#8)sun-moon-star-stims

[systimming]

could you post a list of all your current requests? i think my ask mightve been eaten ^^"

It’ll be no problem! They’ll be under the cut. If your ask was eaten - feel free to send it again.

- Mod Rainbow Quartz.

1. A Bon Clay headmate with dancing / ballet + makeup / lipstick + glitter in pink and light blue

2. A Nami fictive with tangerine / orange peeling + drink stirring + maps + ink/quill stims

3. A self-indulgent stimboard for us!

4. Jason Todd / Red Hood headmate without violence / gore with a positive + pro-recovery vibes

5. Arcus fictive with sand + slime + sparkle stims in rainbow colors

6. A headmate connected to space specifically themed around the Pleiades Star Cluster with space + sparkle + color + pop-its

7. Makoto Yuki headmate with music + dancing + video game / RPGs stims in black, blue, gray and white

8. Robotic Starfish with tech + glitches + ocean / liquid stims

9. A headmate named Allie without any food + slime  + kinetic sand stims. Everything else in purple

10. A Binah fictive with fur + gold stims

11. A little named Aurora with star + moon + sun + sparkle + space + fashion stims in blue, purple and yellow

12. A headmate named Young with sparkle + soft stims in purple

13. Monkey King (s1 version) with peaches and blankets

14. Naoto Shirogane fictive with trans colors + clothing stims (flapping sleeves, touching fabric, etc)

15. Oliver Swift fictive with camera + clicky + writing + pen stims in black + red

16. A protector named Theo with fabric chew + soft fur + slime + kinetic sand in greens and yellows

17. A robot fictive with neon lights + mechanicals + eye movement / camera stims

18. A guy named Cormac with glitchy screens + mechanical stims + cat / cat tail swishing

19. Nonbinary Kujou Sara fictive with slime + archery stims

20. Bertie from the Mechanisms with knife flipping + clay popping + space in green and brown

21. Charmy Bee fictive with honey + flowers + drinks + slime in yellow + blue / purple

22. Rhys headmate with pink + red

23. Beowulf fictive with black and gray

24. Non-canon demon from Magic the Gathering from Saffri with soft stims in purple + black

[capricornus-rex]

Someone Left to Save (10)

Cal Kestis x Reader

Requested by Anon

Summary: The Mantis crew arrives to the capital of Ulfin, in the planet of Pevera, under siege. They meet the local rebel cell spearheaded by the former Republic admiral, Jax Beneb, who seeks to destroy the Empire’s occupation that was aggressively imposed upon while exploiting the planet of its natural resources. A plan is devised to destroy the Imperial’s main base of operations—as well as their influence—in the planet; however, it was a do-or-die mission that you and Cal had gotten yourselves caught in.

A/N: What isn’t strictly prohibited but you feel its illegal? Writing drafts of my fanfic in my office desktop LMAO the banking industry here can be pretty tight with their rules tho. AAAAAHH So sorry I haven’t been posting!!! For the past 2 days, I was finishing this whole chapter and I’ve gotten into like one-fourth of the next chapter!! (stay tuned! that one’s gonna be intense! ;w;)

Tags: Force-Sensitive! Reader, Inquisitor! Reader, Jedi! Reader, Fake Death, Jedi turned Inquisitor, Seduction to the Dark Side, Turn to the Dark Side, The Dark Side of the Force, Aftermath of Torture, Torture, Psychological Torture, Redemption Arc! Reader, Possible Redemption, Premonitions

Also in AO3

Chapters: 1 – 2 – 3 – 4 – 5 – 6 – 7 – 8 | Previous: Part 9 | Next: Part 11 | Masterlist

10 of ?

Relying on the spies’ intel didn’t cut it anymore, so getting out there was the best course of action. You perfectly knew that this is no race against the other Inquisitors, and each Jedi is just hunted game in the eyes of the Grand Inquisitor, Darth Vader, and the Emperor altogether.

You marched to the hangar with a graceful, poised stride. When you saw the hangar officers conversing by the entrance, they stiffened at the sight of you.

“Prepare my ship!” you barked.

The mechanics and engineers scrambled to your TIE Fighter—distinguishable by its black body, a red intercrossed stripe making the cockpit look like a rifle’s reticle from the outside—you watched them inspect, recalibrate, and refuel the vehicle before confirming that it’s safe for travel.

“All engines go for your TIE Fighter, Twelfth Sister,”

“Good,”

You climbed the ladder to the cockpit and made yourself comfortable. The mechanics scurried to detach the hooks and cables strapped to the vessel as you pump up the engines. The hangar attendant waved his signal rods in front of your cockpit as you slowly hover forward, following the path the attendant is carving for you, when you inched closer to the open air you cranked the throttle’s lever and accelerated. The rotors rippled out a ring of dust and air as it slowly gained some velocity, and then you zoom out of the hangar like a black comet and out of Mons Golotha.

