#48/20. Ses parents

[her-om]

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

03: Do you regret anything?

04: Are you insecure?

05: What is your relationship status?

06: How do you want to die?

07: What did you last eat?

08: Played any sports?

09: Do you bite your nails?

10: When was your last physical fight?

11: Do you like someone?

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

14: Do you miss someone?

15: Have any pets?

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

18: Are you scared of spiders?

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

26: What are you craving right now?

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

30: What’s irritating you right now?

31: Does somebody love you?

32: What is your favourite color?

33: Do you have trust issues?

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

51: Favourite food?

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

54: Is cheating ever okay?

55: Are you mean?

56: How many people have you fist fought?

57: Do you believe in true love?

58: Favourite weather?

59: Do you like the snow?

60: Do you wanna get married?

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

62: What makes you happy?

63: Would you change your name?

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

1. Yes

2. @alhad-si-simran to her.

3. Umm there are many things to regret about in life but still regret karke kya hi fayda so no

4. I used to about my face and voice but not anymore.

5. @alhad-si-simran in relationship with her. ❤️

6. Maybe in sleep aur any other way but just peacefully.

7. Cream doughnut.

8. Used to be football player till last year.

9. Chhi bilkul nhi

10. Everyday with my younger brother.

11. @alhad-si-simran yeah her.

12. Yes I have, 3 4 times till now.

13. Currently i hate phantom team E4E for their gaandu harkat.

14. No. (But sometimes I miss my cat.)

15. Currently no but I used to have a cat.

16. Happiness tapakti rehti hai aaj kal kisi ki wajah se.

17. Nope meri bandi mili nhi kabhi (mile to jarur try karna chaunga)

18. No bro, I'm a fan of spider-man lol.

19. Ofc yesss kon nhi jana chahega bc

20. Kabhi nhi kiya yaar.

21. Now that you mention it, I was planning to meet my friends but didn't got out of the bed. :)

22. Only 2.

23. Well in my childhood, I used to have in both of my ears.

24. Science, english, engineering me quantum mechanics.

25. Nope, koi hai hi nhi miss karne layak.

26. Chole bhature

27. Ha shayad un ladkiyo ke jinko mujhpe crush tha ya hai college me :)

28. Nope

29. Yeah I did but it was before our relationship but now that I know I made her cry I regret it. But this won't happen ever again. I want to be reason of her smile not tears <3

30. Kuch log dhoka deke aage badh rhe ye bat irritate kar rhi, Also ye garmi bhi bc bohot hai

31. Idk about others but I'm sure, @alhad-si-simran she does.

32. Not specifically one but i like colour combos Like black and white, Black and orange blue and red etc etc.

33. Ab to ho rhe hai bc.

34. My last dream was about my girlfriend @alhad-si-simran <3

35. @alhad-si-simran her <3

36. Depends.

37. It's easier to forgive than forget

38. Yes best year ever.

39. Meri bandi mil jaye fir batauga

40. Bhai tumhare mohalle me karte hai kya aisa Ya tu jata hai roj aise? Sorry agar ladki anon hai to. But no yaar ye kesa question hai me PK thodi hu.

51. Biryaniiiii

52. Sometimes yes.

53. Said I love you to her as always @alhad-si-simran <3

54. Depends on the situation... like pta chale samne wala bhi kar rha ho to badla lend ke liye kari jaye

55. I don't think so. I'm friendly yaar.

56. Yaad nhi bc

57. Yeah I do.

58. Sunny breezy and rainy.

59. Ya fir thandi bhi but only in other countries, snow fall ka maza lena hai

60. Yes @alhad-si-simran with her :)

61. No, Only meri girlfriend ko mujhe baby bulane ka haqq hai and yeah it's cute when she does it.

62. Talking with my simmu, sharing my thoughts with her just loving her every day more and more, just spending time with her, she always makes me happy @alhad-si-simran

63. No.

64. Double it and give it to the next person. (Kyu jale par namak chhidk rhe ho?)

65. @alhad-si-simran I love her too. (Only female bestie I have.)

66. @alhad-si-simran Ofc my bestie and bandi, Uske sath jo chahe wo karu wo appreciate karti hai, hasti hai khush ho jati hai mujhe khush dekh ke, she knows me perfectly so I can be myself around her.

67. @alhad-si-simran on call.

68. @alhad-si-simran with her.

69. @alhad-si-simran I do believe in soulmates now.

70. Zindagi ek bar milti hai wo bhi kisi aur ke liye kyu maru bc me (I believe in k!lling not dying for someone else.)

[greendias]

Manda o número da pergunta na ask ou manda

alguma outra pergunta que não esteja na lista:

1- Qual seu nome?

2-Qual sua idade?

3-Estado onde nasceu?

4-Uma comida favorita?

5- Uma cor que goste?

6-Já pensou em largar tudo e sumir?

7-Um defeito e uma qualidade?

8-Já se arrependeu muito de algo?

9-Algo que já fez e não faria de novo?

10- Um livro favorito?

11-Um sonho?

12-Algo impossível de esquecer?

13- Me diga uma frase de qualquer música da

sua banda/cantor(a) preferida.

14-Um lugar?

15-Viagem dos sonhos?

16- Qual sua meta de vida no momento?

17-Acredita em para sempre?

18-Um segredo que nunca contou a ninguém?

19-Uma confissão?

20- Já traiu ou foi traído (a)?

21-O que você acha sobre feminismo/

machismo?

22-Já se decepcionou muito com alguém e

depois passou por cima disso e voltou a

conviver normalmente com a pessoa?

23-O que você diria a pessoas que traem?

24-O que você diria a pessoas mentirosas?

25-O que você diria a caras que vivem

magoando mulheres?

26-Viagem dos sonhos?

27- Tem algum sonho que ainda não realizou?

28-Qual sua profissão?

29-Seu apelido?

30-Alguém com quem sempre falava e não fala

mais, porém sente saudades?

31-E mais fácil perdoar ou ser perdoado?

32-O que vem em primeiro lugar pra você?

33-Filme ou série?

34- Qual foi a última coisa que te fez sorrir?

35-Alguém que te inspira?

36-Alguém que você sinta falta?

37-Já mandou nudes?

38-Já recebeu nudes?

39-Melhores amizades que você fez aqui no tumblr?

40- Cor do seu cabelo?

41-Praia ou piscina?

42-Inverno ou verão?

43- Café ou chá?

44-Alguém já partiu seu coração esse ano?

45-Prefere estar solteiro ou namorando?

46-Ultima vez que chorou e qual o motivo?

47-Mataria alguém pra salvar um amigo ou

parente?

48-Perdoaria infidelidade?

49-Já ficou com alguém pra fazer ciúmes a

outra pessoa?

50-Se arrepende de ter ficado com alguém?

51-Alguém que você conversa todo dia?

52-Alguém que te faz feliz?

53-Gíria que mais fala?

54-Momento mais triste que já viveu?

55-Alguém que você confia?

56-Seu maior medo?

57-Já chorou por amor?

58-O que você faz quando está triste?

59-Quais mentiras já falaram de você?

60-Descreva um dia perfeito.

61-Está gostando de alguém?

62-O que você acha de mim?

63- Do que você sente saudade?

64-Já teve um amor proibido?

65-Já chorou no banho?

66-Já teve uma recaída?

67-Já gostou por dois?

68- Tem medo de se declarar?

69-Se ilude facilmente?

70- É sensível?

71-Gosta de alguém que não gosta de você?

72-Se apaixonou por melhor amigo (a)?

73-Já se sentiu como segunda opção?

74-Está com saudade de alguém?

75-Já se arrependeu de beijar alguém?

76-Já levou um fora?

77-Já postou indireta?

78-Mandar nudes para um desconhecido ou

para um ex?

79-Estar sempre com tesão ou nunca mais

conseguir ter um orgasmo?

80-Dormir com alguém atraente ou muito bom

de cama?

81-Luzes acesas ou apagadas?

82-Dominante ou submisso?

83-O que te deixa mais feliz?

84-O que você menos gosta na personalidade

das pessoas?

85-Qual sua palavra favorita?

86-Qual o seu limite para tentar algo novo?

87-O que te excita e não é algo sexual?

88-Qual é o seu pior hábito?

89-Com ou sem preliminares?

90- Já teve sonho erótico?

91-Já ficou com estranho?

92-Já usou drogas?

93-Já enviou mensagem picante pra pessoa

errada?

94- Já criou fake pra stalkear alguém?

95-Já deu beijo triplo?

96-Já fez ménage?

97-Já tomou pílula do dia seguinte?

98-Já fingi um orgasmo?

99-Já fiquei com uma pessoa comprometida?

100-Algo que não faria nunca?

101- Qual seu maior sonho de consumo na

cama?

102-Mudaria algo em você?

103-Alguém do tumblr que você queria

conversar e tem vergonha de chamar?

[kaypeace21]

Idk if this is possible or not or if you've done it already but could you list all the rainbow references in the show?

Haha- talk about pandora’s box. Sure, personally i think the rainbows have multiple meanings -3 meanings to to be exact

1) Rainbows being associated with psychics + Will’s powers plot twist

*We see in the stranger thing novel 'suspicious minds' when overusing powers you may hallucinate rainbows (which are also associated with the void/ monsters in the series) .

Terry: “Spots bloomed behind her eyelids. Every color … as the sunlight turned to rainbows” ( p44-45), “streaks of rainbow appeared (p47)”,“The rainbow stayed with Terry for a long while, but eventually it faded and in its place: darkness. A pit.”(p. 48). 

Alice (who sees visions of the future) : “Snarling, snapping monsters,RAINBOW LIGHTS playing in the air around them” (p. 121).

cough Will being in the upsidedown/being chased by “monsters”. And Joyce communicating with Will  via “rainbow lights.”

The rainbow room (from s2) also has a rainbow on the door- according to the novel kali drew that rainbow. Similar to Will's rainbow drawing. Kali in the book also creates a rainbow allusion with sunflowers (Terry ref).

Kali: “field of yellow sunflowers  grew up around them. A rainbow arcing over the golden tops.” (p. 139).  “He noticed she’d drawn up there, a rainbow with her colored pencils. Maybe he’d suggest that for the playroom” (the rainbow room we see in s2) (p. 298)

I also already talked about how Terry saying "breath, sunflower, rainbow " is actually a reference to s1 Will- here (in link including pic of Will and Terry being told to “breath”.

*El in s3 also thinks of papa, her mother , and the rainbow room- cause she sees a cereal box with a rainbow (on it).

Dustin and susie sing a song from the film adaption of the book "never ending story". Which indicates how Will is subconsciously creating the supernatural creatures & people in the series . Before they sing, we also see  susie is next to a ‘wizard of oz’ posters & she reads & talks to Dustin about the book "wizard of earthsea'. 2 of the 3 examples have  rainbow-related songs (in their film adaptions) & all 3 hint at Will’s powers.

* wizard of earthsea:

It’s about a pre-teen wizard named Ged who has a bowl cut (Will) who casts a powerful spell, but the spell goes awry and instead he releases a shadow creature (by opening a portal between the living & dead- Will is a zombie boy remember?)! The new Archmage, Gensher, describes the shadow as an ancient evil that wishes to possess Ged. But the ‘shadow’ turns out  to be a representation of the darkest aspects of his personality. It’ only when he calls the shadow monster by his own name “Ged”(cough mf=will the wise) does the monster stop acting out. The only way to save the world is for ged to then  merge with the shadow(and for Ged to accept himself-and “become whole”).This also reminds me of the “Jungian shadow” 

* never ending story: 

Bastian ( who has a bowl cut- and is from single parent house hold) subconsciously creates a fantasy world being over run by darkness (symbolizing the loss of hope and dreams). One of the characters he creates is Atreyu (El). Atreyu ( was the child deemed the ‘chosen one). “Atreyu is knocked into the sea of possibilities. There he wakes on the shore of abandoned ruins. And Gmorick (mindflayer) then latches his jaws onto Atreyu’s (El’s) leg.”Pretty much what happened to El.”The Empress in the story later tells Atreyu, that despite being told he was the chosen one (he never was). And that it was always Bastian (Will) who was the chosen one-since his imagination created Fantasia (so he’s the only way to stop the darkness from over -running it).”

Will has mental health issues and  accidentally writes a “story” about the shadow monster (reflecting his tra*ma). Bastian is depressed (over his parent) and subconsciously creates a story about darkness over-running everything. Like how Hopper describes his depression- like a black hole.

song Dustin & Susie sing:

 “Written on the pages is the answer to a never ending story” (cough the books susie referenced - are explaining the answer to what’s causing the mindflayer/upsidedown/the lab...this story )

“DREAM a dream. And what you DREAM will be” ( Will’s imagination making his nightmares come true)

“Rhymes that keep their secrets Will unfold behind the clouds.And there upon a RAINBOW Is the answer to a never ending story.”

(the lyric “rhymes that keep their SECRETS” purposely pans to Will both times the song is sung). Because the ‘SECRET’ is -he’s causing everything. And thus he’s the only way to stop it- or they’ll all be stuck in a never-ending story. The only way to stop it is for Will to face his shadow/the mindflayer (aka the other Will) who is always shown within the STORM CLOUDS . Will needs to create a RAINBOW (out of those storm clouds). Like rainbows that show up AFTER a storm.He’d do this by accepting himself , his tra*ma/mental health relating to his dad, and or his gay identity- then the story will be able to end.Dustin even says “ defeat his RAINBOW of DARKNESS” (and later says a “rainbow is the answer ”(to the story). st book:”The RAINBOW stayed with Terry for a long while, but eventually it faded and in its place: DARKNESS. A pit.”AKA: Will has to face his symbolic darkness and the storm/and than create a rainbow from it- for the story to end...

When Dustin says ‘rainbow of darkness’ he talks about my little pony- where one of their friends became a dragon.  in d&d wizards can become dragons &Bastian also summons a dragon with his imagination powers in ‘never ending story’. And Will is associated with dragons: s1he  has dragon comic & drawing, s2 Will has dragon poster in his room + watches his friends play dragon game. And again... dungeons & dragons.

Also tw for s.a/parental ab*se (so skip to ‘wizard of oz’  if you prefer ). In the 4th book of wizard of Eathsea (20 years after the original, where ged was the protagonist). The new main  protagonist - was r*ped and burned by her father as a child (and in the sequel she became a dragon as a form of empowerment ). which goes with my lonnie theory-sadly.

