#AGH seriously though why do i have such a fondness for these ah

[skitskatdacat63]

I'm rewatching this like man, why do I constantly have a thought stream of obscene situations I want to put this man in!? And then I get to the part where the main antagonist, y'know, strips him naked, comments on his sculpted physique, and then engages in cbt. Like hm, perhaps this had a profound, irreversible impact on my psyche!

I'm not built for watching movies w straight dudes cause I can't say the things I want to say like, "James Bond would benefit from puppy play," "He should seduce a man next," "If I made a Bond film, I'd have him infiltrate a bdsm club as a sub" etc etc.

[ssamie]

one. new beginnings 

oikawa tooru x fem langa!reader

(hq x sk8 the infinity)

warnings: spelling mistakes, 2k+ words, u have langa’s blue hair sorry 

gen masterlist.            “snow” masterlist.

"eh?! what do you mean you're moving?!" reki shrieked out in surprise, accidentally tripping over his feet and landing on the ground

the distant sounds of cars honking and the few civilians chattering filled the air. it was almost dark and they had just gotten off work and were on their way home. 

y/n sighed and picked up his skateboard, nodding her head lightly with a frown. "yeah.. my mom said we have to move soon" she said. "but.. why?" reki frowned as he stood up to meet eyes with her.

"well, my mom got a better paying job there so she said we should just move, i guess" she replied, her tone laced with guilt. "oh.." reki muttered. he kicked his feet on the ground, looking down as y/n peers at him with a guilty frown.

"im sorry reki" she whispered with a soft whimper "i guess i should've told you a lot sooner.." she said

reki looked up at her and shook his head. "no, no! it's fine, don't worry.." he reassured with a shaky smile "um..where exactly will you be moving to?" reki asked her 

"miyagi" she answered quietly, sheepishly kicking her feet back and forth, causing the rumbling sound of the wheels hitting the pavement to fill the tense air. 

"wow uh.." reki chuckled in surprise "that's really far.." he muttered. he then cleared his throat and shot her a shaky grin "well, atleast it snows over there!" he exclaimed. "maybe you can try snowboarding again" reki said, though it didn't seem to fill her with much comfort 

"i heard there's a good amount of snow when you're deep in the mountains! you can even-" 

"reki.." she cut him off with a soft whimper of his name 

reki stopped and looked at her with a sad sigh. he pursed his lips and finally dropped the enthusiastic façade. "i don't wanna leave okinawa" she admitted with a pained sigh. "i don't wanna leave you" 

".. a-and the others too ofcourse" she continued with a nervous chuckle "not just you.." 

"i don't want you to leave too" reki chuckled as he wiped the tears brimming his eyes 

he lightly punched her shoulder and took his board from her hands. "agh! you're gonna make me cry, you know!" he exclaimed. y/n smiled and let out a soft laugh "sorry, sorry" she said 

reki pouted and hesitantly brought her into his arms, nibbling on his bottom lip and letting out a sigh as he squeezed her tight. "i'll really miss you, y/n" reki said. 

she blinked repeatedly in shock and flusteredly wrapped her arms around him as well. "um-i-i'll miss you too reki.." she stammered out as she tried to fight off the heat that was rushing to her cheeks 

suddenly, reki pulled away, much to her distaste, and fixed his stance. "let's skate together before you leave, yeah?" reki mused "just for tonight.. then we'll continue when you get back" reki smiled 

"yeah. let's skate" she replied with a fond smile 

the pair skated home, taking their usual route and doing some tricks here and there. though their usual chatter and banter was not present, and all there was, was silence that seemed to weight down on both of their chests with varying emotions. 

they stopped at the block separating their houses, right under the street light where they always meet up with each other. 

reki looked back at her and smiled. "well, this is where we part" he chuckled ."yeah.. i guess so.." y/n muttered back with a frown 

reki sighed and nudged her with his elbow. "cmon, don't be like that" he said "its not like we'll never see each other again!" reki exclaimed with a laugh, though even he wasnt able to convince or reassure himself. 