In less than 20 minutes, the X1 TIE Fighter’s speed hindered as soon as it entered Mons Golotha’s exosphere. Staring back at you through that cockpit windshield is the star-dotted vacuum of space.

“Okay, Cal sweetheart, where could you be hiding?” you mutter to yourself as you fire up the nav computer.

You drive the TIE forward, farther and farther away from the orbiting moon, you weren’t trying to pick up a signal—you’re trying to find some peace, ironically, in the dead blankness of the galaxy in the hopes to pick up where you left in your meditation earlier. Your grip loosened, no more than a delicate, dainty hold of the steering wheel, you let go and let yourself get lost in concentration.

The heavy, gloomy hum of space helped you drown out all of the white noise in order for you to focus better. A silent call whose echo reaches as far as the system in the ten parsecs. You struggle to recall the image of the place where you saw Cal in—that’s your next best shot in finding him.

A blinding red hue—it’s either morning or afternoon wherever he is. You could even feel the prickling heat underneath your suit.

An arid wasteland. A single city perched atop one of the mesas erected across the sandy, barren expanse.

This planet is wholly new to you.

You see Cal standing atop a mesa whose surface has cracked, brought upon by intense drought, it overlooks the small city not larger than half a quadrant of Coruscant’s city block. The image sharply jabbed its way through your skull, causing you to flick your eyelids up, and return to reality.

“Jeddah!” you gasped its name.

The place is unheard of to you, going back to Mons Golotha to check the archives would prove to be inconvenient. The next plausible move is to follow your instincts. You crane the neck of the nav computer so it faces you, then your fingers tapped away with the buttons—it was strange, though you weren’t startled, you knew exactly what its coordinates are, and so you charted your course to Jeddah.

When the computer screen glowed green and showed a map of the destination, without reluctance, you punched it—pushing the steering forward and the TIE Fighter cuts through the empty space like an arrowhead.

—–

JEDDAH

Cal sits at the edge of the exact mesa where you saw him in your vision, taking under the stout branches of a dead tree. He’s lost count of the days you’ve been gone, he wagered it to be roughly a month now—and he still hasn’t moved on, he refuses to. Gradually, his new habits have become routine to him, not that he’s gotten any better; he remains stoic, almost unfeeling, and his fighting has lost its grace.

If only you could see him now—he’s riddled with sear marks either from his pastime tinkering or the miss-by-a-hair grazes from Stormtroopers’ blasts, bruises, and brand new scars. He refuses healing from Merrin’s magick and makes do with the stims BD-1 supplies for him; but truthfully, he prefers your Force Healing. He misses the warm touch of your palm flat on his skin, wherever his injury might be, the soothing sensation might as well be a thing of the past for him.

The humid wind blows over his cheeks, red sand pricks at his freckles. He sits there, eyes closed, feeling for something cannot name yet knows wholeheartedly.

“[Y/N]…” he mouthed. The utterance of your name is carried away by the wisp of sand.

Nothing.

He yearned to feel it again. He had hoped he would.

His meditation bore no fruit due to his desperation, impatience, and a directionless, bottled up anger.

“Come on…” he growled, squeezing his eyes shut as the rays of the sun blazed through the spaces between the tree branches.

Over several parsecs away, Cal’s voice saying your name—all but a whisper—and a deep humming rang altogether behind your ears. In the first few minutes, you’re unbothered by it, until it did reach you. Your eyes on the windshield wandered, searching the skies for the source, spotting planets and moons here and there.

Cal locked in on the connection, his furrowed eyebrows now relaxed, his breathing calmed and he maintained the ideal, tranquil stillness of his meditation.

The humming grew louder, it evolved into a deeper, more baritone rumbling—like a stampede in the distance—you kept looking for its origin, but neither a single planet nor moon in the system you’re in seem to have the answer. You lent a few more minutes of listening in, hoping you’d make sense of it until you picked up the same familiar sensation as earlier.

“[Y/N]…?” asked Cal, confirming your presence through the Force.

You didn’t speak, you exploited the connection to clear out the cloudiness surrounding your objective. The red mesa in the desert appeared before your eyes, a dead tree, and the city overlooking the city sitting atop a single, erect rock pillar large enough to cradle it.

[Y/N]…! Please…!

A wicked grin snaked on your face. Your jaw clenched and your eyes had a sinister glint.

“Found you!” you hissed.

According to your nav, you’re two systems away from Jeddah. You pulled the computer by its metal neck, your fingers flying all over the keyboard as you calculate the jump to lightspeed.

Never have you ever punched the buttons on the dashboard of your fighter, you were particularly fond and careful of this TIE Fighter, though the excitement of finally spotting your prey caused you to crank the steering wheel forward so hard that the cogs inside groaned, consequently making the thrusters roar with great enthusiasm and haul the vessel at its full speed.

You grinned as you put the pedal to the metal with your fighter, you licked your lips and smirked.

“Don’t worry, sweetie, I’m coming for you.”

