair with it.

“You can’t risk getting sick.” He scolded as he dried your hair. 

He froze when he moved the towel away, seeing tears slipping past your eyes.

“What’s wrong?” He asked.

You showed him the necklace around your neck, and swallowed a big lump in his throat. He pulled your head into his chest and held you tightly as you let out a choked sob.

“I should’ve saved her Hoseok... I could’ve, but I didn’t.” You cried.

“Y/N it was too late, by the time we could’ve reacted she was already bitten. She died trying to save someone, let’s just remember her as he hero.” He whispered in your ear.

He laid in the bed with you, holding you tightly as you cried. Your hands shook as they clutched the pendant around your neck, your face buried in Hoseok’s strong chest. His hands rubbed your back until you cried yourself out, slipping into a terrifying dream.

[stardust-and-blades]

Klance 21 please

*sticks leggy out* Of course

21. Things you said when we were on top of the world

Takes place two, maybe three years after season 8 bc ouch

“So, how is farming life treating you?”

“Alright,” Lance replied, swishing around the wine in his glass. “But I gotta say, Juniberries are hard to grow. I never knew Allura’s favorite flower would take so much steps to living.”

Keith chuckled, taking a bite of the Spanish rice on his plate, still dressed in his galran suit. He had returned from a mission that lasted six months, all of the retired paladins contacting him and demanding he visit. Lance, of course, was the most vocal, and invited everyone to dinner at his place with the help of his mama. They ate and told stories, asking questions about the other planets and Pidge mentioning their breakthrough in halfing the time it takes to travel from New Altea to the farthest planet known to man. They had already left, claiming they had some more work to do and that they will return the next day for a day out in the public. Though Keith could not help but notice Pidge and Hunk whispering to one another while Shiro shook his head. Lance and Keith had a lot of catching up to do, so they ate slower than the rest. But neither minded, Lance’s parents and siblings in bed to give them privacy. 

“Altea had people who knew the climate well, you’re going based off of instinct, so it’s natural for you to experience trial and error.”

“I know,” He groaned. “If only Allura was here, she would be able to help me.”

“She is. In spirit. She probably is still laughing at the time you slipped on the manure and face planted.”

“How rude! Allura would never laugh at the ruining of this beautiful face.” Lance acted as if he were flipping his hair back, eliciting a laugh from the stoic ex paladin.

“Whatever you say.” Keith placed his hands in the air, mocking surrender. 

“What about you? Miss combat and bored of peace?”

Keith shook his head, a small smile on his face. “No. I mean, I was good at it. But it’s nice to bond with my mom and the others. With the change in the Blade’s purpose, I see different faces compared to during the war.”

‘Hmm…Must be nice.” Lance commented, turning his head to the window to their right. His gaze, filled with mirth just before, somber. His bright blues dulled into a calm azure, his head leaning against one hand as his food is forgotten. “It has been, what, two years since the end of the war?”

“Yeah, about right.”

Keith expected Lance to continue; veer off into another subject like they had been doing before. But nothing came. Lance just stared at the stars, the white, twinkling faraway explosions reflecting back in his eyes. Lance hasn’t talked about Allura or space much since then, sticking to random topics. But now, for some reason Lance is bringing them up; vocally recounting the days of naive flying in Blue, their humorous training sequences, and the exploration of different planets. Lance used to be so bright eyed during those times, bursting with curiosity anf surprise despite missing his family. And while there were hard times, he was always smiling a huge grin.

Now, his smile is watered down. It isn’t quite sad, but neither is it gleeful. Keith wondered if them being on top of the world is really a victory, or if it is just a placeholder for his real feelings. For the fact that he is happy to know his home and other planets are no longer under the rule and threat of a tyrant, yet wishing for more in life. Something besides staying on Earth and farming, looking back on the boy who wanted to explore various galaxies rather than stay home for a mundane life. Lance is a lot of things, but he isn’t mundane. If anything he is bursting with raw energy. Once concealed by grief and heartbreak over the loss of his first love, cracks began to scatter across his morose aura. 

He won’t ever forget Allura. Will not forget her sacrifice and her wishes. 

But he also cannot forget the dreams he held so close to his heart, just as he did Allura. 

And Keith wondered if there is a chance he could change it. Maybe Lance will never love him the same way Keith loves him, but the least he could do is try and bring those dreams back. To awaken the spark that made Keith and Allura fall for the shining young man.

So Keith reached a hand out, hoping Lance would take it, hoping he would acknowledge the part of him clawing to be acknowledged. To be heard.

“Lance?”

“Hm?” 

“I…I have another mission coming up in two weeks. Delivering products and medical aid to a healing planet. It will probably take up to half a year to reach, since Pidge will be putting out their new technology. And the mission itself is believed to pan out for an additional year.”

Lance raised his eyebrows, confused. “Okay?”

Keith scratched at his neck, his nerves shaking him. He wasn’t professing his undying love, why is he nervous? 

Nonetheless, he forced himself to make eye contact.

“Would you like to join me? I know you have your farm to tend to, and you would miss your family a lot. But…um…” Okay, now he was losing his train of thought. What was he going to say? Where was his eloquence? Geez, if only Shiro were here. Maybe then he wouldn’t feel as if Lance’s gaze was going to burn him.“Um…I figured–you kind of look sad, so I figured–you like space–uh…shit,” his head bended down, feeling the heat rise to his cheeks. Shut up Keith. Just shut up and stop digging yourself into a deeper hole. “Nevermind, I don’t know why–”

“Keith.”