*wizard of oz: 

it’s about a Dorothy creating a mythical world based on people she both likes and dislikes . Dorothy sings in the movie a song about a ‘RAINBOW’ and references ‘DREAMS’ coming true in a mythical land -much like the ‘never ending story’ song (referencing “rainbows”/”dreams” coming to life).

“There's a land that I heard of once in a lullaby Somewhere over the RAINBOW, Skies are blue, And the DREAMS that you dare to dream, really do come true...”

We see in s1 Hopper cop-partner calls the lab “emerald city”. Murray in s2 says people “don’t want to look behind the curtain” (to see what’s causing the supernatural -in the film what was literally behind the curtain was a wizard-cough like Will). We also have -lion, tiger, and bear stuffed animals (as a ‘lion, and tigers, and bears-oh my!’ quote )from the film. And David harbor (Hopper) when referencing the s4 rainbow room (quotes the song)  and he also quotes a speech from Dorothy-when posting about the cabin the mindflayer destroyed.

2) Rainbow cups (hinting at Lonnie’s return) 

We see 2 rainbow cups in the series. 

in s2) when Mike & Will are sitting together & saying they’re “crazy together” . This cup next to them says “happy birthday” in rainbow. Later that season- they talk about Will’s birthday-rainbow drawing, Mike&Will meeting & Lonnie leaving. And in s2, we also see in Will’s room a card that says “sorry, I forgot your birthday”(most likely from Lonnie). So both Lonnie & Mike are associated with Will’s bday.

in s3) We see a woman yell “I don’t want her in my house!” (while she sits next to a rainbow cup). reminiscent of Joyce saying to Lonnie “get out of my house”. We also know there are rumors s4 takes place during Will’s birthday & Lonnie’s actor may have been spotted on set.  Along with the fact (it’s pretty much confirmed) Mike will be visiting the Byers in s4. However, the woman (next to the rainbow cup)  also says “2 visitor only. 2!″

THE 2 VISITORS ARE MIKE &LONNIE (for Will’s b day). 

Also, in s3, when El is drinking from cup- she sees a rainbow. And what’s the first word she thinks of? “Papa.”

so rainbow+cup= shitty dads (lonnie & brenner) probably returning

*And of course if that’s the case -Lonnie (the same guy who called Will h*mophobic sl*rs) will not be supportive of Mike & Will’s “friendship”. And will not be nice to Mike (to say the least). Like... imagine Hopper in s3 - but we know he’s not bluffing and the audience won’t have the option to take it as a joke... and yes the s4 movies hint at that...

3) gay symbolism

First we have Mike wheeler. He in s1 has rainbows sheets, rainbow bedroom blinds , and in his basement there’s a heart propelled by a rainbow. This is like how in s3 Mike kisses El and there is a drawing that says "Mike'. And on the drawing is a heart propelled by a rainbow. I already explained how its symbolic of him trying to be straight/fighting his feelings for Will, but wherever he goes a rainbow still follows (even when he tries being romantic with El). He’s trying to hide his “rainbow heart” by dating  El- why in s3 (the rainbow-heart in his basement) mysteriously disappeared from his room (but a similar symbol follows Mike even when he kisses El). 

Even in s2 when talking about Will (in the AV tech room): Mike is placed in the center of 2 objects : an object with 11 on it & on the right a rainbow apple (this apple is supposed to be an ode to the gay father of computers- but also about the forbidden apple). Hinting at the love triangle of Mike (with El/Will). PLUS, in the ST book ‘worlds turned upsidedown’ they literally show Mike in the AV room- and  put the caption “FALLING IN LOVE- with tech” (and placed rainbow flags next to the caption). And of course we have Mike & Will pose next to the rainbow apple- in the AV room.

 We also see when Mike and Will says they’re “crazy together” (aka LOVE-as Flo stated) and they’re next to a rainbow cup that says Happy birthday .

And later that season they ref the rainbow ship Will drew for his birthday-which Joyce was "proud" of.  And while dancing with a girl (Will according to the script was looking at Mike instead of her) . That girl is wearing a rainbow heart hair pin. This is essentially a parallel to Mike . Will (next to a rainbow heart) is dancing with a girl, but is secretly thinking of Mike. Mike (next to a rainbow heart) is kissing el but secretly thinking of Will (and immediately goes on a movie double date with Will after this). The lyrics of both these scenes indicate they're not happy pretending to be straight. The lyrics for Will are "every smile you fake". And Mike while kissing el is "just a little uncertainty can bring you down" (and during this lyric is when El puts her hands on him-and he removes her hands from him *aka he’s not as confident in the relationship as he pretends to be.

We see in s4 bts that the rainbow heart hair pin (worn by the girl Will dances with) is also worn by nancy while standing next to Robin (who is gay). So being near a  ‘rainbow-heart’ is prob a hint a character is gay. Aka robin & Will & Mike.

tumblr user “awhstrangerthings” pointed out the nancy -hair clip detail.

In s1 when troy is calling Will h*mophobic sl*rs (in front of Mike) he wears a rainbow shirt. And max while often critiquing m*leven (in s3) (to Mike) often wears rainbow shirts. I talked about how I thought Troy and max subconsciously remind Mike he isn't straight - so they're associated with the rainbow iconography-post here. Like we see Max with rainbow sheets (like Mike) and than she immediately talks to him on the phone. I mean she could be queer- but I lean to that theory at the moment. 

The whole being near rainbows when associating with a queer character makes sense (it’s like a ‘gay-dar”). Similar to Nancy’s hair clip when being near Robin/ that Girl having the same rainbow hair clip when dancing with Will. If we assume this theory than see a pattern with other characters (when speaking about/being near queer coded characters)....

it’s similar to how : When lucas (via subtext) criticizes m*leven- he is also next to a rainbow (in Erica's room). I explained here- why it’s about m*leven.

or when Jonathan says he’s going to hang out with Will (it’s near a rainbow).

This Jonathan moment -Is similar to when Steve ( who has a rainbow bandaid-from the Byers’ house) calls Mike “Nancy” (which is slang for a gay guy)

*another addition: you see in the comments of this post ghostgirlsatin mentioned Dart has a rainbow blanket. But, I noticed a couple of other things. 

notice Dustin says "we have to talk- its about my friend ,Will". As Dustin is near rainbow lights and a rainbow bed sheet. Like how

A) rainbows are associated with the supernatural creatures + Will

B) rainbow lights associated with Will

C) rainbows near straight characters when talking about /near queer characters... similar to how Jonathan is near a rainbow when talking about Will

*also can’t tell if that is a ‘rainbow ship’ poster?

We also see Erica has a sunflower & rainbow drawing in her room... at the moment not sure if its just a random easteregg , foreshadowing something supernatural we're not aware of yet? or just for the m*leven diss?

(although given the fact i think some characters were created by Will- and given all the Max &Billy/Will & jonathan parallels ... the rainbow stuff may be a hint Will created them? I mean they even made a Troy comic just to show his dad is a bully.) But, at the moment, i still lean to (some) characters having rainbow iconography because they’re referring to/are near a queer character.

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- Avere almeno 3 tatuaggi

- Padroneggia le abilità di fabbricazione/maneggevolezza/benessere.

- Ama i tratti all'aperto/fregano

- Completa l'aspirazione del creatore

- Diventa un lavoratore autonomo con la carriera freelance SIMply Crafted

- Indossare raramente il trucco/Adoro vestirsi casualmente

GEN DUE:

La felicità non si trova solo in un partner.

Sei cresciuto estremamente amato e accudito dai tuoi genitori. Erano la coppia perfetta. Dopo aver visto quella che sembrava essere la perfetta storia d'amore svolgersi da quando eri bambino, ti senti come se non fosse possibile per te avere la stessa cosa.

Comincia persino a sembrare scoraggiante.

Quindi scegli di stare lontano dall'amore. Potresti andare ad un appuntamento qua e là, ma alla fine la tua paura e l'ansia di avere un partner ti tengono single per quasi tutta la vita.

Anche se non hai mai voluto un partner, ami i bambini. Hai sempre voluto essere un genitore. L'idea di dare una casa a un piccolo sim e l'amore per il resto della sua vita ti fa gonfiare il cuore. Vuoi essere quello per qualcuno.

E chi ha detto che hai bisogno di un partner per avere figli?

Dici di rispettare le norme sociali e di adottare quattro bambini per tutta la vita. Tu li genitori da solo. Anche se sei solo tu, hanno tutto l'amore che potrebbero mai chiedere. Loro sono felici. La tua famiglia è perfetta.

Sei un SUPER genitore e senti che la tua vita è completamente piena di amore anche se non hai mai avuto un interesse romantico.

Fino a quando non raggiungi l'età avanzata. Colto di sorpresa, incontri qualcuno con cui ti connetti immediatamente. Entrambi avete vissuto le vostre vite e vi trovate completamente e pienamente innamorati, completamente e completamente inaspettatamente.

Vivi il resto dei tuoi giorni con la tua anima gemella ritrovata e crei adorabili creazioni per i tuoi nipoti.

OBIETTIVI:

- Adotta 4 bambini

- Non deve avere una relazione fino all'età avanzata

- Sposarsi come un anziano

- Completa l'aspirazione Super Genitore

- Avere tratti non flirtanti e orientati alla famiglia

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5 note - Postate 11 giugno 2022

#2

Niente ho scoperto l'applicazione della vita 😍😍😍💙

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6 note - Postate 23 maggio 2022

Il mio post numero 1 del 2022

Ciao ragazzi so che non pubblico da mesi sul blog ma ho il pc rotto e devo comprarlo nuovo nel frattempo colgo l'occasione per dirvi che sono su YouTube da oggi 🤣🤣

Ringrazio tantissimo la mia Minty 😘💚 per questo regalo bellissimo e per chi volesse raggiungere il mondo della mia bimba vi lascio tutti i link

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#Perguntas Quentes 2#

1. Você já dormiu pelado?

2. Qual é o tamanho do seu sutiã ou comprimento do pau?

3. Onde foi ou você gostaria que fosse sua primeira vez e por quê?

4. Você já mostrou a alguém as partes do seu corpo e pediu conselhos?

5. Você já viu algum de seus parentes nus? 6. Você prefere fazer isso no escuro ou com luz?

7. Qual é a sua maior fantasia?

8. Você chuparia os dedos dos pés de alguém?

9. Onde você acha que seria o lugar mais estranho para fazer sexo?

10. Você faria sexo lá?

11. O que e quem te excita?

12. Com que celebridade você faria sexo?

13. De quem é o homem mais sexy que você conhece?

14. Qual é a mulher mais sexy que você conhece?

15. Com quantas pessoas você faria sexo ao mesmo tempo?

16. Você já fez um show de strip?

17. Você já viu um show de strip?

18. Você já viu algum de seus amigos pelado?

19. Você já teve uma fantasia com um professor?

20. Você já mergulhou nua?

21. Se você pudesse ser um tempero, qual seria

22. Você já usou cueca dois dias?/ Você já usou sua calcinha por dois dias seguidos?

23. Você já comparou as partes do seu corpo com as de outra pessoa enquanto vocês dois estavam nus?

24. Você já mijou em pé ou agachado na mata?

25. Qual foi o lugar mais estranho em que você já fez algo com alguém?

26. Seus pais já te pegaram fazendo alguma coisa?

27. Você já os pegou?

28. Você faria sexo no oceano?

29. Você já pegou areia em você?

30. Você já correu ou caminhou nu pela sua casa?

31. O que você veste para dormir?

32. Você já fez alguma coisa com alguém na cama de seus pais?

33. Você consideraria esfregar óleo quente ou creme em todo o seu namorado ou garota?

34. Você já usou lubrificante?

35. Você já tirou seu sutiã ou calcinha em uma estrada principal?

36. Você faria qualquer coisa em uma roda-gigante?

37. Você já provou esperma ou suco feminino?

38. Quantos anos você tinha quando recebeu seu primeiro beijo de verdade?

39. Você já fez algo com alguém em uma piscina, banheira de hidromassagem ou banheira?

40. Você já amarrou ou algemou alguém?

41. Você foi testemunha de alguém fazendo sexo?

42. Você faria sexo por telefone?

43. Você faria qualquer pessoa em uma árvore?

44. Você faria sexo com seu melhor amigo?

45. Você faria sexo com alguém que você conhece? não

46. ​​Você acha que a dor física, como espancar, é um elemento de bom sexo?

47. Você acha as mulheres mais velhas atraentes?

48. Você acha os homens mais velhos atraentes?

49. Você prefere fazer sexo com ou sem preservativo?

50. Quem foi a pessoa que você beijou que foi a melhor?

51. Que desculpa você daria aos seus pais se eles te pegaram fazendo sexo?

52. Qual é a cor dos seus pelos púbicos?

53. A cor do seu cabelo combina com a cor dos seus pelos púbicos?

54. Você já abriu os olhos enquanto eu estava fora?

55. Com quantas pessoas você dormiu?

56. Você já fez sexo anal?

57. Onde em seu corpo é o seu lugar favorito para ser tocado?

58. Quando foi a última vez que você teve um sonho sujo?

59. Se você pudesse fazer sexo em qualquer lugar do mundo, onde seria?

60. Qual foi o melhor sexo que você já teve?

61. Qual é a sua posição favorita?

62. Cite uma posição sexual que você gostaria de experimentar

63. Qual foi o seu melhor orgasmo de todos os tempos?

64. Você já enviou nus de si mesmo?

65. Você fica barulhento ou quieto durante o sexo?

66. Você já tentou usar comida durante as preliminares?

67. Você já fez uma fita de sexo?

68. Qual é a primeira coisa que atrai você sexualmente

para alguém?

69. Quando se trata de BDSM, até onde você ido / iria?

70. Você já leu ficção erótica?

71. Qual é o seu brinquedo favorito?

72. Você já se juntou ao clube do Miles High?

73. Você diria que é pervertido?

74. Você gosta de sexo no chuveiro?

75. Onde está o lugar mais estranho que você já se masturbou?

76. Você gosta de apanhar?

77. Qual foi a sua relação sexual mais embaraçosa

experiência?