The young Jedi got out of the trance and he’s out of breath, exhilarated by the fact that you are alive after all this time—after all this time of defending that exact same point in every debate amongst the Mantis crew—but connecting with you felt different and eerie. BD-1 inched closer to his owner, his scanners picking up Cal’s stress levels and his increased heart rate. A single chirp caught the boy’s attention.

“It’s [Y/N], BD, but…”

“Bee…?”

“I have a bad feeling about her,”

The droid was in disbelief, BD never imagined—not even his processors and circuit board—that Cal would say that about you! He sent out a whole string of trills, questions that Cal couldn’t translate one at a time. He eased his little droid companion, gently gesturing at him to calm down.

“I think we need to tell this to Cere,”

The most concrete proof he could ever get a hold of was a connection from you through the Force. He questioned himself if Cere would believe him, considering she is the closest he can come to in terms of the ways of the Force.

Cal comes rushing back to the Mantis.

“Cere!” he started to call repeatedly when he was only a few meters away until he got into the ship.

The boy was a huffing and puffing mess when he threw himself into the ship, startling everyone and inadvertently interrupting their individual pastimes.

“Cal? What happened?” Cere had to lower her leather journal away from her face just to check on the boy.

“Are you alright?”

“Slow down, kid! It’s not like we’re leaving without you all of a sudden!”

“That’s not it!” he panted. He then turned to the older woman. “Cere, didn’t Cordova write something about having two Force-sensitive beings connecting or communicating through the Force?”

The more Cal rambled on with his queries, Cere had to put her book down on the lounge table to listen to the redheaded youngster. She knows he’s onto something—his excitement is just making slightly incoherent. Her lips parted as if to say something, but the boy is unconsciously unfurling new discoveries with the ways of the Force.

“Well, I just connected with [Y/N]!”

Greez cuts in as politely as he can. “Wai—Wait, how did you know it was [Y/N]? Moreover, what do you mean by ‘connect’?”

“Her voice!” he then remembers the eerie feeling that he put him off during the trance. “But… something doesn’t feel right.”

“About what? About [Y/N]?” Merrin joins in on the subject, curious and intrigued about your well-being, pausing from her tending of the terrarium and stepping down to the lounge table.

“So is it really her or just some random voice you heard that sounds just like her? My poor brain inside this gray head of mine can’t really grasp all of your Force mumbo-jumbo.”

“Cal, you don’t think—?”

Cal immediately refuses Cere’s theory without even letting her finish.

“No!” he bolts. “It can’t be. It’s impossible!”

“Cal, we can’t say for sure. But if you do have a bad feeling about it, then you best be prepared for what you’re about to see when she comes to you.”

There was a foreboding tone in Cere’s voice, consciously warning the boy of what’s to come. In his mind, Cal battled with himself and his inhibitions.

It’s not fair! In his mind, he whined like a child, on the verge of sobbing.

In what ought to be roughly a month and few weeks since you disappeared in Ulfin, his ecstasy in knowing that you truly are alive is instantly overridden by the fear that he cannot pinpoint yet—more like, he cannot accept yet should it be realized.

Coming out of hyperspace brought you to half a parsec away from Jeddah. In the nav, you can see the designated planet outlined in green amidst the others drawn in blue, blending in with the screen’s dark blue background.

You eased down to the regular flying speed as you close the distance between you and Jeddah. While the TIE Fighter cruises through space, passing by the neighboring planets, you cannot help but feel… bothered. Earlier, before you went to hyperspace, you were quite startled with how you behaved—you have never acted like this before. This was your very first solo campaign, as well.

Could it be excitement? For what, exactly? For doing something you want all alone—exactly how you want it? Perhaps.

Uncertainty? Because within the recesses of your being, the old you still lives albeit imprisoned?

“Enough!” you roared, leaning too hard and too fast to accidentally hit the back of your head. “Aaargh! Ow…”

You finally calmed down, for real this time, and your attention from the pain rippling across the back of your skull shifted to the repetitive bleeping of the nav computer. You leaned closer to the dashboard, peering on the screen; the radar indicates that you’re approaching the planet’s orbit. You buckle up and prepare the first phase of atmospheric entry.

Your arms flew in all directions, flicking switches and pressing buttons all over the ship—setting up the shields, applying the right amount of pressure on the steering wheel to counter the gravity, and finding the optimum speed. You close in on the bright, sunshine-gold sheen of Jeddah’s atmosphere.

The leather sank as you lean back, the turbulence made the ship rattle under your feet—the shields are doing its job to keeping the shaking to a minimum—and the TIE Fighter tore through the skies easily.

“Well, that turned out more effortlessly than I expected,” you sighed. “Now, to find you, Cal.”

The same feeling you had when you were still out in space returned, only this time, much louder and more prominent. There wasn’t a doubt that you’ve come to the right place; the connection has staled over time, perhaps Cal has given up in trying. The TIE Fighter circles in the skies in search for a specific city atop a mesa, at least a common signal belonging to it.

