#82major imagines

[myminseo]

hello hello, it is i! ana!

i’m considering this my sfw blog & place to write everything that isn’t considered smut :) so i can feel comfortable writing ab anyone here~

you can find my separate blog at @kyungjuner

my writing list is as follows: i write for fantasy boys, lun8, evnne, boynextdoor, zb1, xikers, &team, tnx, justb, pow, 82major, and other nugu bgs i stan (shoot me an ask w anyone, the worst that’ll happen is i am not familiar w them / don’t stan )! i’m cool with writing angst, fluff, funny stuff, anything really!

i can write full fics, headcanons, blurbs (what i will mainly try to focus on), and text / smau !

hopefully i can gain as much traction here as my other blog <3 all is welcome!

requests : thoughts open rn, no full fic requests ><

[chlelexr]

82major that type to …

Seongil that type to came into your room, burp, and leave without any words.

Yechan that type to shouts "this one for you babe" and misses when throwing the ball into the basket.

Seongmo that type to burn down the kitchen, while trying to cook something for you.

Seongbin that type to do aegyo to cheer you up, but both of you ended up cringing so bad thill your faces became red.

Seokjoon that type to coming up behind you while you're doing something and say "boo" with a deep voice.

Dogyun that type to randomly offers to try out some fighting techniques on you.

[zendieya-8]

AAAAHHHH STANNING THESE GROUPS HAVE ME going crazyy. Already p1harmony and then 82major have me in a head lock. I doubt having an obsessive meltdown over seongmo and jongseob is healthy, but im just a girl after all🎀🦭

[lunicho]

hi bunny! it’s me again 🍑 anon.. i wanted to give longer time between messages but i was remember that seongbin and seongmo have their own soundcloud accs where they have posted solo music (predebut?) and it’s soo good.. of course i’m especially obsessed with seongbin’s.. 82major has their own soundcloud account too u might already know all of this but when i was there listening to illegal and some of seongbin’s stuff i found they released a song called “noona”?? 😭😭 anyways… also at work.. 🤭 thinking about himbo seongbin and listening to his songs and thinking about (and pls forgive me if ur not into this.. and i’m also not going to articulate it well at all) but seongbin being intimidated by his gf being strong and smart and wanting to be more dominant in the relationship but when he does have to ask her for help he’s so shy and meek about it and says silly teasing things to try to keep the upper hand.. forgive me for not being able to elaborate any further and also i think i was expecting to go in a more toxic!seongbin direction with this thought but.. i’m so sorry for this rambling but my main point was that if u haven’t checked out his and seongmo’s soundclouds u def should!! (and if u have i wanna know what u think cuz their style is sooooooo😵‍💫)

i actually didn't know about their soundclouds! i'm like never the most caught up person when it comes to groups and like their content and stuff so this is actually very new information to me! i need to go and listen to their songs on there fs cuz i just knoww it's all so good. also seongbin with the noona song?? 😭 seongbin milf hunter i see i see 😭

i think im catching ur drift here i think i think.. so like seongbin tries to maintain the upper hand with you because he's not ready to let go and submit, he tries so hard to be all cocky with you but it doesn't really work. but he gets so needy and has to come to u for help and when u do help him out u treat him like a little princess, doting on him, praising him, calling him all kinds of cutesy names and stuff like that and it just fucks with him a little cuz he's like "why is this not working" like he makes so many slick comments, trying so hard to affect you more than ur affecting him but it doesn't work and he really just ends up sounding so pathetic :(

i could see him being the type to try and act like things aren't affecting him but he's so hyper aware of where your hands are on his body, your fingertips light a fire on his skin and he's just so jumpy and reactive and kinda super sensitive. i feel like he'd be quite vocal as well, letting out grunts and shaky moans but he'd try to keep that all in but u can tell by the way his cock keeps twitching that he's so turned on and he's going so crazy here 😭 also toxic seongbin 👀 im listening im listening (if u have more thoughts ofc)

also i will definitely have to listen to their soundclouds and i'll let yk when i do!!

