#A STUDY IN MELANCHOLY.)
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"So weep no longer, though you love me"
#GazPriceWeek Day 3: Blue
#this drawing went through REVISIONS aight#like straight up made it#didnt like it#had to severely study some old paintings#expressionism and such#all that#classical paintings about grief and melancholy#what made them feel that way#came back to it#fixed it#now it fucks#enjoy#kyle gaz garrick#john price#artists on tumblr#cod gaz#cod price#Gazpriceweek#gazpriceweek2024#gazprice#pricegaz#gaz x price#price x gaz#cod mw#cod mw2#cod mw3
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There is a life and there is a death, and there are beauty and melancholy between. Albert Camus
#Albert Camus#There is a life and there is a death#and there are beauty and melancholy between.#aesthetic#dark academia#coffee#art#books#academia#college#studyblr#light academia#literature#Life#Create#Study#Artist#Poetry#Poems#albert camus#Writer#Writing#Quotes#classic literature#literary quote#dark academia lifestyle#spilled thoughts#quoteoftheday#relatable quotes#reading
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#Anton Chekhov#melancholy#dark academia aesthetic#academia aesthetic#chaotic academia#classic academia#light academia aesthetic#dark academia#soft academia#romantic academia#study motivation#studyspo#studyinspo#studying#study aesthetic#study notes#study space#studygram#study blog#light academia#classic literature#poetry#art academia#art#books#libraries#book quotes#literature quotes#deep quotes#life quotes
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being fully honest I think nortorphrick is the holy trinity of toxic yaoi
#idv#identity v#arenblab#literally ignore this#frederick kreiburg#orpheus idv#idv novelist#orpheus deross#norton campbell#nortpheus#fredpheus#orphrick#fredmare#frednort#nortrick#orphnort#two lab rats provides more conclusive results than one!#orphnortrick#frednortpheus#whatever#u call it#rich guy with psycasthenia and fragile ego > penniless guy who experiences heavy mood swings and detachment from others >#a sensitive intellectual melancholy writer + THE BIRDMAN INSIDE WHO WANTS TO STUDY PEOPLE UNDER MICROSCOPES and VARIOUS OTHER PERSONALITIES#nortmare#(?)
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Coming across human!Hellerby is rare and I really got why when drawing this. It's hard lol
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#artists on tumblr#digital art#lackadaisy#lackadaisy rocky#lackadaisy mordecai#hellerby#lumin sketch#i really did this to brush up on my human anatomy#and do a little style study of how Tracy draws humans#rocky is so goddamn cute in a few of her drawings of him#he makes so happy with his more softer smiles lmao#i like when he's melancholy the most
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November Chrysanthemum and the Last Flower of the Year
#I was immediately swept up in this melancholy feeling when I studied her toy…ur whole deal is a flower that will wilt soon#cathartic too tho ya know?#mlp g3#mlp#my little pony#November chrysanthemum#mod honey
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One day I’ll go through med school and then I’ll go through residency and then I’ll go through a fellowship and then I’ll be the most crybaby neurosurgeon you could think of. Bursting into tears if I so much as graze ur hypothalamus with my forceps
#Yesterday I shadowed a neurologist for the first time and basically we got done seeing a patient who’s also a heart surgeon#And I turned to the doctor and was like Ok what do we do#The thing is this patient has dementia and we don’t really have a cure for that yet so the study he’s enrolling in is largely observational#Still I expected her to follow up on him in much more frequent increments#Instead this woman goes “we’ll see him in 6-9 months but… not even sure if he’ll be here by then sooo”#Basically implying he might be dead in a year#AND I WAS LIKE. Blown away by how blase she was#And ever since then a fiendish sort of melancholy followed me everywhere I went .#Bc I haven’t stopped thinking about the heart surgeon#I don’t get how she can stop thinking about him#I don’t understand people who can stop thinking about something like that#I know neurologists like her have seen patients come and go many a time but I was disturbed#So I made a pact w myself never to lose my humanity. Half of why I’m so into medicine is bc of its humane aspects#And in 10 years I’ll look back at this and hopefully still be just as annoyingly sensitive as I am today#I think I’m just overall disillusioned w how little humanity some people seem to have but that doesn’t mean I have to be that way too#p
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Original drawing, skull study.
$200 plus shipping or best offer.
Pencil on paper.
