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the-habitat-ring · 4 months

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I always want to post more about my yard on here, but I get frustrated and self-concious because my disabilities prevent me from doing everything I want to do and frequently derail my plans. I do want to post some of the cool stuff I’m doing, though! I just need to get over the mental hurdle where I feel frustrated about all the cool stuff I’m not doing or have failed at.

#I’ve been getting a bad sun rash every time I’m outside lately #MCAS means I’m allergic to literally the entire outdoors #the heat exacerbates the POTS and CFS #I injure myself thanks to the EDS #ADHD/PMDD/autism means I frequently overcommit and fail and go into a doom spiral #chronic migraine also means my ability to complete tasks fluctuates because I might plan to do something and then bam. 2 day migraine #it sucks because I was raised on a farm #I’ve loved nature my entire life #my earliest special interests were wildlife and native plants #and to finally have a place where I can indulge those interests but am physically prevented from doing so sucks fucking ass

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