[momobani]

i was today years old when i learned that keeho's little brother debuted in 82major like what??? this is little timmy?? wild

[oracle-of-dream]

Fanfic Masterlist

Started: 08/17/2023

Updated: 09/05/2024

Total Works: 47

Accepting Commissions: DM for requests!

WIPs?

Series

Photo Finisher Yechan - 82Major Jeno - NCT Dream Woong - AB6IX Mingyu - SVT

Appreciation Posts Jeno, Jaemin, Soobin, Wonbin, Riwoo, Shinyu, Matthew, Juyeon, Sunwoo, Riize

TXT

Imagines

Yandere TXT

Smut

Soobin The Palm of His Hand Your Admirer

H. Kai Dumb Bunny

Yeonjun Boy Toy Getting Close

Taehyun We're Even

Series

Just A Dare

Enhpyen

Imagines

Jay Something Special

Jake A Bedtime Message Dinner Date

Jungwon Jungwon's Birthday Gift

Smut

Heeseung Working Hard

Jake DSL Him or Me

Sunghoon Frame by Frame, 2 Cocky Guys

Jay Favorite Seat Slow Day CEO's Bodyguard

Series

Enhypen Under Pressure A Desperate Drink

TBZ (The Boyz)

Imagines

Sunwoo The Cuite At The Carwash

Smut

Eric Regular Maintenance

Series

NCT

Imagines

Jisung Sick Day

Smut

Jisung Snapshot

Jeno The Boy Next Door The Boy Next Door pt2 Photo Finisher

Series

Riize

Imagines

Anton Love 119 Sungchan Unexpected

Smut

Wonbin Hotel Hookup Sungchan Mr. Trainer

Series

OT7 Sweetness, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7

BND (BoyNextDoor)

Imagines

Leehan Under the Nite Lights

Smut

Leehan Home Sick

Taesan Just Talking

Series

Leehan Nothing but Bad News

SKZ (Stray Kids)

Imagines

Smut

Lee Know A Dark Opportunity

Series

ZB1 (Zerobaseone)

Imagines

Smut

Taerae Submissive and huh?

Jiwoong Bad Habit

Series

WayV

Imagines

Smut

Winwin Dinner with Friends

Series

Xiaojun Never Really Alone, 2

SVT (Seventeen)

Imagines

Smut

Wonwoo Stress Relief

Mingyu Photo Finisher

Series

MISC Idols

Myungho - 8Turn Stuck

[taetown410]

About Me

Hi, I go by LULU, and I am currently in High School. I write imagines for the groups I like, by taking inspiration from my own experiences and ideas.

This blog is SFW, so I will not post anything other than that.

The groups that I currently listen to/write for are listed below, along with my biases from each group. I'm still trying to get into other groups and learn their personalities to write them accurately, but I do write for and listen to the groups listed.

I know this blog is mainly K-Pop, but I also watch/read Anime/Manga. The ones I'm currently hyperfixated on are Jojo's Bizarre Adventure, Demon Slayer, and a little bit of Blue Lock. I've also started watching a bunch of Tokusatsu (Super Sentai, Kamen Rider, etc.) stuff. So, if anyone wants to request anything from those places, I'll try to write it!

Taetown's Ultimate Masterlist

________________________________________

Biases From Groups:

NCT/WayV - [Taeyong, Doyoung, Jaemin, Chenle, Kun, Hendery]

Seventeen - [Jun, Wonwoo, Minghao]

TXT - [OT5/Soobin, Taehyun]

ATEEZ - [OT8/Hongjoong, Yeosang, Jongho]

XIKERS - [Minjae, Sumin, Hunter, Yechan]

Zerobaseone - [OT9/Zhanghao, Matthew, Ricky, Gunwook, Yujin]

Treasure - [OT10/Yoshi, Asahi, Jaehyuk, Haruto, Junghwan]

Cravity - [Serim, Allen, Wonjin, Hyeongjun, Seongmin]

Enhypen - [Jay, Jungwon, Niki]

&Team - [EJ, Harua, Maki]

8Turn - [Jaeyun, Haemin, Yungyu, Sungheon]

BOYNEXTDOOR - [Riwoo, Leehan, Woonhak]

Xdinary Heroes - [OT6/Gaon, O.de, Junhan]