Along Cal’s trek, he spots your TIE Fighter—in perfect coincidence—zooming through Jeddah’s sky as a growing black speck. He squints his eyes and shades them with his hand over his brows.

“That can’t be good.”

“If this thing could hold a droid, things would’ve been much easier!” you grumbled as you manually optimized the transmitter. You sighed when no blips popped on the radar. “Might as well find someplace to land.”

At first, the ripple of the Force—barely a whisper again, drowned by the engine hum of the TIE—ran in the back of your mind. Unconsciously feeling it, you’re practically welcoming it; Cal gets the exact same feeling as he watches your TIE Fighter circle the horizon, curious what this lone fighter could be doing in some place as desolate as Jeddah.

He senses the familiarity from the TIE Figher’s pilot, of all people, and little by little he starts to think that it’s not impossible.

[calicoartie]

Tagged by the amazing @funeraloracle !!! I tag @snowingemotions @squid-star @aphroditiansarah @pajamajedi @hobiswitch @thelovedpriestess @the-faeryqueen @intuitivecherry @keep-hauntingme @sereialsey and @heavenly-serpent !!!

1. name: my current name is Camille but I’m thinking of going by something else on here... I still want it to start with a c to make it easier for you guys, but I’m thinking of something a bit cuter... idk. I’ll make sure to make a post about it when I come up with a name!

2. nicknames: OHMYGOD!!! I have so many!!! I’ve been called Cham, Bean, Chammie, Chameleon, Camel, Chamellionaire (lmao ikr) uhhh idk what else...

3. zodiac sign(s): Gemini sun, Taurus moon, and Taurus rising !!! (I’m Taurus dominant hehehe 😈)

4. height: last time I checked I was 5’4, but I think I’ve grown (???) bc I did not expect my friend who is 5’10/5’11 to be THAT short... I thought they would be taller??? Idk maybe my expectations of heights are wrong 😂

5. languages: ok so I know a good chunk of Spanish (but fail my tests??? Why???) and I can read most of the Korean alphabet and like understand a very little amount of words... I also know a few words in French but by a few words I mean fish and bread 😭😂

6. nationality: American, but I have a bunch of French-Canadian and some Italian + Irish !!!

7. favorite season: S P R I N G. SPRINGGGGGG!!!!! SSSSSPPPPPRRRIIINNNGGGGGG!!!! All of the birds come out and sing their pretty songs, it’s warmmmmm and I get to open my windowsss and sometimes I’ll get lil moth visitors on my window screens !!! They r very fuzzy and very nice. Flowers are also my EVERYTHING so I love to see my lil babies grow 🥺. Also FRESH. AIR. More about that later.

8. favorite flower: ooooo ok so I have 2. One is a sunflower bc they make me really happy (!!!) and they remind me of someone I care about a lot, and then I love hydrangeas !!! Their colors are so pretty and the flower is pretty and I even have some in my yard !!! They’re purple/blue !!!

9. favorite scent: remember when I mentioned fresh air? Well HERE WE ARE. I’m telling y’all that shit + my lungs = ASCENSION. It is my favorite thing in the world especially since I have sensory issues (anxiety, ptsd) and WOW it rocks my whole world 🤩🤩🤩 fresh air papí GET INTO THESE LUNGS. also I really love wood fires ??? Like during the fall and wintertime??? That shit is IMMACULATE. also amazing for my sensory issues bc fire = warmth = hug/touch stimulation = muy bien for me.

10. favorite color: YELLOW!!!!!!!!! It’s the color of sunflowers, my phone case, and a pair of fuzzy crocs that I have 🥺. I really love the color yellow.

11. favorite animal: S H E E P. Ok so every year I go to my state’s fair and one of the things I absolutely have to do is to go pet the sheep. My fair experience is literally never complete without me going to go pet the sheep. Even my friend that’s been going with me for the past 2 years now (this year will be the 3rd!!!) knows that. Also somehow the sheep help me stim??? I even take like 5 minute videos of me petting them just so I can go back and watch them later.

12. favorite fictional character: hmmm... I’d say tinker bell, the genie, flounder, mike wazowski (I always found him to be absolutely fucking HILARIOUS), molang (shhh don’t tell anybody but I love watching the show on Netflix), any of my favorite Pokémon, any of my favorite animal crossing villagers, and sally from line !!! I even got a little charm of her to put on one of my crocs but I lost her :( I’ll get a new one again !!!

13. coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: a solid, and I mean solid tie between coffee and hot chocolate.

14. average hours of sleep: ehhh it really depends bc of school but usually it’s 8.5/8 hours? Sometimes it’s less.

