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coolcoelacanth · 10 months ago

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tfw my FUCKING HAMSTER DIES. im literally going to freak out. i just came back to my EMPTY APARTMENT with his EMPTY CAGE and now im SOBBING ON THE FLOOR. and this godforsaken apartment where me and my ex would have extended sleepovers every fucking weekend and giggle and fucking love each other. fucking cursed space and i just signed the lease for another year because THERE IS NOWHERE ELSE TO GO unless i want to spend $2k per month on fucking rent. get me a LIGHTER AND A GODDAMN CIGARETTE ASAP.

#personal #AHHHHHHHHHHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #IM LOSING IT IM DONE IVE LOST IT #UNIVERSE CONGRATS YOUVE BROKEN ME ONCE AGAIN #IK THATS SOMETHING YOU LOVE TO DO #bro the bone chilling fact that my EX really FUCKING LEFT ME and NEVER FUCKING LOVED ME when he FELT LIKE FAMILY is really something that #HANGS OVER MY FUCKING HEAD LIKE A DARK CLOUD AT ALL TIMES #BONE CHILLING GUT WRENCHING VOMIT INDUCING #to know that someone can act like they love you entirely but then be thinking something completely different #i cant deal #the one person #i thought i had #THEN FUCKING CHARCOAL DIES #AND IM THINKING ABOUT HOW ILL NEVER SEE HIM DRINKING HIS LITTLE WATER OR MUNCHING ON SOME LETTUCE #OR LET HIM RUN AROUND MY BATHROOM AND STUFF HIS CHEEKS WITH TREATS #HES LITERALLY JUST FUCKING GONE JUST LIKE THAT #it just feels like i really have nothing left #its such a horrible empty feeling #literally so terrible i just want to bash my head into the wall

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