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the way i would give this man the most sloppiest,juiciest, wettest, dirtiest,sickening,stomach turning, shameful, degrading, humiliating, stickiest, stressful terrifying, eye rolling, soaked,eye twitching,lip biting,hair pulling, throat getting weaker and weaker, creaming in my pants, begging me to stop,arching, chained to the chair,creamiest pie, eyes filling with tears, can't breathe from how it's gurgling in my throat, never ending, head in the world.
#im so normal about him#need him so bad#2nd pic is making me dizzy#joshā¦ come home#gnawing at the bars of my enclosure#sorry moots#josh hutcherson#jhutch#josh futturman#future man#josh futterman x reader#mike schmidt#mike schmidt headcanons#mike fnaf#mike schmidt x fem!reader#mike schmidt x reader#mike schmidt x you#mike schmidt fanfic#mike schmidt smut#rosie rants āąØą§
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sobbing the 2nd pic is making me dizzy
Charging with work wife
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Space Mountain gets you regardless how many times youāve been on itā¦ first pic is a week agoā¦ 2nd pic is last year.
I was actually so shocked the first time I went on it in 2023, I was all set to compare it to Hyperspace Mountain in Paris but itās is altogether different.
Both are thrill rides for sure but Space Mountain knocks you about a lot more and being able to see the structure and how close you get to it increases the fear factor making it one of my ultimate favourite rides.
Hyperspace Mountain will always have a place in my heart for being the first Disney ride I ever went on, for making me cry and for being Star Wars themed.
No matter what type of Mountain, you gotta love it (unless itās expedition Everestā¦ that ride makes me dizzy)
#Disney#disney blogger#disney parks#Disney world#Disneyland Paris#Disneyland#walt disney world#disney world orlando#disney world florida#new blogger#cup#Disney blogger uk#space mountain#hyperspace mountain#tomorrowland
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OLD J2 PICS FROM THE ENTERTAINMENT WEEKLY SHOOT I AM A SOBBING MESS !!! godddddd i love them so much i love these photos 2 IN THE FIRST ONE PRESSEND UP TOGETHER IS MAKING ME DIZZY ACTUALLY AND JENSEN IN THE 2ND ONE HAHSHJSJSKA, also the third one just them looking at the scenery and talking together AAAAAAAHHH i'm so soft, them them them !! <3333
#my favorite shoot eVER#GODD THEMM I LOVE THEM#LOOK AT THEM EBING ALL IN EACH OTHER'S SPACE AND JUST TALKING TO EACH OTHER IM GOING TO DIE#also jensen why r u such a dork ilysm#<33333#AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH i am drowning in feelings#my everything#jensen ackles#jared padalecki#j2#actual husbands look at them the lomls
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so hereās my lover secret sessionās story... 02/08/2019 london š¹š¬š§
i got my dm on twitter on july 16th at 5:15pm and i looked at it thinking someone was trying to boo boo the fool me and it was really gonna say something like āstream ME!ā so i opened it not thinking much of it and my heart literally SANK when i saw it was actually REAL. i got the phone call 4 days after from a girl called sara who was from Taylor Nation, she told me everything and i was literally in the storage room in work crying.
so itās finally august 2nd.. i got up at 5am cause i literally had 4 different trains and 2 ubers to catch, when i finally got to my hotel it was around 11am, i checked in and got ready and went to the meeting point. i was literally the first one there so i panicked thinking i was at the wrong place but more people started to show up and immediately everyone formed little friendship groups who they seemed to have stayed with the whole day which was insane. i met lisa and emma which iād recognised from twitter because weād been following each other for so long and then georgia, evie & shiv all came over and we all just bonded and instantly became friends and realised we weāre the brits of the group, there were SO many international fans and it was amazing seeing people come from all over the world! our group was first on the bus and iām not sure why but we were literally all crying like wtf was going on?? we drove past a few ambulances thinking āthatās gonna be our ride home after tonightā cause at this point iām like dying and then we finally got to THE HOUSE.
we all go inside, the ME! playlist was on, there was a huge moose head on the wall which we all became really intrigued by, a huge mirror to see ourselves ugly crying, there was food & drinks and little m&mās with āloverā and hearts on them and i have no idea what was going on in my mind at this point, like i didnāt know what to expect.
so then we all go to the living room weāre there was a bunch of cushions on the floor and a chair and speakers in front of us and i KNEW what was about to go down lads, itās about to happen, weāre about to hear lover and i just wasnāt ready and i was sat THERE in front of the chair and a few minutes later... SHE COMES OUT FROM BEHIND THIS DOOR LOOKING LIKE LIKE AN ACTUAL GODDESS THAT JUST STEPPED OUT OF HEAVEN AND I DEAD ASS DIED RIGHT THERE THINKING ABOUT THAT AMBULANCE I SAW EARLIER ON CAUSE SHE JUST WASNT REAL. so sheās like āwelcome to the lover secret sessionsā and the noise that came out me was actually not human at all. she played half the album the first and kept apologising for ranting and going off topic which was so funny, sheās so adorable i was literally in awe. then was like āweāre gonna take a break so you can all go the bathroom, have a drink and stretch your legsā and then mentions sheās made us treats and everyoneās like OMG and sheās literally like āitās just rice crispy treats i dyed in heart shapesā and it was just the funniest thing bc sheās just so sarcastic but they were the cutest things and just knowing she spent time making them was honestly insane. like i ate a rice crispy heart treat..made by taylor swift? sounds fake. so then as sheās passing them around, sheās goes into the garden and starts talking to everyone and thanking peopleās parents and let everyone on her trampoline and just shouts āTHESE ARE MY KIDSā with a glass of wine in her hand and it was such a taylor swift moment. it was just surreal like wtf? imagine bouncing on taylor swifts trampoline? i wouldāve went on it but i wasnāt about to break my neck before listening to the rest of the album x
okay so we go back in to listen to the rest of the album and throughout the whole album listening part, i just kept crying and she kept looking at me and smiling and singing and i was just bloody in shock. there was one point during a song weāre me and georgia weāre holding onto each other crying and she just looks at us and tilts her head and gives us the most warming smile. right there we both died together it was unreal. but the album HOLY SHIT every song was INSANE. i found it so hard to pick a favourite so i have 3, this album is literally her BEST, and this coming from a speak now stanš¤ i was just the happiest iāve ever been, it just seemed like a dream. seeing her sat there in front of me so happy and in such a good place, feeling so proud of this album and these songs just made my heart feel so full. what i was feeling in that moment is unexplainable. just pure happiness like i knew life doesnāt get any better than this... right itās time for the meet and greets and everyone goes back in to the other room whilst they got ready and people started queuing then to go in and meet her, she spent so much time with every single person and seeing everyoneās faces coming out that room was so magical. the event was supposed to be over at 11pm and itās literally 1:30am when it was my time to meet her. sheād literally been meeting people for HOURS and is 2 and half hours past the end time and she didnāt even mind. everyone was so eager to go inside that me and the girls decided to wait till the end.