The Boyz - [Jacob, Q, Kevin, Sunwoo]

Stray Kids - [Lee Know, I.N],

P1harmony - [Keeho, Jongseob, Soul]

_______________________________________

(I'm still getting into these groups, but I do have a bias this far)

NewJeans - [Danielle, Hanni, Haerin]

Le Sserafim - [Chaewon, Yunjin, Eunchae]

Ampers&One - [Kamden, Brian, Kyrell]

One Pact - [Jay, Jeongwoo, TAG]

Evnne - [Keita, Hanbin, Yunseo]

82Major - [OT6/Seongil, Yechan, Dogyun]

_______________________________________

Groups I Want To Start Listening To:

Ghost9

POW

The New Six (TNX)

TRENDZ

TIOT

VERIVERY

(Most of the groups here I had heard about before debut, but wasn't able to get into until now)

_______________________________________

Soloists (these are kind of iffy, since i haven't hotten into them much):

Woodz

B.I.

Taemin

BiBi

Bang Yedam

--------------------------------------------------

[I've added some names to the bias lists, as I wrote them when I was sort of new to the groups. Plus, the groups at the very end are the ones that I'm still learning the personalities for.]

_______________________________________

I will write/take requests whenever I can, so you can still send asks. During breaks is when I'm the most free, so weekends and holidays are the best time for me to write.

[minkkumaz]

kwkkwkw the xikers ask made me giggle a bit!! its a sign omi ><

speaking of stanning,, been getting into more groups recently.. sadly theyre not well known but their music makes me levitate 🙁❤️❤️

so!!!

my personal biases as my favorite nugu 5th gen songs !!!! whenever u get the time u should definitely give them a listen ^^

Keehos (p1harmony!!) brother is actually in 82MAJOR!! i love love LOVE sure thing! really reminds me of woonhak..

POW on the other hand, theyre so so SO talented :( like theyre criminally underrated.. Favorite just reminds me of debut yungyu hehe.. Dazzling and Slow Dancing makes my heart so so warm.. I can imagine domestic jaehyun just dancing in the kitchen late at night listening to Slow Dancing.. HAS ME IN SUCH A LOVEY DOVEY MOOD I SWEAR!

WOONHAK bnd: Sure Thing - 82MAJOR

MINHO 8turn: FIRST CLASS - 82MAJOR

JISUNG nct: Dazzling - POW

bonus!! 😇

YUNGYU: Favorite - POW

JAEHYUN: Slow Dancing - POW

how have u been btw!! been getting a bit busy with my studies.. may or may not be failing a class or 2..

-🍉

xikers is gonna come up and bite me soon (enhypen starts playing) :3

and omg i've never heard of 82major, but i've heard of pow! i actually follow them on tiktok and was planning to get into them soon! i love stanning 5th gen groups because its much easier to get into them yk? they're fresh and don't have as much content :,)

when i like something i always feel to be a pro at it LOL which is also why its hard for me to ult groups that have sm stuff already. with the exception of skz ofc since they made me get into kpop!

ALSO IVE LISTENED TO FAVORITE and the guitar on it? like bro it sounds actually so good it was giving pop punk a little bit. and idk if you know this about me but i went through the emo music to kpop pipeline LMAOO when i'm not listening to kpop i am getting crazy with some pierce the veil >u<

i added it to my yungyu playlist :3

and i've been good! been playing lots of games and just relaxing tbh :) school isn't that crazy right now but maybe i've just gotten used to the work overload. wbu :D

[chlelexr]

◜🗒◞ 82MAJOR and their favorite part to kiss

Seongil • FOREHEAD

he just soooo soft. wants to protect you all the time. so he kiss your forehead to let you know that you save with him.

Yechan • NECK

we all think the same. i mean, did you saw him? like, he probably would mark your neck, but like, just because he so in love with you.

Seongmo • LIPS

he’s a basic man, but he the biggest fan of your lips. every time you talk, his gaze on them. he doesn't even try to hide it.

Seongbin • NOSE

what can i say? he just a cutie patutie. give you a little peck on nose cuz you looked so adorable. but he actually blush when he do it.