#skull#skull art#skull drawing#skull study#goth#gothic#goth art#goth aesthetic#gothic art#gothic aesthetic#dark academia#memento mori#melancholia#melancholy#artists on tumblr#art for sale#selling art#art sale#goth interior#goth decor#my drawings
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#today's words were#Paris#bloom#sorry#this one is more melancholy than angsty#oh well#vnc vanitas#noe archiviste#noé archiviste#vanoe#vanoé#vanitas no carte#the case study of vanitas#vnc#les memoires de vanitas
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i'm plagued by like a terrible crystal clear idea for an AU that I'll never write and would need way more context to be Anything but is still evocative enough to make me go oughhhhh I Want it.
#the au is like semi-modern Fantastical but not Fantasy#with fisherman Laios living in a seaside town with Falin and daydreaming about the mysteries of the deep#and. selkie Kabru. who hides his seal skin and sneaks onto land to study people.#and Laios is not miserable but he's a little sad and a little melancholy and old enough that he knows he should be accepting that this is i#this is his life. its not so bad. he and Falin are getting by. they were able to leave home. they have jobs and a place to live#and food on the table#but you know he still has dreams of finding something magical to sweep him off his feet. feels a little guilty of how much he longs for it.#and then there's Kabru who is infinitely curious about the Surface World like he's full Ariel Mode running away from home#doing Dangerous Things because he wants to know more#and he's clever and funny and interested in Laios for some reason??? and he's BEAUTIFUL#and then there are layers of secrets and Laios has ya know his Fisherman Depression#but like they are pulled into each other's worlds#man like I DONT EVEN GO *THAT* HARD FOR LAIOS/KABRU BUT THIS JUST. ITS LODGED IN MY HEAD CURRENTLY
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summer nights (not mine)
#dark academia#light academia#vintage#dark acadamia aesthetic#dreamy aesthetic#academia#dark aesthetic#dark grunge#moodboard aesthetic#dark green moodboard#moodyvibes#moody aesthetic#dark playlist#rainy#late summer#moody playlist#sad playlist#playlist moodboard#study inspo#melancholy#empty fields#fairy lights#nostalgia
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My lovely friend hotbar gave me a jacket with one of my favorite characters painted on the back. I want to tear it's sleeves off and turn it into a battle jacket, but the idea of a bunch of metal and punk band patches surrounding this thing
Is really funny to me
#medicine melancholy is my beautiful daughter and i love her#shes a sweetheart and she was born literally yesterday and she likes playing in the flowers with her friends#the bizarre attachment i have to this character that appeared in one game and was never mentioned again is something that must be studied#medicine melancholy#complete thoughtlessness
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I'm still so upset about shadowlands, like those base zones were so beautifully crafted and the *music* was so good
this post is brought to you by me listening to one of my favorite tracks from shadowlands:
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#i love all the venthyr music too don't get me wrong#but i love nocturne melancholy dream as a vibe out-reading/studying track#i used to farm herbs here with music on specifically to hear this#Youtube
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going back to clean up and revise old original story things from years ago is, aside from being very satisfying sometimes, also quite funny because of the great amount of things you forget over the years:
omg i completely forgot this character was supposed to be a raging capitalist. actually let's keep that for the update it'll make things even funnier
GIRL THE PLOT HOLE. ITS KINDA SUBTLE BUT ITS STILL A PLOT HOLE HOW DID YOU NOT NOTICE IT. someone didn't do enough research clearly.
WHY did i make a vsynth your voice claim. we can't do that anymore because now i only ever associate that voice w/ the vsynth character and its gonna fuck me up. HATSUNE MIKU???
brother eughhh that color combination...
😔 wow you were really going through it back then girlie. noticing a common theme here
man your design/concept is cool as hell but we did nothing with you... we gotta either fix that or we're sending you to the chopping block to be recycled and/or appreciated by someone else sorry mate (alternatively: get sent to the purgatory folder by my sentimental ass [not to be confused with purgatory the actual story location])
YOU'RE A SOUNDCLOUD RAPPER?????
let's get you a happy ending man :( i think you deserve it. sorry my preteen self didnt see the vision but now i sure do
respectfully why tf did i name you that. cmon we can do better than that. PLUS we can attach better meaning to the name this time
... i know what you are. babygirl we can fit so many fucking references in here like YES WE GET IT YOU LIKE [MEDIA] and it adds to the funny/tragedy sometimes but. nerd (/aff).
