#AHHHHHHHHH OK LEMME GO HIDE

[siredsong]

Heyy!!! I'm not sure if you are still doing that little drabble game. But, if you are, could you please do 14 + jimin?? Sending lots of love!!💞

hi!! ahhh thank you for requesting this lovely!! im sorry i took so long to get it out but as i've come to realize my writing process is reeeaallly slow :/ oh also wARNING!!! this is very very rough and uh ha my first piece of writing that i've posted also i may have gone crazy and written almost 1k words haha so uhh yea I HOPE U LIKE IT!!! 

oh also this one is kinda angsty, a little ?? maybe ?? idk how to give proper warnings, i mean i don’t think this needs much warning since it’s barely anything so....aHH ok lemme shut up. 

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“Hey.” 

Silence. The only thing that you could hear through the line was his ragged breathing and a few sniffles, the tell-tale sign that he’d been crying, again. 

“Couldn’t sleep?” You ask after you realize that you aren’t getting any kind of greeting today. 

“No,” he finally sighs out after a few straggling sniffles escape. 

“I'm almost there. Be there in 5, ok?” You say, concern trickling from your voice. 

“Ok. Hurry, please,” he says in that voice that makes him sound oh so small, that makes you wish you could reach through the phone and hold him oh so tight. 

You drive just a bit faster, heart beating just a little harder, not wanting him to be by himself any longer than he needs to be. 

Keys fumbling in your hands, you rush to unlock the familiar door to the familiar apartment you can’t call your own. You always find yourself here, even though it hurts, even though everything in your body is telling you to stop this torture, you give into the pain one more time, if only to take away his.  

Expecting him to be in bed, you hastily move towards his bedroom only to stop in your tracks when you see him stooped low in his plushy armchair by the window. 

You can’t help the small smile that overcomes you when you notice his mug of tea sitting idle on the windowsill, long forgotten and cold. You had told him months ago that tea always made you fall asleep within minutes and that he should try it too. Even though he whined and complained about how it tastes like “stale hot water”, he always made a cup whenever he couldn’t sleep, even if he never drank it. 

He would leave it between his palms until all the little spirals of steam have fluttered away from the snug confines of the mug, until the heat radiating off of it no longer warmed his hands, until all he could do is stare down at the dismal eyes reflected up at him in the murky water. 

He’s staring out the window now, so lost within his thoughts that he hasn’t heard you walk in. You take this opportunity to look at him, really look at him, and god does the sight that meets your sore eyes make your heart squeeze so hard within your chest. 

Eyes that were once so bright and young, that held an entire universe of stars, have lost their luster, fading into a dull brown with no sparkle, sunken into his pretty face, adorned with cheekbones that still hold a little hope of laughter. His ever changing hair is back to black after wanting to impulsively change his appearance a couple days ago at 3 am when you had both been bored and slightly inebriated. The stark contrast between his porcelain skin and jet black hair makes his face glow even brighter in the moonlight, the only kind of light that fills him these days. 

Before your eyes can wander any longer and crack your heart even more, you call out to him, in that quiet, soothing voice of yours that always seems to calm him down. 

“Jimin,” you hum out into the stillness of his apartment.

He pulls his eyes away from the window, meeting yours and that’s when the final piece of your heart that had been holding on by a thread loses its grip, catching sight of how truly exhausted and defeated his eyes are behind his broken exterior. 

He tries to pull his mouth into a small smile but all that results from the effort is a grimace at best. 

“You’re here,” he whispers, voice hoarse from not using it for so long. “Mhm,” you hum, slowly striding over to him, sitting softly on the windowsill next to him. 

“No, no,” he mumbles, grabbing your hand and pulling you into the armchair with him, situating you snug against his chest. 

Your tense body slowly relaxes as you rest your body against his, thankful that he can’t see the way you squeeze your eyes shut, willing your tears to go away. 

“Stay with me,” he murmurs, not as a question but more as a quiet plea. “Always, Jimin. I’ll always be here with you,” you choke out right away, not even letting a breath of silence come in between you and him, only wanting him to know that you wouldn’t leave. Not you. Never you. 

With that, you let the hum of his heartbeat, along with the booming of yours, lull Jimin to sleep, while your eyes don’t get a wink of rest. 

Two hearts so close in proximity, but worlds apart, his still beating for another who stomped all over him and left him to bleed out, and the other, willfully letting themselves get bashed and pummeled, pining over someone who’s too broken to understand, too cracked to let them fix him.

