#8ah anyway :P glad i dont have to talk on here | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

cornflowercanine · 3 years ago

Text

i mightve said this here already? 8ut i h8 physically talking, 8ut not as in i ever have Trou8le speaking (aside from occasional sp33ch impediment cr33ping in), and not as in i f33l 8ad or tired in any way After talking 8ecause Of Talking In And Of Itself, just, i h8 the Concept of speaking? if i could talk in only 8ody language unless i WANTED to use words, i would, 8ut i always end up talking and ppl always end up asking me stuff that Requires more than a yes/no, -points-, etc answer ._.

#clove rambles #i think this is why i like talking online sm text is just nice #theres the o8vious thing of ppl cant make fun of me when im 8ad at talking (pronouncing smth wrong 8c i read way more than i hear;#getting my s's and sh's and adjacent sounds mixed up; fucking. uwuspeaking it kinda sucks that 8ecame a meme)#8ut its mostly just a8t its like.... sometimes; not very frequently at all; 8ut Sometimes #someone will say smth to me and i will say a response; clear as fucking day; in my head; 8ut i just. Cant say it #that never happens with text i think its just easier for the words to go into 8uttons than it is to go through my mouth #i dont like sounds i listen to music to get away from sounds ♥ and also irl ppl have 833n. not very. Encouraging to put it nicely #a8t when i Do talk in general so every time i speak not only is it like a physically kinda hard to do; im like; 8racing myself a little #8c yeah 8ut anyway talking thru text is 8etter 8c like #a8ove stuff aside it gives me way more of a Choice??? when i capitalize a letter like i just did you read it in a certain way #with certain emphasis and with whatever voice u may or may not assign me in ur head :3P #and i can influence that voice a little 8y typing a certain way like me 8eing generally lowercase makes me f33l more chill and nonthreateni #AND 8Y TYPING IN MY STUPID ASS QUIRK my words are fun and it makes me have fun and like communic8ing At All more :3 #i think it also helps me transl8 headwords into physicalwords too cause its fucking Weird and typing plainly f33ls like; flat?#idk how to explain it nonstupidly 8ut when i type normally it f33ls like thats the front im projecting(?); that im normal and make sense #and 8lah8lah8lah; 8ut when i type Fucking Stupid its like right off the 8at going hey dont have high expect8ions for me #cause im gonna say weird shit and 8e hard to parse either fucking way #8ah anyway :P glad i dont have to talk on here

1 note · View note