now that we're here in the Future having experienced certain things... yeah that was eerily accurate. man 😔 but hey now with firsthand experience we can write it EVEN BETTER/ANGSTIER NOW
i'm so sorry we killed you off for no reason. now we gotta kill you FOR a reason and it's gotta be a better one. yeah sorry you don't get to live we need someone to haunt the narrative we're understaffed
what's up w/ all this royalty-free music
"i'll remember this later" no you won't 😭 wtf are you referring to girl. WHY DID YOU NOT SAVE BETTER COPIES OF THESE NOTES GIRL 😭😭😭 WHAT ARE YOU REFERENCING HERE I'M MISSING FOOTNOTES WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT. WHAT WAS THIS THIS LINK IS DEAD BESTIE.
the great vanishing of 2033. i completely forgot i made this a thing, it was basically an event where in the year 2033 all of humanity just randomly vanished from earth. yes literally just that, it was never explained what caused it or where they all went or anything it just happened. it was a good segway into other things but... holy fuck girl
#oc liveblogging#i'm supposed to be working rn but GRAHHHH NOBODY FUCKING ANSWERS MY WORK MESSAGES IM GHSNDNNNNN#when im not working i need to be studying. but ughh fuck i got oc sickness in the brain im thinking sm abt my made up little people#to stay sane. i wanna DRAWWW i wanna DO THINGSSS BUT I DONT HAVE TIME. BUT I ALSO CANT LOCK IN BC IM THINKING TOO MUCH AUGH#also just quick note the great vanishing of 2033 was something i came up with in 2023 i believe.#HOW CAN I REMEMBER SOME OF THE OTHER SHIT I CAME UP W/ 7-8 YEARS AGO BUT NOT SOMETHING FROM LAST YEAR? BRUH?#apparently younger me was really good at fridge horror unintentionally. man. a lot of this is really horrifying when u really think abt it#some of it over the top edgy yeah BUT we can make it better now. and scarier in a sense of not just gratuitous gore/violence#but like lets get. idk. psychological horror? emotional. lets get fucking MELANCHOLY up in this bitch. BITTERSWEET BABYYYY#ughghshgkg ik nobody rly cares abt this but i post for me so idc. read my crazy unhinged ramblings user.#RELEASE MEEEE the thoughts. ouhgshhhnskjd. explodes and dies
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leave it to the land, this is what it knows
There is always work to be done, and Katya cannot afford to neglect the earth that is her parents' only legacy. Katya herself does not count as a legacy. Katya does not feel like a person, most days.
She's taken off her gloves to grip the pliers easier, and her fingers slip, the sharp edge of the barbed wire piercing the flesh of her index finger. She watches the blood dripping down over the tip of her finger into the earth to be absorbed by the soil.
Blood. Soil. Legacy.
Katya has spent her life using the earth, taking, and taking, and taking, squeezing every last drop of life from the soil, the rivers, the forests. What does she give in return?
Read on ao3
#she’s here#it’s a study in isolation and melancholy and rural solitude#and it’s also a goodbye Earl songfic#look I’m nowhere near done with it but I couldn’t wait to post the first chapter#I’m really really proud of this one#it’s making me use some creative muscles i haven’t really stretched since SMC#trixya fanfic#Trixya fic#trixie and Katya#trixie mattel#katya zamo#katya zamolodchikova#t & k#Trixya#my fics
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I passed my final exam for the first trimester of Korean & now I feel numb. We won't be continuing until 13th of January and I'm praying that my 서강 한국어 textbook & workbook arrive soon so I can keep practicing my reading, writing & speaking skills.
#I also ordered “Korean Stories for Language Learners” just to practice my reading skills#Studying Korean with my partner and taking notes after classes was my favorite activity#And I can't stress enough how sad I am that we won't be having classes for the next two months#On the other note#Apparently my teacher thinks it I keep up with my good work I can take TOPIK 1 exam next year#Y'all...#It's happening😭#I'm so happy#I wanted to study Korean and eventually get back into learning Japanese for sO LONG#Languageblr#Studyblr#Korean#한국어#한국어 학생#A1#TOPIK 1#서강 한국어#nyx rambles#seraphic melancholy
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