#326 episodes and 15 years is a lot of time to get to know people lol

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Happy WW! 💜

Do you have a pet headcanon that is consistent in your interpretations of wincest, that isn't necessarily explored in canon?

hello, and a happy wincest wednesday to you and yours <3

This is a ponderer! Especially because I try to lift from canon as much as I can, lol. Like I was gonna say our running joke about Dean reading mommy blogs, except -- whoops, that's canon, he does read mommy blogs.

Maybe I'll say, since I literally have sat here for fifteen minutes thinking and can't come up with a better answer -- the way that Dean really, really resents his parents, and yet of course also loves them, and feels a massive sense of obligation to them and to what he imagines they would expect of him and at the same time has this nagging sense of 'fuck you two, you did this to us.' Which I know does come up in the show, but it was kind of depending on the writer and moment -- whether Dean's insisting his dad was the best dad to ever dad, or whether he was telling Mary that he hates and loves her and then it ends in that doofy hug scene. Eeesh. I really hate that scene, haha.

But! The reason I bring it up is that this multifaceted indefinable mass of Feelings about the parents necessarily hovers over how the wincest starts and goes on, and that tangle of FAMILY can't be extracted from how Sam and Dean lay in a bed beside each other. That resentment-but-devotion is such an integral part of how Dean thinks about himself, too -- that he's failing to live up to an ideal, and at the same time is better than the generation that came before, and yet he can't think about it that way because without the pedestal of expectations how can he even define who he is, and yet how dare they expect this much -- and so on, and so on. And then what does that mean when he reaches across a few inches of mattress and touches Sam's big sleeping body and Sam grunts and it makes Dean's whole body relax, even as he's rolling his eyes? How does that integrate with who Dean Winchester, Son of John and Mary, is meant to be?

That stuff. I guess I think about that.