When will you walk away from this agonizing fate, of seeing him, being with him, holding him, but never truly having him as you so desperately desire? You don’t think you ever will, for as long as you’re able to hold him like this, your heart may be broken and bruised, but you still have him, just not in the way you crave. 

But, through the bruises and scars, your heart still has that minuscule thread of hope winding it together, that one day he’ll realize, one day he’ll open his eyes, one day he’ll finally see you right there in front of him, one day, maybe, he’ll realize that he loves you too. 

One day.

[marjorie189]

Chapter 3

Y/N POV:

I woke up to the sensation of water. It was all over my sheets and body.

I screeched in disbelief.

I saw Froy, Emilio, Ivan, and Mason wetting me with water guns.

I hid under my blankets and screeched for them to stop, and of course they had a camera.

I soon felt the water stop.

"Ahh man! The guns don't have no more water. " Froy said disappointedly while sadly looking down at the gun.

I took the chance and attacked him.

I pushed him down to the floor and got on top of him. I got a water bottle near me and wet his face. His hair and face were soaked.

He gasped in shock.

"Didn't Shawn teach you to have mercy on people??" Froy said smirking.

"Oh get out!!" You laughed pointing at the door.

Ivan laughed, "Well I think one of us is going to make breakfast. If you'd like some?"

"Yeah for sure. I'm gonna shower first. So see you in a few." I said.

"See you downstairs, Mas." I said blowing a kiss at him.

He giggled and they all left.

I got the wet clothes off of me and headed for the shower.

I showered quickly to head to breakfast.

Once I got off the shower I put a towel over my body and headed to the closet.

I put some comfortable clothes on, because I didn't know what the plans for today were.

I went down stairs and saw Jazzy cooking up some waffles for everyone.

"Morning guys!" I said overly excited.

"Morning!" They replied.

I sat next to Mason and saw him eating waffles with syrup.

"Did you like sleeping over??" I asked him.

He nodded vigorously. I chucked.

I got the Nutella and fresh strawberries, to add onto the waffles.

"That's looks really good." Tessa said sitting next to me.

"You want some??" I asked.

"Just a bite." Tessa said.

I grabbed the waffle a led it to her mouth, she took a bite.

"Aww you guys look like a happy couple!!" Bethany said.

Everyone laughed.

"It's actually really good!!" Tessa said.

I nodded, "I know."

"So what are the plans for today??" Emilio asked.

"I don't know. What do y'all wanna do??" I said.

"CAN WE PLAY HIDE AND GO SEEK?" Mason said excitedly.

"That actually sounds like fun!" Jazzy said.

"Yes! We can even make a video out of it?!" Ivan said.

"That's perfect! We can have fun and make a video at the same time!" Bethany said.

"Who's it?" Mason said.

"NOT IT!!" We all yelled, the last one who yelled was Emilio.

"Aww man! I'm it!" Emilio said disappointedly.

We all laughed and all grabbed gopros to record ourselves.

"Count for 100 seconds!" Froy yelled and ran off.

3rd Person POV

They all ran recording themselves, showing their hiding spots.

Y/N ran off to the library and hid in between the isles of book shelves. She got a blanket from a chair and began reading Harry Potter.

Mason ran to the gaming room and hid behind a huge game. His small body his perfectly behind the huge gaming device.

Froy hid in Y/N's Range Rover. The windows were tinted, it would be difficult to find him.

Ivan hid behind the huge water slides outdoor. The slides were higher that 60 ft, it was great spot to hide behind.

Bethany hid in the recording studio. She hid in the soundproof room, which was perfect if she made a sound.

Tessa hid in the elevator, no one would think that someone would hide in a elevator.

Jazzy hid in the Bowling Alley. She hid inside the couches. She was petite, she could fit anywhere!

Emilio started looking around the kitchen since that's where everyone was before they started playing hide and go seek.

He looked under the little room under the staircase. He found no one.

"So far I have no luck guys!" Emilio said walking around the first floor.

He went into a few other rooms and gave up on the first floor. He went onto the elevator and found Tessa!

"Nooo! You weren't supposed to go on the elevator!!" Tessa said laughing.

"You're the first one I found! So you'll have a punishment!" Emilio said evilly.

"What?? I did not approve of this!" Tessa said.

"Too bad! No you have to help me find the others." Emilio said.

"The huts! The ones next to the pool!" Tessa said excitedly.

"Good idea! That's a good hiding spot!" Emilio said and they both headed outside.

They looked inside the huts and no one was there. They walked around the backyard, where the huge slides were.

They heard some noise, they quietly followed it and found Ivan.