"you're just moving, no big deal! we have one more day to spend together and our friends and visit S" reki explained in a comforting tone 

y/n sighed in distress and crouched down on the ground. she kept her board in place with her feet and stared at it with furrowed brows. "i guess you're right" she said. "but i really don't want to leave. im completely fine here in okinawa with you and the others." 

"i wanna keep skating with you and go to hotsprings together and eat bentos and keep working at dope sketch!" she exclaimed with a look of affliction 

reki frowned and sat down beside her, resting his chin on his hands and nodding along. "yeah, i wanna keep doing that too" he said "but we can't really do anything about it anymore" 

"unless you wanna try begging your mom or something" reki joked with a laugh as he nudged her with his shoulder. "but it's not like that would work-... y/n?" reki sweat dropped as he looked at her only to be met with a look of determination and sparkling eyes. 

"you're so smart, reki!" she praised "that's a great idea, we should do that! you're so amazing" 

reki chuckled and cheekily grinned at her "ah shucks, you flatter me too much!" he giggled 

"but were not gonna actually do that, right?" reki asked with a soft chuckle

".. right?" 

"WE BEG YOU!" they simultaneously exclaimed as they got down on their hands and knees to bow 

"w-what?! kids, what are you doing??" nanako exclaimed with a nervous smile as she tried to get them to stand up 

"PLEASE! DON'T TAKE Y/N AWAY!" reki cried out as he wrapped his arms around her in a bone crushing hold. "please!" y/n followed up with a determined look in her eyes as she stares at her mother expectantly 

y/n loosely wrapped her arms around reki's waist and pouted "please, mom?" she pleaded as she accentuated her 'puppy eyes'. "please, hasegawa-san?" reki pleaded as well as he gave her his 'puppy eyes' for the extra cute effect 

nanako seemed conflicted as she stares at their cutesy expressions with a look of dread. "what do i do?! they're too.. too cute!!" she cried to herself "help me, oliver !!!" 

she then composed herself and cleared her throat. "well, im really sorry kids" she said "but my desicion is final." she stated with a determined huff "im doing this so we can earn more-" 

she cut herself off as she caught sight of the two teens sulking and holding ecah other while a dark gloomily aura loomed over them. "ah well- i-" nanako stammered as she shakily reached her hand out to them with a guilty smile 

she then sighed and let her arms hang by her sides. "im sorry, y/n, reki. but we need to move so i can earn more money and y/n won't have to work for me anymore" she explained "plus, i've already purchased the house so there's really no going back now" 

"but im okay with working at dope sketch.." y/n muttered with a frown 

"i know, but.." nanako smiled nervously "look at it this way! you'll go to a new school and make some friends! we can even try snowboarding during winter, won't you love that?" 

y/n briefly glanced at reki and sighed. "sure.." she mumbled 

nanako smiled and gently patted them both on the head. "you should hang out with your friends before we leave" she said "you'll regret wasting your time here, yknow?" nanako mused 

reki and y/n nodded and went to put on their shoes. they grabbed their boards, and hastily skated to joe's restaurant 

"ah jeez.." nanako muttered to herself as she watched them skate away. "teenagers are so hard to handle!!" 

"help me oliver!!!" 

"guys, we have something to say!" reki exclaimed as he abruptly slammed his hand down on the table, effectively gaining all of their attention. 

"y/n is-" 

"what is it you slime?" miya sneered as he continued sipping on his drink 

"your girlfriend?" they all simultaneously said with a bored tone as they continued on eating their meals 

"..." reki and y/n blinked and looked at each other in confusion. "what?" reki asked cluelessly "no that's not-" 

"well its kinda obvious" shadow said with a chuckle "yeah, we kind of saw it coming" miya agreed 

"what? no seriously, that's not what-" reki was once again cut off by joe who playfully punched him in the shoulder and grinned. "damn, didn't know you had it in you to ask her out" joe laughed "and i didn't think y/n would ever confe-" 

"I'M MOVING TO MIYAGI!" she immediately cut him off, mainly to prevent joe's big mouth from spilling anything, and just to get it out of the way. 

