#3m3to tw but i also want to pvrg3 but i dont feel sick enough so i kind of want to eat until i can purge to get them out | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

ana-rends · 6 months ago

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how can i have an encounter with my one phobia, fly larva, a word i cant speak or write without feeling contaminated, something that is food related, and have it make me feel so upset that i WANT to eat thats so fucking disgusting what is wrong with me

#3m3to tw but i also want to pvrg3 but i dont feel sick enough so i kind of want to eat until i can purge to get them out #i feel so contaminated i showered i washed my hands four times after the shower and four times before #i brushed my hair im going to wash all my clothes but i feel them on me still and i know theyre in me i know it #i only touched one for a second and they barely got close to me but theyre in me and theyre on me i know it i can feel it #rending.txt

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