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Being Alone, Andrew Bogut, and Animals: Sir Shadow ID# 31238 1 yr and 6 mos old, 52 lbs Super cute Sir Shadow is Ready to be your Best Friend Forever. Wiggly, tail waggy, a little too thin and in need of some good eats and lots of LOVE. Sir Shadow earned all stellar 1's and 2's on his behavior evaluation. Waiting on LOVE an ACC **** SAVED - 6/28/22018 **** PULLED BY PIT OF OUR SOULS RESCUE. PLEASE HONOR YOUR PLEDGES Pledges can be sent to paypal pitofoursoulsrescue@gmail.com >>> NEW POSTER for super cute Sir Shadow SIR SHADOW WAS HOME ALONE when there was a leak in the building that was serious enough for the landlord and authorities to enter the home and take him to safety without permission from his owners. The word safety is used loosely here as Sir Shadow was brought to the Manhattan shelter and it seems his family has not come to reclaim him and bring him home. Not good. This is a kill shelter and Sir Shadow is out of time so he's been added to the euth list. He needs his family to wake up ASAP and smell the coffee or he needs a caring, dog-loving hero to show him some compassion and open their heart and home. Sir Shadow is a wiggly, tail waggy boy whose shown lots of potential and earned all stellar 1's and 2's on his behavior evaluation. He's a little too thin and in need of some good eats and tasty snacks mixed with lots of LOVE. Please step up and make Sir Shadow a happy boy. SIR SHADOW@MANHATTAN ACC Hello, my name is Sir Shadow My animal id is #31238 I am a male gray dog at the Manhattan Animal Care Center The shelter thinks I am about 1 years 6 months old, 52 lbs Came into shelter as a agency June 15, 2018 Sir Shadow has been diagnosed with canine infectious respirartory disease complex which is contagious to other dogs and may require a course of antibiotics. Behaviorally, we recommend he be placed in an adult only home. My medical notes are... Weight: 52.4 lbs Vet Notes 18/06/2018 DVM Intake Exam Estimated age: ~1.5-2.5yrs based on PE. Microchip noted on Intake? scanned negative by LVT on intake. MC placed on intake. History: dog removed from home when owners not home due to water leak in building. Subjective / Observed Behavior - BAR, loose body and tail wagging. Allowed all handling. reported to be hard barking at handlers in kennel. Evidence of Cruelty seen - none Evidence of Trauma seen - none Objective BCS 5/9 EENT: Eyes clear, ears clean, no nasal or ocular discharge noted Oral Exam: dc 2/5; pd 1/5 PLN: No enlargements noted H/L: No murmur ausculted; CRT < 2, Lungs clear, eupnic ABD: Non painful, no masses palpated U/G: intact male. testicles are smooth and symmetrical MSI: Ambulatory x 4, skin free of parasites, no masses noted, healthy hair coat CNS: Mentation appropriate - no signs of neurologic abnormalities Rectal: grossly normal. Assessment apparently healthy dental calculus Prognosis: excellent Plan: await behavioral assessment SURGERY: Okay for surgery 22/06/2018 Hx: Soft stool noted on rounds this morning O: BAR in kennel -No nasal discharge -Eupnic, no coughing or sneezing A: One episode of diarrhea - R/O stress vs. new food vs. oncoming CIRDC vs. other P: Monitor for further symptoms 1088 23/06/2018 SO BAR, active and barking at kennel front. EENT -- sneezing, serous nasal discharge during rounds observation today. A CIRDC P doxycycline 100mg tablet -- Give 2 tablets PO q24h x 14 days cerenia 60mg tablet -- Give 0.5 tablet PO q24h x 4 days Details on my behavior are... Behavior Condition: 1. Green Behavior Assessment Date of intake:: 6/15/2018 Spay/Neuter status:: No Means of surrender (length of time in previous home):: Stray, no known history Date of assessment:: 6/20/2018 Look:: 1. Dog's eyes are averted, with tail wagging and ears back. Allows head to be held loosely in Assessor's cupped hands. Sensitivity:: 1. Dog leans into the Assessor, eyes soft or squinty, soft and loose body, open mouth. Tag:: 2. Dog is not fearful, but is unresponsive when touched. Approaches the Assessor when the game ends (may need coaxing to approach). Dog is focused on stimuli other than the Assessor. Paw squeeze 1:: 2. Dog quickly pulls back. Paw squeeze 2:: 2. Dog quickly pull back. Flank squeeze 1:: Item not conducted Flank squeeze 2:: Item not conducted Toy:: 1. Minimal interest in toy, dog may smell or lick, then turns away. Summary:: Sir Shadow approached the assessor with a soft body and jumped up hard. He