78. Você já fantasiou com outra pessoa durante o sexo?

79. Você já chorou ou adormeceu durante o sexo?

80. Você prefere contato visual ou não durante o sexo?

81. Você gosta de beijar durante o sexo?

82. Você fica cansado depois do sexo?

83. Qual é a maneira infalível de excitar você?

84. Você gosta de conversa suja?

85. Você já fez sexo no carro?

86. Você gosta de sexting?

87. Qual é o tempo mais curto e mais longo que você leva para ter um orgasmo?

88. Você já se masturbou na frente do seu parceiro?

89. Você já foi sufocado durante o sexo?

90. Você já teve um amigo com benefícios?

91. Você já usou lingerie?

92. Você já fez sexo ao ar livre?

93. Você já assistiu pornografia com alguém?

94. Você já beijou várias pessoas em uma noite?

95. Você já fez sexo no banheiro?

96. Você já provou a si mesmo?

97. Você já usou um plug anal?

98. Você já usou um balanço sexual?

99. Você já fez sexo em uma sala de aula ou escritório?

100. Você já mergulhou nua?

101. Você já foi imobilizado?

102. Você já fez sexo quando estava bêbado?

103. Você já fez sexo enquanto estava chapado?

104. Você já teve orgasmo cinco vezes em um dia?

105. Você já fez sexo matinal?

106. Você já comeu comida do corpo nu do seu amante?

107. Você já usou cera quente?

108. Você já usou roupas íntimas crotchless?

109. Você já fez sexo no chão?

110. Você já fez sexo na frente de um espelho?

111. Qual é a sua categoria pornográfica favorita?

112. Você gosta de fazer sexo ao ar livre?

113. Quanto tempo você gostaria que as preliminares durassem?

114. Você prefere ser o dominante ou o submisso?

115. Você prefere sexo violento ou gentil?

116. Você faz barulho durante o sexo?

[microsaia]

Manda o número da pergunta na ask ou manda alguma outra pergunta que não esteja na lista:

1- Qual seu nome?

2- Qual sua idade?

3- Estado onde nasceu?

4- Uma comida favorita?

5- Uma cor que goste?

6- Já pensou em largar tudo e sumir?

7- Um defeito e uma qualidade?

8- Já se arrependeu muito de algo?

9- Algo que já fez e não faria de novo?

10- Um livro favorito?

11- Um sonho?

12- Algo impossível de esquecer?

13- Me diga uma frase de qualquer música da sua banda/cantor(a) preferida.

14- Um lugar?

15- Viagem dos sonhos?

16- Qual sua meta de vida no momento?

17- Acredita em para sempre?

18- Um segredo que nunca contou a ninguém?

19- Uma confissão?

20- Já traiu ou foi traído (a)?

21- O que você acha sobre feminismo/machismo?

22- Já se decepcionou muito com alguém e depois passou por cima disso e voltou a conviver normalmente com a pessoa?

23- O que você diria a pessoas que traem?

24- O que você diria a pessoas mentirosas?

25- O que você diria a caras que vivem magoando mulheres?

26- Viagem dos sonhos?

27- Tem algum sonho que ainda não realizou?

28- Qual sua profissão?

29- Seu apelido?

30- Alguém com quem sempre falava e não fala mais, porém sente saudades?

31- É mais fácil perdoar ou ser perdoado?

32- O que vem em primeiro lugar pra você?

33- Filme ou série?

34- Qual foi a última coisa que te fez sorrir?

35- Alguém que te inspira?

36- Alguém que você sinta falta?

37- Já mandou nudes?

38- Já recebeu nudes?

39- Melhores amizades que você fez aqui no tumblr?

40- Cor do seu cabelo?

41- Praia ou piscina?

42- Inverno ou verão?

43- Café ou chá?

44- Alguém já partiu seu coração esse ano?

45- Prefere estar solteiro ou namorando?

46- Última vez que chorou e qual o motivo?

47- Mataria alguém pra salvar um amigo ou parente?

48- Perdoaria infidelidade?

49- Já ficou com alguém pra fazer ciúmes a outra pessoa?

50- Se arrepende de ter ficado com alguém?

51- Alguém que você conversa todo dia?

52- Alguém que te faz feliz?

53- Gíria que mais fala?

54- Momento mais triste que já viveu?

55- Alguém que você confia?

56- Seu maior medo?

57- Já chorou por amor?

58- O que você faz quando está triste?

59- Quais mentiras já falaram de você?

60- Descreva um dia perfeito.

61- Está gostando de alguém?

62- O que você acha de mim?

63- Do que você sente saudade?

64- Já teve um amor proibido?

65- Já chorou no banho?

66- Já teve uma recaída?

67- Já gostou por dois?

68- Tem medo de se declarar?

69- Se ilude facilmente?

70- É sensível?

71- Gosta de alguém que não gosta de você?

72- Se apaixonou por melhor amigo (a)?

73- Já se sentiu como segunda opção?

74- Está com saudade de alguém?

75- Já se arrependeu de beijar alguém?

76- Já levou um fora?

77- Já postou indireta?

78- Mandar nudes para um desconhecido ou para um ex?

79- Estar sempre com tesão ou nunca mais conseguir ter um orgasmo?

80- Dormir com alguém atraente ou muito bom de cama?

81- Luzes acesas ou apagadas?

82- Dominante ou submisso?

83- O que te deixa mais feliz?

84- O que você menos gosta na personalidade das pessoas?

85- Qual sua palavra favorita?

86- Qual o seu limite para tentar algo novo?

87- O que te excita e não é algo sexual?

88- Qual é o seu pior hábito?

89- Com ou sem preliminares?

90- Já teve sonho erótico?

91- Já ficou com estranho?

92- Já usou drogas?

93- Já enviou mensagem picante pra pessoa errada?

94- Já criou fake pra stalkear alguém?

95- Já deu beijo triplo?

96- Já fez ménage?

97- Já tomou pílula do dia seguinte?

98- Já fingi um orgasmo?

99- Já fiquei com uma pessoa comprometida?

100- Algo que não faria nunca?

101- Qual seu maior sonho de consumo na cama?

102- Mudaria algo em você?

103- Alguém do tumblr que você queria conversar e tem vergonha de chamar?

[fandomnetworks]

HE’S WEIRD.

PART 1  PART 2

Summary: Your past comes to light and the uncomfortable truth seems to intrigue the DEA agents. 

Pairing: Javier Peña x Reader

Word Count: 3.6K

Warnings: Violence and Cursing

Authors note: A lot more of the reader’s past in this part, I felt like it would be a great foundation for future parts. I promise there will be more Javi interactions in the next. Also if you haven’t read the first two parts I’d highly recommend you do!

Thanks my lovelies. 

Were you fabricating lies straight through your teeth the night your so-called friend left that voicemail? Absolutely, and you hoped Peña did not call you out on your bluff. His quizzing eyes made your stomach hurl inside. Thankfully, he was too tired to be "dealing with you" and stopped asking questions. He headed out of your apartment once you assured him you wouldn't go out again, and if anything happened, you'd call him or Steve.

-----

It had been about two days from the time Peña last visited your apartment. Instead, in his place, Steve would see you at night; he was far nicer than Peña and would even bring you food that Connie made or food he bought for dinner. But tonight, you offered him freshly baked cookies you had spent nearly half of the morning looking for all the ingredients.

Taking a seat at the dinner table, both you and Steve had a coffee mug in your hands. He usually stayed about 10 minutes before leaving, and today was no different. "Javi told me some guy is bothering you?" He said in more of a question than a statement tone.

Something inside you stirred; you felt something but couldn't explain the feeling. Your cheeks became red, as you thought, what else did they talk about you when you weren't around. But you also felt terrible that you were lying to one of the few good people you've met since moving back to Colombia. But you weren't ready; you hadn't collected enough information yet to bring your plan to life and take that motherfucker down.

"Yeah, an old fling that didn't spark back up."

"You know, you should be careful with guys like that," Steve noted, eyeing your facial expressions, taking a sip of his drink.

If it hadn't been for the boost of adrenaline due to the two extra spoonfuls of coffee in your cup, you would have never reacted faster than Steve when your phone went off. His arm was just about to stretch out and pick the phone when your body lunged forward.

"Yeah, yeah, I know," Lifting the phone from the receiver, you avoided all eye contact with him. You knew the look he was giving you, and between the man you knew was calling and Steve's attitude, you would have collapsed.

"Hello?"

"Mira, yo se donde vives, no me estes jugando con tus chingaderas." (Look, I know where you live, don't play your shit with me).

"Yes, hi, how are you?" You covered the speaker of the phone and whispered to Steve, "it's one of my college friends."

"How am I? Fucking mad, next time I see you, I'll make sure you pay for this."

"Lovely," A smile appeared on your face, "I'm glad to hear you're doing great. Hey, but listen, I have company; I'll call you back in an hour. Talk to you in a bit."

Even though your heart was beating a thousand times a minute, your facial expressions remained free. You tried comprehending that he said he knew where you lived. He, of course, could be bluffing and lying; it wouldn't be the first time. This only infuriated you and made you want to catch him so much more. He couldn't hold your life, your emotions for the rest of your life. But if you did nothing to stop him, he would continue to torture you and the rest of Colombia.

It wasn't much longer until Steve departed, telling you that Connie was probably wondering where he was.

---

Before your brother became president and before you had left for New York, your family was already in the spotlight. Your mom was a well-known doctor, and your dad was in politics himself. That meant people of high society always surrounded you. In one of the many parties hosted by your parents, you met a man named Santiago Matias.

At first, he was the kind of man to open doors for you, call you love names, buy you gifts, and take you out to eat often. His personality and his charm won you over. After a few weeks, you soon found him on one knee proposing to you.

The first red flag you should have noticed and ran in the opposite direction was how mysterious and quiet he was about his life. All you knew was that he was the child of one of your dad's close friend group.

You never thought that the ounce of cocaine in his pockets was just a sample he was giving out to people. He was a drug dealer.

If you had known the truth and the extent of his dealings, you would have never been associated with him. You would have never accepted his gifts and gestures if you knew the refined gifts of luxury were bought with narco money. You would have never fallen asleep in his arms and let his hands roam your body if you had known those hands had been used to take life. And you would have never kissed his lips knowing that his commands caused the death of dozens.

You took off the nearly $5,000 engagement ring and threw it at his face when you confronted him of his "work." You told him you never wanted to see him again, and you hoped he rotted in hell.

Now, you were out for revenge. You felt disgusted that you were once associated with him and needed to bring justice to all the people he ever harmed. When you were 17, the only thing you knew was that you wanted to be as far away as you could from him and that type of lifestyle. But after all these years, you were out for blood, and there was no stopping you.

He had connections to Pablo Escobar; if you could bring Santiago down, maybe just maybe you could bring a piece of information to the table and help bring Escobar down too. Santiago was a chesspiece to Escobar's game, and you were ready to destroy their empire and slaughter the world they created.

You might be "just the president's sister," the damsel in distress, but you had your own demons too.

---

The night was coming to an end, and the clock on your wall read 9:48 p.m. The phone rang for a total of 4 times, and you were sure he wasn't going to pick up; yet, the deep voice of your ex-fiancé sounded through the speaker.

The call only lasted 20 seconds. He only got in a hello before you responded, "6 p.m., you only no one else, at Chonche's." And you hung up before he could answer.

You would get as much information as you could from him at Chonche's restaurant. Once you were close to him, you'd bring him down.

6 p.m. would give you just enough time to meet up with him, extract as much as you could and be back home before Steve's regular visit at 8.

Easy right?

---

Wrong.

According to the leather watch on your left wrist, it was 5:58 p.m. as you entered the restaurant. The knife on your waist dug into your skin every time you took a step. It was a good reminder that you had it in case you needed it. You had tried covering your face and image by covering your body with black clothes and a dark baseball cap. The restaurant wasn't particularly a family-friendly one. Now that you thought about it, you had never seen a single child walk in here, especially not voluntarily.

In fact, every, every person in the restaurant, which was only about five people, including the bartender, was a drug dealer, narco, or a murderer. You laid your head low as you took a seat on a worn-out leather stool at the bar, far away from the men sitting at the back of the room.

Your heartbeat could be heard in your ear, the sweat accumulating around your forehead wasn't going unnoticed by the fabric of your cap. Why wasn't Santiago here? He was always on time, never a second early or late. Something was wrong. Did he set up a trap? Was this a mistake? Was he even coming?

The bartender came up and asked what drink he could get you, and you ordered your favorite beverage. Your leg began to bounce due to the anxiety you started to feel in your chest. Looking down at your watch, it read 6:02.

The front door swung wide open, the face of your ex-lover was nowhere, instead in his place was fucking Javier Peña. Quickly ducking your head, you were surprised it didn't snap.

Had he seen you? Your cheeks turned a light shade of red as the bartender walked up and handed you the alcoholic drink.

Looking back at the entrance where Peña once stood, a sigh of relief escaped your lips; he hadn't seen you.

But then you began to think. Why was Peña in a place like this? Was he a narco? Was his DEA position just a stunt? Was Peña a Santiago? Of course, he was; you only found dangerous men attractive. Your hindsight was absolute trash. Maybe he grabbed the drugs he collected during raids and resold the-

"What are you doing here?" Peña's voice whispered in your left ear as you turned the stool to look at him.

"Are you one of them?" You asked, hoping to hear the correct answer and not the one you were dreading.

"What? No. Have you been following me?" Solely by him towering over you, he started to get some stares from the men across the room.

"I should ask you the same question. I was here before you." You took a sip of your drink, trying to remain calm. If Santiago found you with a DEA agent, he would think you were setting him up and would leave.

Instead of taking a seat next to you, Peña placed a steel grip on your bicep, "Answer my question."

"Would you at least take a seat so they can stop looking at us?"

"No, we're leaving." He pulled you up from the stool.

"Let go of me."

Without answering you, he pushed you out of the restaurant. You let him. There was something wrong due to the lack of your ex's appearance.

Once outside, the two of you walked a few meters away from the restaurant; he pulled you to the side, looked around to see if anyone was watching, and asked, "What were you doing in there."

"I was meeting someone."

"Who?" he was clearly upset by the way he corned you against the wall, his face nearly inches away from yours. He was so close; you could smell the lingering scent of his cigarette fumes, the cologne on his neck, and could see the fine lines that made up his lips.

"San-"

The sound of a loud explosion to the left of you ended with the tear of tissue in your eardrum, making you lose most of your hearing. A fire came blazing from Chonche's windows. The glass from the windows shattered around the ground you had just walked on a few seconds ago. The windows of the businesses around the restaurant broke as well.

Peña instantly launched at you; he used himself as a shield to protect you from danger. The gun that was once inside the worn-out holster was now in his hands as he pointed it at anything that caught his attention.

The sounds of car anti-theft went off; sirens were blaring as paramedics and police officers began to make their way. The sound of wood burning tickled your ears, the crackle in any other situation would be soothing, but right now, it made Peña hyperaware of all the danger around you. In contrast, you could barely hear anything. Everything around you was going in slow motion except for Peña's lips when he turned to look at you. His lips were moving, but you heard jack squat. The way his mouth was opening wide with every word he said and his eyebrows knitting towards each other, you could conclude he was for sure yelling.

