#3am and accounting midterm's in 6 hours and i've only read 10 pages! i don't want to rread
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creylune · 7 years ago
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keep feeling like i’m not cut out for this college thing
#i can get good grades but i kind of really hate my major and all my worst classes are my business classes haha#3am and accounting midterm's in 6 hours and i've only read 10 pages! i don't want to rread#the thing is high school overprepared me for college though so i learned to bs AND manage to do decently/well#like i pulled a midterm essay out of my ass from 3-8am for a 10am class last year and i got an A- on it#i'm better suited for humanities but you know what i hate even MORE than tests? essays#fuck essays#i am actually interested in learning about international business practices but the nitty gritty basics are so tedious#i don't want to learn more than basic accounting and i don't wanna write business law essays#i hated econ#business ethics was actually pretty cool#anyways i think my self-loathing is greatest when i'm procrastinating for a test or essay lol i hate school#i feel like im just wasting my parents' money my uni is so fucking expensive lol#pufftext#also guess who spent 3 hours doing online shopping for clothes and accessories to wear when i meet my crush of nearly 2 years in december#this loser! :)#instead of working out ha ha ha but at least i'm eating better and feeling physically better i'm just. god. fuck. i want break.#my depression always and only peaks during school and internship application time#summer: depression? suicidal ideation? i don't know her#honestly thinking abt how much i hated math growing up i can't deny i'm good at it so ironically i get A's in calculus#meanwhile me: oh econ should be fine! i got an A in high school! *gets a D+ ah*
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