so evie had just come out and now itās my turn. i almost fainted, i was so dizzy and nervous and WHEN I TELL U I WAS PETRIFIED TO GO INSIDE, I ACTUALLY MEAN IT BECAUSE I WAS STOOD OUTSIDE THE DOOR REFUSING TO GO IN FOR ABOUT A MINUTE CAUSE I COULD JUST SEE HER STOOD THERE AND I WASNāT READY BECAUSE LIKE IāVE DREAMT ABOUT THIS MOMENT SINCE FOREVER. emma and lisa weāre stood there laughing trying to force me inside as well as a girl from TN. took me a good minute but i finally walked in, i walk over to her trying not to cry AGAIN and sheās stood there smiling at me and she says to me āitās tyler isnāt it?ā and i was like JDJSKDJD āyeah ššššā cause i didnāt think she knew who i was and i was just randomly picked by TN??? she then pulled me in for the biggest hug and i just felt like this is it, iām gonna bloody pass out. I TOLD HER THAT WAITING IN THAT QUEUE TO MEET HER WAS LIKE WAITING FOR THE ELECTRIC CHAIR and i was like why tf did i just say that omg but she laughed and was like āomg hahaha itās like waiting for the electric chair thatās so funnyā then i gave her the lover necklace iād gotten made for her so we had matching and she kept saying how much she loved and how beautiful it was. then said āi love your necklaceā with a little smirk because i was wearing her āTSā initial necklace and my heart just went HDAJHDJDDH. then she asked did i enjoy the day and i was like of course??? it was so amazing i couldnāt stop crying and she was like āaw i had so much fun, i love doing theseā and then she asked how iād gotten here and i told her that i had to take 4 trains and she looked so shocked and thanked me for doing that and asked if i was travelling afterwards and i told her i had a hotel and she goes āomg good, PLEASE donāt talk to any strangersā and iām just like YEAH OF COURSE ANYTHING FOR U MISS SWIFT :ā)))) i hugged her about 3 more times and i asked her about tour, and how she found me and she said sheād found me on tumblr and literally said āits tylovestaylor right?ā and i was just like WHAT. THE. ACTUAL. FUCK. IM SCARED. cause i barely use tumblr because iām the only one who reblogs myself??? and iād gotten my dm on twitter so my mind was like wtf is going on right now?? i told her i changed my url and she said sheād follow me š„ŗ then says āso do you wanna like... take a picture together or something?ā YEAH OF COURSE, IM A BIT OF A MESS RN BUT ABSOLUTELY. she asks what i wanted to do for the photo like stand, sit, go near the piano? and i told her to choose because my mind was just all over the place and she says to me āi think one sitting down with our legs crossed over acting all (then does some pose) and stuffā i just couldnāt believe what was actually happening. we sit down next to each other and she grabs my hand and iām just holding her and the photographer takes the photo and she tells me to have a look to see if i like it and i said i looked so bad and she goes āITS SO CUTE, YOUāRE BEAUTIFUL AND PHOTOGENICā then the photographer told me i was really photogenic and tay goes āSEE SHE EVEN SAID ITā did taylor swift..who invented photos and beauty... just call me beautiful and photogenic? surely not. so we took one more pic and she said she loved it so i loved itššš we got up and hugged again and i just kept saying i love you and she told me i was beautiful and i was like SO ARE U???? and then i told her that i still donāt believe sheās real and she laughed. we hugged again i told her i loved her as i was walking out she shouts āplease get home safelyā and i said āhave a safe flight wherever youāre going nextā at the same time and she laughed and was like āOMG THANKYOU?ā and i walked out and the emotions i was going through oh my god. iād just met my favourite person in the entire world? like never in a million years did i think iād ever meet her let alone get handpicked for secret sessions. i was in so much shock like it wasnāt real. that never happened? iām still in shock now and literally crying writing this. she was so lovely and welcoming and spoke to me like sheād known me forever.
AND AFTER ALL THAT, SHE DECIDES SHE WANTS ME LITERALLY DEAD AND LIKES MY POST ON HERE FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER. RIGHT AFTER IāD MET HER.
i couldnāt get over how beautiful she is, inside and out like i already knew that but seeing her in real life is so different, sheās literally flawless and so cute and delicate and iāll literally die for this woman. thankyou so much, from the bottom of my heart @taylorswift for choosing me out of 100m+ fans, iāll never understand why i was chosen but i canāt explain how grateful i am. it was by far the best day iāve ever had in my 18 years of being alive, nothing will ever come close to that moment. i cant wait for everyone else to hear this album, i miss you and your hugs already and i forgot to tell you because my mind was blank but iām insanely proud of you and will support you forever. promise.
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āI will never forgive youā
Hiyaaa, hereās the Day 2 for the 31 days prompts challenge. Enjoy!Ā MasterlistĀ / 31 days Prompts List
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Day 2 -Ā āI will never forgive youā - Seonghwa
After work you rushed home. Your boyfriend Seonghwa and all his teammates were about to be interviewed by an international TV Show. They prepared it the whole week, practicing their English skills as well. You were talking English fluently, so you gave them few practices session and advices according to their needs. Seonghwa was doing pretty good. You could talk to him and he would answer, even if he stuttered or was thinking about what he could say or not. You werenāt stressing for them; they would do well like always.
Your door slammed so hard that you felt your apartment shaking a bit. You didnāt care, you just pressed the remoteās button till you could find the TV Show channel. āLadies and gentlemen!ā shouted the host. āHereās the new phenomena of KPOP! They debuted one year ago, they are planning their 2nd world tour for 2020! They are going to release a next album on January too!ā The audience shouted of excitation, waiting the host to introduce them. āATEEZ!ā You screamed through your TV screen, āCOME ON GUYS! YOU CAN DO IT!ā They all bowed to the public, shouting their famous, ā8 makes 1 team!ā The host asked them to introduce individually. You noticed that San got the most cheers, he should be happy about that. The interview was going well, Hongjoong was talking the most, followed by San. Your boyfriend seemed stressed; he was smiling but you could feel him uncomfortable. āI will ask you a really serious question guy!ā said the host. The members focused on him. āWhat is your girl type?ā Your heart skipped a beat. Seonghwa couldnāt say that he was into a relationship, itās too early. āWe all have different taste in girls, but I like mental more than physical.ā Revealed Hongjoong. āNice one!ā you shouted at your TV, clapping at the leaderās answer. Most of them replied that they were looking at a girl personality instead of a look. The host added, āSeonghwa, I saw that you like to dance girl groups choreography.ā You laughed, āITāS YOUR TIME TO SHINE BABY!ā āYes, I really like these choreographies. Especially, BlackPinkās āDdu Du Ddu Duā, he replied. āYou must really like the girls too huh,ā teased the man. āThey are all really prettyā, confessed Seonghwa, blushing a little bit. All the girls there were laughing at your boyfriendās shyness. āWhich member would you date?ā asked the host once again. āJisoo.ā You were surprised by how quick he answered the question. Okay, it hurts but he could find someone else attractive. āYou guys are thinking about dating an idol as well or just a common girl?ā This man was definitively curious, you thought. Jongho and Yeosang seemed awkward by his questions. āIt doesnāt matter for usā, replied Hongjoong a bit coldly. āHongjoong sounds honest but what about you Seonghwa?ā laughed the man. Seonghwa smiled and replied, āI would like to date an idol.ā You stopped breathing. āIf Iām dating an idol, she could know how I feel. Most of the time, we are busy with our schedule, so she would understand exactly how it feelā, he confessed. It hurts. Really hurts. Sometimes you argued with him about his schedule, but that was a not a big deal or at least thatās what you thought. āOh interesting!ā said the host. Itās true that you guys are really busy, always promoting in Korea or overseas. But is that the only reason?ā Seonghwa added, āFemale idol are really attractive and talented also. Our Atiny are beautiful too! Even every women and girls in this world,ā he clarified. āBut I would like to do a dance collaboration with my girlfriend! It could be really int-ā.
You turned off the TV. Your heart couldnāt handle so much pain. In 2 minutes, Seonghwa made you feel insecure about your look and your job and he made you doubt about your whole relationship with him. You were suffocating. You needed fresh air, but you couldnāt move still shock. He seemed so natural when he said it. Even if he would tell that is not true, you knew him too well. You can see when heās lying or not. Everything seemed so fake now. His words were stuck on your head, āJisooā, ādating an idol,ā āshe could know I feel.ā You couldnāt even cry. You tried, but you didnāt get enough strength to. 10 minutes later, your phone buzzed in the couch. Seonghwa was calling you. Just by seeing his contact pic you felt dizzy. You didnāt answer, not wanting to know what he would say as an excuse. Your phone rang one more time, he probably knew that you would ignore him. Finally, you grabbed your phone, waiting him to talk first. āY/N?ā His voice made your heart sore. āDid you thought everything you said?ā you asked straight. A silence settled. At this moment you knew. One miniscule part of you still believed that all he said was a lie, but no, it wasnāt. āListen Y/N-ā āNo Seonghwa, I listened more than enough,ā you cut him off. āY/N. Our relationship wasnāt planned at all. I didnāt know I would falling in love with you.ā āAnd what if Jisoo are asking you on a date now? What would you do?ā you asked.