You nodded, not knowing what else to say or do.

Which only made him more enraged.

He pulled you out of immediate danger, his hands holding on to you as he pushed you towards his car. He was silent. And you were in no bit surprised. With the amount of adrenaline running through your system, the only thing going through your mind was how to breathe normally again and how to get your hearing back. His main priority was to get you inside his car and make sure no one was following.

Once inside, you asked, "Where are we going?"

He glanced at you quickly before looking back at the road, "Good, you can hear now. Who were you suppose to see?"

"Santiago Matias," You looked at him for a reaction but were somewhat surprised his face remained emotionless. "He's my ex-fiancé."

The worn-out, bruised knuckles on his hands turned white as the grip on the steering wheel became stronger. "You were engaged to him?" Now, the face of disgust was plastered on his tanned face. His words were said through gritted teeth. If you hadn't been paying close attention to his words, you wouldn't have heard him.

"I didn't know what he did when I first met him." You were about to tell Javier Peña about some of the worst times in your life, and you were afraid. You explained how you met, how he manipulated you after the honeymoon phase. What did you know about life at the age of 17? He was nearing 28 when you met him, and he used your naiveness against you. He was just starting his killer life, and as soon as you found out about his "work," you broke things off.

One day while you were walking around a local market buying some groceries, you reached to a vendor's stand. You went to pick up a couple of apples when the elderly lady working the stand caught your forearm. She lifted your wrist to her eyes and began to yell. She claimed that the bracelet you had belonged to her deceased daughter. You were immediately telling her that the bracelet was given to you for your six-month anniversary. She disagreed, pulling an old folded picture from her pocket. It had her daughter with the exact bracelet, down to the customized stones. She asked you to take it off, and you'd find the name Amalia engraved inside of it.

Your face became red; you knew that the name was on it. Of course, you did; you bragged about it to your friends. It was one of the most beautiful bracelets you'd seen. The word Amalia, you had assumed was a brand name. Never had it crossed your mind that it was a personal touch for a girl.

Santiago was known to give you gifts at all times of the week. He seemed like the kind of guy your dad would be proud of. Little did you know that as the elderly lady spoke about your fiancé, your relationship would soon begin to fall apart like a game of Jenga. Never in your worst nightmares did it ever cross your mind that the gifts he got you was bought with narco money or collected from deceased bodies. The woman told you that Santiago Matias had killed her family, including her 3-month-old grandson. The only reason that she was saved was because one of Matias' men knew her personally.

There and then, you took off the bracelet and handed it to the rightful owner. You didn't know what to say or do. Due to the man you were in love with, her whole family was gone. How many other families had he ruined? That very day, you broke off the wedding and told him you wished him a slow death. That you never wanted to see him again, and if he ever came near you again, you'd kill him yourself.

You left to get your bachelor's that very fall and seemed determined never to come back. However, as the short four years passed, and as you began to study to enter a masters program, you were pulled back home. The threat against your brother made him weary, and he wanted you close to home where he could protect you. That's how you ended up trading your comfy apartment with the hot neighbor to Colombia's small apartment. Thankfully the only thing that didn't change was the hot neighbor part.

Once you had finished explaining that time in your life, Peña made eye contact with you as the car came to a stop due to the traffic, "Why didn't you do anything?" The mood in the car shifted from frustration to confusion.

That was your worst regret of your entire life. Maybe if you had stopped him back then, he wouldn't have an empire today with the world's most famous narco. You felt uncomfortable under his harsh and intense gaze. The right words seemed to escape your lips as you tried forming the correct sentence. "I...I don't know. I didn't want to think that the man I was willing to marry could do such a thing."

You closed your eyes, not wanting to look at him, and took a deep breath. You had never told anyone the real story behind your first and probably only fiancé you'll ever have. Turning your head towards the window, you opened your eyes and looked at the passing cars as traffic began to lighten up. The only way you thought you could make things up was by bringing him down.

And apparently, Peña thought the same way, "Well, I don't know what to tell you Y/n." The car began to move, and so did the wheels of his brain as he began to plan out a solution.

"Listen," You turned to look at him, "I've been trying to set up a meeting with him for a while now. Today obviously didn't go as well as I had planned. But I'll try again. I can set up another meeting. It's the least I can do, right?"

He pulled into the base where Steve and Carrillo were, setting things up for tomorrow. Peña looked at you with a look of 'are-you-stupid.' "No what? He just tried killing you." He pulled into a parking spot.

"Exactly-" Both of you got out of the vehicle, walked towards the building; his long stride compared to yours made you trail behind him. "I-we can use that and-"

"No." He cut you off, just as Carrillo and Steve walked out of the building. You looked down at your watch; it read 7:02.

"Hey, where have you been?" Steve questioned Peña, quickly saying hi to you before pulling Peña to the side and updating him on the movement of their operation.

When Carrillo approached you, out of instinct, you gave him a quick hug. It had been a while since you had seen the handsome Colonel, and you did miss his snarky remarks. At first, he was tense but soon loosened up to your touch and hugged you back.

Out of the corner of your eye, you could see Peña staring at your interactions with Carrillo.

Small talk emerged. You asked him how he'd been and asked about the two soldiers who had stayed by your side all those weeks. In return, he asked if you were readjusting to the climate of Colombia. You also admitted you had missed him and invited him over to your apartment. (A girls gotta do what a girls gotta do)

But before he could ask you the purpose of your visit, you told him you had information about Santiago Matias. Which he instantly became intrigued. Once the Colonel caught on to Peña's lingering eyes, he asked you, "What's his problem?" The two of you fully turned to peer at him. Javier quickly glanced at Steve, pretending y'all hadn't caught him.

Brushing it off, you said, "I don't know, he's weird." A chuckle came out of Carrillo. He signaled for both men to follow him as the four of you made it inside the base.

---

Inside, you and Steve took a seat at a large table in Horacio's office, while he and Peña stood in front of you.

Quickly telling them the truth about your relationship with Santiago, you told them everything Peña had just heard and the explosion at the restaurant. In a heartbeat, you were getting a stern look from Carrillo and Steve telling you how stupid your plan was, asking you what the hell were you thinking.

"So what Peña and I were thinking was, I could bait him out by meeting up with him again."

"I didn-"

"What?" Steve yelled, looking at you and then at Peña, giving him a look of, are-you-serious.

"I did not agree to that," Peña stated, taking a seat on the table next to Steve. "We can use Y/n to..."

.

.

Fast forward an hour, countless coffee and whiskey refills, papers skewed around the table, and on the bulletin board, you had a phone to your ear. This time the room was full of soldiers and some higher uppers, which did not help your nerves. Carrillo, Murphy, and Peña sat around you, urgently and stressful waiting for Santiago to pick up.

After the second ring, you could hear your heart pounding in your ears. It felt so odd that the man you were willing to marry all those years back, now made you afraid.

Just as the third ring sounded through your ears, he picked up.

You motioned for Peña to start recording.

"Hello?"

"I'm alive, mi amor."

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˖⁺. TASK DE ABERTURA - introdução a kiara angeli-valdez

BÁSICO.

Qual seu nome completo? Tem algum significado especial?

Kiara angeli-valdez. Kiara pode significar “clara” ou “brilhante”, mas também “obscura” ou “escura”. Meu pai dizia que o equilíbrio entre a luz e as trevas deveria existir em nós, por isso o nome. Eu era o equilíbrio.  

    2. Você tem um apelido? Qual o seu favorito e quem te deu ele?

Kia, Ki, ou até Valdez. Gosto bastante de Kia, porém todos me agradam.

    3. Quando e onde você nasceu? Você gosta da sua cidade natal?

Nasci dia 23 de dezembro de 98, e minha terra natal é Neapom, na Grécia. Eu sou simplesmente apaixonada por lá.

    4. Você segue ou é interessado por alguma religião? Por que? É praticante?

Entendo um pouco sobre espiritismo e estudo bastante sobre o paganismo, assim como as estrelas e fases da lua. Porém não me defino como participante ativa de nenhuma vertente.

  5. Qual sua sexualidade? Se quiser contar!

normalmente respondo com “pansexual”, porém mais uma vez não me defino.

 6.Como você se identifica?

me identifico como uma pessoa, acho. Uma mulher, ou só uma pessoa.

ACADÊMICO/LOCAL.

7. Você gosta da sua casa/quarto atual? Decorou de alguma forma diferente?

Gosto bastante! divido com uma amiga, e decorei com algumas fotos e quadros que desenhei.

8. Qual o seu local favorito em Hawwah?

a praia da constelação, com certeza. E a floresta pacífica me agrada bastante também.

9. Qual sua disciplina favorita? (Ou qual era)

alquimia e combate, além da minha matéria extra ( objetos mágicos)

10. Já pensou em fazer algum estágio?

na verdade sim , porém nunca levei a ideia adiante.

11. Qual seu clã? Você gosta dele?

sou uma centauri, e sou completamente fascinada por ele.

12. Se não fosse do seu clã, qual outro gostaria de ser?

acredito que Andromeade, ou Cephei.

13. Você tem algum pet não mágico?

não, porém acho gatos animais adoráveis

14. Se pudesse escolher qualquer criatura mágica para ser, qual seria?

um Santiphap. Eles são calmos, muito calmos. Às vezes preciso de calmaria.

15. Tem algum plano para o futuro quando se trata da sua magia?

quero fazer pesquisas sobre os clãs, talvez até descobrir novos encantamentos e produzir novas poções.

16. Qual o feitiço/poção que você acha mais interessante? Por que?

feitiço/ritual de cura, acho fascinante.

17. Conhece alguém do Conselho de Magia? Qual sua relação?

não tenho contato com ninguém.

18. Você se dá bem com seus colegas de nível?

sim, sou próxima da maioria, então gosto deles.

19. E com seus colegas de clã?

sim, todos são bastante eficientes e práticos.

20. Já teve problemas com algum outro clã? Por que?

nada que eu me recorde no momento.

EXTRA 1.

21. Quais idiomas você sabe falar? Tem curiosidade em aprender algum outro?

minha língua natal é o grego moderno, porém falo coreano e inglês. Entendo um pouco de espanhol, e tenho interesse de entender meus conhecimentos no francês.

22. Você sabe dirigir?

não, porém ia ser bem legal.

23. Como se descreveria em 3 palavras?

prática, um pouco direta e quando à vontade, tagarela.

24. Qual sua bebida, doce e comida favorita?

café, cheesecake e frutos do mar em geral.

25. Qual a bebida, doce e comida que mais odeia?

não suporto suco de maçã, chocolate branco e qualquer coisa com couve flor.

26. Tem algum cheiro que te lembre um momento importante? Qual e por que?

o cheiro de maresia lembra a Grécia num geral, e o particular aroma de madeira me lembra o meu pai, quando construíamos flechas juntos.

27. Já esteve fora do mundo mágico? Se sim, o que achou? Se não, queria conhecer?

já visitei a Espanha, valência sendo mais precisa. e o Brasil, numa viagem à negócios dos meus pais.

28. Quais seus hábitos ruins?

esqueço de dormir, às vezes, fico lendo ou estudando até o dia nascer. posso fazer por alguns dias seguidos, porém sei que não devo.

29. E seus hobbies?

eu desenho, de projetos para novos objetos até pessoas. pinto aquarelas também.

30. Tem alguma cicatriz? Onde ela fica?

uma cicatriz na minha coxa, fiz um corte profundo com uma lâmina de flecha quando mais nova, enquanto a construía.

31. Tem alguma tatuagem ou piercing?

alguns piercings na orelha.

EXTRA 2.

32. Quando alguém entra pela porta, qual a primeira coisa que você nota nela?

os olhos.

33. Você consegue distinguir o clã de um bruxo por sua aparência?

depende bastante, diria que a expressão corporal fala mais que a aparência.

34. Você gasta muito seu dinheiro?

não muito, sou bem regrada com minhas despesas (menos quando compro brinquedinhos para o Melog)

35. O que você faz quando acorda?

Faço carinho no meu halatfl, o Melog.

36. E quando vai dormir?

medito um pouco, e energizo alguns cristais. gosto de checar o céu também, um hábito antigo.

37. Tem algum talento/hobbie que não consegue fazer direito de forma alguma?

eu gosto de cantarolar, mas sou absolutamente péssima cantando.

38. Você é otimista ou pessimista?

diria que sou realista.

39. É extrovertido ou introvertido?

introvertida.

40. Qual seu mantra?

“someone will remember us, i say. even in another time” é de Sappho, filósofa grega clássica, da ilha de Lesbos. acho que tudo que fazemos é um pouco de história, tudo será recordado, mesmo que por poucos. alguém se lembrará de tudo isso no futuro.

41. Tem algum arrependimento de vida?

sim, viver sem arrependimentos é meio utópico na minha visão.

FAMÍLIA.

42. Qual o nome da sua mãe e do seu pai?

Theo valdez e Lee “Angeli” Soohyun 

43. Eles ainda estão juntos?

bem, tecnicamente nunca se separaram.

44. Qual o emprego da sua mãe? E qual o do seu pai?

ambos são escritores e desenvolvedores de objetos e armas mágicas.

45. Como é sua relação com sua mãe descrita em até 5 palavras.

tranquila e amorosa.

46.Como é sua relação com seu pai descrita em até 5 palavras.

única e acalentadora.

47. Tem irmãos? Quantos? Qual o nome deles?

sou filha única.

48. Como é sua relação com seus irmãos?

se eu tivesse irmãos, acredito que ia ter um pouco de ciúmes dos meus pais.

49. Você tem filhos? Quantos?

tenho um halataflt chamado melog, serve?

50. Pretende ter filhos? Quantos?

algum dia, sim. porém não penso muito sobre.

51. Tem alguma relação especial/importante com outro parente? Descreva um pouco!

minha avó paterna mora na Espanha, eu gostava de visitá-la. trocamos cartas constantemente, ela é bastante sábia.

APARÊNCIA FÍSICA E SAÚDE.

52. Qual sua altura?

1,70 cm

53. Qual seu tipo físico?

sou alta e tenho as pernas longas? acho que é isso.

54. Qual a cor dos seus olhos?

castanho-escuro

55. Qual a cor atual dos seus cabelos?

ruivo

56. Qual a textura e tamanho do seu cabelo?

ele é liso com algumas ondulações, e passa dos meus ombros.

57. Já pintou seu cabelo de outras cores? Quais?

meu cabelo é naturalmente castanho, porém pintei de ruivo alguns meses atrás, e me mantive assim até então.

