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literally been weeks and I still fall asleep imagining my high school boyfriend snuggling towards me, feeling his breathing in the crook of my neck. Ok man. When will I be normal.
#Spoke to him too much during insane girl week (waiting for meds and fully recognizing the fact Im not mentally normal)#And now he has ingrained himself in my brain#Fully in love with the idea of him like an idiot <\3#He would promise to call me and then didn’t. Because he was fucking volunteering at his church#As if that wouldn’t drive me totally bonkers#The fact he’s been abstaining from sex for years…. The fact he said he just wants tenderness and love#JAJCISIGAJVJSJCJDJDIGJDJEFKDKFKWDKFJXIFDIDIDKCJDIGEIDUDICKCJSJDJCJDJSD#WE WERE HIGHSCHOOL SWEATHEARTS !!!!! ISNT THAT INSANE!!!!!!!!#The sex was a bit traumatic for reasons I don’t want to get into but he was so good to me. I was so good to him. We loved each other#And still do#I TOLD HIM I LOVE HIM BECAUSE QHEN I LOVE SOMEONE TRULY THAT LOVE NEVER LEAVES ME AND HE SAID HE LOVES ME TOO#AJFJSJCJAJGSIVIKDKFKGKSGISJCJSJCJSFJSJCJJSQKFIWFIDJFIDVIWJGIWKGORRIFJCDJDMDGDK#Anyways ✌🏽 Just a normal girl in a normal world#The usual cure to this kind of insanity is to find someone new to be obsessed with but I genuinely can’t handle relationships rn#Just want him in my arms I guess
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