#ALSO SAME NEED TO HOP ON A FANCALL

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I honestly need a break too from the week I had last week so let’s talk about Hyunjin 🥰

Can we talk about just how lovely he is to the point where I cannot attribute any word to him bc I feel like they will never capture just how beautiful he is 😞😞😞😞 not even outwards like he is such a beautiful soul that I can’t believe he just casually exists like r we sure he’s not a simulation

Or how he’s comfort wrapped into a person bc his lives r genuinely the sweetest thing ever 😞😞😞 never will understand y people sexualize him so much when he’s just a dude who wants to draw a lil and play his lil tunes and feel virtual company 😞😞😞 i love listening to him talk and hear those pencil strokes and i love seeing his artwork even tho I don’t understand art I just love seeing how he chooses to depict people and emotions and even flowers and locations LIKE IT FILLS ME WITH SO MUCH AWE (can we talk about how he painted with coffee once like he’s so cool)

and HIS SONG WRITING 😭😭😭😭 MY WRITER EJENSIWJSISMKDDN he will take some of the most inner feelings I hide in myself and slap it into a song form and serve it to me like oh ok thank y hwang hyunjin for changing my life in like 3 minutes (mans releases songs like cover me, dlmlu, hey you and expects me to be ok CAN SKZ REPLAY 2 DROP ALREADY I NEED MY SKZ RECORDS ON SPOTIFY BEFORE I LOSE VISION IN MY RIGHT EYE). But like seriously that man will drop some of the most poetic stuff at the most odd hours to make me question my life and my ideals and yet also make me feel so seen like???? I just wanna hear him talk endlessly and never shut up

Anyways ty for this distraction i would love another Hyunjin essay from u bc I love hwang hyunjin and I need him to also love hwang hyunjin bc he’s hwang hyunjin he’s such a beautiful person (how do i tell him his existence changed my life like 😭😭😭 fan calls give me anxiety but i need to just cry to him he’s special and deserves all the love he receives and more)

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my lovely star i feel as if i wrote this ask because this is EXACTLY how i feel. u said everything there is nothing i can add U ARE SO RIGHT 💔💔💔💔 the most beautiful human to grace our planet and i cant believe hes real. also heavy on needing the skz replay album IT’S LONG OVERDUE SKZ PLSSSS CAN U HEAR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just did a hwang hyunjin essay in the ask before this one if u’d be interested to read… i love you i hope life is kinder to you, you deserve it my love ❤️