#87000beesinapersonsuit

[lowcountry-gothic]

I love this. There isn't enough art of people just living life, experiencing everyday moments, in the Star Wars galaxy.

[cawsceries]

attack on @87000beesinapersonsuit ’s meyim!!!! she was so fun to draw <3 <3

[aviyx]

request from @87000beesinapersonsuit digitally now that i have brute forced my tablet into working <3

[jewishpadmenaberrie]

@87000beesinapersonsuit im blocked on that post because op got really angry at me for "defending my fav against all criticism" which i find funny bc my argument is that he's flawed. i always love seeing you in my notes btw glad to have a chance to discuss w you ^_^*

so basically the part about osha struggling isnt a comment on anakin so much as it is a comment on the post being faulty in the first place. osha doesnt prove anything good about leaving the order. everything about that proved its incredibly difficult. she had to leave her home and didnt keep in contact with her family.

BUT i would actually argue against this, and it's not because he would die on his own. like i said in later reblogs, you could dump anakin on any planet with sufficient tech and he'd be FINE. he'd get a job as a mechanic and survive. he was raised to live that way. leaving even under the WORST conditions wouldnt hurt him physically. he has skills he can survive on and a childhood preparing him for the worst conditions.

the reason i would argue is entirely emotional. the first thing you need to acknowledge is that he has The Attachment Disorder. the jedi are his family but more importantly, he owes them everything and he's a loyal dog of a man. he would, in his mind, be failing qui gon, his mother, obi wan, and every other jedi he cared about. he feels like he has to be the chosen one.

basically padme could have easily taken care of him but because of who he is as a person its simply impossible. (and this part isnt aimed at you or angry with you or anything just a passionate expression of myself) its not something he could "get over" because he has a serious SERIOUS mental disability you really can't understand unless you're cluster b but it would be like telling me to get out of my wheelchair and walk. i can, technically, but the pain is intense and i would eventually fall and not be able to continue. as someone w a cluster b disorder i would get out of that chair and walk, and then crawl, and then drag myself until my fingers were bleeding and my body was scraped from the concrete before i did something that, in my addled mind, would count as betraying one of my mothers. it doesnt even have to make sense to the average person, just me. AND IM NOT EVEN BORDERLINE! i cant IMAGINE what that bitch is going through, but it must suck donkeyballs. my moms are actually both borderline and you would be shocked the degree to which it disables them.

[whirlingincosmos]

Art by @87000beesinapersonsuit

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