Another interminable silence.
You scoffed, āI was just a distraction for you Park Seonghwa, you were enjoying time with me and when an idol would run to youā¦ you wouldā¦ā you paused, trying to contain your sob. You breathed, trying to take back your composure. āYou would throw me away.ā He stuttered; he didnāt know what he could say to justify his actions. āThatās what I thought,ā you whispered. āY/N, Iām sorryā¦ I would never do a such thing to you.ā āI know when you are lying Park Seonghwa. Your voice is getting lower and you stutter. āIām-ā he tried to say. āI will never forgive you Seonghwa. Never.ā You heard him apologizing before you hang up, turning off your phone. You felt alone, humiliated, heartbroken, sad, mad and exhausted. He really destroyed you.
#ateez reactions#ateez seonghwa#ateez writing#ateez scenarios#ateez angst#ateez prompt#ateez x reader#ateez x atiny#ateez imagines#ateez park seonghwa#ateez sad
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Zelda & Zach
ihatemyguts: [Ready for a flimsy excuse to talk lmao] ihatemyguts: Question, would Lauren actually be š or š if I turn up to her stream? ihatemyguts: Couldn't tell inandout: ecstatic inandout: her šššš§¦ could come off inandout: it's hard to tell if she's joking ihatemyguts: I will š to š§¼ my š ihatemyguts: and time my tip really well before that potential eventuality inandout: smart move inandout: people pleasing ihatemyguts: She was nice, funny ihatemyguts: no š© nosing but yeah, I'm not in a position to be picky inandout: she's good at the "older sister away at uni partying but still there for you" role ihatemyguts: do you have a real one? inandout: I've got a brother, he's older than her and less of a party animal ihatemyguts: Mine too ihatemyguts: he's not as old as her but first date @ 18 isn't far off the vibe inandout: Robbie would call that hella awkward inandout: but I don't think mine has had one yet at 21 inandout: unless it's with a š¤ he created ihatemyguts: that would be as impressive as it is š¢ inandout: he only likes to flex academically impressive muscles inandout: and believes no girls are interested in that inandout: despite being at uni ihatemyguts: š ihatemyguts: Bless inandout: Lauren would knock his head together with every dream girl of his he's surrounded by until it fell off inandout: I'm a pacifist though ihatemyguts: Brothers are stupid ihatemyguts: his ššø might be the stereotype of a cheerleader that doesn't even exist ihatemyguts: just ā³āļø inandout: wouldn't leave me shooketh to find out you're onto something inandout: he does watch Love Island ihatemyguts: š§ representation, man ihatemyguts: you do not always get the girl at the end and if you do, you'll have so little in common you should just put her back inandout: I had a mental image of him just forcing a girl back up onto these high shelves we have in our kitchen inandout: not today, honey ihatemyguts: š ihatemyguts: if only people were shelvable ihatemyguts: keep 'em in storage 'til you're feeling šÆ inandout: + if I'm heroically expected to get her down, the stumbling block is that the šŖš¬š are kept up there ihatemyguts: she'll have to eat it all to save you right back inandout: a love story inandout: we need to pitch it to Netflix ihatemyguts: I have done so much research for this ihatemyguts: Robyn can write it ihatemyguts: Rich can DEMAND actually disabled actors, and Rosie can ask nicely inandout: you have to be the lead, then the viewers will be on edge of their seats when you eat the šŖš¬š ihatemyguts: Lauren might š me for it inandout: the spotlight would give her a seizure ihatemyguts: Awh ihatemyguts: lucky teen dramas are so moodily lit ihatemyguts: think twilight not spring breakers inandout: so dark that everyone has to squint and give themselves a headache inandout: dizzying camera angles inandout: getting our own back one symptom at a time ihatemyguts: may have to šŖšŖ someone to make 'em shit their pants ihatemyguts: but you can nominate your brother, that's cool inandout: let him come back as a š¤ at the end ihatemyguts: how's his Arnie? inandout: hmmm inandout: borderline racist? inandout: but we're Jewish and he's Austrian, I don't think he'll come for us ihatemyguts: not gonna go zombie for that ihatemyguts: definitely free pass for life on all the racial jokes @ their expense inandout: the shortened life span will help make up for it too ihatemyguts: no š¤ ending? ihatemyguts: š inandout: abrupt fade to black inandout: hopefully ihatemyguts: Iconic ihatemyguts: see your vision inandout: much as lingering death rattle would be an epic punk band or album name ihatemyguts: š¤ ihatemyguts: you're a frontman, right? inandout: self nominated ihatemyguts: I see it inandout: you're drums ihatemyguts: only if I get to be on a dramatic raised platform above you all at the back inandout: if you swear not to šæ us with š© ihatemyguts: it would bring the horror ihatemyguts: very Carrie ihatemyguts: but š¤ inandout: very Slipknot ihatemyguts: I'm down for a mask situation inandout: I'm not š„µ ihatemyguts: Valid ihatemyguts: but you're cute, people will wanna see you inandout: cute is šš©š or šššš inandout: we can't start an animal band unless you can talk to them and ask if they really want inandout: ...some kind of rockstar life ihatemyguts: True, Ozzy was NOT asking those š¦ if they were about the fame inandout: and they became another casualty of inandout: sickening ihatemyguts: is that the deal ihatemyguts: my bowel has decided not to work so I get to speak to animals? ihatemyguts: š¤ inandout: that's a 10 episode series pitch ihatemyguts: god knows there has to be a redeeming feature of a sick kid ihatemyguts: can't be an arsehole who's suffering, not relatable and not enjoyable -10/10 inandout: you can only be an arsehole if yours works inandout: hooray for me ihatemyguts: lucky ihatemyguts: don't wanna flex on you by sparking up, really inandout: can you drink? It's a no for me ihatemyguts: it's iffy ihatemyguts: like it's not great ihatemyguts: but if I don't get big sister at Uni levels, technically inandout: technically same, but who wouldn't wanna get to that level inandout: who's doing it for the taste? ihatemyguts: I personally LOVE the taste of rotting fruit inandout: I have no sense of smell and barely any of taste and even I know wine and beer are both bad inandout: maybe the first sip of spirits will change my life ihatemyguts: that's a dangerous game ihatemyguts: it's already supposedly scentless a lot of the time ihatemyguts: you'd get wasted real fast inandout: not a date then ihatemyguts: not for long ihatemyguts: š„ is a fave haunt obviously but not ideal, even for a 2nd date inandout: 3rd? ihatemyguts: s'one way to end up in bed ihatemyguts: sure inandout: kids at my school do keep asking me if I've ever hooked up in hospital inandout: that being my number 1 priority each time ihatemyguts: š ihatemyguts: like it's some cringy show mums would watch ihatemyguts: with the staff or with all the random hottie in their prime that are just roaming the corridors, yeah, alright inandout: + š„ = PICC Ā in case there weren't a high enough risk of getting caught or mild peril ihatemyguts: the thrill of it all ihatemyguts: worth being sick for all the steamy romance, honestly inandout: don't forget the nurses inandout: another fave topic of everyone in class ihatemyguts: yeah, the stress eating and shift work makes 'em š„š„š„ inandout: no š allowed to keep the atmosphere romantic either ihatemyguts: ššš ihatemyguts: sure your class is not concerned about the vibe inandout: well read inandout: they just wanna touch a boob inandout: which is a good song title ihatemyguts: with potential to make a b-side literally about š ihatemyguts: highš inandout: hi-hat, drummer girl ihatemyguts: badumtss inandout: š¤ drop ihatemyguts: šš inandout: Lauren swears she'll keep her clothes on to play Breath of the Wild ihatemyguts: I'm honoured ihatemyguts: and not at all disappointed ihatemyguts: š inandout: her wardrobe of onesies are incredible inandout: they'll cheer you back up inandout: š½š¤šš²š¦š¦ + more animals than you'd have time to chinwag with ihatemyguts: obviously, I need to see this to believe š inandout: like a š¦ she has one of those too ihatemyguts: thanks for the inside scoop ihatemyguts: can pretend I'm fully psychic now ihatemyguts: get all those oddly specific requests out inandout: that'll spook her inandout: I'm for it ihatemyguts: š®š£š ihatemyguts: not trying too hard to compensate, AT ALL inandout: I hadn't seen the others before today inandout: that was cool ihatemyguts: For real? ihatemyguts: It seems like you all hang like all the time, from the