15. cat or dog person: both 🥺 I love animals a LOT so I will pet and give my love to pretty much anything except for spiders (ewwww gross)

16. number of blankets you sleep with: 4 (with one of them being a weighted blanket) as you may remember, I like need warmth and some sort of hug-like stimulation for sensory purposes, so I asked my mom for a weighted blanket this past Christmas and oh GOD do I love it. Best thing ever. 11/10.

17. dream trip: NEW YORK CITY!!!! It is literally my favorite place in the world, I’ve gone there once and I can’t get enough of it. There’s so much to do and everything is just so alive and beautiful and it really makes me wanna live life :,) it’s such an inspirational place ahhhh

18. blog established: I’m gonna say 2015/16? I honestly don’t remember but this blog has gone through MANY makeovers.

19. number of followers: 577 !!!

20. random fact: I can play multiple instruments !!! The recorder (if you even want to count it), the ukulele, the lyre, flute (my main b), some piano, and the piccolo!!!

[somethinwickedthiswayrides]

Tag Game~

Oh, why did I wait so long to do this? So many people tagged me! So many~

Placing everything under a read more cause this is about 40 questions long

@sebthur

1. do you like pineapples on your pizza?

I'll fully admit I've never tried it. But I am squarely in the 'no' category. It's just unappetizing to me.

2. how much bubble you want when you take a bath? all of them? none at all?

ALL THE BUBBLES! The tub will be overflowing with bubbles!

3. favorite scent?

Rain, specifically rain on asphalt. It's just, soothing, and can pull me right out of a bad mood.

4. what's your all time favorite movie?

I don't really watch a lot of movies. But I do love the Phantom of the Opera!

5. if money DID grow on trees... what is the first thing u would buy?

I'd move into a nice little home, no HOA, no super close neighbors, it'd be peaceful.

6. did u drink water today?

Uuhh...not water specifically. Gatoraid doesn't really count as water, it's mostly sugar.

7. if not, do it now! stay hydrated! did u eat?

I ate! Fast food, cause I live super far away from where I work, and I can't cook for nuthin, but I ate!

8. whats ur dream job?

I'd like to be a voice actor someday~

9. have you ever heard of upgamers?

No, I haven't. It sounds like updog though, so I am wary.

10. Can you play an instrument? which one?

I don't really count this as being able to play, but I used to own a guitar and I liked to pluck the strings when I got stressed. I don't know why I got rid of it.

11. have you listened to your favorite song today? do it now

I haven't listened to hardly any music for the past week, I need some music~

@nocturnofshadow

1. Dream vacation destination, go!

Home, in my bed, and not having to leave it for about a week. Sounds like heaven.

If I had to pick an ACTUAL location though, Ireland, it just sounds so beautiful there.

2. if you got any novels laying about, go and flip though and pick the twenty-second line - what's it say?

I'm assuming we're going by sentences here. "Psychologically warped; possessed by demons." - 22nd sentence of Wicked.

3. Got any favourite stims? Plastic click-clacks, squishy things, rubbing into a specific spot til it's smooth, ect. Tell me about it!

Hmm. I have a pretty rainbow metallic fidjet spinner, though I don't really use it. Mostly cause when I really need a stim I'm at work where I'm not allowed to have them. So I usually click or tap my pen when I get antsy at work.

4. Favourite scene in a viddy game? (alternatively, fave scene in a book, movie, ect.)

Currently my favorite scene in a game is in Red Dead Redemption 2! When the gang leaves the snowy mountains to head to Horseshoe overlook, the scene with the music is just absolutely beautiful, and it's my absolute favorite thing ever!

5. Favourite aesthetic and why! (old west, european gothic, ect.)

A sort of witchy style, a little bit gothic, but beautiful crystals hanging around, with herbs and flowers and AH~ :D

6. What's your go-to song when you're seeing red? Does it help calm you down, or add fuel to the fire?

Pretty much any music has a calming effect on me, it helps me drift off into my own little world. I don't have a specific song, but I usually listen to softer rock songs.

7. If you write as a hobby, do you still use pen and paper? Or do you prefer typing?

Typing, all the way. My handwriting is an absolute mess and sometimes even I can't decipher the symbols on the page.

8. How long do dishes normally sit in your sink before you get around to them? If you have any sitting around, this is your reminder to get them done!

All of my plates and stuff are disposable for this very reason. I rarely eat at home anyway.

9. Do you have a favourite Hozier song?

I actually had to look up who this was, I never really pay much attention to singer's and bands, and I have heard a few of his songs. I particularly like the Arsonist's Lullaby and In The Woods Somewhere.

10. Do you hoard music playlists? If so, whats the general vibe of those playlists and on which platform? (youtube, spotify, ect.)

I don't really hoard playlists, I usually hear a song and go; 'I wanna hear more like this' and make a new playlist. I use Pandora, and my playlists are mostly rock with a few country, pop, and, I'm not sure how to describe it, celtic? I guess.

@cupofcowboys / @fangirl-ramblings

1. Are you a book reader? if so what are you reading currently?

I am a book reader, though I'm not AVID. Nor am I currently reading anything, too in deep of reading and writing RDR2 fanfiction.