Seokjoon • HAND

a gentlemen. and when he does it he looks directly into your eyes. THE prince (i love that man so much😔)

Dogyun • CHEEKS

your cheeks is his weakness. he kiss them and then squeeze them. keeps talking how pretty you are.

[chlelexr]

smudged lipstick trend whit 82 major

paring: 82major (ot6) x gn!reader

━━━━━━༺༻ ━━━━━━

Seongil (성일)

at first he was shocked, but a second after that he was like - „let’s do it baby“ whit a smirk (the way you choked ahahaha).

the kisses became too passionate that it made you forget about the video you were going to make.

Yechan (예찬)

he couldn't stop yapping about how excited he was, and kept saying "wait... REALLY?". he's already seen this trend before, but he didn't dare to offer it to you (no matter how confident he may seem, he's actually shy to ask you to do it).

yall ended up having make out session.

Seongmo (성모)

we all know that Seongmo is a pretty shy person, and this situation is no exception. it's not that he doesn't want you to be touching him, or even kissing him, no. in fact, even after a long time of dating, he is a little awkward with any physical contact.

but after just a couple of minutes, he felt too relieved that you both couldn't stop.

Seongbin (성빈)

he is totally flustered. his face instantly turned red as a tomato, as soon as you showed him the video. at the thought of you kissing his whole face, his heart is about to stop.

your entire gallery was filled with pictures of him, he was so cute you couldn't help yourself.

Seokjoon (석준)

"can i also do it to your face? want us matching."

you couldn't stop giggling at how hilarious Seokjoon looked with bright red lipstick on his lips.

you were so busy having fun that you didn't notice that not only your faces were covered in lipstick, but also your necks.

Dogyun (도균)

his face vent - 😳😦😯😲🤩, and then he was happy to helping you choose a lipstick, that would perfectly match his face.

━━━━━━༺༻ ━━━━━━

[chlelexr]

🍳 . ‹ RANDOM TEXTS WITH BOYFRIEND DOGYUN

idol!Dogyun (82major) x gn!reader

[chlelexr]

BOOM

‪𖤐paring: Yoon Yechan (82major) x fem!reader

‪𖤐warnings: trauma, mention drinking, mention sexual harassment, happy end, little bit cursing, guilt.

‪𖤐genre: one shot, best friends to lovers, non-idol Yechan, both of them in love.

(yes, this is another story about Yechan. I must be getting an addiction)

▬▭▬▭▬▭▬▭▬▭▬▭▬▬▭▬▭▬▭▬▭▬▭▬▭▬

one of your friends decided to have a small party at his house while his parents went on vacation.

it was a big three-storey house in the countryside, perfect for parties, right? a kind of private party for friends only. there were about 10 of you all, including you and your best friend Yechan, so, about Yechan…

you've know each other since you were in diapers. your mothers were best friends long before you and him were born. and as they say, fate brought you together. literally all the brightest moments of your lives have been spent together hand in hand. shared birthdays, sleepovers, late-night walks, parties, needless to say, you know every secret of each other, but there is one that Yechan doesn't even clue about… that you're in love with him.

you realized it around the end of eighth grade, when Yechan protected you from some unpleasant boys in your class. you remember that day so clear, you were fifteen at the time.

it was the end of classes. you were leaving school as usual to go home. normally, you and Yechan walked after school together, but this time you ended up walking alone, because Yechan was staying behind to have a talk about his homework.

you were walking your usual way, when three boys came out of nowhere. you didn't like them, because they used to spread all kinds of gossip about you. of course, they were fake, but it always hurt you.

terrified, you tried to act as if you didn't notice them and walk away, but you couldn't. they started screaming your name and coming closer to you. you tried to walk faster to widen the distance between you. they chased you over and pushed you against a stone wall. you were seriously scared, not knowing what to do in this situation. you kept shaking, hoping that they would let you go, they in turn kept saying a bunch of things that you don't remember to this day, because you were too scared.

the guy who pushed you against the wall started touching your face and saying - "how can such a beautiful girl be a virgin?". you will never forget that smile, so evil. his other two friends, who were standing on each side of him, were giggling and agreeing. you kept begging them in tears to let you go, but they were not listening. and when the guy began to touch your breasts, someone yelled.