58. Você usa óculos ou lentes?

uso lentes no dia a dia e óculos quando estou em casa.

59. Tem sardas, covinhas ou algum sinal proeminente?

nenhum desses, porém acho sardas muito bonitas.

60. Qual a sua parte favorita da sua aparência?

meus olhos.

61. O que mais odeia na sua aparência?

meu sorriso me incomoda um pouco algumas vezes, porém estou aprendendo a gostar dele.

62. Como você descreveria sua saúde?

boa, na medida do possível. sou alérgica à amendoim, e como costumo tomar bastante café, quando não o faço fico com muita dor de cabeça.

63. Tem alguma doença crônica ou condição médica?

alergia à amendoins, e ansiedade.

64. Como você normalmente se veste?

alterno entre vestidos e coisas mais leves e um estilo mais street.

65. Tem alguma jóia ou acessório especial? Por que?

um colar que meu pai forjou pra mim quando era mais nova, no formato da constelação de capricórnio.

66. Como normalmente usa seu cabelo? Bagunçado? Preso? Com gel?

uso tranças quando estou duelando ou treinando arco e flecha, de resto alterno muito entre rabos de cavalo ou solto.

67. Você usa ou já usou aparelho?

nunca usei.

68. Já foi enfeitiçado ou amaldiçoado?

nunca fui enfeitiçada, acho que só em práticas de aula. e espero que não tenha sido amaldiçoada também.

69. Como você se livrou disso? Conseguiu se livrar?

os professores ajudaram.

[youngfcs]

Oi Cib! tudo bem? Desculpa incomodar (não sei se a conta ainda está ativa, visto que não tem atualizações fazem alguns meses), mas você poderia me recomendar atores/pessoas que combinem com a Sabrina Carpenter? Digo em questão de familia e essas coisas...

Olá, anon! Está tudo bem sim e com você? Não precisa se desculpar não, eu realmente tinha tirado um tempinho para descansar e agora estou voltando aos poucos haha.

Claro que sim <3 Bom, eu vou tentar dar uma generalizada, okay?

Mãe:

Christina Applegate (43-50)

Uma Thurman (44-51)

Alicia Silverstone (39-46)

Charlize Theron (38-46)

Emily Procter (44-50)

Irmã/Prima:

Florence Pugh (20-26)

Gabriella Wilde (24-32)

Haley Lu Richardson (17-25)

Jessica Rothe (25-34)

Lucy Fry (18-27)

Pai:

Liam Neeson (60-69) [também pode ser avô]

Marc Warren (46-54)

Nathan Fillion (45-50)

Owen Wilson (45-53)

Patrick Wilson (40-48)

Irmão/primo:

Rudy Pankow (17-23)

Taron Egerton (24-32)

Vinnie Hacker (17-21)

Charlie Plummer (15-22)

Dacre Montgomery (18-27)

Parentes não-binários:

Brigette Lundy-Paine (18-27)

Lachlan Watson (15-20)

(cib)

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Cherry Blossoms

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For dinner, the family stayed in the large estate near to the village. The festival had attracted the Air Nomads for years, and this time they brought along the workers from the oilrig for a well-earned reprieve. All that meant Katara and Zuko couldn’t always be out in public or else they’d be swarmed.

And Katara wasn’t keen on getting attacked or kidnapped again, especially when she was in such a good mood.

“So what do you think of the festivities, Zuko?” Malina asked as she and Hakoda brought out large platters of food. Sokka followed after them with a covered tureen that still couldn’t contain the smell of seaprune stew.

“It’s been amazing. I have a weakness for festivals like this though.” Zuko replied.

“The kind that won’t piss off the spirits if you do them wrong, you mean?” Sokka asked, setting the tureen down on the table.

Katara leaned over and plucked off the lid, breathing in the steam. It smelled right for once.

“Who made this?” She asked, looking around. Hakoda opened his mouth but, looking past her, quickly shut it.

“It’s Gran-Gran’s recipe, Kat. Don’t worry.” Sokka interjected, picking up a ladle and slopping a generous scoop into a bowl. She narrowed her eyes at him but took it.

“Do you have a favorite festival?” Suki asked.

“Does it have to be Fire Nation?” Zuko asked in return.

“No?” Suki looked confused and Zuko leaned over to look in Katara’s bowl.

“I only ask because my favorite is an Earth Kingdom one. But I do have one I like a lot in Caldera.” He said and started pulling the bowl. Katara shoved it over and returned to the tureen.

“Let’s hear the favorite.” Suki said.

“I can’t remember what it’s called because I only got to see it when I was a kid.” Zuko started, picking up a spoon. “I must’ve been really young because my cousin was…”

Zuko smiled sadly and focused on the seaprune stew.

“Anyway, my mother had taken Azula and I to visit my uncle and a festival was going on when we got there. My cousin took my sister and I out to attend, and it was a lot of fun. The cherry blossoms were in peak bloom and there were picnics and tea; I knew it was probably my uncle’s favorite festival too.

“But at night, the town had set up these lights under the trees and you could walk around this garden looking at them. When the sun had fully set, other lights went on and they made sculptures with them. It blew my tiny little mind.” Zuko explained.

“So, a colony.” Hakoda said.

Katara sat up, but Zuko nodded.

“Yes.” He answered and looked back at Hakoda.

“I think,” Malina said slowly, resting her hand on Hakoda’s arm. “We can all appreciate what Zuko went through to end up here with us.”

Hakoda looked at Katara’s face and grumbled.

“My favorite is Avatar Day.” Suki stated, loudly clattering food onto a plate. Katara relaxed, rolling her eyes.

“We’re lucky Thuy’s not here.” Zuko said.

“That’d only be a problem if Katara said it was her favorite.” Sokka corrected.

“Oh for sure.” Suki said, drawing out her accent for effect. “Zuko can never leave Katara or else Thuy will smack him down.”

“Like she did his dad.” Sokka quipped and Zuko burst with a laugh.

“What’s your favorite festival, Sokka?” Malina asked.

“Love Day.” Suki and Katara shouted together and started laughing. Sokka groaned with loud exaggeration and Malina laughed lightly.

“I don’t like most festivals if they have fireworks. Those bug me.” He did say, tearing his flatbread into shreds.

“I like the solstice stuff. I get a kick out of how serious everyone gets when in reality they’re talking about Yue and my bratty sister.” He said finally and Katara launched a seaprune at him.

“What about you, Malina? Hakoda?” Zuko asked.

“Anything with good food is the best in my opinion.” Hakoda answered gruffly.

“Mine is similar to Zuko’s, actually. But I lived in the northern part of the Earth Empire and I think what you were talking about is in the south.” Malina said.

“Cherry blossoms bloom all the way up there?” Zuko questioned.

“Not natively, but for a long time the trees were a common gift the kings would send to each other. You can find them dotted all over capitals but only in the south are they everywhere.” Malina explained.

“They’re really something.” Zuko said.

“Oh yes. They reminded me of the North Pole, or at least, how my parents talked about the North Pole.” Malina said in a rush.

“Flowers?” Zuko asked.

“What about them?” Sokka snapped.

“How are they at all like the North Pole?” Zuko asked, bewildered.

Sokka looked over and met Malina’s eye, making Katara frown.

“I mean, have you actually looked at snow?” Sokka asked, turning to Zuko.

“You are clearly Piandao’s favorite.” Zuko murmured and Sokka scoffed.

“My parents would always talk about the North Pole when it snowed. Maliq and I would go crazy seeing how little it snowed inside Ba Sing Se, and how quickly the snowplows would come through.” Malina laughed and tapped Hakoda’s arm. “We were not prepared for coming back home.”

“Did you know that some places pickle cherry blossoms and make tea out of it?” Sokka asked and Zuko choked on his soup.

“Oh spirits what.” Sokka croaked.

Katara patted Zuko’s back and shrugged.

“Apparently it’s a wedding sort of tea and Iroh gave it to Zuko and me a while back.” She said.

“I was trying so hard not throw myself at you at that point too.” Zuko said, wiping his eyes.

“Excuse me?” Hakoda interrupted sharply and Malina snorted.

“Well, turns out you’re married by swamp standards so we should probably go pick up some more.” Sokka said.

“Excuse me?” Hakoda repeated.

“We have to get married before them, really.” Suki said, looking at Sokka.

“We should probably elope then, because at this rate they’ll be married twice over.” He said.

“Now hold on…” Hakoda leaned over the table and Zuko put his arm around Katara.

“We’re going backwards through the Avatar cycle. We just have to figure out which temple Aang was born at so we can get hitched there.” He said.

“No.” Hakoda said firmly, and everyone turned to him. “Both of my children are getting married in the South Pole.”

“Dad, we were just kidding.” Sokka said.

Hakoda sighed and leaned back.

“I know.” He said.

“And Suki and I are getting married in Kyoshi.” Sokka added.

Hakoda sputtered and even Katara turned to stare at Sokka. Her brother took Suki’s hand and stared down at their rings.

“I hate being in the Poles.” He said softly.

“What?” Hakoda and Katara shouted.

“O-kay.” Zuko stood up, jostling the table. “I’m taking Sokka to show me the penguins.”

“I can fight my own battles!” Sokka protested, but Suki also stood and the two of them grabbed either of his shoulders.

“I love you man, but I am trying to keep my future wife and father-in-law from hating my guts.” Zuko muttered as he and Suki started dragging him out of the room.

“That’s not my problem! Hey wait the stairs guys wai-” Sokka’s voice was cut off by the sound of chaotic thudding.

“So, Katara, what do you want to do for your birthday?” Malina asked.

Katara lowered her face into her hands and groaned.

~

“Cherry blossoms, huh?” Katara asked, laying on her back and looking up at Zuko.

Zuko’s long hair acted like a curtain as he propped himself over her. He was doing what he normally did when they were able to sleep together; trying to see which parts of her were ticklish as he lightly kissed her.

“They’re pretty.” He said with his lips against her shoulder.

“And very dainty.” Katara added.

“I’m not in love with cherry blossoms, Katara.” Zuko murmured, moving down to her collarbone.

“I’m just saying.”

“And I’m just saying. Though it would be nice to see you in a bath with some cherry blossoms. Seeing them stick to your skin.” Zuko laid himself on her and went back to her neck. “Mmmmm.”

“You just constantly run hot don’t you?” Katara said with a laugh threading through her words.

“You should have seen me as a young man.” Zuko said, pushing himself up to look directly at her. “And when I was plagued with thoughts of a very mysterious spirit.”

“You’re still a young man.” Katara retorted, putting her hands on his chest.

“Did you ever think of me?” Zuko asked.

“The Blue Spirit?”

“Yeah.”

Katara paused then, trying to recollect. Her memory was shoddy at best, and some events were warped by time and trauma.

She remembered her first kiss with Haru before staging a prison break to rescue his father. She remembered seeing Yue in the moonlight and knew love and heartbreak in the same moment as she saw Sokka’s face. She remembered digging her nails into Jet as if she could mold him into something else.

And she remembered the vigilante that she could never figure out.

“I used to dream about running into you over and over again in the war. We’d fight the same villains, we’d tease each other because we are always suspicious, and you would unmask yourself while proclaiming your eternal love for me.” Katara said.

“Funny, I always imagined the same thing.” Zuko said.

“I would never have unmasked.” Katara scoffed.

“There’d be no need.” Zuko said with a smile and then lowered himself again. “I told you that you sweat your stripes off.”

“Zuko!”

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[89xhshb]

All the horrible questions (from the one dude who forgot his tumblr password fml)

Not sure if this is Taeman or Jae or maybe some other dude that’s in the same boat as those two but here we go--- Hope you remember your password man

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? Yes.  02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? Probably Lu or @blueskybaek 03: Do you regret anything? A few things but at the end of the day I am glad for all the things good and bad that I had encountered so far because they brought me and shaped me into who I am today. 04: Are you insecure? I am quite confident in general but we all have our moments 05: What is your relationship status? Spoiling @frczenpcetry rotten 24/7 06: How do you want to die? Okay I have been told I am weird for this one because I got asked this before and my answer is always the same (and apparently strange) but here it is: Drowning.  07: What did you last eat? A milkshake?? 08: Played any sports? Bowling, swimming, dancing??, basketball back in high school 09: Do you bite your nails? Nope 10: When was your last physical fight? A month or so ago? 11: Do you like someone? I do. 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? Lol yes 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? Yes 14: Do you miss someone? Yes 15: Have any pets? Yep. 3 cats and counting 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? Worn-out and ready to sleep 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? Yep 18: Are you scared of spiders? Nope 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Yes. Not to change anything but to spend more time with my dad. 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? In bed I think? Snogged tho-- 21: What are your plans for this weekend? Hopefully relax 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? I am collecting them already-- Honestly tho I do love kids and despite not thinking of myself as decent parent material I would definitely try my best. Let’s try out one and take it from there--- 23: Do you have piercings? How many? Oh man... 3 in my left ear 2 in my right ear, I use to have a tongue one too but haven’t wore it in so long it needs probably redone.. 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? Music, Physics, PE lol 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? Duh 26: What are you craving right now? Sleep possibly a holiday 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Not intentionately.  28: Have you ever been cheated on? No 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? Yes 30: What’s irritating you right now? Myself lol 31: Does somebody love you? Yes 32: What is your favourite color? Red 33: Do you have trust issues? Yep 34: Who/what was your last dream about? Drowning 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? Luhan orz  36: Do you give out second chances too easily? Not really. Depends on the situation I guess..Seeing how I have anger issues I tend to need a long time to calm down and analyse things with a cool mind and maybe even longer to consider second chances... 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? To forgive 38: Is this year the best year of your life? Even just being better than last year would be perfect to me. I guess we will see. So far it’s looking promising. 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? I was in kindergarten oh my god I also came home and thought that meant that we are married now. My mom laughed so hard 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? Not outside per se but I once ended up locked on a balcony while completely naked lol 51: Favourite food? Ice cream & my mom’s cooking 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? Sometimes. I also believe we make our own luck. 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Had a meaningful conversation 54: Is cheating ever okay? Cheating is so unnecessary I cannot even stress enough. You are attracted to someone else to the point that you would endanger the relationship you have then just break up with the person and do what you want. Going behind someone who cares for you’s back is a cowardly and shitty thing to do.  55: Are you mean? I can be. 56: How many people have you fist fought? Lately not so many... 57: Do you believe in true love? Hm 58: Favourite weather? Sunny spring days 59: Do you like the snow? Yep 60: Do you wanna get married? No thanks 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? I am a fan of babe more but yeah  62: What makes you happy? Ice cream, my family, my friends, my cats, a certain shortcake, sleep, Bro nights with @quixoticstxrs 63: Would you change your name? No??? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? Not at all seeing that he sleeps right next to me 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Reject her because I wouldn’t want to ruin our friendship.  66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?  YES @l0vedheart 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? Siyeon 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? Luhan 69: Do you believe in soulmates? I believe in two people who complement each other and work well as a team.  70: Is there anyone you would die for? My fam.