"WHAT?!" they all collectively exclaimed 

"are you serious? that's pretty far away" shadow said with furrowed brows "yeah... what about S?" miya asked with a small frown 

"i'll have to quit" y/n says as she steals a fry from cherry's plate "i'll go one last time later." 

"miyagi.." cherry mumbled as he swats her hand away from his food. "where in miyagi will you be staying?" he asked. "i don't know" she answered with a shrug. "but im going to a school named aoba johsai i think." 

"carla, tell me about that school." almost immediately, carla had responded. "okay master" it said. 

"aoba johsai, also known as seijoh, is a private school located at miyagi prefecture. they are mostly known for their performance in volleyball, having competed in numerous tournaments and had made a name for themselves through the sport and successfully deemed themselves as a powerhouse school. "

"volleyball?" y/n hummed in curiosity "how do you play that?" she asked cherry. "i wouldn't know." he replied "though it's a sport where you play with a team. why? would you like to join?" he asked 

"probably not" y/n shrugged 

"oi, rookie! are you really moving?" joe asked with a small frown "S would get boring without you, yknow?" 

"i am" she replied "and i think S would be fine with you guys and reki in it" 

reki looked at her and smiled. the redhead slung his arm around her shoulders and picked up his board "how bout we have a beef one last time before you go?" reki suggested "we could all go against each other. just for the fun of it." 

"sure, but you'll lose, just so you know" joe boasted as he flexed his biceps. "hah?! just cus you're bigger and more muscular doesn't mean you'll win!" reki whined 

"yeah!" y/n agreed with a huff "reki has gotten better and much faster! and he knows more tricks now. he even did a snowboarding trick and-" 

miya quickly cut her off before she could go on a full rant about the redhead. "let's just go" miya groaned out as he grabbed his board. "man, are you sure you're not together" shadow sweat dropped as he followed miya and dragged them both out of the restaurant 

"we're not!" reki exclaimed with a laugh "why would you even think that would happen? we're just best friends" 

"right.. best friends" y/n agreed 

shadow sweat dropped as he turned to look at her, only to be met with her teary eyes and her quivering smile, looking like she’s on the verge of crying her eyes out like a child. 

"are you okay?" shadow muttered sheepishly as he watched her hastily wipe her eyes and pout like a child "yes" she replied with a huff 

"oh, is that so?" miya cooed with a cat-like grin as he stalked closer to her side "i mean it makes sense" he said "the heroine shouldn't be with a slime, after all" 

shadow deadpanned as he watched miya slyly lock their arms together with a grin "so who should she be with? you?" he scoffed "ofcourse!" miya wholeheartedly agreed. "im the hero so the heroine should be with me!" 

shadow sweat dropped as he watched miya hug her arm and look at them with a smug cat-like smirk. "dude, aren't you like thirteen?" shadow deadpanned 

y/n smiled and patted his head with a soft laugh "yup, you're right" she agreed jokingly, her smile widening as miya's face exploded into bright shades of red. "i-it doesn't mean i like you though!" he shrieked out "im just saying that we would be compatible!!" 

"i see." she muttered "japanese people are so hard to decipher" 

cherry and joe came out of the restaurant and got on their boards, urging them to do the same. "cmon, let's go there before too many people arrive" joe said as he stretched his arms 

"last one to arrive buys everyone boba!!" reki announced as he skated away, pulling y/n along as he does so 

"ha?! oi! unfair you should've counted!!" shadow exclaimed before hastily catching up to them "hmp, as if i'll lose to any of you slimes." miya muttered as he sped up 

"oh please. you all make me pay anyways." cherry mumbled with a sigh as he got on carla and calmly caught up to them 

"well you got the most cash" joe shrugged with a grin 

"shut up you gorilla." 