2. If you could time travel where in time would you go?

OH NONONONONO! I know the butterfly effect, thank you but no. I'm also rather happy in the timezone I'm in.

3. Is it hot or cold (weather) where you are in the world right now

Very hot, it's what I get for living in a desert, but hey, it don't snow here~

4. Start your current music playlist, put it on random and tell me what the next song is.

I use Pandora, so it's already random buut, Something's missing by Sheppard.

5. Pizza or Burgers?

But I like both. ;^;

6. Favourite movie/s

Pretty much anything animated by Disney. Though if I had to pick particular movies, The Lion King, Aladdin, The Little Mermaid, Brave, ect.

7. Favourite band/s

Fall Out Boy, Panic at the Disco, Linkin Park, Nickelback, Halestorm, My Chemical Romance. About the only band names I remember, lol.

8. How many concerts have you been to?

That I bought a ticket for? None.

Though, My Chemical Romance did a free gig here about 3 or 4 years ago and I went to see that.

9. If you won millions and millions of dollars what would be the first thing you do.

I would become a literal hermit. Lol, I'd move into a cute little house, and never be seen again.

Maybe I'd pop out every now and again and become a cryptid. Lol

10. One thing you like about yourself?

About myself? I like my hair, took me years to admit, I used to absolutely hate it as a child, I had a mop of curly ginger hair and it always got me unwanted attention. It still does, but I'm a BIT better at just taking the compliment.

@madnessismylover

1. Sun or Moon?

Moon, so soft and gentle and sweet.

2. Would you rather have 20 cats or 20 dogs?

Cats, much as I'd love being smothered by 20 puppies, cats are a little less... needy?

3. Who was your first celebrate crush (that you can remember)?

Steve Irwin. I was 2 or 3.

4. What was your first video game? (and if you don’t play those then what was your first movie)

That I played? Pokemon Blue or Pokemon Gold.

That I owned? Pokemon Ruby.

5. Favorite kid show? (either watched as a kid or watch now)

I love cartoons~ Though I'm particularly fond of Steven Universe, Star VS the Forces of Evil, and Gravity Falls.

6. Favorite decade’s aesthetic? (70s, 80s, 90s, etc,)

I'm a complete 90s kid.

7. Where do you wish you could live?

Not really any location in particular, though I guess Ireland would be nice, maybe Germany or England.

8. Did you have an imaginary friend as a kid? If so what was their name?

I don't remember much about them IMO, I do remember their name was Ash, and they were TALL, like Slenderman levels of tall.

9. What’s something not a lot of people know about you?

I'm actually part Native American! Admittedly, it's a very SMALL part, about five or six generations back but there is a bit in me! And I'm very proud of that small bit.

10. If you had to listen to one song for the rest of your life what would it be?

Oh, that would be torture~ If i HAD to pick, it'd probably be High Hopes by Panic at the Disco, but, it'd still be torture.

MY Questions!

1. How tall are you? Have you dreamed being ever taller?

2. Favorite Youtuber?

3. What is your favorite fairytale?

4. Do you prefer kissing or cuddling?

5. What is the strangest thing you believed as a child?

6. So, what is the funniest pickup line you have ever heard of?

7. On days, when you feel completely bored and demotivated, what helps you to feel energized?

8. 3 things that make you happy?

9. If you could have a superpower what would it be and why?

10. If you had to describe yourself as an animal, which one would it be?

I’m tagging~ @septembershower @i-love-charles @crimsonredemption @mountainhymn aaannnd...I dunno, go for it if you wanna. Lol

[fagpeterstrahm]

11 Questions

Tagged by @brayinghorses. I’m going to answer your questions and then ask my own!

1) If you could choose one place to retire to for the rest of your life, where would you go?

I don’t really want to retire, the thought of it just fills me with anxiety. But if I had to then I would like to spend the rest of my life somewhere tropical

2) Do you believe in astrology?

Eh, not really

3) What’s your favourite media right now? Like, book, movie, show, etc.?

Hannibal the show, I absolutely adore it.

4) Do you stim? How do you stim?

Yeah, I normally bounce my leg a lot or clench and unclench my fist

5) Describe your aesthetic?

Just a big pile of mess

6) Do you like sports? Which one’s your favourite?

Yeah, I like football (or soccer), rugby, basketball, volleyball, netball, I know it’s not a sport per se, but I love discus and javelin, and, obviously, wrestling, seeing as I want to be a wrestler when I grow up.

7) What are your hobbies?

Writing, reading, swimming, learning languages and weightlifting

8) Have you ever been kissed?

Nope, I haven’t even held hands before.

9) Are you able to see the stars at night where you live? Is there a lot of light pollution? 

Yeah, I live right by a forest, so at night, I used to go out there and look at the stars, not anymore though.

10) What song is stuck in your head right now?

Natural by Imagine Dragons

11) Do you have any plushies?