[diabeticlichen-thropy]

Resolution Through Dialogue (and fists if needed)

Story with Diabetic OC

Chapter II - 2,777 words

Chapter II

Theo was an agent for the FBI’s Criminal, Cyber, Response and Services Branch. She had been with her department for a decade after her recruitment after finishing her PhD in Microbiology at UC Berkeley where she and Chris met. She worked as an agent within the Critical Incident Response Group where she spent most of her days working under Unit Chief Lucas Secman and with a team of five other close agents, Daniel Penzias, Annalise Olivier, Jason Moran and Hugo Stoneward as a member of the Crisis Negotiation Unit. The team was closer than most due to the graphic, intense and often strange nature of their work, coupled with their strange hours and long days.

Today Theo walked into the office to everyone crowded around Jason’s desk, “What’s going on?” She asked as she approached the crowd. “Jason is showing everyone his new kitten” Daniel told her. Her coworkers turned to face her and parted to show her, the usually stone faced Agent Moran cradling a tiny black and white kitten, smiling down at it. “You got a cat?” She asked shocked, Moran had never seen like the pet type

“I found him while I was out running over the weekend, he was starving and stuck down a drain, I couldn’t leave him. Meet Derek”

Theo cooed at the kitten, scratching him behind the ears. Moran having rescued the cat made sense, the man had a paternal streak a mile wide, it was part of the reason he was such a good agent especially in cases involving children.

The scene was interrupted when Secman’s door swung open and the call of “conference room” alerted the agents to a new case. The group filed out of the bullpen and into the team’s designated conference room. Secman took his seat at the head of the table and handed files to each agent. Theo flipped hers open skimmed the details. Her heart began to sink. They were needed for a hostage negotiation at a middle school in Utah. There were at least three armed gunmen and an additional two armed students, as well as two suspected explosive devices. There was no time for discussion on the ground as Secman told Hugo to stay behind and liaise from Washington, and the rest of the team to grab their go-bags from their desks and meet in the Bureau jet in twenty. Theo and Daniel raced to their desks, each pulling a duffel bag from their places under their desks and giving each other a look. After their many years working together they had this routine down pat. He threw Theo his water bottle and she jogged to fill both of them up while he raided the kitchen for snacks. He grabbed a couple of mini bags of chips along with a pack of juice boxes for Theo and some granola bars for himself. They met back at their desks and ran through their mental checklists. Theo swore to herself under her breath and went back to the kitchen, grabbing three insulin vials out of the fridge followed by three infusion sets and a handful of test strips and slipping them in a refrigerated bag in her bag. Checking their watches the two grabbed their bags and joined Annalise in a Suburban as they headed to the airport, the rest of the team not far behind.

On board the jet the situation was tense. Theo had sent Chris a text right before they took off, briefing him on what she could and letting him know that she may not be home for a few days. The couple was relatively used to this situation and Chris had just wished her luck and told her to stay safe and that he hoped she’d be able to call that night. Hugo had gotten some more information out of the South Jordan Police Department. The school had approximately 1,400 students and of those, an estimated 1,200 were on campus. Most were supposedly congregated in the gym but smaller class-sized groups were spread throughout the main building. The local field office and bomb disposal squad were to meet them on the scene once the CNU had arrived. The small police department had been completely overwhelmed by the scale of the crisis and with hundreds of panicked parents, the team’s skills were desperately needed. Secman was in Unit Chief mode, designating roles for each team member so that they could hit the ground running. Hugo was running intel from his office in Washington and currently video chatting with the team on board. Jason was to handle the police department and bomb squad, getting information and forming a strategy. Daniel was going to liaise with the field office, Annalise needed to see what she could get from the parents who’s children were in contact with them as well as anyone else with potential information from inside the school. Finally, Secman and Theo were to set up a negotiation strategy with the offenders inside.

“We’re unlikely to get much sleep for the next 48 hours or so, so try to use the next three hours on here to nap” Secman informed the team signifying that the briefing was over. Theo and Daniel moved away from the table to one of the sofa-like set ups that lined the jet. All of the agents on the teams had become pros at sleeping when and were they could and within 15 minutes the jet was silent as most of the team slept. Theo was dozing when a sudden aggressive beeping jolted her to alert. As she began to move the weakness that signified a hypoglycaemic event made itself apparent along with the slight shake in her hands. From across the aisle Secman, not looking up from the mess of papers in front of him, tossed her a mini packet of skittles. She checked the number on her pump, 60mg/dl and tore open the packet pouring most of the skittles into her mouth. She grabbed her bottle of water out of her bag and began to sip on it. She sat there spaced out, eating skittles for about 15 minutes until Secman let her know that she was above 70 and handed her a granola bar. She shared the data from her CGM with her whole team in case something went dramatically wrong while working a case. It gave everyone more peace of mind that she had support if she needed it. Once her brain and body were finally back online she tried to catch some more sleep for the next few hours so that she was at her best once they landed.

The jet touched down in Salt Lake City at around lunch time and the team climbed straight into the provided cars for the 20 minute drive to South Jordan. Theo found herself headed to the school along with Jason, Annalise and Secman while another car took Daniel to the local field office. As soon as the car was put in park at the scene, agents poured out of the car, pulling their FBI bullet-proof vests over their heads. Annalise was escorted by the local PD to a group of parents sheltering in a taped-off area to begin assessing the situation, Jason was taken over to the current mission control and was soon commanding the attention of the various police officers and the kitted-up bomb squad. Secman strode off in the direction of a singular police car and FBI vehicle and Theo followed behind him.

“Unit Chief Lucas Secman of the CNU” he said shaking the hands of the local Chief of Police and a few local agents. “SSA Penzias” Theo introduced herself, doing the same. “We’re sorry that this has happened but we’re here to help”

“What’s the plan for negotiations?” Secman asked, skipping any further pleasantries and getting straight to the point “According to school records we have twelve hundred students from grades seven through nine. We have been approached by an offender who introduced himself as Allen but we have yet to extend any further contact beyond acknowledging them and getting a welfare guarantee”, the chief gave them the rundown. The agents nodded, “what about the students not in the gym? Do we have anything on them?” Theo asked.

“We have information from class records that suggests that most of the science classes have been locked in the laboratories”

“Ages?” Secman asked shortly, clearly wanting to get on with it.

“Mostly eighth and ninth graders” the chief responded. Secman turned to Theo,

“Get Stoneward on the line and get him to start trying to get some sort of satellite map of classes, if he can get a current thermal image even better” he turned to the chief, “we’re going to need a phone to contact the attackers inside as well as a line to the media, Agent Penzias will handle them”. While her boss continued to issue orders and get set up for negotiations, Theo pulled out her laptop and contacted Hugo. “Theo, what’s needed?” He asked, she could see his fingers racing across his keyboard as the monitors behind him showed current media coverage as well as satellite images and the police scanners for the county. “Lucas wants current satellite imagery, preferably thermal, we still don’t know where all of the students are located”

“On it” he responded, “I’ll set up a live capture and send it to your laptop”

“Thanks” she told him, walking back over to the group, “we’ll have a thermal and satellite livestream within a few minutes” she told Secman. He nodded in her direction, turning back to the local, Special Agent in Charge, “could you please contact the Hostage Rescue Team, I’m hoping we can do this through negotiation but I don’t want to risk the lives of these children if things go south”. The agent gave a sharp nod and walked away to do just that. The rest of the congregated officers and agents took that as their dismissal and most headed in different directions across the school’s parking lot leaving Theo, Secman and a few local agents huddled around Theo’s laptop, viewing Hugo’s livestreams and discussing potential tactics with the rest of the unit once Daniel arrived a few moments later. The unit decided to establish contact inside the school without waiting for Hostage Rescue but have them en route in the case of things going wrong. The team moved into action.

With Hugo’s voice and support filtering through their earpieces the CNU gathered around a squad car. Secman picked up the megaphone “I am Unit Chief Lucas Secman with the FBI’s Crisis Negotiation Unit and would like to talk to you. We will establish contact through the school’s phones”. With that he set down the megaphone and turned to Jason who handed him a phone with the school’s internal number already dialled. The dial tone sounded once, twice, three times before connecting, “Agent Secman I assume, my name is Samuel”, Secman shot a glance to the laptop where Hugo nodded to show that he was receiving the audio from the conversation, “good afternoon Samuel”, Hugo nodded again to show he had both ends of the call recorded. It wouldn’t have been obvious to those who didn’t know him, but the team watched as Hugo’s reassurance caused their supervisor to visibly relax. “How are the students?” Secman asked, a little more confidence in his stance. He was in command of the situation.

“The students are fine, agent. However, my associates and I are not. We feel like we’ve been ignored” the smug voice came down the line. Theo remained stone faced but internally grimaced at the man’s tone.

“How so?” Secman asked

“Well you see my friends and I have some demands that we’ve raised but no one has listened until now. We’ve been forced into drastic measures but it’s nobody’s fault but your own agent”

Theo shot a glance to her fellow agents and Moran gave her a nod. That was her signal. She snatched her laptop off the hood of the cruiser and walked swiftly to one of the Suburbans. This was an established routine and she heard the audio in her earpiece switch from Hugo’s office to Secman’s phone conversation as Hugo realised what was going on. Once in the car she routed Hugo’s voice chat through the laptop as he isolated their call from the other’s earpieces. They didn’t need the distraction. “Alright Stoneward let’s do this” she told Hugo as she opened another window on the laptop. “Let’s go through repeated police reports in the last three years in the South Jordan area”

“Once we’ve got those we can cross-check with the name Samuel to see what we’ve got”. Theo hummed as she texted Penzias the update and what they were doing. She pulled up the local PD’s records only to sigh when she realised what a mess they were. She heard an answering groan from the speakers as Hugo saw the same thing. “Alright, you take 2016, I’ll take 2017” she said, “focus on causes that people focus around, environmental issues, vandalism, gentrification things like that”. However, as the words came out her mouth she realised something. “Actually, you take the police complaints, I’m going to look into complaints made to the city”.

Samuel seemed to have gotten defensive and so Secman had switched tactics to appealing to the safety of the children. Theo pulled up the city’s records over the last five years, she searched for complaints made to council members, letters to the mayor and residential complaints. She cross-checked for repeated complaints and anything that involved the name Samuel. That brought back hundreds of names and motivations. She sighed at the sheer size of the task she seemed to be facing, but sat up and thought through how to reduce the results down to likely pools. She filtered by age of the complainant, setting the range to white men in their thirties to fifties. That dramatically reduced the number, it looked like many of the grievances were the local elderly, not that Theo found that surprising. Her phone beeped, Secman needed her back out in the negotiation so she quickly sent her reduced list to Stoneward with a note of where she was at and jogged back across the lot to the rest of her team.

Annalise grabbed her by the elbow, “so Secman has managed to get welfare checks and a name list of students in the school but he can’t make head or tail of why” she informed Theo, “he wants you to talk to him”. A shiver crawled up Theo’s spine at the thought of communicating with the creep who was placing so many children at risk but this was the job. She nodded at Annalise, “thanks for the rundown” she said and the two agents walked over. Secman raised an eyebrow at her, checking she knew what was going on. Theo just gestured for the phone and he handed it to her. “Samuel yes? This is Supervisory Special Agent Theo Wilson with the CNU, how are you today?”

“Skip the pleasantries agent, what are you after?” the man asked shortly, Theo winced internally but showed nothing. “I would like to know why you’re keeping the students hostage” she told him honestly, running through possible ways this conversation could go in the back of her mind. “I already told Lucas there, we’ve been forced into this”

“Forced? How so? I don’t assume anyone is holding you at gunpoint are they Sammy?” Theo asked. She saw Hugo’s head snap in her direction at the tone she was taking but Daniel held a hand up to the screen quieting him. There was a pause on the other end of the line, brief but enough to show the team that he’d been caught off guard by Theo’s approach. “You’re well aware then that we are the armed ones agent” the retort came.

“Of course you are, you couldn’t pull this off by yourself could you? No. You chose children because they’re easy to overpower. You have fellow conspirators because you could never do this alone” Theo further antagonised. “So now that we’ve established that you’re not the big intimidating man you think you are, how about we discuss this like adults instead of throwing, what appears to be, a large scale temper tantrum? Now. Would you like to discuss this with me? Or with Secman?” The pause on the other end was much longer this time. The silence seemed to last minutes. “You have five minutes to decide” she said and hung up.

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[necromancercoding]

En este tutorial, aprendimos a cómo poner el color de grupo como variable en nuestros posts y perfiles sencillos. En este otro, aprenderemos como poner diferentes variables modificando la opacidad (alpha) del color, para poder poner nuestro color de grupo en una opacidad diferente a 1.

Antes de empezar, quiero aclarar que este código no sirve para hacer variaciones del color de acento, sino modificaciones a su opacidad. Por ejemplo, cuando usas un color en RGBA, tiene este aspecto: "rgba(255,255,255,1)". En este ejemplo, nuestro color sería un blanco con opacidad 1, pero si cambiamos ese 1 por 0.5, el color adquiere transparencia. Se puede lograr el mismo efecto con hexadecimales: por defecto, si cuentan con 6 caracteres, se interpretará que el alpha del color es 1, es decir, opaco. Pero cuando se encuentran en formato #RRGGBBAA, siendo los dos últimos el indicador del alpha, podemos lograr el mismo efecto, y eso es lo que vamos a usar para lograr nuestras variables nuevas. Dejaré la lista de los códigos de los alpha hexadecimales al final del tutorial, ya que es una lista de 100 a 0.

Apunte: En Android/iOS, la lectura de los alpha en hexadecimal es #AARRGGBB. Algo a tener en cuenta si vas a usar mucho estos valores. Este código está optimizado para navegadores web; por falta de tiempo no he podido optimizarlo para android/iOS, pero si alguien lo necesita, que mande un ask y me pongo a ello en ratos libres.

Lo primero será localizar nuestro nombre de usuario, ya sea en el perfil sencillo o en los posts. En este caso, nuestro nombre de usuario está en un div llamado .psname, por lo que nuestro selector será .psname span. Nuestro otro selector será o bien .post (si estás en la zona de posts) o #perfilsencillo (si estás en el perfil, depende de cómo lo hayas modificado).

