#3 old panic tracks btw; no modern panic (thank god); but again none of the interesting ones

[satanfemme]

sometimes growing up means gradually distancing yourself from mainstream music to such a degree that you don't even realize you're "weird" til ur in a room full of pop punk emo stans and it suddenly dawns on u that they're all acting like preps and probably have been this whole time and ur the only person there in clownish makeup and why are so many people dressed like fast fashion mannequins or instagram models and u don't even recognize half the music that's playing cause it all just blurs together into a bland middle school dance soundtrack, or maybe car radio top 40 circa middle school, but the overpriced merch is all like "proud elder emo :-)" in a smooth, strangely 2020, aesthetic font on fake tie dye t-shirts and oh my fucking god gerard way was right about the t-shirts you sell. and bert mccracken was right about eating ass fwiw. and suicidal tendencies wasn't on the setlist but they were right about that pepsi.