No, if I did I probably would have been made fun of.

My questions are:

1) What’s your favourite thing in the world?

2) What’s your favourite film?

3) Do you have a favourite animal?

4) What do you do to relax?

5) Can you name 5 things that you like about yourself?

6) What’s your dream job?

7) Can you lie easily?

8) Do you prefer the sun or the moon?

9) What’s your favourite season?

10) What’s your favourite ice cream flavour?

11) What makes you happy?

I’m tagging @robwiethoff

[fleetwoodmoth]

tagged by  @egosumdivina and @mysticdragon867 I think?

Rules: Answer thirty questions. Then tag twenty blogs you would like to know better. 1. Nicknames: Cas 2. Gender: ??? 3. Star Sign: Virgo sun Aquarius moon 4. Height: 5′7″ 5. Current Time: 3:44pm 6. Birthday: September 17! 7. Favorite Bands: Fall Out Boy, Fleetwood Mac, The Civil Wars, Imagine Dragons,  8. Favorite Solo Artists: Hozier, Kesha, Elton John 9. Song Stuck in my Head: Carnivore - Starset 10. Last Movie Watched: Spiderman Homecoming  11. Last Show Watched: ??? 12. When Did I Create My Blog: 20..13? 13. What Do I Post: Screaming... about the people I love and the things I love mostly and also some art 14. Last Thing I Googled: Rosebuddies :P 15. Do You Have Other Blogs: Shit my dude I got... nsfw blog, personal/stim blog, writing blog, witch blog, uhhhh self insert shit blog, devotional blogs, wanna start a nsfw art blog 17. Why Did You Choose Your URL: Cause I like skeletons and skulls are cool and aesthetic and I mean imagine them being dipped in gold??? Nice.  18. Following: 804 >.> 19. Followers: 729 ah jeez 20. Favorite Colors: Peach colors, plums, gold and black.  21. Average Hours of Sleep: Lately? Like 5. 22. Lucky Number: 13 23. Instruments: Uhhh? I mean I used to play piano, but I really wanna learn the fiddle or guitar. 24. What Am I Wearing: Flannel shirt and jogging shorts lmao 25. How Many Blankets I Sleep With: 2! A nice quilt-ish thing and a comforter from freshman year. 26. Dream Job: Character Designer for a video game company tbh 27. Dream Trip: I’d like to visit Seattle but if I could go anywhere I’d wanna visit Japan. Anywhere tbh. 28. Favorite Food: Tacos or Pizza tbh 29. Nationality: American 30. Favorite Song Now: Hymn by Kesha

Look all yall fuckers know each other so if you’ve already been tagged I’m sorry the gays all know each other here @tagyourjakku @blackspacelion @rolofunk @jorgancrath @asher-mir

[schizotypalsafe]

Okay so I was tagged by @maladaptive-daydreaming-yes to do this a few days ago and finally have a lil time to do it!! Thank you so much for the tag!

Nickname: X or Kitty on here! I go by other nicknames irl, X is just used by my partner, to their Z

Star sign: Leo sun, Pisces moon, Cancer rising.

Height: 5'4

Time right now: 10:11am

Last thing I Googled: ooo this hidden door site that’s rly neat (my partner and I are planning our dream home 🙃) http://hiddenpassageway.com

Favourite music artists: o gee, I have a lot. David Bowie, Nina Simone, alt J, rancid, queens of the stone age, caravan palace, Vivaldi, NWA are some of the ones I go to most often

Song stuck in my head: lmao u know there’s like fucking 5 at once my dudes thanks to dat disordered thought I can’t rly pick out a specific one they so jumbled

Last movie I watched: Master of Disguise, it was a masterpiece

Last TV show watched: That 70s Show (I’m almost done sobs)

What am I wearing right now: o gee just underwear I haven’t gotten out of bed yet

When did you create your blog: September of 2016

What kind of stuff do you post: stpd info, resources, and advice, lovely stim things, and relatable stpd posts!

Do you have any other blogs: I have like five blogs and zero self control?? Main: @notamurderofcrows-shh , headstuff: @psyychokitten , aesthetic: @fleur-delalune , gore: @murderthekitten

Do you get asks regularly: on here I get a couple a week, depending on how active I am that fluctuates from none to like five a week tho. On other blogs maybe once a month. I love getting asks!

Why did you choose your url: cause it’s a safe space for schizotypals!

Gender: agender! I use they/them and it/its

Hogwarts house: Slytherin, babes 😏

Pokémon team: Valor 😎

Favourite colour: Yellow!! 💛

Average hours of sleep: recently like 6 or 7, I function well on 4, but like to have a long period of time to sleep as I wake up often and have a hard time sleeping, so my sleep period is like 8 or 9 hours but usually only get around 6 or 7

Lucky number: 3, 7, 9, 13; they all show up lots

Favourite characters: Jake the Dog, Rosa from Brooklyn 99 (she’s like Z I lov her), Toph, Pie oh Pah from Imajica, uhhh I don’t remember the things I like very well sorry!

