#ABBY BUTCHDIAZ

[buckgettingstruck]

i love when u call me abby butchdiaz like so true. that is my full legal name now.

ABBY BUTCHDIAZ I AM YOUR BIGGEST FAN 🫶

[piningbuddies]

mustard sepia burgundy <3

you have enchanted me perhaps we sit in a field of flowers and watch 911 together 🥰

what colours am i?

[iinryer]

showing up at abby @butchdiaz ’s door with a crate full of incomprehensible scribblings going. hey. i have an idea. it’s evil. and then they made it REAL and EVEN BETTER THAN I COULD HAVE IMAGINED!

[fionaswhvre]

Tease Tidbit Tuesday

Tagged by: @hippolotamus @cal-daisies-and-briars & @jamespearce9-1-1 over multiple Tuesdays/ Wednesdays/ Saturdays/ Sundays that I haven't yet done.. sorry I've been a bit inactive in writing but here's a snippet from the last chapter of my fic After The Storm Ends, Where Do We Go?

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Buck's grip on Eddie's shoulders falters. He thinks back to all his previous sexual partners. Who only wanted one thing from him. Who praised him, held onto him like their life depended on it, kissed him like they were drowning and he was the air they needed, but only during sex. As soon as it was over, they stood up and left, some not even remembering his name. Buck didn't mind back then. He thought this was the deal they made- only sex, no strings. It wasn't fair on his partners for him to expect something more. But deep down, parts of him always wondered, what it was like to be held, to be kissed without any purpose, to just hold someone's hand. To stay the night.

To not just be wanted, but to be loved. He had Abby and Ally for a while for that, until they left, because Buck was Buck. He is not sure now how long Eddie will stay. What makes him special enough to be the one to love Buck for being Buck when no one ever had the guts to do it.

Tags: @revenge-of-the-assbutt @your-catfish-friend @spagheddiediaz @watchyourbuck @elgascreamslikehell @dreamforrest @adarkermiserablecrow @housewifebuck @buckleyobsessed @butchdiaz @fuckwadoftoiletpaper @buckleyobsessed @liabegins @femalemusketeer

You can always ask to be removed or added to the tags 💕

[try-set-me-on-fire]

Tagged by @rewritetheending @devirnis and @forthewolves for tidbit tuesday!

I’ve been frantically finishing a quilt all week so again I don’t really have actual new writing to share but I’ve been vaguely thinking about a Daniel lives au that I’m not sure I’ll actually write? The idea is he’d grow up and implode under the pressure of being the perfect son his parents did so much to save, unable to live up to their idea of him, and then feeling guilty for ‘wasting his life’ because Buck literally exists because of him so he owes it to his baby brother to not be a fuck up, right? Then Buck grows up the hero baby who can never quite accomplish anything better than saving Daniel, who then gets the double pressure of “Daniel didn’t become who we wanted him to be, now we will shape Evan into the perfect son”. And then Maddie gets sort of forgotten and looked over in all of this :( So yeah another sad idea from yours truly I’m sure you’re all shocked. Here’s the vague outline of events I have in my head (substance abuse cw):

-Daniel gets sick and Evan is born, and he loves his baby brother more than anything.

-Daniel is sixteen and gets very very drunk at a party and crashes dad’s nice new car on the way home. Screaming fight with his parents in the ER that Maddie tries to diffuse. Buck is only eight and was left home alone and comes into Daniels room late at night because he’s scared and worried and Daniel comforts him.

-Maddie is married and none of them were at the wedding, Daniel is 23 and left rehab before he was finished with the program, Buck is 15 and so fucking lonely, suffocating in their parents house. Daniel sees how miserable he is and tries to convince their parents to let Buck live with him, but he has no job or place to live and isn’t sober, and they turn him away.

-Two years later Maddie has got him more successfully through rehab (paying for it herself, their parents have cut him off entirely) and he goes back for Buck who has tested out of high school and left town as soon as he turned 18.

-By complete random chance, Daniel and Buck end up in the same town while Buck is working as a ranch hand. It’s a joyful reunion but then Buck accidentally comes out and Daniel reacts badly and it devolves into a big fight about their childhood.

-Daniel helps Maddie escape Doug and get to California. Weird bad feelings that he shoves down about her wanting to be near Buck instead of him (he has some job that makes him travel a lot, he understands it’s stability she wants but it still makes him feel like a fuck up who can’t be trusted to help.) Tense dinner with the three of them. Buck is still so young but he’s just gone through Abby and he’s just met Eddie and he has a job he loves and wow this kid is growing up. Daniel wishes he could have been a part of it.