outside creepin' in inandout: you heard the commander, we're not supposed to post pics or personal stuff ihatemyguts: still a weird rule ihatemyguts: like, I get it, online predators, poor defenseless baby disableds, not ideal ihatemyguts: if it was an IRL group, we wouldn't be going by quippy puns on our name badges inandout: [gives her his socials and Lauren is of course in his friends so she can add her too] inandout: I was gonna suggest a meet up but didn't wanna get shot down inandout: the point is, some of us can't get out and about inandout: hasn't passed me by ihatemyguts: that's true ihatemyguts: there has to be a way we can include everybody though, everybody that would possibly want to ihatemyguts: Christ, if we as a group can't think of accessibility solutions ihatemyguts: but my point is, drop you a š¬ if I have any š” inandout: @ Rich inandout: he'd figure it out ihatemyguts: right? ihatemyguts: not that I'm desperate for company but frankly ihatemyguts: no, it could be cool inandout: and she won't say, despite what I said about trading on her fame, but Lauren's anniversary is coming up inandout: she'll want company for that ihatemyguts: I don't know if I should know, and I know I'm not gonna ask her ihatemyguts: but it can't be a fun anniversary, anything we could do to make it less of a shit time ihatemyguts: why not inandout: you're in inandout: cool ihatemyguts: š ihatemyguts: the social engagements I won't need to turn down for this ihatemyguts: busy š I ain't inandout: I wanna ask if you had loads of friends before inandout: it seems like you would ihatemyguts: Kinda ihatemyguts: and not everyone turned into total cunts either, not trying to be that tragic heroine ihatemyguts: awkward adjustment, mainly for me, I know but ihatemyguts: wish I had a cool illness, you know ihatemyguts: can't make š© work for me inandout: what's a cool one? ihatemyguts: there's no cool one to have, I know that, like, intelligently, I get it ihatemyguts: but at least if you've got a decent story or you aren't essentially shitting yourself to death as your quirky symptom, people are more into it ihatemyguts: it's stupid but inandout: something that makes you faint dramatically inandout: that'd be netflix worthy inandout: the harder the name is to pronounce, the better ihatemyguts: exactly, providing I do it gracefully and look pretty whilst doing it ihatemyguts: 'cos what's the point in this pain if I can't peddle it to the masses inandout: you could look pretty doing it ihatemyguts: oh yeah ihatemyguts: the glamour would be unreal š inandout: š ihatemyguts: š½ ihatemyguts: cinematic inandout: American Beauty and you're the plastic bag ihatemyguts: that's the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me ihatemyguts: okay, Katy Perry inandout: leave Robbie to do the šÆ roar ihatemyguts: she's cute ihatemyguts: no offense to you but inandout: how many dates are you two going on? ihatemyguts: do her parents let her out of her house, legit ihatemyguts: 'cos that will change the answer a lot inandout: only for š„ inandout: but she'll wanna come to the meet up ihatemyguts: then, we'll have to go on loads of dates ihatemyguts: so I can convince them I'm very respectable and not at all contagious inandout: I know JRA sucks but they'd put her in a bubble if they could ihatemyguts: I get it but also ihatemyguts: stop ihatemyguts: actual case of how it's being dealt with making it worse, when I was in hospital, the first time ihatemyguts: there was this tiny kid, and his ma was like...just insane, which is understandable but, it weren't helping her or him inandout: she could outgrow it when she's 16, that'll shake them up ihatemyguts: serious? ihatemyguts: damn inandout: it happens inandout: that's the J inandout: for being a kid ihatemyguts: I had no idea ihatemyguts: like you stop growing and it stops fucking with you, basically? ihatemyguts: that's cool ihatemyguts: if it happens ihatemyguts: worst fucking false hope if it doesn't inandout: yep inandout: sweet or bittersweet 16 ihatemyguts: like 5 months, she said? inandout: I'm gonna go to the party inandout: you should come ihatemyguts: Yeah? ihatemyguts: you think she meant it ihatemyguts: you can tell me if it was just politeness 'cos she is inandout: loneliness inandout: but she likes us too ihatemyguts: how long have you been in the group? inandout: they gave me the info when I was 12 inandout: I didn't wanna use it then though inandout: last summer I decided to ihatemyguts: I feel you ihatemyguts: like, what should we have in common ihatemyguts: but that's actually like any friendship, you got sat next to them one day in class or they shared with you at break ihatemyguts: I was just being a dick about it inandout: there are those inandout: like fibro inandout: but the core group are cool ihatemyguts: Everyone was decent ihatemyguts: if you're a dick you just are, regardless of our shared experiences ihatemyguts: but that is more than I've got with some of my old friends, that's just facts, whether you wanna accept it or nah, you know inandout: yep, me and my š¤ brother have nothing shared inandout: his DNA is fine ihatemyguts: how was that ihatemyguts: like, was he mad guilty and did you wanna stomp on his lungs a š¤ bit inandout: some days inandout: but Lauren says I'm better looking than him so what else matters ihatemyguts: š inandout: how's your brother doing with your š© life? ihatemyguts: He doesn't say a whole lot ihatemyguts: that was a thing pre š© life too so ihatemyguts: guess he gets to keep being mysterious and my illness feels the least invisible when I'm the only kid let out to the š½ multiple times a lesson ihatemyguts: š¤· inandout: you could suggest home school inandout: Robbie's an expert, she'd do you a pro slideshow ihatemyguts: I already miss people inandout: okay, okay, we'll bring the first date forward inandout: I'll escort you to the party ihatemyguts: what's the dresscode? this is vital and I know she's already said inandout: šš ihatemyguts: Oh good, you'll look extra adorable ihatemyguts: it'll be the usual trial picking which tiara to wear but think I'll survive inandout: Maybe you can take her shopping for your first date ihatemyguts: š” idea I'll have to claim as my own inandout: š ihatemyguts: do any of you go to the same schools ihatemyguts: or are you meant to not know that, either inandout: I don't know where either R goes inandout: and I'd remember Lauren or Rich if they'd been at my school, I think ihatemyguts: I reckon ihatemyguts: shame ihatemyguts: not that I reckoned there'd be an underground network of secret disabled kids at mine but oh well inandout: there could be inandout: you didn't need to find out before ihatemyguts: True ihatemyguts: ā not being the one though ihatemyguts: have to do some more subtle digging inandout: my school has some invisible and visibles besides me ihatemyguts: statistically, there's no chance I'm the only one inandout: most of the ones in our camp have mental health stuff though inandout: or dyslexia, ADHD etc ihatemyguts: hadn't even considered those kinds ihatemyguts: got a lot of studying to do ihatemyguts: that's how it feels ihatemyguts: I barely get what I've got, never mind the endless possibilities of how a human can be slightly fucked inandout: they tend to have their own forums anyway inandout: not that Rosie wouldn't welcome them with a sleepy hug ihatemyguts: āŗļø inandout: it's less š„šš©ø I guess? inandout: sort of š and šŖ ihatemyguts: Definite crossovers but not fully the same deal ihatemyguts: I see my pharmacist so often we're on date ... ihatemyguts: dread to think inandout: people don't wanna feel like others don't understand them somewhere where they're going for solidarity inandout: or that they can't get a sentence in over all the rest that are being typed ihatemyguts: it is pretty nervewracking ihatemyguts: even if yours is decent inandout: I used to be a big lurker inandout: some days I still am inandout: Lauren will always fill up the gaps ihatemyguts: you need all types, I reckon inandout: same ihatemyguts: like families ihatemyguts: even the creepy uncle inandout: if I don't have one does that mean I'm destined to become him? ihatemyguts: only if your brother finds a cheerleader ihatemyguts: you're probably alright inandout: he could adopt Robbie and let her live cage free ihatemyguts: that was a bit creepy ihatemyguts: oh my god, it's started ihatemyguts: š¹ inandout: damn inandout: much to think about inandout: a life to reassess ihatemyguts: if you're actually going ihatemyguts: thanks ihatemyguts: for being cool inandout: you were cool first inandout: I didn't lead a revolution ihatemyguts: you had to be cool enough not to shoot it down inandout: I'm so cool I've fallen at the creepy uncle fashion hurdle inandout: can't get a š§¢ on without a haircut inandout: it's all about the š§¦ now ihatemyguts: you know how to paint a picture ihatemyguts: even though I can now stalk your socials in my own time inandout: easier to explain you than Lauren inandout: my friends at school were shook by her ihatemyguts: I can imagine ihatemyguts: she'd be happy with that though š inandout: she was inandout: [posts a selfie with his best attempt at a creepy uncle aesthetic because I doubt I'm finding a gem like that from Finn] ihatemyguts: oh my god ihatemyguts: š ihatemyguts: that would be fully #triggering, top marks inandout: ā your move inandout: wine mum or vodka aunt ihatemyguts: Oh, I have perfect wine mum clothes ihatemyguts: had very bad taste a few years back and the š» are hanging about ihatemyguts: hold on inandout: I can't make the baited breath comment twice in a day, that's too much inandout: and I know I did in group ihatemyguts: š I'm not special enough inandout: come back tomorrow for new puns ihatemyguts: [selfie in Amma's weird little girl/suburban mom clothing 'cos was not a mood] ihatemyguts: are you sure? inandout: damn inandout: come back tomorrow for a new photo challenge ihatemyguts: alright ihatemyguts: you're on inandout: cool
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THOUGHTS ON D3
(some of these may be points about stuff we already knew going into it but like now that weve gotten to see it all together its easier to discuss)
- i like what they did with audreyās plot. her and malās relationship did feel pretty unresolved after d1 so im glad they went this route. not to mention being able to bring her back after her being absent in the second. also i like the message that it gave off about being able to be good or bad regardless of where you come from
- i loved hades! he was so fun and i loved how things ended up with him. and DO WHAT YOU GOTTA DO WAS AWESOME probably my fav song. but i cant say im a huge fan of him being malās dad. like i loved the way their relationship played out but while the descendants fan in me is happy the disney stickler thinks its a bit too much creative license for them to make a kid the child of two disney characters from two different movies. it also kinda like...almost invalidates her character ofĀ āmaleficentās daughterā now shes the daughter of two villains and it?? feels different?? if that makes sense?? could the other VKs possibly have another villain as their other parent?? who knows. also i wish they hadnāt made it so obvious so early like people guessed this A YEAR AND A HALF AGO WHEN THE TEASER CAME OUT. maybe had it just been a few months it wouldnt have been as bad but yeesh. it made the shock factor...well, almost non-existant.
- continuing on their relationship, i thought tackling the idea of an absentee dad was a bold move for a movie like this and i applaud it. not to mention with an upbeat musical number? they really did that
- i loved celia too!! i was afraid she was gonna be more bad news than she was but she was super cute and sweet. loved her friendship with dizzy. and loved getting to see more of dizzy! and even though dr facilier wasnt in it much he was fun. i thought it was sweet that he and celia seemed to have a good relationship. im also glad we got to see lady tremaine! but wheres drizella lol
- also in regards to hades and celia, i liked that they brought in two more movies into the universe that hadnt yet been acknowledged (not counting wicked world or the books). i love both hercules and princess and the frog and while i wouldnt call them underrated theyre not quite as mainstream as some of the other movies in the descendants universe so im happy with that.
- on the other hand, i dont really like it when they get more kids from movies that they already have kids from. in this case, squeaky and squirmy. gil seemed out of place to me when i first watched d2, especially cuz like why would gastons son be a pirate, but since he had some funny lines with ben (in this movie too!) it was worth it. but squeaky and squirmy had no lines with harry? THEY ALMOST DIDNT HAVE ANY LINES AT ALL??? so why couldnt they have had them be kids from a movie they hadnt used yet? the more the merrier imo. idk.
- mal and uma repairing their relationship was like the highlight for me ugh it was so good. i think we all had a feeling that would happen (not just from speculation but from set pics and whatnot) but it felt satisfying regardless. uma sayingĀ āim right here mal you got thisā? love that
- WE LOVE MORE DRAGON MAL. EVEN MORE THAN IN D2. WE LOVE THAT A LOT.
- WE ALSO LOVE MORE DUDE. OK SO MAYBE THATS JUST ME BUT SCREW IT I LOVE TALKING DOGS SO IM GLAD HE STILL TALKED. DOVE CAMERON AND A TALKING DOG IN THE SAME MOVIE IS BASICALLY PANDERING TO ME OK
- WE ALSO LOVE MALVIE CONTENT!!! love that evie was the only one who knew hades was her dad AND LOVE THAT THEY SAID I LOVE YOU TO EACH OTHER LIKE DAMN. AND DURING MY ONCE UPON A TIME WHEN MAL LIKE CARESSES HER FACE??? LIKE HER INTERACTION WITH HER WAS MORE INTENSE THAN WITH ANYONE ELSE EVEN BEN??? GOOD SHIT
- OK I KNEW ABOUT THE DID I MENTION REPRISE AS OF A FEW DAYS AGO BUT IM A SLUT FOR PARALLELS SO THAT STILL KILLED ME
- any parallels killed me. especially, ofc, ending withĀ ācuz were rotten...to the coreā (tho i was hoping the rotten remix thats on the soundtrack would be in the movie)
- loved getting more harry and gil content. gil is so blissfully stupid and precious and i love him and harry is so chaotic and i love him too
- and just...love the sea three bonding with the core four. also it felt well paced. wasnt rushed, had its moments to slowly get us there (mal+uma, jay+gil+harry) it felt like it went just the way it was supposed to.
- the whole series of events felt well paced and well ordered
- tbh i think its hilarious how chadās douche baggery never dies down. i mean points for consistency i guess
- (did anyone catch the sign on the isle that mentioned monstro? good easter egg)
- (im really going out of order ik)
- one kiss was fun and cute, but i never felt like doug and evie were like...behind in their relationship? if anything i thought as of d2 their relationship was more stable than that of mal and ben
- night falls was a little silly and felt a little too similar to its goin down to me but it served a purpose and it was still fun
- and ofc it was so bittersweet to watch cam. the dedications were heart-wrenching but beautiful.
overall it really could not have been better! great new characters, great development on the characters we love, great soundtrack, and, most importantly, a story that perfectly wraps up the franchise. its hard to get a trilogy right. i love a lot of trilogies but a lot of them have some major flaws. with like say the kung fu panda movies, the 2nd and 3rd feel like theyre about very different things than the first. it doesnt feel like its telling one cohesive story. some have a second that feels unimportant to be between the 1st and 3rd. this just felt like perfectly coming full circle. everything from the beginning of the first movie to the end of the third felt necessary to tell the story. no useless filler, all essential to the plot, adding more as we go and resolving more, but having a hell of a lot of fun the entire time. i remember d2 being one of the most, if not the most, satisfying sequels ive ever seen. maybe part of that has to do with descendants being such a main fandom of mine when it came out, but sometimes, even new additions to my main fandoms can disappoint. these sequels really havenāt. part of that may just have to do with my love for the franchise regardless of the direction it goes in, but i know that it also has to do with just a great job in storytelling. continuing the story and wrapping it up just right. when the first one came out, we didnāt know it would be a trilogy. it works great as a standalone movie, but when you see the third one, you would think it was intended this way from the beginning, which honestly gives it even more power.
it breaks my heart to let this franchise go, but ofc in malās wordsĀ āthis is not the end.ā with it just coming out, that means its just the beginning of discussions, gifs, memes, fanart, and all that fun stuff. so lets jump right in!
and, as always, every bit of love in my heart goes to cam tonight. we still miss you endlessly and we always will.
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The 2nd Annual Gift Exchange
This time I got to write for my buddy @thegreatstoryteller, I hope you enjoy what I did to you Jay :) Enjoy!