appeared a bit anxious during the assessment, whining, but he also displayed social behavior and allowed all handling. Summary (1):: 6/15: When introduced off leash to a female greeter dog, Sir Shadow is highly exuberant when greeting. Summary (2):: 6/16: Sir Shadow is extremely vocal and forward when greeting and is very difficult to interrupt, hard barking at handlers when they use correctors. Date of initial:: 6/18/2018 Summary:: Sir Shadow had a loose body and allowed handling. BEHAVIOR DETERMINATION:: ADULT ONLY HOME Behavior Asilomar: TM - Treatable-Manageable Recommendations:: No children (under 13) Recommendations comments:: No children: Due to the low threshold for arousal Sir Shadow has displayed at the care center combined with how easily he appears to startle (hard barking at handlers when noise interrupters were used), we recommend an adult only home. Potential challenges: : Basic manners/poor impulse control,Anxiety,Low threshold for arousal Potential challenges comments:: Basic manners/poor impulse control: Sir Shadow jumps up a lot on people in a social manner. It is recommended that default behaviors such as "Leave it", "Sit/Stay", "Down" are reinforced to substitute any frustration and teach him to control his impulses instead of simply reacting; proper management is also advised. Force-free, reward based training only is recommended. Anxiety: Sir Shadow appears anxious at the care center, whining and barking a lot. We have no history on him in a home, so we do not know if this behavior will be present outside of the care center. If it does occur, we recommend giving her puzzle toys, long walks, and things to do to relieve his anxiety. Positive reinforcement, reward based training only should be used. Low threshold for arousal: Sir Shadow displayed a low threshold for arousal at the care center, hard barking at handlers when noise interrupters were used during playgroup. We do not know what else may cause this reaction. We recommend guidance from a professional trainer/behaviorist to best determine what may illicit these reactions and how to work with them in a force free, positive reinforcement manner. * TO FOSTER OR ADOPT * If you would like to adopt a dog on our “To Be Killed” list, and you CAN get to the shelter in person to complete the adoption process *within 48 hours of reserve*, you can reserve the dog online until noon on the day they are scheduled to die. We have provided the Brooklyn, Staten Island and Manhattan information below. Adoption hours at these facilities is Noon – 8:00 p.m. (6:30 on weekends) HOW TO RESERVE A “TO BE KILLED” DOG ONLINE (only for those who can get to the shelter IN PERSON to complete the adoption process, and only for the dogs on the list NOT marked New Hope Rescue Only). Follow our Step by Step directions below! *PLEASE NOTE – YOU MUST USE A PC OR TABLET – PHONE RESERVES WILL NOT WORK! ** STEP 1: CLICK ON THIS RESERVE LINK: https://newhope.shelterbuddy.com/Animal/List Step 2: Go to the red menu button on the top right corner, click register and fill in your info. Step 3: Go to your email and verify account Step 4: Go back to the website, click the menu button and view available dogs Step 5: Scroll to the animal you are interested and click reserve STEP 6 ( MOST IMPORTANT STEP ): GO TO THE MENU AGAIN AND VIEW YOUR CART. THE ANIMAL SHOULD NOW BE IN YOUR CART! Step 7: Fill in your credit card info and complete transaction Animal Care Centers of NYC (ACC) nycacc.org HOW TO FOSTER OR ADOPT IF YOU *CANNOT* GET TO THE SHELTER IN PERSON, OR IF THE DOG IS NEW HOPE RESCUE ONLY! You must live within 3 – 4 hours of NY, NJ, PA, CT, RI, DE, MD, MA, NH, VT, ME or Norther VA. Please PM our page for assistance. You will need to fill out applications with a New Hope Rescue Partner to foster or adopt a dog on the To Be Killed list, including those labelled Rescue Only. Hurry please, time is short, and the Rescues need time to process the applications. Shelter contact information Phone number (212) 788-4000 Email adoption@nycacc.org Shelter Addresses: Brooklyn Shelter: 2336 Linden Boulevard Brooklyn, NY 11208 Manhattan Shelter: 326 East 110 St. New York, NY 10029 Staten Island Shelter: 3139 Veterans Road West Staten Island, NY 10309 Available Animals Thank you for your interest in adopting from Animal Care Centers of NYC. Our At Risk List is posted each day (except Saturday) at 6:00PM and remains viewable until 12:00PM noon the following day.