They walked around and soon started finding each of the members slowly.

The last few members they haven't found was Jazzy and Froy.

"I can't believe you were reading Harry Potter while you were hiding." Tessa said shaking her head.

"Don't judge me! It's a good book! I have to finish them all so I can have a Harry Potter movie marathon!!" Y/N said flinging her arms about over her head.

"Yeah no! It's not a good book." The boys said jokingly to y/n.

"Where can they be?" Emilio said, since he was it.

"Have you checked the garage?" Ivan asked.

"Actually, no! Let's go!" Emilio said running to the garage.

In the garage they opened up all the vehicles and found Froy in Y/N's Range Rover.

"Wait?! Did I win??" Froy said happily.

"Nope! We still have to find Jazzy!" Bethany said.

"What!!" Froy said disappointedly.

We all laughed and continued looking for her.

"What haven't you checked?" Y/N asked.

"The Merch room, bowling alley, movie room, sauna." Emilio listed.

"Well the bowling alley is the closest. Let's check there." Tessa suggested.

They all agreed and checked the bowling alley. It was empty. They looked around and they didn't find Jazzy.

"Let's check the Movie theatre." Emilio said giving up.

They all nodded and started walking out.

Tessa being the clumsiest from the group, fell onto the couch in the bowling alley. Creating a huge noisey impact, causing two screams.

One was Tessa's and the other was unknown. It came from the inside of the couches.

Everyone was confused from the unknown scream. They reluctantly checked the inside of the couch and found Jazzy.

"Omg! What was that??" Jazzy said petrified.

"I accidentally fell onto the couch." Tessa said laughing.

"Now you have to get blindfolded and get your punishment." Emilio said evilly.

Tessa got blindfolded, and her best friends were going to make her walk into the pool.

"Ok just walk a little more forward!" Emilio said, holding back his laughs.

"O-oh ok...You sure??" Tessa said nervously.

"Oh yeah!! For sure!!" Emilio said.

Tessa stepped into the pool and she screeched.

"AHHHHHHHHH!!" She yelled and the water cut her off.

They all laughed except for Tessa.

She got out of the pool and ran into her room to shower.

They all laughed and went inside to wrap up the video.

Y/N's POV

Once we all wrapped up the Hide and Go seek video we started to make plans for the day.

"Heyy!! We should go to Skyscraper that has the glass slide. It's in Downtown L.A." Bethany suggested excitedly.

"That sounds like fun!" Mason said.

"Yeah it's a glass slide that comes out of the skyscraper and you go through it and you can see the view of L.A. It's a 1000 feet up" Bethany rambled.

"Wait lemme see a pic!" Jazzy asked.

" Yeah! Hold up." Bethany said.

"That's looks like so much fun!!" I said.

"Do you wanna go Mas?" Froy asked Mason.

Mason nodded vigorously.

I chucked.

"Alright let me go change Mason." I said taking his hand.

"Alright I'll let Tessa know where we're going." Jazzy said.

I nodded and Mason and I went to my room.

"I can't wait to go on the slide!!" Mason said jumping up and down while I looked for his outfit.

I giggled, "Alright! But don't get scared!"

I changed Mason into his outfit.

"Y/N!! You should wear your blue adidas pants too! So we can match!!!" Mason said cutely.

"Oh my god! That's a good idea Mas!" I said kissing his cheek before getting my outfit ready.

I wore a cropped white thrasher shirt, black fishnet tights under blue adidas sweats.

Makeup:

Hair:

"Alright let's go Mas." I said and we went downstairs while everyone was waiting for us.

"Wow finally the guys are ready on time" I said laughing.

The girls laughed and the guys faked laughed.

We all got onto the SUV, blasted some music and started vlogging.

Once we got to the building we got in and went to the floor in which the slide took place.

"Omg I'm so excited yet nervous!!" Tessa said.

"Omg me too!! Take a picture of me for Instagram when I'm on the slide!" I said to Tessa.

"Omg yes! You definitely have to take of picture of me too!" Tessa said excitedly.

We giggled.

Ivan was going first.

"Oh god I'm nervous." Ivan said.

"Just don't look down. You know just 1,000 feet up in the air! No worries...." Emilio said.

We all laughed and he slid down.

It was then Froy's turn and then Emilio.

After Emilio slid down the slide, it was Mason's turn to slide down.

"Are you scared Mas?" I asked him.

"A little. But it looks like fun!" Mason said.

"Alright! You ready Baby?" I asked.

He nodded and slid down the slide.