(Iām so sorry itās a month late, both life and tumblr are working against me)
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Jay opened the door to his living room on this early Christmas morning. The tree had shed a bunch more needles on the ground, but most of them were caught on top of the presents that were placed the night before. He already knew what was in them since he purchased them himself, but it still brought him a lot of joy to tear the wrapping off and play with his self-bought gifts. This yearās presents were mostly games, books and other ways to relax, which he desperately needed to distract himself from current events.Ā
After dumping all the wrapping paper in the right recycling bin, he gazed out of the windows onto the city. Although his day was filled with fun activities, he just couldnāt shake off the feeling that something weird was going to happen. Thatās when he noticed an unfamiliar package in the reflection. It was hidden under a branch, but he didnāt remember buying any other gifts than the one already unpacked. He reached out to it and the wrapping felt weird. It looked like regular paper, but it was soft like silk to the touch, with a big gold bow on top. With curiosity and care, he pulled the box from under the tree to inspect it more closely. Even though it didnāt look that big when he first saw it, the present was huge! It was about 40x40x40cm, which was bigger than anything he had on his wishlist. Jayās mind started running while his hand went to unwrap the bow. The more he thought about it, there was no way that it actually would have fit under the dense branches. It was almost like...
Magic! Jay quickly retracted his arm while hoping that the realisation didnāt come too late, but in his haste, he accidentally opened the window with his elbow. The wind that was rushing outside quickly found the aperture but Jay quickly turned around and shut the window. When he directed his attention to the gift in front of him again, he was shocked to see that the loose bow on top had been undone by the wind and the cover was on the floor. āHow did that even come off?!ā At the moment, Jay had no idea what he was supposed to do. The faint light coming out of the box was really alluring, but he knew that a magical gift could also mean a lot of trouble. Even though it was probably a bad idea, Jay couldnāt help himself but sneak a quick peek inside before backing up. āSome sort of boots, a helmet and spandex? What the hell?ā Jay leaned in closer again to see if there was a note attached to it, but there was nothing except for the helmet and spandex. Wait, wasnāt there also a pair of boots?
Jay backed up slowly before feeling something soft underneath him. When he looked down he saw that he stepped on the shoes. Before Jay could ask himself how those got there, the fabric started to heat up and he could feel it move under his feet. He instinctively jumped up to get away from it, but the boots clung onto his soles like they were stuck. Within seconds, his feet were completely covered. āWhat the heck.ā He tried to bend down to inspect his new footwear, but his knees just wouldnāt bend, like heād lost all control over his legs. Suddenly he started moving forward, back to the tree and open present. He tried to resist, but his legs were moving like they had a clear purpose.
When he reached the box, his legs decided to lose all strength and he fell down on his knees, his head above the box. The thump of his knees hitting the hardwood floor was a trigger for the latex suit, which became āaliveā and started to slither over the side of the box. Even though he knew it was futile, Jay still tried to back up but again, no such luck. He had lost track of the latexĀ during his escape attempt, but he was quickly reminded of its existence by slithering up his body over his spine, the cold material making Jay shudder. When it reached the base of his skull, Jay could feel the material move over his back, slowly expanding and wrapping itself around his body. It started dripping over his shoulders onto his pecs. Jay was content with his body, but he never wore skintight clothing since it revealed everything. When the suit was done growing, he turned around and looked in the mirror. He was glad he regained control of his legs again, and this time he wasnāt letting go. He checked himself out in the mirror. Something was... off. āAm I bigger? Or is it this thing filled with extra layers?ā Jay flexed a little and much to his surprise, he actually looked a bit bigger.
He suddenly got a little dizzy. He stumbled, regained his posture, and looked back at himself. āWait, why am I wearing this? Oh right, a gift from a fan.ā Jay looked at his muscles. God he looked good. He flexed his biceps and gave it a quick kiss. He failed to notice it gaining volume, but he was a little preoccupied with worshipping himself. He did a different pose which brought out his stomach and flexed his abs. Luckily the latex was so tight that his perfect six pack protruded with ease. His powerful arm went towards the back of his neck, and pulled down the zipper. The bones in his back rearranged when the zipper passed them, making Jay broader with every second. He looked down and noticed that his legs looked a little small. āHeh. Must have skipped leg day!ā Jay flexed his calves and thighs, framing his stuffed crotch perfectly between the growing legs. He slapped his ass playfully, which grew to about the size of two ripe watermelons. Jay moaned in ecstasy. His hand started playing with his asshole, trying to finger himself through the thin material while the other hand trailed towards his pecs. He glanced at them in the mirror and he was filled with confusion. āThey look a little small? Whatās even happening, do I need new lights?ā He tweaked his nipples and the front of his suit instantly turned dark in the crotch area. Not that he would notice the dark cumstain. Jay has his eyes closed and his head thrown back in pure bliss from the tweaking of his nipples. When he looked back at his pecs, they seemed completely normal again. They were large, firm and very sensitive. He was a little confused, but he brushed it off as needing to drink more water. He checked himself out once more. God he loved posing for himself. It was then that he noticed a strange thing behind him in the corner of his eye. Ripping his eyes from his muscles, he looked over his shoulder through the mirror and saw what looked like a floating, spinning helmet. The helmet stopped spinning and it was ālookingā straight at him. āWhat the...ā The helmet started charging at him, and before it hit he remembered everything. The gift, the shoes, the latex and now this. But it was a tad too late.
The back of his head still hurt a little from the impact, but not as much as heād expected. Steve pulled off his helmet and rubbed the back of his head. āStupid branches.ā Some people noticed him standing there and he could see that theyād beg for a pic. Right when the fans wanted to snap the photo, Steve noticed a piece of paper flying around. He snatched it out of the gust of wind that had been carrying it.
Youāre welcome. Grant Spiral.
āDumb tourist never clean their trash.ā He muttered to himself. He crumbled the paper and gave it to a passerby, asking them to throw it away. He then focussed on giving the fans what they wanted to see, so he flexed all the visible muscles. They were lucky he was taking a break when they saw him, but heād be sledding down the track in minutes. āJay!ā He heard a manly voice shout behind him. He turned around instinctively, seeing the man who had called out and then seeing the kid called Jay he had called out to. āWhy did I even react to that?ā He pondered. He shrugged it off as not drinking enough water and began his descent.
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LET'S FUCKING TALK
1st pic: freshman year of high school, when bulimia became a central aspect of my life bc I couldn't restrict. I was at a healthy weight and had muscle tone, but thought I was obese because the nurse told me so. My BMI put me in overweight because I was all muscle.
2nd pic: second semester of college, when I spent 4 hours at the gym every day but had no muscle tone, barely ate anything, and often threw up what I did eat.
It's been 4 and a half years since I took that second pic, and have since gained so much from depression, swing shift, an injury that left me bed bound. I also lost weight. Then gained, lost, again and again. I'm currently about 25lbs heavier than I was in the first pic, and trying to lose in a healthy way, but guys.
GUYS
I WAS SO FUCKING UNHEALTHY
I would make myself throw up and not be able to stand up for 10 minutes because my vision was black and my legs had no strength
I'd take breaks at the gym to "stretch" but really I was trying not to pass tf out
I constantly was in pain with my stomach
I have a heart condition and I almost always had palpitations, chest pain, shortness of breath, and severe dizziness because of this shit
My mental state was so clouded, it was so hard to focus, and I was always tired
I threw up blood
like y'all, this is an illness. This is a serious fucking condition. And the worst part? IT. NEVER. LEAVES. All I want is to look like those photos again, but to do that I'll have to become stupid unhealthy again. Being a nurse caring for others and a karate instructor teaching kids, I absolutely cannot do that. But it's. SO. EASY.
It's so hard to choose recovery and actively choose healthy eating/exercise options. It's fucking awful, and makes me feel like a worthless sack of garbage. But I Have To. Unless i want to end up dead or not being able to do a damn thing with my life.
You think you have control. You swear you can stop and get yourself under control. Bish lemme tell you, YOU CAN'T. This disease owns your dumb ass. You can't give it an inch, because it will take you six feet under.