-Maybe a series of phone calls after all of Buck’s near death experiences? Daniel doesn’t actually visit but they get closer despite the distance.

-He finally visits again a bit after the lightning strike. Buck is mostly recovered, and he’s with Eddie and is so so happy, and Maddie is doing really well and is getting married again soon, and Daniel has been sober for a long time and has a job he likes and maybe a girlfriend, and, like, they all survived. They all made it. They love each other. There’s regret, there’s a lot of wishing things happened differently, but they’re finally all here together and things are good.

Tagging @shitouttabuck @buckactuallys @butchdiaz @wildlife4life @bigfootsmom @lover-of-mine @daffi-990

[lemmeaskthedevil]

The fan theory alignment game

Rules: pick at least 4 fan theories that fit in each quadrant from the alignment chart and tag some friends! The template was made by @fancyfade

*the sperm donor storyline theory was that it was gonna have buck think about what he wants in his life and the key to his happiness is the family/son he already has but the show ended so they fucking dropped it n it was pointless, also the Tommy is Abby's Tommy theory just happened cuz Tim added it after but ppl had said it forever before that happened so.

Tagging @outdiaz @gayhoediaz @butchdiaz @piningbuddies @thegeekcompanion and @stagefoureddiediaz

[confessionseddie]

hi. just wanted to swing by and give u a lot of love for ur most recent fic holy shit and also all ur fics and also all ur beautiful gifs. and i genuinely don't know how i wasn't following u before ????????? i swear i was . oops forever <3 hearts for u <3333 because ur fucking awesome <33333 (abby butchdiaz)

hi abby, thank you so much ❤️ sending you a dozen hearts right back ☺️❤️ i have so much respect for your video editing skills, it looks like magic to me. 🥰

[danielsousa]

tagged by @butchdiaz to do this picrew! (thanks abby<33333)

tagging @anxieteandbiscuits @binickmiller @euphcme @inkpotgod @ronanlynchbf @ersoandor @omensgood 💘💘💘

[chronicowboy]

tag 9 people you want to get to know better

tagged by my loves @shitouttabuck @diazass and @alyxmastershipper <3 [edit: @butchdiaz and @try-set-me-on-fire my beloveds}

favourite colour: ohhh i'm gonna be diplomatic and say teal bc i can never choose between green and blue

currently reading: the hidden life of trees by peter wohlleben (INCREDIBLE book), grief lessons by anne carson, shakesqueer and a day of fallen night by samantha shannon

last song: cowboys are frequently secretly fond of each other by willie nelson

last series: uh i'm in the middle of rewatching superstore but i just finished arrested development

last movie: robocop (1987) A CINEMATIC MASTERPIECE

sweet/savoury/spicy: spicyspicyspicyspicy

currently working on: uhh part two of my lesbian pirate book and the timeloop fic (shoutout to abby for inspiring me to actually do both of them)

uhh idk who to tag bc i'm late to the party so just anyone who wants to do it ???

[llovely]

abby, twenty four, dyke! any pronouns but don't call me girl/woman/queen/etc.

sideblogs r butchdiaz and satiurns

general dni criteria. no terfs, antisemites, zionists or racists on my blog. 🇵🇸 🕊️

[butchdiaz]

happy birthday abby butchdiaz thanks for making me cry with ur edits!!! - @3x15eddie

no problem!!!! haha thank u sm :')

[buckgettingstruck]

opened fb marketplace and it said SNOOPY. are u interested in any of these items alli buckgettingstruck

the jacket would look sick on my nephew and the little baby snoopy crochet brings tears to my eyes actually.

[userbuddie]

20s ☆ she/her ☆ gay ☆ latinoamerica

this is a side blog and i follow/like from @useramor

about: fic writer, eddiegirl, shitposter extraordinaire, 911 season 2 enthusiast, big fan of fucked up tropes in media, believer that buck and eddie are not nearly close to weird enough about each other, incredibly normal about eddie diaz (lying), bucktommy neutral, wishes 911 had them wet and sopping and miserable and bloody way way way more often

not spoiler free! i tag #911 spoilers for 24h after the episode

fic taglist for anyone interested <33

keep reading for some dust jacket statements :)

bex - @bibuddie

mia - @henswilsons

abby - @butchdiaz

meghan - @foreignergod

[goldenbcnes]

abby has never done me wrong. i love @butchdiaz

need LONG buddie fics i mean like 50k plus

[buckgettingstruck]

and you are so real for that (re: Swiftie reply)

a swiftie since debut trust 🫶

[buckgettingstruck]

911 on abc if u need someone to make beautiful videos of buddie for ur promotion soon abby @butchdiaz is the best among us btw