"i'll really miss their banters." y/n mumbled as she looked back to watch joe and cherry hit  each other with their board. "hey, it's not like we can't visit you" reki laughed 

"would you visit me reki?" she asked with a hopeful gleam in her eyes. "it would be strange not being with you.." 

"of course! i'll visit you like every week!" reki reassured with a wide grin 

"heh, as if you got the cash for that" shadow sneered from beside him. 

"i-im gonna save up, then i'll visit you every week!" reki cleared his throat with a nervous laugh 

her smile widened as she stared at reki in admiration and pure glee. 

"okay, im counting on it!"

im making miya have a cute little puppy crush on u cus why not lol, yall won't end up together tho that's weird 🤨‼️

[eshithepetty]

Steven Universe Future final episodes liveblog

I decided to write down my feelings while watching this time, to make it more special, so here’s my reaction under the read more!

Alright, here we goooo~ ;;v;; I’m so very scared

I just watched some season 1 eps so this is gonna be,,, painful!

Everything is NOT fine!!

My heart’s legitimately beating hard rn, I’m just mustering the courage to press play and watch

Okay. Here we go for reals.

He’s going back!! And he’s so big and pink, gosh. This form initially threw me off and due to it’s role in Fragments it made me kinda scared, but it’s actually super cute, even if angsty

And oh no, they’re going to see him like this,,,,

mood

Oh! Also diamond eyes,,, ugh, they’re really pretty, I’m a sucker for inhuman eyes (and inhuman traits in general)

Oh, baby,,, also, Connie!!!

Ugh, her voice sounds so worried,,,

Oh right, they haven’t spoken… these past 3 episodes have felt a lot longer than they actually were. I’m glad they’re talking now, though!!

“I’m great! Never been better!” DJFBHDVDDFGJK STEVEN

YES YOU HAVE STEVEN

Baby,,,,,,

Also wHERE ARE THE GEMS??

“There’s nothing to worry about, I’m okay.” HFGJHFGSGHSTEBES YOU’RE NOT!! FUCK!!! AND CONNIE KNOWS IT!!!!

Don’t hang up on her!!! Steven!! noooooo,,,,

ohhhnh…. oh noo,,,, son,, Oh No;;;;;

OH NO;;;;;

BABYYYY aGH

hhhhhbaby,,,,

“I’m Steven Universe” ugh, the way he says that,,, the emotion there,,,,, the parallel to episode 1,,,, fgsjgsjdgs Zach is so talanted

AHH STEBSE

AAHHHHHH MOMS COME HELP JUST DON’T FREAK HIM OUT

JSFGSJDFGSDGSDF STEBEN,,,,

I feel like I’m just gonna be keysmashing throughout all of this, my heart hurts,,,,

YOU’RE NOTTTT GUYS DON’T LISTEN TO HIM

jfghdghdjfgdhfgd

“We’ll take your word for it.” HFDGJDFGHDG GARNET DON’T!!!! YOU FKING,,, DUMBASSES

STEVENNNNN NOOO

fast boi,,, but this is such a bad idea, gosh I’m worried

I’m just remembering “burn little homeworld to the ground” and I’m fUVKIN SCAREDD

Oh! Pretty garden!

Volley!! It’s so good to see her!!

yeah, maybe it’s not the best idea to just,,, run around looking like that. I mean, not that it’s in any way BAD or that Stebes should be in any way ashamed or hiding but… I’m just surprised noone’s asking about what’s happening?

oh no,,,, is he gonna bring them to life and they’ll get agressive from his misery,,,

his laugh tho;;; he’s so desperate to prove to himself that he’s not terrible,,, oh baby,,,,,

THAT MLEM WAS ADORABLE WHAT

OH NOO

Agh, I’m so scared, but also, that was kinda hilarious

STEVEN

GARNET??? Why are you here?? Oh, she probably foresaw needing to be here, and the CGs do work here, but also, she’s a therapist?? Can you PLEASE also do that for your son???