Keith perked his head up, swallowing as he feared meeting Lance’s eyes. But he is met with a kind gaze, a genuine smile blossoming on his lips. “Are you offering me a place in your elite ranks?” He joked, but Keith can hear his growing excitement.

“Uh…yes. Yeah I am. I mean, it really isn’t elite–”

He is interrupted by a hand covering his on the table, callous fingers touching soft flesh concealed by elastic.

“I would love to.”

He meant it.

Lance will always love Allura. But both knew he couldn’t linger in the past. And something tells both Lance and Keith that Allura would be proud.

She fought for them to be happy.

It is time Lance honored that.

send me a ship and number and I’ll write a mini fic!

[underthestars0]

May 26, 2017

I GOT MY COMPUTER BACK. That does mean that it’ll be much easier for me to write. Like as much as I like writing, doing it on my phone was a pain in the ass. It was ok throughout the trip because I wanted to remember things and so writing felt kind of necessary. But then when I came back, writing on my phone about work and stuff felt sutpid and useless. But, now that my computer is back it’ll be much quicker and I should be here more often. 

Since the last time I updated you, well I’ve been going back to my normal life. It’s crazy how fast we get back into old routines. It’s like the trip is now just a distant memory, somethi9ng that I did in another life and it kind of scares me a little. Like normal li9fe just came back to me right away and I didn’t even realized that I’d just gotten back from the longest trip of my life so far. Anyhow, here’s what I’ve been up to.

TUESDAY Tuesday was my frist day off since the trip. Let’s be honest I still hadn’t completely empited my luggage and all so I started out my day by doing that. Well, actually, my day started out with me sleeping in until 11am because I’d been so sick that I seriously needed a long and good night of sleep. Then, I spent a big part of my day going through my stuff and even starting rto clean up my room a little. With me coming back from the flat just a few days before I left for 3 weeks, I hadn’t really unpacked everything so I did that on Tuesday.

In  the afternoon, I kept on going with that cleaning up. I then ate supper quickly all by myself and left to join my friend and her sister. With then, we were going to the cinema to see Everything Everything. The movie was nice. The dud is played by one of my favorite actos so I guess that helped and it was also extremely true to the book which might have made the movie a little more boring for someone who hasn’t read the book but for me it just made it better because I didn’t have anything to say about the fact that they changed everything. 

After coming back to her plaqce, I decided to stay a little and since they’d been watching the first season of Jane The Virgin and I miss watching this show so much I stayed and watched some with them. I came back home it was alsmot 1am but my evening had been great and I had needed tsomething like that so it was really nice.

WEDNESDAY Wednesday ended up looking a lot like the day before. In the morning, I slept in a little more giving me more time to do some clean up (yep, again). This time, I went through most of my drawers. I cleanded up all of my make up and classed it and made it all cute. I also realized how many lipsticks I’ve accumulated with the time and I should really slow down my lipstick consumption.

For lunch, well I ate with my parents catching up on some tv show me and my mother watch that we hadn’t been able to watch since I’d been away. Then my afternoon just kind of went by. I went for coffees with my mother and she died my my hair. Yep, I now have blue/violet pastel hair. It was meant to be blue but I’m going to be honest with you, I feel like it might actually be a little more purple than blue. It’s nice though I really like it. Don’t know yet how long I’ll keep it and mostly if they’ll let me keep it at work but until then I really like it.

After eating supper and hanging out for a while, it was finally 9pm and my friend was finishing work and I was being dropped of there by my mother. With my friend, we then got to the pub where her boyfriend works and we spent the evening there. We mostly just drank and talked but it turned out to be a very nice evening. We sat down at the bar evetually and just hung out with him and it was super cool. Very relax but once again just was I needed. My friend dropped me off it was close to 2 am and I went to bed right away.

THURSDAY Yesterday, I slept in once again. Obviously, I’ve been needing the sleep. After that, I just got out of bed and got ready. The morning passed by supper fast and next thing I knew my friend at texted me to ask if I wanted to go do some errands with her and I said yes.

We left at the beginning of the afternoon and came back at about 6pm. It was nice. We went through a few shops mostly bying stuff for her job. It wasn’t the most exciting shopping trip ever but it was nice to out of the house and mostly to be with her. 

When we came back, I learned that my parents were gouingout for supper so I didn’t have anything. I decided to stay over. We picked up some food with her and ate there. We then watched a movie, played game and next thing I knew I was driving home at mpast midnight once again. It was a nce evening though and I didn’t regret staying. When I came back, I went to bed right away.

TODAY This morning I woke up a little bit earlier. I hung around bed before going for breakfast and then showereing. I then got my hair and makeupo done and here we are now. I’ve just been hanging out in my bedroom with extremely good and loud music. It’s still the morning and I still haven’t really seen anyone. It’s rainning so I don’t think the rest of the nday is going to be very exciting. all I know is thart I’m working tonight so I can’t really got away. It’s fine though, I’ve had a few days off, tonight’s a a small shift anf then I still have 2 days off before I start my big week. I’ll totally survive tonight. 

Until next time, L