"hey you! stop touching her!" - the guy shouted. and just at that moment, Yechan ran up to you, pulling the guy's hand away, and stood in front of him, covering you. you were confused, everything was happening so fast.

before you knew it, a fight broke out right in front of you. Yechan started a fight with that guy while the other two guys ran away. Yechan wasn't an athlete or something, but at that time it looked like he was into some kind of battle. it was over quicker than it seemed.

"run as fast as you can, and don't ever come to Y/n again" - Yechan warned. it looked like he was going to kill that guy. he, in fact, listened to Yechan and ran as fast as he could without looking at the direction. it took him five seconds to catch his breath, and then he came up to you:

"are you ok? you must be scared. oh my god..." - his eyes were filled with concern. he looked you up and down to make sure you weren't hurt.

"Yechan... your face... there is blood..." - he touched his face and saw blood on his hand.

"it doesn't matter, as long as you are safe" - he said, as he offered you his hand - "let's go, i'll walk you home." you put your hand in his and made your way to your house.

Yechan told your parents about the incident, they were horrified, and the next day they called the teacher and the boys' parents. Yechan was there for you, but you spent that evening in complete silence. your mind was a blur, and you had this strange feeling. your heart was beating faster than usual when you were near Yechan. you didn't even realize that this was your "BOOM" moment.

back to the nowadays, the same party moment. taking a glass of some pink liquid, you went to your old friend who was standing by the bar. you were talking about literally everything, and at that time, the host of this party called out - "hey guys! i have an amazing suggestion!”, all the people who were attending this party formed a small circle next to the host.

"listen up, i have an idea" - it was obvious that he has been drinking so much that he couldn't connect two words.

"come on, stop dragging your feet" - one of the guys said with a slightly disgruntled tone. turning to see who had said that, you saw Yechan. with a little smile, he glanced at you, and you giggled back, looking down.

"so... i thought of an interesting game to break up the peaceful atmosphere. hide and seek in the dark, what do y'all think?"

everyone nodded in agreement, as the party was a bit boring.

the game was quite simple:

a random person is chosen to look for the other nine people. they leave the lights on in the whole house to help them find the perfect place to hide. at that point, the person who is looking for them goes outside and waits for all the players to hide, while the people who hid have to turn off the lights in their room. oh, and one more thing: you are not allowed to use your phones.

and here you go.

the first few rounds were fun. everyone was so into the game that they didn't want to quit.

and now it's round five. your old friend with whom you recently talked by the bar is going to search for everybody. while she's outside, you start hiding. you couldn't find a place to hide for a very long time, so you were running around mindlessly. the time you were given to hide was over. in a panic, you ran into the first room you saw.

the room was dark, the only light there was from the moon, but it was so weak that you could barely see anything.

you saw a huge closet in that room and quickly stepped into it closing the door behind you. it was large enough to fit two persons maximum. there were a couple of sweaters and hoodies in it. it was tall enough to stand there. suddenly a flashlight comes on, a flashlight from a phone. you jumped a little with a slight noise of suddenness.

"shhh, be quiet or she find us."

"Yechan??"

"well, hi" - he whispered with a light smile.

it was surprising to find him here.

"why are you here?"

"hiding, why are you here?"

"i didn't have time to find a place to hide, so i ran into the first room i saw and here i am. by the way... why are you with the phone? you're playing against the rules" - you said whit a smirk.

"yes, i am," - he said with a small smile and few minutes later continued - "so we're just going to keep silent for a while?"

"is there anything else we can do?"

"nope"

minutes passed, but it felt like you had been there for hours. your legs were already hurting, and there was almost no room to sit down.

"can you stop stomping? they might hear us," you said, sounding annoyed.

"i'm sorry."

even though the closet was quite large, you were standing quite close to each other, your hands almost touching. this was not unusual for you, as you and Yechan had always been close. holding hands and hugging was normal for both of you, but at that moment you felt awkward… and his face was quite… close... it felt strange...

💭«damn, he's so handsome, why have i never looked at his features?»

"listen," an unexpected voice snapped you out of your thoughts.

"yeah?"

"i was just thinking about that incident... from the eighth grade..."