“Steven’s here to help” that’s both cute and disturbing, my god

STEVENNN

Awe, the hug….

Ame’s outfit!! but seriously, how did they all get here so fast? there has probably been more time passed than I initially though

“You good, bud?” HE’S NOT, AME, PLEASE HELP YOUR LITTLE BRO AGH

Also, this place is full of lava and dangerous objects, oh no,,, nothing good can possibly come from this I’m TERRIFIED

GHgJjjgskg he’s so obviously fake it hurts to see and hear

Also, bispearl moment! They’re spending time together!!

Fabulous. It’s great to see more of th pearls, always, they’re all great <3

Okay, how’s he gonna fuck up this one

tiny hammer,,,, oh no. he’s gonna be too strong…..

OH NO

Oh  no,,,, Bis I’m sorry,,,, Steven, sweetie, please go calm down,,,, CGs, why aren’t you doing anything??? Help the boy!!! Get him some tea and leave him to rest!!! I mean, he probably doesn’t want to, cause that would lend him space to think, and he doesn’t want to do that, but he has to! He has to be honest about how bad it feels!! So that he can heal and move on!

tootles,,, Stebes…

God, I’m sp sad for this boy, my son, no,,,,

Steven, sweetie, you’re a disaster rn, please don’t;;;

SHE’S JUST LAYING THERE. LIKE A CAT. ADORABLE

Oh no,,,,,

Woah, Onion!! But seriously, what’s up with that child???

Oh NO!!

THE BEETLES!!!

Oh! That was really nice, great job son!!!

“I did it…” oh my gosh, he’s so desperate, it hurts hhhh

“I didn’t mess anything up!” Steven, honey-

Oh NOo,, fuck,,, FUCK,,

STEVENNHHNN

Aah,,, STeven,,,, god, fuck, this freaking kid, I’m gonna start crying,,,

Connie! Thank god, they’re actually ready to talk. Let’s see if Steves is, and if they’ll be able to listen. carefully.

Also, I just realised, where is Jasper??

Oh my god,,,

HSDFBGSDKJFBSHELP THE BOY HE’S LITERALLY SUBCONCIOUSLY BEGGING STEBEEH STEP OUT OF YOUR DENIAL;;;

Grego,,,

Yea, they’re already worried!!!

Don’t trap him!!! GOD

Nonononononono

Yea, he didn’t tell them fgfgs

dgbdHFGDKFGgosH, that laugh,,,, my heart is broken, my stupid stupid boy, god, I love you, I just want to see you happy,,, this is so painful;;;;

LIKE SHIT IT WASN’T IMPORTANT IT CONCERNS YOUR ENTIRE CHILDHOOD AND LIFE

HSBGKSBFGSKZGBSGBSH I’M GONNA GET A HEART ATTACK FROM THIS SHOW

Aah, that music….. my boy,,,,

NO! MY BOY! SON! NONONONONO!!

God,,,, I’m legit gonna sob what the fuck,,,,

God, my boy;;;;

SDSDFSKDFSKDSKWHAT

AAAAAAAHH!!! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

***

OH. OH NO. THE THUMP

FUCK!!! FUCK!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHAHHHTHIS DOESN’T FEEL REAL BITCH WHAT THE FUUUCKK

WORM WORM WORM WORM!!!!!

God, this is gonna be painful,,,

Don’t!!! Peri,,,!!

STEVENNGHHN

SGHSKGSKGBSYES IT IS!!! FUCK!!!!!

Mood, Ame

“but how?” “Nevermind that.” OH OKAY. not gonna explain it, that’s fine! I mean, I’m not upset, but that’s really funny, just, yeah, guess Steven's godzilla now. How? Fuck if we know  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

But yea what matters here is helping Steven!

DON’T!!!! YELLOW LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!

dfskdfskdf

WHITE DON’T FUCKING GO NEAR THE BOYY!!!! HE HAS TRAUMA!!!

OH NO

YES IT ISSS!!!!