How many blankets do you sleep with: there are currently 7 blankets on our bed 🙃

Dream job: psychiatric nurse!! I’m going to school to be one in September!!!

Followers: last time I checked it was 340 how awesome are all of you??? 😙😄

I’m going to tag a few other schizotypal blogs I know off the top of my head but please @ me if you want to do it! I can link them in a post in a while so we can get to know each other!! @schizotypaldaydreamer @schizotypal-hippy-fiend @schizotypalmoss @stpdandme

[lestroviconlang]

A Lestrovi Swadesh list

No. English Lestrovi

1 I inno

2 you (singular) inis

3 he ine

4 we inna

5 you (plural) insta

6 they inu

7 this hiš

8 that hoš

9 here hid

10 there hod

11 who skän

12 what skeš

13 where skad

14 when skor

15 how skes

16 not os

17 all pez

18 many šca

19 some nec

20 few qil

21 other qeš

22 one sug

23 two sin

24 three kig

25 four tun

26 five nar

27 big ksoz

28 long msor

29 wide was

30 thick raq’

31 heavy buš

32 small inz

33 short qtac

34 narrow sak’

35 thin bix

36 woman nis

37 man rajl

38 human le

39 child drüt

40 wife sat

41 husband wil

42 mother nä

43 father dä

44 animal zun

45 fish qra

46 bird gis

47 dog cuf

48 louse boz

49 snake söes

50 worm q’ab

51 tree bjäk

52 forest šöĝ

53 stick ħüñ

54 fruit stim

55 seed haz

56 leaf kjod

57 root bšel

58 bark (of a tree) smar

59 flower zäg

60 grass bels

61 rope mjüš

62 skin ašx

63 meat lħam

64 blood ts’urğ

65 bone t’ax

66 fat (noun) ‘še

67 egg joğ

68 horn dzvu

69 tail p’eš

70 feather ñoš

71 hair xzäf

72 head two’

73 ear łik

74 eye müž

75 nose fėm

76 mouth p’om

77 tooth ts’öt

78 tongue (organ) zur

79 fingernail mcar

80 foot k’ä

81 leg xoğ

82 knee düs

83 hand łö

84 wing vzär

85 belly ‘üe

86 guts čürš

87 neck cod

88 back vuq

89 breast ts’kco

90 heart mraešt

91 liver štu

92 to drink psit

93 to eat tłac

94 to bite sjärg

95 to suck dqa

96 to spit taš

97 to vomit cat

98 to blow ħök’

99 to breathe sdec

100 to laugh dil

101 to see fur

102 to hear xäš

103 to know pał

104 to think cor

105 to smell ħuż

106 to fear ğra

107 to sleep nıb

108 to live ‘leb

109 to die tmu

110 to kill dzon

111 to fight läet

112 to hunt tiex

113 to hit düt

114 to cut xwad

115 to split diex

116 to stab cüt

117 to scratch łing

118 to dig ošx

119 to swim nwet

120 to fly t’udž

121 to walk üšt

122 to come un

123 to lie (as in a bed) hlėm

124 to sit näx

125 to stand tzod

126 to turn (intransitive) xjardž

127 to fall dzacm

128 to give ar

129 to hold fwet

130 to squeeze žuwd

131 to rub xžen

132 to wash ĝaed

133 to wipe šeöqt

134 to pull yiz

135 to push tėt

136 to throw ksoš

137 to tie dex

138 to sew dga

139 to count ĝal

140 to say xıl

141 to sing ğėn

142 to play locz

143 to float nziy

144 to flow jehs

145 to freeze ğlor

146 to swell d��st

147 sun šmidž

148 moon kšuğ

149 star sidd

150 water šwe

151 rain šjeñ

152 river xik

153 lake łam

154 sea hlord

155 salt tüh

156 stone tağ

157 sand ğum

158 dust č’an

159 earth eš

160 cloud mirğ

161 fog dušm

162 sky stik

163 wind mwix

164 snow lo

165 ice ša

166 smoke xür

167 fire tar

168 ash šalj

169 to burn am

170 road xar

171 mountain pab

172 red čen

173 green beč

174 yellow mžest

175 white kejn

176 black tmir

177 night bü

178 day ri

179 year sna

180 warm ħär

181 cold šli

182 full dziñ

183 new šuğ

184 old k’en

185 good wağr

186 bad won

187 rotten tłall

188 dirty box

189 straight ñis

190 round ğorğ

191 sharp (as a knife) siñ

192 dull (as a knife) jėr

193 smooth šreĝ

194 wet tł’ed

195 dry deq

196 correct saħ

197 near gri

198 far grėn

199 right band

200 left ärr

201 at ca

202 in bi

203 with šmu/moc

204 and ja

205 if neğ

206 because če

207 name tje/sem