"Yechan, please don't..."

"i still feel guilty... that i wasn't there at time..." - his voice was extremely upset.

"Yechan, it was so long ago, you must have forgotten it by now."

"but you haven't..."

you never talked about it afterwards. you wanted to forget it like a nightmare.

"yes... you're right... i still can't forget it. i think the situation was quite traumatic for me."

”is that why you've never been in a relationship after that?"

"and why do the fuck you even care?! huh?" - you're starting to get a little pissed off because the situation was too triggering for you.

"you have any idea?" - he didn't understand why you were being so rude to him.

"why don't you tell me, Yoon Yechan?! why?!"

"because i fucking like you Y/N?!"

there was a pause. you couldn't process what had just happened, but the words were stuck in your head. you both just blinked your eyes at each other as you finally managed to find the words…

"how long ago?" - you asked in the calmest tone possible.

"since we were 13..."

💭«not long before i did…»

"but... why would you like me?"

"why? really? you're literally the best thing that ever happened to me... i've been denying these feelings for a long time... i've tried to start dating someone, but no one has made me feel as good as when i'm with you... i don't expect it to be shared because i don't think you're ready for anything serious after what hap..."

and at that moment your lips met. not being able to listen to what he was saying, you instantly kissed him, and he returned the kiss.

both your hands were cupping his face, pulling him even closer to you. when he pulled away from you, he suddenly asked - "can I hold you?" - without understanding this question, you replied - "why are you asking me this, as if we don't hug each other."

"i just don't want to freak you out"

"don't be silly" - you cut him off, and taking his hands, you put them on your waist, kissing him all over again.

his lips had the taste of alcohol from the drink he'd been drinking at the party. it was hard to pull away, you wanted to stay like this as long as possible, but the lack of oxygen forced you to pull away from each other.

while you both tried to catch your breath, you kept looking at his face. his lips were swollen and red after the long kiss, and you wanted to taste them one more time.

"... is that a confirmation or..."

"haha, yeah Yoon Yechan, I've also been liking you for a really long time"

"so... maybe you'd like to be my girfr..."

"gotcha!" - and at that moment, you were caught.

▬▭▬▭▬▭▬▭▬▭▬▭▬▬▭▬▭▬▭▬▭▬▭▬▭▬

[chlelexr]

he was crying on my shoulder

pairing: Yoon Yechan (82major) x fem!reader

genre: angst, established relationship, one shot, non-idol Yechan.

warnings: a lot of crying.

(the story has nothing to do with the lyrics of this song, but the melody is perfect for it)

11:50 PM. evening. you were lying mindlessly in the living room, scrolling through social media pages. it was almost the end of autumn, the leaves had fallen off long time ago and the cold breeze was getting stronger and stronger.

the room was gloomy. the only light in the room was your grandmother's old table lamp. you stayed home with your younger sister that night, while your parents were away on some work-related business until the morning.

you were usually afraid to be by yourself at night, but you decided to push yourself this time. your sister has been sleeping on the second floor in her room for a couple of hours already, while you were on the first floor.

at that moment, you received a message from Yechan -

✧Yechanie:

i can't stop crying.

11:51 PM

you were really worried, not knowing what was happening. you responded at that exact second -

You:

babe?

11:51 PM

Yechan?

11:52 PM

are you at home?

11:52 PM

at that very moment you were already running to the closet to put on a jacket, and you just received another notification on your phone -

✧Yechanie:

no, I'm at the park.

11:55 PM

You:

stay where you are, I'll be right there.

11:55 PM

you knew the exact park Yechan was talking about. the same park you used to go to with him after school. it was always your comfort place, you could sit there for hours. More often than not, Yechan was the one who would talk about literally everything, from the song he listened to today, to the dinner he ate last night. you loved listening to him, looking into those eyes and seeing the excitement, seeing that smile, hearing that laugh.

that park was about 15 minutes away from your house, but the whole time you were running there, it felt like it had been hours. you were having trouble breathing, it was too cold outside.

and then you stopped and you saw him, Yechan, sitting on a bench with his head down. he was wearing a hoodie, gray pants and sneakers, no jacket, no proper shoes, you realized that he had put on the first thing he had when he ran out of the house. your heart was breaking.