Oh nooononononoNONO

Garnet,,,

Ahh! Cluster!!! Be gentle!!

SOBS,,,,

DON’T CRY, FUCK!!!! DO SOMETHING!!!! I MEAN, NOT TO BE MEAN, I JUST FGHDDJFGBDGJD FUCK

YES!!!! Grego!!!!

Oh no,,,, Spinel,,,,,,

DON’T FUCKING START A GUILT COMPETITION WHILE THE SON IS LOST IN HIS MISERY!!! GUYS!!!!!!

White,,,, hhhhhh

Go CONNIE!! GO CONNIE GO!!!! FUCK IT UP CONNIE!!!!

YESSS!!!!!!!!

GOD, Connie is great

!!!!!! LOVE!!!!!

God, this is lowkey very corney, but also cathartic and I sure as fuck ain’t complaining

Steven!!!! Ah!!!! <3

this is literally that *shoots hearts towards you* meme, oh my god

ah,;;;;,,,;;,,,

*insert crying cat picture*

Spinel,,,,

Steven,,,,,,

Pearl,,,,,,,,

Connie!!!!

Ah,,,,,!!

Steven;;;;; god, it hurts, my boy is back,,,,,

God,,,,,, I love this so much;;;; my sweet son,,, cry yourself out, your deserve it,,,, god;;;

Well that was super sweet,,,, gosh *send you hearts* aaaaaaa

***

Ah! The training music!

Ah, they’re hanging out!! Great!!!

Ah, what news? Did he get a therapist??? Please tell me he’s going to therapy!!

months,,, it’s been months…

oh, he’s leaving, right?

*gasp* Cookie cats,,!!!

AAAAHH THIS IS SUCH A CALLBACK OH MY GOD THE MEMORIES AHHH

Ah! She ate! a little bit! that’s enough, I’m proud of you!! That scrumptious was adorable!!

AAH!! OH MY GOD!!!

PEARL!!! AME!!! GARNET

“groceree store” MY GOD

“he left his family behind” oh my god fgskg

YES!!!! HE HAS A THERAPIST!!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!! THIS IS LITERALLY ALL I CARE ABOUT FUCK YEA!!!! THERAPIST!!!! AHHHH!!!

Oh, they ŗe so supportive, this is so sweet!

Don’t just leave him!

Bis,,,,

Aw, Peri,,,,

“I like this one so much!” God, that’s adorable, awh

AWE!!!! My goodness dfhgdj his shirt

Ah!!! She’s an artist, of course!!!! That’s amazing!!!! I’m getting seconhand joy!!!

Lapis <3 <3 <3

Awe, the flag,,,, <3

“I’m gonna use my tears to make a watercolor painting of you”dkfgbdkjgbd fuck, that’s so good

Ahhh, they said they loved him!!! I can’t recall any gem besides Garnet using that word ever??? That’s amazing!!!

Aw, cry babies,,,, I love them,,, <3

Jasper!!!

no!!! Jasper, sweetie,,,,

THE HOLESJGBDFG

DFGKDFDD

I love Amethyst

Pearl!! She’s playing bas!! Adorable <3

Oh no,,,,, Stebes :(

Awe, your own!!!!

Oh noo,,,,, son;;;; look what you’ve done, now he feels like you don’t care about him!!!

Oh!!! He finalyy won’t have to live in a van! Great ^^

the stars!!

Aw!!! They kissed!! They’re so sweet, I’m glad there wasn’t like some big scene made out of that, just casual and fond!!

“Don’t breakfast without me” adorable <3

Oh no,,,,,,,

DFGJDKFGJD

AAHH

“Pearl agrees” DHFGJDHD

AWE <3 <3 <3 <3

Ah, Garnet!!

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

BITCH I LOVE YOUU

Pearl,,,,

Sweethearts;;;;;

Just a little time~

Awe, they’re all there waving goodbye!!! My gosh!!!

Awe,,,,,

AAaaaaand I’m crying

<3