#AKJHGAISLHAI i am so sorry riv this is so specific but it itches my brain just right i love u both sm

[itoshi-s]

tell me why i’m thinking of sae (ever since u shipped me with him girl it’s been downhill) n his stupid big muscles and his stupid lil smile he’d give you in secret bc he’s stupidly in love with u im :((( sigh

PLSAKF ANEIUA RIV ......... the lil silly smile.. if u ever catch him givin u that lovesick puppy eyes . it's done for. loool he gets so flustered </3 gets over it quick though he cannot keep his eyes off of you!!!!!!

but yeah.. sae definitely gives you the smallest smiles, all fond and warm and :( it's so unlike him and nothing like he's been giving other people ever before,, you're just doing it for him. albeit a bit scary - it feels brand new to be giving someone such intimate acts of affection - it only ever happens in the first place because you're making him comfortable enough, so he gets used to it and figures out he might as well just let it be :(

also.... since we have already established that sae runs cold.. he wears these simple cotton long sleeves around the house all of the time :( thin and just the slightest bit loose. they stretch along his back muscles beautifully and the fabric clings to his body as his biceps flex, or rides up whenever he stretches his arms up, shows u the waistband of his boxers that peeks out from under his grey sweatpants.................. yeah... sae n his stupid big muscles :(