#30 min and I felt like I was being held hostage lol as in I was getting SO impatient standing still having to listen to them :-) | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

lunasilvis · 2 years ago

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I never understand how I’m always so super chill as a person, but also deal with the extreme urge to flee or escape at times - that boils so strong in my blood. Especially when I feel like I am [physically, as in: being in a building or a certain situation] trapped. (It’s inherited, I come from a fam of flee-ers.)

#I sometimes wonder if I don't have a form of claustrophobia/agoraphobia - honestly #I almost had a full panic attack on my last day of internship when all my colleages circled around me with praising words and gifts for -#30 min and I felt like I was being held hostage lol as in I was getting SO impatient standing still having to listen to them :-)#I just wanted to jump out of the building??? that is not a normal reaction #but the ventilation on that floor was also way off :^) in my defense - so I got feverish and sweaty #*my grandpa was also known as the social village baker who everyone loved to see but couldn't carry a conversation for the life of him-#and he was always gone within a second (yep)#personal

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