El código JS lo hará todo por ti, simplemente tendrás que configurar algunas cosas extra que explicaré posteriormente. Deberás ponerlo en Temas si es para los posts o directamente en el template del perfil sencillo si es allí.

$(document).ready(function() {  $('.psname span').each(function(){    var groupcolor = $(this).attr('style').split(':')[1].split(';')[0];    $(this).parents('.post').attr('style', '--group:'+groupcolor+'; --group-50:' +groupcolor+'85;');  }); });

¿Qué tendrías que modificar?

.psname: El span tiene que quedarse como está, pues es como genera FA los usuarios y su color de grupo. Cambiarás .psname por el contenedor padre de la variable {USERNAME} (en perfiles) o {postrow.displayed.POSTER_NAME} (en posts).

.post: Aquí pondrás el contenedor padre de cada post o perfil.

Ahora, vamos con lo tocho del asunto, lo que te dará tus variables. En este ejemplo, tenemos dos: la opaca (group) y la de alpha 0.5 (group-50).

.attr('style', '--group:'+groupcolor+'; --group-50:' +groupcolor+'85;')

¿Cómo añades nuevas? Vamos a desgranar esta linea.

.attr(): Modifica un atributo de un elemento, siendo el primer 'dato' el nombre del atributo (style) y el siguiente 'dato' el contenido.

groupcolor: Variable del hexadecimal (sin #) del color de grupo. En este caso, como estamos "escribiendo" con la variable, va rodeada de + por delante y por detrás, lo que continua el contenido del attr que estamos declarando.

Por tanto, nuestro style queda como: 

<div class="post" style="--group:#RRGGBB; --group-50:#RRGGBB85;"></div>

Para poner nuevos, vamos a copiar la zona marcada entre / (quitandolas, esto es sólo para destacar el copiado).

.attr('style', '--group:'+groupcolor+';/ --group-50:' +groupcolor+'85;/')

Por ejemplo, pongamos que quiero tener aparte de la de 50 una de 25. El código de alpha hexadecimal para esto es 40.

.attr('style', '--group:'+groupcolor+'; --group-50:' +groupcolor+'85; --group-25:' +groupcolor+'40;')

Y porque no hay nada que enseñe más que un ejemplo práctico: estas cajitas de simulación tienen los tres colores: el color de username es el color de grupo, el fondo del username es el group-50 y el fondo del cuerpo es group-25.

Apunte final: recuerden establecer un color de grupo predeterminado si no van a tener un color de grupo para usuarios sin color, pero especialmente, para los posts de invitados. Pueden hacer esto añadiendo a su :root las variables que usamos en el javascript con su color de acento con los mismos valores de alpha que usen en sus equivalentes generadas.

¡Espero que les sirva y puedan hacer cosas bonitas con ello! Si tienen cualquier duda, lancen un ask. Si les sirvió, se agradecen los reblogs para que llegue a más gente.

Lista de valores alpha hexadecimal:

100% — FF (no se incluye, es opaco).

99% — FC

98% — FA

97% — F7

96% — F5

95% — F2

94% — F0

93% — ED

92% — EB

91% — E8

90% — E6

89% — E3

88% — E0

87% — DE

86% — DB

85% — D9

84% — D6

83% — D4

82% — D1

81% — CF

80% — CC

79% — C9

78% — C7

77% — C4

76% — C2

75% — BF

74% — BD

73% — BA

72% — B8

71% — B5

70% — B3

69% — B0

68% — AD

67% — AB

66% — A8

65% — A6

64% — A3

63% — A1

62% — 9E

61% — 9C

60% — 99

59% — 96

58% — 94

57% — 91

56% — 8F

55% — 8C

54% — 8A

53% — 87

52% — 85

51% — 82

50% — 80

49% — 7D

48% — 7A

47% — 78

46% — 75

45% — 73

44% — 70

43% — 6E

42% — 6B

41% — 69

40% — 66

39% — 63

38% — 61

37% — 5E

36% — 5C

35% — 59

34% — 57

33% — 54

32% — 52

31% — 4F

30% — 4D

29% — 4A

28% — 47

27% — 45

26% — 42

25% — 40

24% — 3D

23% — 3B

22% — 38

21% — 36

20% — 33

19% — 30

18% — 2E

17% — 2B

16% — 29

15% — 26

14% — 24

13% — 21

12% — 1F

11% — 1C

10% — 1A

9% — 17

8% — 14

7% — 12

6% — 0F

5% — 0D

4% — 0A

3% — 08

2% — 05

1% — 03

0% — 00

[abysskeeper]

4 20 and 42 for Chris. 26 and 48 for Trick. 6 and 17 for Hayden.

@trafuris Since I’m not actually writing today, might as well. This got long lol.

Chris

4. What is their relationship with their parents? What’s a good and bad memory with them? Did they know both parents?

Chris’s relationship with her parents is complicated, to say the least. She never knew her mother, who died in childbirth, but was named after her. Thus she doesn’t have any memories of/with her mother, just the stories she was told of her by her father when she was little. From what she’s been told, her mother seemed like a great woman, and Chris sometimes feels a little guilty that she can’t bring herself to miss or long for that relationship because it was something she was never meant to have.

Her relationship with her father, on the other hand, is quite messy. When she was little, her and her dad got along great. She was his world, especially after losing his wife. She has several great memories of him taking care of her, the two of them going to play in parks, messing around in the house, or even simple things like grocery shopping. It was never too grand, it never could be too grand, but it was more than enough for her.

As Chris got older though, things changed, and her father fell further and further into the bottle by the day. Those happy days turned into nights of screaming, and then nights of silence as he drank himself into a stupor and Chris was the one to take care of him and clean up the mess. She still hasn’t figured out what caused the change, and would never admit it, but wonders if she caused it and what she did wrong. After a stint with her own addiction and then sobering up, she was old enough to leave the house for her own good.

Her father’s still alive, she knows that much, but she hasn’t looked back since, despite how much her lingering doubts and memories from better days make her want to.

20. Do they like musicals? Music in general? What do they do when they’re favourite song comes?

Chris loves music (all three of them do), but musicals aren’t her thing as much as they are for the other two (in modern aus, she’s the techie to the other two’s leads). She’s a percussionist though, so anything with a good beat and/or solid drum section catches her attention, and she’s known to keep a beat with her fingers/hands/feet whenever a good song comes on. If it’s something she really likes, she might even hum along.

42. What are their goals? What would they sacrifice anything for? What is their secret ambition?

She doesn’t really have definitive goals in the sense that her goals don’t really have an end. Chris just really wants to help vulnerable people, especially vulnerable women, in whatever ways she can, because she knows what it’s like. Before meeting Trick/in the interlude of Trick being absent, she forms her own sort-of group out of other impoverished/downtrodden individuals and she does what she can for those around her (SWTOR she’s smuggling but also doing what she can with the money she has and putting a lot of effort into rehabilitation for people, which results in her own group of mostly women pilots, engineers, and mechanics working for her; in Pack she runs an underground free clinic).

It just so happens that Trick has the systemic ideals she wants to see implemented, and their viewpoints on the world align so readily that Chris throws everything she has into Trick’s ring. She’s ready to sacrifice it all if she has to for their goals (Trick would never allow her to do that) and for Trick herself (Trick would definitely never allow her to do that), as well as the for the people working for her and helping her achieve what she wants.

I suppose her secret ambition more than anything is a deeply personal one. She wants a relationship--specifically she wants someone who she can dote on and take care of. It’s not really an ambition she can work towards per se, but it’s something she does really want. Not for any particular reason besides how messed up her own home life was, it’s just a nice dream to have. And it’s the bigger part of the reason she so quickly accepts that she’s willing to sacrifice it all for Akane too (it helps that Akane’s ideals mostly align with hers as well).

Trick

26. How do they act when they’re happy? Do they sing? Dance? Hum? Or do they hide their emotions?

If Trick’s happy, you know it. Anyone in the same building as her knows it. For someone who is so good at hiding and repressing negative emotions, she’s a goddamn light bulb when she’s happy. There’s an extra hop in her step, she’s smiley, her usual cheeriness is turned up to 11, and honestly, you can’t help but feel a little better too.

She’s known to mindlessly hum when she’s content and/or relaxed (actually, a surefire way to know she likes and trusts you is if she starts humming while you’re in the room), so she definitely sings and dances when she’s happy. Usually she’ll only do that if she’s alone or thinks she’s alone though, mostly to not be a nuisance, and a little bit because her friends tease her relentlessly when they catch her. She gladly endures it though if it comes to that (and honestly, bonus points if it’s Tav. He teases her, but she knows he finds her adorable, and that only makes her happier. Plus, extra bonus points if she can cajole him into joining her).

48. Do they enjoy any parties? If so what kind? Do they organise the party or just turn up? How do they act? What if they didn’t want to go but were dragged along by a friend?

Not a partier of any sort, unless a night-in with friends counts as a party. She’s not a downer at least, and she’s gotten good at making or finding her own enjoyment at parties when she winds up at them. She’s had practice considering how many Chris drags her to. So she’ll still engage with people and have a general good time, but by the end of the night she wants to go home and curl up in bed.

As such, she doesn’t really organize parties unless they’re for a special event (birthday parties if that’s important to the person, big anniversaries, holidays), which she’ll gladly do if asked. She likes doing the behind the scenes stuff days before the party and not actually being in charge of running it the night of though.

Hayden

6. What were they like at school? Did they enjoy it? Did they finish? What level of higher education did they reach? What subjects did they enjoy? Which did they hate?

Verse-dependent. In most modern aus, he usually has a Bachelor’s at least, sometimes a Master’s, but that’s because he wants to do social work. Hayden doesn’t really like school in any verse though, it’s just something he knows he has to do well at (or at least try) if he wants to have any chance at a better life for him and his sister (if he hasn’t killed his parents because you know...laws...he emancipates himself at 16 and tries to take Gracie with him). Because of that, he keeps his head down, stays quiet, and does what he has to. Between his physical presence, the rumors that are bound to fly about him, and the quiet personality, he was made out to be rather intimidating in school, so most people stayed far out of his way.

He really liked the social science side of school (psychology/sociology), as well as history. Not many would peg him the type, but he also loved English and it was easily the subject he excelled at the most. More than anything, he struggled with math, and that made him hate the subject as a whole for a long time.

17. Do they like to take photos? What do they like to take photos of? Selfies? What do they do with their photos?

Again, not something most people would peg for him, but Hayden does actually like taking photos of the people around him. He usually likes candid settings and often tries to hide what he’s doing (Gracie and Trick both complain when he does it, but both of them lightened up on it some when they realized it was important to him) so he has an authentic representation of what was going on that day. He has several photos of Gracie, and of Chris and Trick (both with and without their respective SOs), and of Sennestra that he just keeps. He doesn’t do anything with them, he just likes having a bit of a commemoration of both important and benign days in his life with the people around him.

That said, he doesn’t really like selfies much, but will take at least one or two pictures of himself or with himself in the photo of others.

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82 commandements par temps de crise

En ces temps de prostration casanière forcée où parfois l’on s’examine (par examen de soi on entendra moins le CV ou le selfie que la conduite à avoir en toute chose), il peut éventuellement être profitable de relire les 82 propositions de G.I Gurdjieff, avec ou sans réseau social :

1. Concentrez votre attention sur vous-même. Soyez conscient à chaque instant de ce que vous pensez, sentez, ressentez, désirez et faites. 2. Terminez toujours ce que vous avez commencé. 3. Quoi que vous fassiez, faites-le aussi bien que possible. 4. Ne vous attachez pas à tout ce qui peut vous détruire au fil du temps. 5. Développez votre générosité – mais secrètement. 6. Traitez tout le monde comme s’il était un proche parent. 7. Organisez ce que vous avez désorganisé. 8. Apprenez à recevoir et à remercier pour chaque cadeau. 9. Arrêtez de vous définir. 10. Ne mentez pas, ne volez pas, car vous vous mentez et vous volez. 11. Aidez votre prochain, mais ne le rendez pas dépendant. 12. N’encouragez pas les autres à vous imiter. 13. Faire des plans de travail et les accomplir. 14. Ne prenez pas trop de place. 15. Ne faites pas de mouvements ou de sons inutiles. 16. Si vous manquez de foi, faites semblant de l’avoir. 17. Ne vous laissez pas impressionner par de fortes personnalités. 18. Ne considérez personne ou quoi que ce soit comme votre possession. 19. Partager équitablement. 20. Ne pas séduire. 21. Dormez et mangez seulement autant que nécessaire. 22. Ne parlez pas de vos problèmes personnels. 23. N’exprimez pas votre jugement ou vos critiques lorsque vous ignorez la plupart des facteurs impliqués. 24. N’établissez pas d’amitiés inutiles. 25. Ne suivez pas les modes. 26. Ne vous vendez pas. 27. Respectez les contrats que vous avez signés. 28. Soyez à l’heure. 29. N’enviez jamais la chance ou le succès de quelqu’un. 30. Ne dites pas plus que nécessaire. 31. Ne pensez pas aux profits que votre travail engendrera. 32. Ne menacez personne. 33. Tenez vos promesses. 34. Dans toute discussion, mettez-vous à la place de l’autre personne. 35. Avouez que quelqu’un d’autre peut vous être supérieur. 36. N’éliminez pas, mais transmutez. 37. Conquérez vos peurs, car chacune d’elles représente un désir camouflé. 38. Aidez les autres à s’aider eux-mêmes. 39. Conquérez vos aversions et rapprochez-vous de ceux qui vous inspirent le rejet. 40. Ne réagissez pas à ce que les autres disent de vous, que ce soit des compliments ou des reproches. 41. Transformez votre fierté en dignité. 42. Transformez votre colère en créativité. 43. Transformez votre avidité en respect de la beauté. 44. Transformez votre envie en admiration pour les valeurs de l’autre. 45. Transformez votre haine en charité. 46. ​​Ne vous louez pas et ne vous insultez pas. 47. Considérez ce qui ne vous appartient pas comme si cela vous appartenait. 48. Ne vous plaignez pas. 49. Développez votre imagination. 50. Ne jamais donner des ordres pour obtenir la satisfaction d’être obéi. 51. Payez pour les services rendus pour vous. 52. Ne faites pas de prosélytisme dans votre travail ou vos idées. 53. N’essayez pas de faire ressentir aux autres des émotions telles que la pitié, l’admiration, la sympathie ou la complicité. 54. N’essayez pas de vous distinguer par votre apparence. 55. Ne contredisez jamais ; au lieu de cela, soyez silencieux. 56. Ne pas contracter de dettes ; acquérir et payer immédiatement. 57. Si vous offensez quelqu’un, demandez son pardon ; si vous avez publiquement offensé une personne, présentez vos excuses publiquement. 58. Quand vous réalisez que vous avez dit quelque chose qui vous trompe, ne persistez pas dans l’erreur par orgueil ; au lieu de cela, rétractez-vous immédiatement. 59. Ne défendez jamais vos vieilles idées simplement parce que vous êtes celui qui les a exprimées. 60. Ne gardez pas d’objets inutiles. 61. Ne vous parez pas avec des idées exotiques. 62. Ne vous faites pas prendre en photo avec des gens célèbres. 63. Ne vous justifiez envers personne, et gardez votre propre conseil. 64. Ne vous définissez jamais par ce que vous possédez. 65. Ne parlez jamais de vous sans penser que vous pourriez changer. 66. Acceptez que rien ne vous appartienne. 67. Quand quelqu’un vous demande votre avis sur quelque chose ou quelqu’un, parlez seulement de ses qualités. 68. Quand vous tombez malade, considérez votre maladie comme votre professeur et non comme quelque chose à haïr. 69. Regardez directement, et ne vous cachez pas. 70. N’oubliez pas vos morts, mais accordez-leur une place limitée et ne leur permettez pas d’envahir votre vie. 71. Où que vous viviez, trouvez toujours un espace que vous dédiez au sacré. 72. Lorsque vous effectuez un service, faites que votre effort demeure discret. 73. Si vous décidez de travailler pour aider les autres, faites-le avec plaisir. 74. Si vous hésitez entre faire et ne pas faire, prenez le risque de le faire. 75. N’essayez pas d’être tout pour votre conjoint ; acceptez qu’il y ait des choses que vous ne puissiez pas lui donner mais que d’autres peuvent. 76. Lorsque quelqu’un parle à un auditoire intéressé, ne contredites pas cette personne et ne dérobez pas son auditoire. 77. Vivez de l’argent que vous avez gagné. 78. Ne vous vantez jamais d’aventures amoureuses. 79. Ne glorifiez jamais vos faiblesses. 80. Ne rendez jamais visite à quelqu’un seulement pour passer le temps. 81. Obtenez des choses afin de les partager. 82. Si vous méditez et qu’un diable apparaît, faites aussi méditer le diable.