I now suffer from God-awful heartburn and acid reflux. I need a scope to check for Barrett's esophagus. If I eat certain foods or bend over after eating, my body just regurgitates shit with no warning. THAT'S fun at parties.
I have to take vitamin D, iron, 3 types of acid reducers, a stool softener, and a probiotic regulator every day on top of my psych meds. That's just to get through the day without feeling nauseous, having severe stomach cramps and pain, and being able to shit semi-regularly. My dentist hated me because my teeth are fucked from years of stomach acid erosion.
I have hemorrhoids that bleed from years of depriving myself. If I get drunk or eat spicy shit, I uncontrollably vomit and more often than not, I throw up blood. I shake constantly and my entirely body hurts. All. The. Damn. Time. I bruise easily, it takes 3x longer than normal for a girl my age to heal from injury, and my bones/joints/tendons/muscles are ridiculously more susceptible to breaks or tears. You know why? Eating disorders during my development periods.
Please. If you've read this far, please take control. Please seek help. No, you are not in control. Yes, it really is that bad, or will be. No, it's not a diet. Yes, it will absolutely ruin your entire fucking life. If making this post helps even one person, or tips someone off to help another, then it's worth it. Please don't let this shit ruin your life.
If you're young and someone tells you you're overweight because of your BMI, LAUGH IN THEIR FACE AND GO EAT SOME CHICKEN AND RICE. Muscle weighs more than fat! BMI does not account for muscle! ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE SHORT. I'm 5'3" and y'all. Made physicals so fucking awful.
Please choose life. Choose health. Choose recovery. It's hard, I'll never say that it's easy. But it's 1000 times better than the alternative. Keep yourself in control, it takes SO much more strength to choose healthy eating habits and kick your ED's ass than it takes to restrict or purge. You are stronger than your disorder.
So much love to each and every one of y'all who struggle, don't think they're struggling, or are actively trying to recover. Love to all my young ones being bullied when they're a healthy weight. Love to all my athletes who can't wear super skinny jeans because of leg muscle. You guys are all so fucking beautiful You can do this.
Stay safe.
#not pro ana#ana#mia#anamia#tw eating disoder#eating disorder#restricted eating#complications#actually sick#sick#recovery#ed related#ed recovery#tw ed talk#educational#body dysmorphia#body dysmorphic disorder#personal#my story
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RE-INTRO
Bias X Reader
EXO Kai (Kim Jongin)
Genre: Fluff
{1st pic- the Kim Jongin that went off to study abroad
2nd pic- the Kim Jongin that came home }
Your first love is back in town. You havenāt seen each other in almost 5 years. Without letting you go for a moment, Jongin leaned back from hugging you so tight you thought your eyeballs would pop out of the sockets. Looking at you, his eyes dancing around your face, a smile still hanging onto the corners of his mouth, he finally spoke again, āTell me you missed me.ā It came out more of a cute request than the demand he probably meant it to be. āAnd what do I get if I do?ā āMe.ā Jongin laughed immediately at himself, a bit embarrassed at his sudden forwardness. You baulked, taken aback yourself. āStop playing, Jongs.ā He made a sound of slight confusion. You looked at him twice before turning around and leading him into the cafe you were waiting for him outside of. As he both picked out a small booth by the window facing the busy sidewalk, you shook your head and pointed out a small corner wit two cushioned chairs slightly facing each other at an angle, on the opposite wall. Jongin easily agreed before saying he would get the drinks. You fought him fruitlessly, saying you wanted this to be your treat, but he just shook his head and wiggled you around in his playful grip. āNoo~! Iām the one that shouldāve called you when I came to town. I owe you this at least-ā He started to walk away before you could protest, but suddenly turned around as you were beginning to concede an take a seat. He smiled at you widely as if he was waiting for the moment to say his next words before saying them, āYou can buy me dinner. Tonight.ā Your eyes widened slightly at his unusual pace. You felt like you were spinning in circles. The kind where you try to steady yourself from the dizziness but can only laugh. Dinner with Jongin.
Would this be considered a date? You shook your head. You were jumping ahead of yourself again.
*********************************** Hello my precious Marshmallows! (and special guests and passerby alike!) Iām suddenly making a series for Jongin. lol idk how it happened either. But hey, letās all enjoy this while it lasts. No one knows how long this one will last lol This was more of an intro Drabble n the next one will be longer. in between I have something planned with you being the school crush of Up10tionās Xiao.
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1. This is our round about at work. This is what it looked like at 3pm on Wednesday after truck.
2. This is the round about at 430 when I left.
3. This is me after work. At 4pm I realized that I hadnāt eaten a single thing in 20 hours. I was moving very slow, my brain wasnāt processing things, if I moved too fast I became dizzy and my limbs felt disconnected from me.
My coworker is scheduled 10am-3pm on the sub side. That job includes filling the round about. Wednesdays are truck day. There were 8 totes of food product that they took 2 hours to put away. Most of those totes had one type of food product so something like, 15 bags of green peppers. I go over to make a customer a sandwich while the coworker is in the freezer. They come over and tell me they need help getting their stuff done. Thatās fine. They then tell me that they are leaving at 3pm (at this point it was 2pm) because they have to be somewhere.
I talk to my manager and tell him that the round about looks like pic 1 and the coworker is leaving in 1 hour. I tell him that I will not be able to get my own work done because I canāt leave the round about looking like that for customers. He says ok and just get what I can done. Most of the time people that work on sub side if they canāt get all their work done they will stay later than their shift (yes they are still paid for it) to finish everything. This coworker is notorious for leaving without doing their job.
Every single thing in that 2nd picture is stuff I made in 1 1/2hrs. I did not do any of my own work on the kitchen side and had to leave it for night shift. I was having a full blown anxiety attack over this. Until I crashed. I canāt exactly write them up for leaving at the scheduled time without finishing their work. They donāt have to stay past their shift. But they do need to do their work. The other day they didnāt do any dishes and they basically did 3 things in their 4hr shift. They were, put away bread, make subs for customers, and cut veggies.Ā
Iām not really sure if I want to write them up for not doing their job or just leave it. No one likes them because they do this every single week on Wednesday and they honestly donāt do their job any other time like their supposed to. My problem tho is that when you write one person up for not doing their job then you need to be prepared for them pointing the blame at other people too. And I donāt want to deal with that either because yeah, everyone has bad days and doesnāt get everything done that they need to but it is not that consistent as this personās.
Itās a never ending cycle at my job. I feel guilty for complaining but I feel like I need to complain or itās just going to eat away at my insides.
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Hey today was one fuck of a day!!!
Idk if I should bitch about it first or talk about yesterday, cuz yesterday was pretty good. But damn. Today just fucking sucks. I think I will do that first cuz ending with happy thoughts sounds like a better idea. And I gotta get this off my chest.
So we went to biolife yesterday and couldn't donate, so we both loaded up on iron and tried again today. Nothing. Both of us got turned away for one point below safe iron levels. Idk how?? I usually have good luck with donating, only if I haven't eaten enough I get turned away, but I had plenty of food in the prior 24 hours, ate a bowl of toasty-o's (80% daily iron value???) Which usually does the trick but nah. A wasted trip up to point, planned on coming home with $50 in gas money but NOPE. Now I'm down to 13 (?) on my biolife card and $75 to my name otherwise. That's it. That's all I got. So much for getting my shit sorted out in 2k18 cuz I am waaaaaaaaaaay behind on that plan. I have money coming from uncle Tim and Kathy, plus 2 art commissions I need to kick my ass into gear for, so I'll be ok but FUCK man. It's fucking July in a week and I'm STILL fucking scraping by
And I am PISSED at Sharon but I don't know how to tell her cuz I've been trained out of being confrontational my entire life and I don't wanna lose my damn job cuz she's been an absolute bitch lately. But I'm STILL getting half fucking paychecks cuz I guess I'm still paying off the forwarded money from this winter, I wasn't aware this would be going halfway the fuck into summer, I've drained my savings paying bills and fixing my fucking car I have next to nothing left. I can't buy food. I can't buy alcohol to cope, I can't do literally anything cuz I'm motherfucking broke. I was supposed to have money saved up to take the cats to the vet, get my motorcycle liscence and start looking for a bike, save money for a road trip this fall, but fuck ALL of that cuz I'm cruzing through the year by skin of my teeth.
