#AAAA WAIT I HAVE SM TO WRITE ABT . deep late night convos w the ppl i love! tonight it is apollo!
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noxtivagus ยท 2 years ago
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there is honestly sm i wna ramble about rn ( ใ€ƒ๏ผŽ๏ผŽ)
#๐ŸŒ™.rambles#in a good way though!!!!#i wna do so muchhhh#in particular though rn relating to everyone i know#i wna say so much but honestly i'm Too Shy#i try though. to at least convey even a little of what i think n feel!#I GET EMBARRASSED THOUGH BCS I EITHER SAY TOO MUCH OR TOO LITTLE#AAAHSJFJSJFJSKKGS ><#while almost always i may end up being unintentionally elusive n secretive#idk if elusive's even the right word rn in this context#but goddamn i realize when i'm honest. i'm typically a lot more direct than most ppl usually are !?!#bruh i really wonder how others' perception of me is like. how it varies per person n the reasons behind that#me on twt vs tumblr! irl if you're my friend or not! i find it funny how i have at least one person that overlaps in those aspects#i have apollo in almost all aspects of my life!#most irls that i'm not close with that only know me on insta#AAAA WAIT I HAVE SM TO WRITE ABT . deep late night convos w the ppl i love! tonight it is apollo!#god ppl r so interestjng n i really want to learn everything abt the ppl i love#I CANT WAIT SM THOUGHTS#love languages! perceptions! the way we influence each other! everything unsaid n unknown!#god i have so much to write abt now that i have my renewed energy but i'll rest first this weekend#i'll just try to be as normal as i usually am! with everyone n whenbit comes to everything#meaning as naturally kind. affectionate. loving. caring. as i usually end up being#SOB WAIT . i really get embarrassed though w irls :^) but i do those for everyone so why shld anything change here.#i think. that's how others might perceive me i think. idk looking out for others comes naturally to me ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ#some impostor syndrome maybe....? doubt! but no doubt on my bday shoo shoo im gna do my best n go SLEEP first#i have so much wishes but i'll keep them all to myself. i'll do my best to achieve what of them i can but#some of them. i can only hope that one day#yeah. BUT BEFORE ALL THAT J SHLD SLEEP#sm to do n i've shared parts to different people. hfdjsffadkl one at a time i'll try my best ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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