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A Festa dos Três Dias da Escritura do Livro da Lei

CAPÍTULO II

1. Nu! o esconder de Hadit.

2. Vinde! todos vós e conhecei o segredo que ainda não foi revelado. Eu, Hadit, sou o complemento de Nu, minha noiva. Eu não sou estendido, e Khabs é o nome de minha Casa.

3. Na esfera Eu sou em todo lugar o centro, como ela, a circunferência, não é encontrada em lugar algum.

4. Ainda assim ela será conhecida e Eu nunca.

5. Vêde! os rituais do tempo antigo são negros. Que os maus sejam atirados longe; que os bons sejam purgados pelo profeta! Então este Conhecimento seguirá corretamente.

6. Eu sou a chama que arde em cada coração de homem, e o núcleo de cada estrela. Eu sou Vida, e o doador de Vida, ainda assim o conhecimento de mim é o conhecimento da morte.

7. Eu sou o Magista e o Exorcista. Eu sou o eixo da roda, e o cubo no círculo. “Vinde a mim” é uma palavra tola: pois sou Eu que vou.

8. Quem adorou Heru-pa-kraath adorou a mim; mal, pois Eu sou o adorador.

9. Lembrai todos vós que a existência é puro prazer; que todas as tristezas são nada mais que sombras; elas passam e pronto; mas existe aquilo que permanece.

10. Ó profeta! tu tens má vontade para compreender esta escrita.

11. Eu te vejo odiar a mão e a pena; porém Eu sou mais forte.

12. Por causa de mim em Ti que tu não conheceste.

13. por quê? Porque tu foste o conhecedor, e mim.

14. Agora que haja um velar deste santuário: agora que a luz devore os homens e os consuma com cegueira!

15. Pois Eu sou perfeito, Não sendo; e meu número é nove para os tolos; porém com o justo Eu sou oito, e um em oito. O que é vital, pois de fato Eu sou nenhum. A Imperatriz e o Rei não são de mim; pois existe um segredo mais além.

16. Eu sou a Imperatriz e o Hierofante. Portanto onze, como minha noiva é onze.

17. Ouvi-me, vós povo de lamentação!

As tristezas da dor e do arrependimento

São deixadas para os mortos e os moribundos,

A gente que ainda não me conhece.

18. Estes estão mortos, estes homens; eles não sentem. Nós não somos para o pobre e o triste: os senhores da terra são nossos parentes.

19. Deve um Deus viver em um cão? Não! porém os mais elevados são de nós. Eles regozijarão, os nossos escolhidos: quem se lamenta não é de nós.

20. Beleza e força, gargalhada vibrante e leveza deliciosa, força e fogo, são de nós.

21. Nós não temos nada a ver com o proscrito e o incapaz: que eles morram na sua miséria. Pois eles não sentem. Compaixão é o vício dos reis: dominai o miserável e o fraco: esta é a lei do forte: esta é a nossa lei e a alegria do mundo. Não pensai, ó rei, sobre aquela mentira: Que Tu Deves Morrer: verdadeiramente tu não morrerás, mas viverás. Então que isto seja entendido: Se o corpo do Rei se dissolver, ele permanecerá em puro êxtase para sempre. Nuit! Hadit! Ra-Hoor-Khuit! O Sol, Força e Visão, Luz; estes são para os servidores da Estrela e da Cobra.

22. Eu sou a Cobra que concede Conhecimento e Deleite e glória brilhante, e agito os corações dos homens com embriaguez. Para me adorar tomai vinho e drogas estranhas sobre as quais direi ao meu profeta e com estas embriagai-vos! Elas não vos causarão dano de forma alguma. É uma mentira, esta tolice contra o ser. A exposição da inocência é uma mentira. Sê forte, ó homem! desejai, desfrutai de todas as coisas de sentido e êxtase: não temais que qualquer Deus te negue por isto.

23. Eu estou só: não há Deus onde Eu estou.

24. Vede! estes são graves mistérios; pois também existem meus amigos que são eremitas. Agora não penseis em encontrá-los na floresta ou na montanha; mas em camas de púrpura, acariciados por magníficas mulheres selvagens com grandes membros, e fogo e luz em seus olhos, e massas de cabelo flamejante ao seu redor; lá vós os encontrareis. Vós os vereis no comando, em exércitos vitoriosos, em todo o prazer; e deverá haver neles um prazer um milhão de vezes maior que este. Cuidai para que nenhum force ao outro, Rei contra Rei! Amai-vos uns aos outros com corações ardentes; nos homens baixos pisai na ânsia feroz do vosso orgulho, no dia da vossa ira.

25. Vós sois contra o povo, Ó meus escolhidos.

26. Eu sou a Serpente secreta enroscada prestes a saltar: em meu enroscar existe prazer. Se Eu ergo a minha cabeça, Eu e minha Nuit somos um. Se Eu abaixo a minha cabeça, e lanço veneno, então há êxtase da terra, e Eu e a terra somos um.

27. Há grande perigo em mim; pois quem não compreende estas runas cometerá um grande erro. Ele cairá dentro da cova chamada Porque, e lá ele perecerá com os cães da Razão.

28. Agora uma maldição sobre Porque e sua parentela!

29. Seja Porque amaldiçoado para sempre!

30. Se Vontade para e clama Por quê? invocando Porque, então Vontade para e nada faz.

31. Se Poder pergunta por quê?, então Poder é fraqueza.

32. Também razão é uma mentira; pois existe um fator infinito e desconhecido; e todas as suas palavras são artifícios.

33. Chega de Porque! Seja ele condenado a um cão!

34. Porém vós, ó meu povo, erguei-vos e despertai!

35. Que os rituais sejam corretamente conduzidos com prazer e beleza!

36. Há rituais dos elementos e festas das estações.

37. Uma festa para a primeira noite do Profeta e sua Noiva!

38. Uma festa para os três dias da escrita do Livro da Lei.

39. Uma festa para Tahuti e a criança do Profeta – secreta, Ó Profeta!

40. Uma festa para o Supremo Ritual, e uma festa para o Equinócio dos Deuses.

41. Uma festa para o fogo e uma festa para a água; uma festa para a vida e uma festa ainda maior para a morte!

42. Uma festa todo dia em vossos corações no prazer do meu êxtase!

43. Uma festa toda noite para Nu, e o prazer de extremo deleite!

44. Sim! festejai! alegrai-vos! não há pavor no porvir. Existe a dissolução, e o eterno êxtase nos beijos de Nu.

45. Há morte para os cães.

46. Tu falhaste? Tu lamentas? Existe medo no teu coração?

47. Onde Eu estou estes não estão.

48. Não lamenteis pelos caídos! Eu nunca os conheci. Eu não sou para eles. Eu não consolo: Eu odeio o consolado e o consolador.

49. Eu sou único e conquistador. Eu não sou dos escravos que perecem. Sejam eles condenados e mortos! Amen. (Isto é dos 4: existe um quinto que é invisível, e ali Eu sou como um bebê em um ovo.)

50. Azul Eu sou e ouro na luz da minha noiva: mas o brilho vermelho está nos meus olhos; e meus adornos são púrpura e verde.

51. Púrpura além de púrpura: esta é a luz mais alta que a visão.

52. Existe um véu: esse véu é negro. É o véu da mulher modesta; é o véu de tristeza e a mortalha da morte: isto não é de mim. Rasgai aquele falso espectro dos séculos: não veleis os vossos vícios em palavras virtuosas: esses vícios são meu serviço; faze-os bem, e Eu vos recompensarei agora e no futuro.

53. Não temais, ó profeta, quando estas palavras forem ditas, tu não te arrependerás. Tu és enfaticamente meu escolhido; e abençoados são os olhos sobre os quais tu contemplares com alegria. Mas Eu te ocultarei em uma máscara de tristeza: aqueles que te virem temerão que estejas caído: mas Eu te levanto.

54. Nem para aqueles que alardeiam sua insensatez de que tu não tens valor algum; tu revelarás isto: tu tens valor: eles são os escravos de porque: Eles não são de mim. As pontuações como tu quiseres; as letras? Não as modifique em estilo ou valor!

55. Tu obterás a ordem e o valor do Alfabeto Inglês; tu obterás novos símbolos para atribuir a eles.

56. Ide! vós escarnecedores; embora escarnecei em minha honra vós não rireis por longo tempo: então quando estiverdes tristes sabereis que Eu vos abandonei.

57. Aquele que é correto permanecerá correto; aquele que é sujo permanecerá sujo.

58. Sim! não acrediteis em mudanças; vós sereis como sois e não outro. Portanto os reis da terra serão Reis para sempre: os escravos servirão. Não existe ninguém que deverá ser rebaixado ou elevado: tudo é sempre como foi. Ainda assim há mascarados que são meus servidores: pode ser que aquele mendigo ali seja um Rei. Um Rei pode escolher as suas vestes como quiser: não há teste exato: mas um mendigo não consegue esconder a sua pobreza.

59. Cuidado, portanto! Amai a todos, pois talvez haja um Rei escondido! Tu dizes assim? Tolo! Se ele é um Rei, tu não podes feri-lo.

60. Portanto golpeia duro e baixo, e ao inferno com eles, mestre!

61. Existe uma luz diante dos teus olhos, ó profeta, uma luz indesejada, muito desejável.

62. Eu estou erguido no teu coração; e os beijos das estrelas se derramam vigorosamente sobre teu corpo.

63. Tu estás exausto na voluptuosa plenitude da inspiração; a expiração é mais doce do que a morte, mais rápida e risonha que uma carícia do próprio verme do Inferno.

64. Ó! tu estás dominado: nós estamos sobre ti; nosso deleite está todo sobre ti: salve! salve! profeta de Nu! profeta de Had! profeta de Ra-Hoor-Khu! Agora regozija! agora vem em nosso esplendor e êxtase! Vem em nossa paz apaixonada, e escreve doces palavras aos Reis!

65. Eu sou o Mestre: tu és O Santo Escolhido.

66. Escreve, e encontra êxtase na escrita! Trabalha, e sê nosso leito no trabalho! Vibrai com o prazer de vida e da morte! Ah! tua morte será adorável: todo aquele que a vir ficará alegre. Tua morte será o selo da promessa do nosso antigo amor. Vem! eleva o teu coração e regozija! Nós somos um; nós somos nenhum.

67. Espera! Espera! Suporte-se em teu êxtase; não caias no desmaio dos excelentes beijos!

68. Mais forte! Mantenha-te! Levanta tua cabeça! não respires tão profundamente – morra!

69. Ah!Ah! O que Eu sinto? A palavra está esgotada?

70. Há ajuda e esperança em outros encantamentos. Sabedoria diz: sê forte! Então tu poderás suportar mais prazer. Não sejas animal; refina o teu êxtase! Se beberes, bebe pelas oito e noventa regras da arte: se tu amas, excede por delicadeza; e se tu fazes qualquer coisa prazerosa, que haja sutileza ali!

71. Mas excede! excede!

72. Esforça-te cada vez mais! e se tu és verdadeiramente meu – e não duvides disto, e se tu és sempre jubiloso! – morte é a coroa de tudo.

73. Ah! Ah! Morte! Morte! Tu ansiarás pela morte. Morte é proibida a ti, ó homem.

74. A extensão da tua ânsia deverá ser a força de tua glória. Aquele que vive muito tempo e deseja muito a morte é sempre o Rei entre os Reis.

75. Sim! ouve os números e as palavras:

76. 4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4 A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89 R P S T O V A L. O que significa isto, ó profeta? Tu não o sabes; nem tu saberás sempre. Chegará àquele que te sucederá: ele o exporá. Mas lembra-te, ó escolhido, de ser Eu; de seguir o amor de Nu no céu iluminado de estrelas; de olhar pelos homens, de dizer a eles esta palavra feliz.

77. Ó sejas tu orgulhoso e poderoso entre os homens!

78. Ergue-te! pois não há ninguém como tu entre os homens ou entre os Deuses! Ergue-te, ó meu profeta, tua estatura ultrapassará as estrelas. Elas adorarão o teu nome, quádruplo, místico, maravilhoso, o número do homem; e o nome de tua casa 418.

79. O fim do esconder de Hadit; e bênção e adoração ao profeta da adorável Estrela!