walking quietly up to him, you whispered - "Yechan...", just quiet enough for him to hear. slowly raising his head, he met your gaze. you could see the pain in his expressions. his eyes were red. it was clear that he had been crying for hours. without saying anything, you took his face in your hands. it was so cold.

after standing there for a couple of minutes in absolute silence, he finally spoke -

"i'm sorry" - he continued - "i shouldn't be crying like this in front of you... i'm... i'm... sorry...". his voice was trembling, his tears were pouring even harder. he was crying and looking right into your eyes. not being able to push out a word or two, you started crying with him. standing all this time in front of him, while he was still sitting on the same bench. you hugged him, holding him close to your chest. he, in turn, feeling your warmth, hugged you back.

it seemed like you could have stayed like that until the morning, but you could feel Yechan shaking.

"it's time to go home" you said, and taking his hand in yours, you walked over to your house.

it was almost 1:30 in the morning, when you finally made it to your house.

"be quiet, Seohyun is sleeping" - you whisper. "are the two of you home alone?" - he asked. "yeah" - you answered as you started walking to your room.

"why didn't you told me, i could have stayed with you for the night" - he said as he followed you.

"i didn't want to bother you"

"don't say that" - he said, in the most serious tone possible, looking right into your eyes as you turn your face at him.

when you were little, you thought that as soon as you grew up, this fear would go away, but it didn't. Yechan knew this, and he was completely ok with it. each time you were home all by yourself, or even with Seohyun, you always told Yechan about it. it made you feel safe to fall asleep by his side, and it made him feel better that you were safe with him. you have suffered from anxiety since you were a kid, and so being alone at night like that without someone around you made you feel terrible.

"are you hungry?"

"no"

but you knew he was lying, because at that moment his stomach growled like crazy. at the sound of that, his eyes went wide. he tried to play it off as if he was fine and really wasn't that hungry, but you found it cute how he tried to make excuses. with a little giggle, you handed him his washed clothes and added -

"after you finish your bath, i'll be waiting for you in the kitchen" giving him a kiss on the cheek, you went downstairs to heat up the food. smile a little, he made his way to the bathroom.

a couple of minutes later, you heard footsteps behind you. turning around, you saw the familiar Yechan, the same Yechan wearing a stretched out home t-shirt, plaid pants and warm socks. his hair was still wet, and only tiny drops of water were falling on his t-shirt.

"did you make this?"

"yup."

"thank you."

while he was eating, the two of you stayed in silence, and you just gazed at him, not knowing what to say.

as soon as he finished eating, both of you stepped into the living room, and got comfortable on the couch under the blanket.

the atmosphere felt heavy. it seemed weird to you, because you had never felt anything like this before. you decided to break the silence -

"Yechanie, i know you are bothered by this and i want to help you. speak up." you tried your best to keep yourself from crying again.

without looking at you, he finally spoke -

"the evening was going well, i think… me, mom and dad were having dinner. i could see that my parents were stressed. i asked if something was wrong, and at this very moment dad raised his voice… he started blaming me for stuff i had never done. mom tried to calm him down, but she was failing badly… i didn't want to get into a fight, but i couldn't help myself... the last thing i remember is my dad saying the phrase "i wish your mother had made an abortion on you" and everything was a blur... the last thing i remember is sitting in the park alone crying."

you always knew that Yechan had a tough relationship with his father, but you were not expecting to hear this. your breath seemed to stop. it was a struggle to find the right words. you broke down and started crying again. it was very painful to hold on to what you heard.

at that very moment, you just hugged him, without any words. he hugged you back and buried his head in the crook of your neck as he started to cry.

your heart was aching, realizing how much pain your boyfriend was in at that exact moment. you didn't want to let him go, but you didn't really have to. all you wanted at that moment was for him to feel loved, to feel needed, and you made it happen.

"i love you" - he whispered, looking directly into your eyes.

the last thing you remember from that night, was falling asleep on that same couch, cuddled tightly together. Yechan tucked his head into the crook of your neck, wrapping both his arms around your waist, while you wrapped your arms around his neck.