"Go Mason!!" We and rooted for him.

He looked back at us and giggled.

The guys took him once he met the bottom of the slide.

"Alright I'll go down next." Jazzy said fiercely.

"Alright girl! You got this!" Bethany said.

Jazzy slid down and so did Bethany.

"Oh my god I'm so nervous." Tessa said.

I decided to mess with her.

I was going to pretend to push her into the slide.

I pretended to push her in and she screamed.

"Y/N!! I'm gonna kill you!" Tessa yelled.

You laughed and she giggled.

Tessa slid and I took her picture.

I then sat on the glass slide. It looked beautiful but I was 1000 feet up in the air, so if you look down it feels like you're going to fall down.

I slid down and Tessa snapped my picture.

I showed Tessa the picture I took of her!

Then Tessa showed me the picture she took of me.

"Omg! I love it! Thank you Tess!" I said and hugged her.

"How was it Mas??" I asked him kneeling down at him.

"It was really scary!! But it was fun!" He said happily.

"I'm happy you had fun!" I said kissing his forehead, standing up.

"Do you want some ice cream, Mas?" Emilio asked him.

Mason nodded his head.

"Yaaa! I want ice cream!" Mason said.

We all laughed and went across the street to get ice cream.

At the ice cream shop, everyone ordered their ice cream.

We all went outside and walked around Downtown L.A.

Paparazzis snapped pictures of us eating our ice cream. We walked around looking at the beauty of Downtown L.A.

Once it started getting dark we went back to the SUV. It can be dangerous once it's dark, we would've stayed but we had Mason.

We didn't want anything bad happening.

On the drive home, Mason fell asleep.

"He's passed out!" Froy whispered.

"Yeah! I think he had a lot of fun!" Jazzy said.

I laughed, "He did!"

I felt my phone vibrating, it was Dylan.

"Hey what's up, Dyl pickle" I said giggling at his nickname.

"Nothing much sis, we just wanted to come over to pick Mason up." Dylan said.

"Alright. Well right now we're in Downtown L.A. So just go inside the house. We're on our way!" I said.

"Alright Garrett and I will be waiting inside! Love you! " Dylan said.

"Alright see you there! Love you too!" I said ending the call.

-

Once we got home, we all got off the SUV.

Ivan carried Mason, taking him into the house.

He laid him down on the living room couches.

We saw Garrett and Dylan in the house.

I hugged them, and they of course messed up my hair.

I rolled my eyes and fixed my ponytail.

"Mason's sleeping." I told them.

"Maybe we can stay a while. So he can rest for a bit. He'll probably wake up when we take him to the car." Garrett said and Dylan nodded.

"We could go into the kitchen. So we could be close to Mason, in case he wakes up?" I suggested and we headed to the kitchen.

I sat on the counter and the twins stood up against the counter.

"So what's up sis?" Garrett asked.

"Nothing much. What about you guys?" I asked them.

"Nothing really. You know the normal." Dylan replied.

I nodded.

"So do you have any plans tomorrow?" Garrett asked.

"I don't think so? Probably just hang out with the others." I guessed.

"Well since we haven't had a older sibling hangout. We were thinking that maybe we could hang out tomorrow. The three of us!" Dylan suggested.

"Yeah and Mason has a play date tomorrow! So it can just be the older siblings. Like the good old days!" Garrett said.

I hopped out of the island and hugged them.

"Of course! That's sounds like so much fun! I've missed the three of us hanging around." I said into their chest.

Once we finished our conversation they had to go.

They carried Mason out to car.

I followed them and watched them buckle Mason.

"Alright baby sis, so brunch tomorrow at 11:30!" Dylan said he gets out and closes the back door. He then comes over to me and hugs me then kisses my forehead:

He let's go of me and does around the car to the drivers side getting in.

See you tomorrow SNOWFLAKES! Garrett says giving me a hug then getting in himself.

"Yeah! See you guys tomorrow!" I said blowing them a kiss.

"Alright! The cafe in Beverly Hills?" Garrett said.

"Alright guys I'll be there! Love you boys!" I said as they drove away.

I went inside and took a shower.

I then changed into some pajamas:

I sat on my bed and posted the picture on Instagram. The picture that Tessa took of me on the slide.

I then went to sleep.

-

Ok y'all are probably wondering when Shawn is going to make an appearance in the book. Obviously since he's why you guys are reading this book lol. He's going to make an appearance in the next few chapters to come! Bear with us guys! It'll be worth it. I promise. Thank you all for reading. ~Marjorie