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soup-or-who-lock · 2 months ago

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Diary

I hate. Having feelings. Emotions. All of it.

Would be so much easier if we just simply loved each other and that was the end of it. But oh the misery of mutual romantic feelings and a practical sense that we know we want different things from life. But if we didn’t care about that??? My god what a glorious relationship it would be. But my god, I can’t stand to lose them.

Shoutout to my beloved, 21 year old, inherited from multiple late family members car for maybe giving up the ghost. Betty really said “you will talk about it and you will be a better self for it.”

And shoutout to my other best friend for joining me in the misery of catching feelings for one of my best friends

#about jay #diary #my car may have committed that final feat of auto liberation for me to share a bed with my two best friends :( I hate emotions #it’s literally like 3 weeks until I see them both again but fucking hell it is hard to leave the people you love #also goodness gracious I am being dramatic about it. but in fairness my car did stop driving while I was driving it and I have had like.#6 weeks worth of deep conversations in the last 48hrs. so like. @ future me shut the fuck up #it’s a lot. don’t belittle the drama I feel right now #future me is gonna have a field day with this one and we all know it

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