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Being Alone, Andrew Bogut, and Animals: AT MANHATTAN ACC WATTING H LOVE READY TO BE A GOOD BOY & EVEN BETTER 31238 HIHIBESTIE Handsome, too thin, Friendly, soft body, tal waggy, tolerant earned all 1s and 2's on behavior eval Microchipped & up to date on vaccines Lovable **** TO BE KILLED - 6/27/22018 **** SIR SHADOW WAS HOME ALONE when there was a leak in the building that was serious enough for the landlord and authorities to enter the home and take him to safety without permission from his owners. The word safety is used loosely here as Sir Shadow was brought to the Manhattan shelter and it seems his family has not come to reclaim him and bring him home. Not good. This is a kill shelter and Sir Shadow is out of time so he's been added to the euth list. He needs his family to wake up ASAP and smell the coffee or he needs a caring, dog-loving hero to show him some compassion and open their heart and home. Sir Shadow is a wiggly, tail waggy boy whose shown lots of potential and earned all stellar 1's and 2's on his behavior evaluation. He's a little too thin and in need of some good eats and tasty snacks mixed with lots of LOVE. Please step up and make Sir Shadow a happy boy. SIR SHADOW@MANHATTAN ACC Hello, my name is Sir Shadow My animal id is #31238 I am a male gray dog at the Manhattan Animal Care Center The shelter thinks I am about 1 years 6 months old, 52 lbs Came into shelter as a agency June 15, 2018 Sir Shadow has been diagnosed with canine infectious respirartory disease complex which is contagious to other dogs and may require a course of antibiotics. Behaviorally, we recommend he be placed in an adult only home. My medical notes are... Weight: 52.4 lbs Vet Notes 18/06/2018 DVM Intake Exam Estimated age: ~1.5-2.5yrs based on PE. Microchip noted on Intake? scanned negative by LVT on intake. MC placed on intake. History: dog removed from home when owners not home due to water leak in building. Subjective / Observed Behavior - BAR, loose body and tail wagging. Allowed all handling. reported to be hard barking at handlers in kennel. Evidence of Cruelty seen - none Evidence of Trauma seen - none Objective BCS 5/9 EENT: Eyes clear, ears clean, no nasal or ocular discharge noted Oral Exam: dc 2/5; pd 1/5 PLN: No enlargements noted H/L: No murmur ausculted; CRT < 2, Lungs clear, eupnic ABD: Non painful, no masses palpated U/G: intact male. testicles are smooth and symmetrical MSI: Ambulatory x 4, skin free of parasites, no masses noted, healthy hair coat CNS: Mentation appropriate - no signs of neurologic abnormalities Rectal: grossly normal. Assessment apparently healthy dental calculus Prognosis: excellent Plan: await behavioral assessment SURGERY: Okay for surgery 22/06/2018 Hx: Soft stool noted on rounds this morning O: BAR in kennel -No nasal discharge -Eupnic, no coughing or sneezing A: One episode of diarrhea - R/O stress vs. new food vs. oncoming CIRDC vs. other P: Monitor for further symptoms 1088 23/06/2018 SO BAR, active and barking at kennel front. EENT -- sneezing, serous nasal discharge during rounds observation today. A CIRDC P doxycycline 100mg tablet -- Give 2 tablets PO q24h x 14 days cerenia 60mg tablet -- Give 0.5 tablet PO q24h x 4 days Details on my behavior are... Behavior Condition: 1. Green Behavior Assessment Date of intake:: 6/15/2018 Spay/Neuter status:: No Means of surrender (length of time in previous home):: Stray, no known history Date of assessment:: 6/20/2018 Look:: 1. Dog's eyes are averted, with tail wagging and ears back. Allows head to be held loosely in Assessor's cupped hands. Sensitivity:: 1. Dog leans into the Assessor, eyes soft or squinty, soft and loose body, open mouth. Tag:: 2. Dog is not fearful, but is unresponsive when touched. Approaches the Assessor when the game ends (may need coaxing to approach). Dog is focused on stimuli other than the Assessor. Paw squeeze 1:: 2. Dog quickly pulls back. Paw squeeze 2:: 2. Dog quickly pull back. Flank squeeze 1:: Item not conducted Flank squeeze 2:: Item not conducted Toy:: 1. Minimal interest in toy, dog may smell or lick, then turns away. Summary:: Sir Shadow approached the assessor with a soft body and jumped up hard. He appeared a bit anxious during the assessment, whining, but he also displayed social behavior and allowed all handling. Summary (1):: 6/15: When introduced off leash to a female greeter dog, Sir Shadow is highly exuberant when greeting. Summary (2):: 6/16: Sir Shadow is extremely vocal and forward when greeting and is very difficult to interrupt, hard barking at handlers when they use correctors. Date of initial:: 6/18/2018 Summary:: Sir Shadow had a loose body and allowed handling. BEHAVIOR DETERMINATION:: ADULT ONLY HOME Behavior Asilomar: TM - Treatable-Manageable Recommendations:: No children (under 13) Recommendations comments:: No children: Due to the low threshold for arousal Sir Shadow has displayed at the care center combined with how easily he appears to startle (hard barking at handlers when noise interrupters were used), we recommend an adult only home. Potential challenges: : Basic manners/poor impulse control,Anxiety,Low threshold for arousal Potential challenges comments:: Basic manners/poor impulse control: Sir Shadow jumps up a lot on people in a social manner. It is recommended that default behaviors such as "Leave it", "Sit/Stay", "Down" are reinforced to substitute any frustration and teach him to control his impulses instead of simply reacting; proper management is also advised. Force-free, reward based training only is recommended. Anxiety: Sir Shadow appears anxious at the care center, whining and barking a lot. We have no history on him in a home, so we do not know if this behavior will be present outside of the care center. If it does occur, we recommend giving her puzzle toys, long walks, and things to do to relieve his anxiety. Positive reinforcement, reward based training only should be used. Low threshold for arousal: Sir Shadow displayed a low threshold for arousal at the care center, hard barking at handlers when noise interrupters were used during playgroup. We do not know what else may cause this reaction. We recommend guidance from a professional trainer/behaviorist to best determine what may illicit these reactions and how to work with them in a force free, positive reinforcement manner. * TO FOSTER OR ADOPT * If you would like to adopt a dog on our “To Be Killed” list, and you CAN get to the shelter in person to complete the adoption process *within 48 hours of reserve*, you can reserve the dog online until noon on the day they are scheduled to die. We have provided the Brooklyn, Staten Island and Manhattan information below. Adoption hours at these facilities is Noon – 8:00 p.m. (6:30 on weekends) HOW TO RESERVE A “TO BE KILLED” DOG ONLINE (only for those who can get to the shelter IN PERSON to complete the adoption process, and only for the dogs on the list NOT marked New Hope Rescue Only). Follow our Step by Step directions below! *PLEASE NOTE – YOU MUST USE A PC OR TABLET – PHONE RESERVES WILL NOT WORK! ** STEP 1: CLICK ON THIS RESERVE LINK: https://newhope.shelterbuddy.com/Animal/List Step 2: Go to the red menu button on the top right corner, click register and fill in your info. Step 3: Go to your email and verify account Step 4: Go back to the website, click the menu button and view available dogs Step 5: Scroll to the animal you are interested and click reserve STEP 6 ( MOST IMPORTANT STEP ): GO TO THE MENU AGAIN AND VIEW YOUR CART. THE ANIMAL SHOULD NOW BE IN YOUR CART! Step 7: Fill in your credit card info and complete transaction Animal Care Centers of NYC (ACC) nycacc.org HOW TO FOSTER OR ADOPT IF YOU *CANNOT* GET TO THE SHELTER IN PERSON, OR IF THE DOG IS NEW HOPE RESCUE ONLY! You must live within 3 – 4 hours of NY, NJ, PA, CT, RI, DE, MD, MA, NH, VT, ME or Norther VA. Please PM our page for assistance. You will need to fill out applications with a New Hope Rescue Partner to foster or adopt a dog on the To Be Killed list, including those labelled Rescue Only. Hurry please, time is short, and the Rescues need time to process the applications. Shelter contact information Phone number (212) 788-4000 Email adoption@nycacc.org Shelter Addresses: Brooklyn Shelter: 2336 Linden Boulevard Brooklyn, NY 11208 Manhattan Shelter: 326 East 110 St. New York, NY 10029 Staten Island Shelter: 3139 Veterans Road West Staten Island, NY 10309 Available Animals Thank you for your interest in adopting from Animal Care Centers of NYC. Our At Risk List is posted each day (except Saturday) at 6:00PM and remains viewable until 12:00PM noon the following day. newhope.shelterbuddy.com