And the big kicker, the motherfucking cherry on top, I haven't been getting my full 40 each week. Sharon has some kind of crisis going on that she's watching her money, so I missed 5 hours last week cuz she didn't have anything for me to do??? Bull fucking SHIT there is SO MUCH that needs to be done around that fucking place but she sent me home. ON TOP OF cutting my summer hours from 10/day to 9.5 to 9.75. Which isn't a huge change but really???? Just. WHY.
And I also mentioned she's been damn near unbearable all year so far, everything I thought she wanted from me is flipped now. I started clocking in right from the start 5 mins early. Cuz she specifically sat me down and told me last year she hated me being there on the dot, that I could punch in 5 mins early. Well now I guess I clock out early too, "just in case you go over time". Which is easy enough to fucking fix, just clock out sooner next day BUT WHATEVER. IDFK SHARON.
And I didn't say anything when she first told me this shit cuz I can't process information that fast and what it means on my end so I just agree on the spot and fuck myself over.
SO. I went into work today an hour later by her request, after a whole morning of low key panicking about money and doing the nasty ass dishes. She left almost immediately after showing me what to clean up by the big garage, and after I washed the rtv I fucked off and sat in the office with Holly for an hour. Cuz I needed someone to talk to, just bs with and not anything important. And it was pretty good. I had developed a migraine on the way home from point and chilling out in the office helped it. I spent the next 7 hours weed whacking the shit outta the mess around the big garage, pulling water line tubing from the matted grass, and organizing the trash into a burn pile and pick up pile. It sped time along really fast actually, and I was actually pretty ok for most of the day, aside from itchy, sweaty and frustrated. I cleaned the bathrooms at 10 and sat around wasting time for a bit to push my time to midnight to make the most out of my night, and on the walk back to put my shit away 2 things happened.
1st Sharon texted me at 11:40 asking if I was still cleaning bathrooms. Fucking yes, I have til midnight and I came in late, I'm not going over time in anyway ffs.
2nd one of Rome's buddies caught me on my way past and asked me over for a shot of his long island iced tea, which ofc I accepted. It was good, I haven't had hard liquor in so long it was actually really good. He asked what I was up to and told me about how Sharon busted them last night at 1am having fun in the camper. Cuz it was past "quiet time". On a Friday night, really Sharon? God, no fun allowed. He offered me a ride back to put my cleaning shit away, and I mentioned that I had to clock out and head home. Immediately after getting in my car I thought wtf, I should've made better conversation?? Like, at least act like I would hang around if they invited me, cuz I totally would, I've been so socially deprived lately it's not even funny. But I didnt??? I just was like....ya...I'm headed home. And he didn't push, but like. Idk. It all boils down to I have a paranoia about my image at the campground. As stupid as that sounds. But I'm literally always doing manual labor, usually focused on a job or have headphones as earplugs in so I can't talk (not that Sharon would let me anyway) and I leave right after I clock out cuz no one invites me over cuz I don't talk to anyone. Like I feel like my presence there isn't impacting literally anyone, I'm just the Employee That Does Work and that's it. And this paranoia was cemented recently when I finally followed the Facebook page, saw how often she updates and all the pics and videos she uses have like, Bill and Holly and other campers in them, she was showing off the jump pad and stuff and like...that wouldn't be there without me. I spent days digging the fucking trench for the electric line by hand, AFTER clearing the field and leveling the plot. AND I helped roll it out and set it up. Like idk I feel like I do all the hard work but don't get to join in any of the fun? And it just feels really shitty when none of your work is acknowledged. And going back to my intial(?) point, I'm so socially deprived and downright //lonely//. And I feel bad saying it cuz Hope and I live together, we're literally always sharing space together but I feel like I have no one else. Kenzie's barely existing being dragged down by work and money stress, I try to stay in close touch but it's hard. And out of this circle? Nothing. Kenzie has Dan and her coworkers to talk to, Hope is constantly on discord talking to the chat there, she tells me all about that. And I have...no one else. I message my sisters frequently but they're both insanely busy. I'm seeing Nikki and Cassy on Wednesday to help them move, but despite Nikki and I really hitting it off we don't actually talk regularly and that kinda makes me sad. But I'm conflicted there too, I'll rant in another post about that.
And idk. I'm just so. Genuinely. Lonely. I have no one to go see (not that I'd have the fucking time lmao) no one to talk to, starting new aquaintenceships is exhausting as all hell, and when I'm not around Hope I'm alone with my own thoughts. I've always been a loner, I'm comfortable in my own company and I can have fun by myself...but it's really taking a toll on me. Especially since Hope and kenzie seem like they can't keep up with me. I'm ready to do almost anything, anytime, but Hope needs several days' warning to do anything big and kenzies always tired. We managed a friend day out a couple weeks ago, we went out to Rabbit rock and I could've explored and climbed for another 2 hours, but their legs hurt and it was hot out, and they headed back to the car while I was still on the rock. There was plenty of daylight left and I would've loved to visit the woods or go hang at the lake, but we ended up heading back home and chilling at the apartment. Which was fine. I wasn't mad or anything, I just wanted more outside time. I miss the excitement, the sense of adventure. Kenzie and I made it out to the woods once this spring, and we didn't even wander. We just drove out to scope out the trails and left. And it's getting so hard to hang out in general, our work schedules never align and we're all broke af. I'm so exausted. I'm sick and tired of working our asses off but not getting ahead. We're all fucking behind yet despite all our efforts, it's just not good enough.
I came home tonight with all these thoughts knocking around in my head and doing all I could to hold back tears. Immediately grabbed my 2 beers from the fridge and got in the shower, tried to relax myself and drown out some of the panic, but it's not feeling like it's working. I'm just mildly dizzy Andy headaches coming back from crying. Idk what to do anymore. I have plans for once in my life but even the simplest goals are continuously just out of reach. I tell myself to just keep rolling with it, try to build momentum and you'll get there eventually. But I'm so far from making any headway. I'm keeping my head up but it's getting so, so hard....
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Dollywood 2008
March 29, 2008 Photo Album
I decided this year that I would start my coastering season off at Dollywood since I hadnāt been since 2006 and there was a coaster credit there I hadnāt gotten since I didnāt go last year. Ā So, since everyone else went to Spring Fling, and that was just a bit too far for a weekend trip this time of year, I went to Dollywood. I left about 7:30 am and got there to dismal skis, cool weather, but running rides. I was hoping Mystery Mine wouldn't be down 2 Saturdays in a row, and thankfully I got my credit.
In fact, everything was running, except Timberrr Tower, which was testing, so I got a ride on Daredevil Falls AND Mountain Slidewinder.Mom and Dad had to be out of town for part of the weekend, so I opted to stay at home Friday nite to take care of the animals and leave early Saturday morning instead. Ā Saturday morning I got up around 7:30 AM, fed the animals, took a shower, got dressed, and headed to Pigeon Forge.Ā
The ride wasnāt really long this time and I only had to stop in Wytheville to get some gas and breakfast. Ā Once I arrived in Pigeon Forge, though, I couldnāt remember the back road to the park, so I had to wait in traffic. Ā This time of year, however, isnāt as crowded as summer and Xmas. Iām so used to going into Dollywood the old way that having to go in the new way was interesting, but Iād been in that way before so it wasnāt completely foreign. Ā The sky was gloomy and threatened rain all morning, but at this point it was dry.Ā
Once I paid to park and found a spot I headed to the tram. Ā Waiting on the tram to depart, I kept thinking that I should have worn my heavier jacket. Ā I wouldnāt need it later, and would be happy that I didnāt bring it in the park. Ā I was worried that Mystery Mine would be closed for the 2nd Saturday in a row, but the announcer on the tram didnāt mention it, so I assumed it was running. Ā Getting up to the gate, itās weird that you donāt see really any of the rides in the park unless you catch a glimpse of the Ferris Wheel or a turn on Thunderhead. Ā I love that about the park, itās so hidden.Ā
I paid to get in and walked thru the front gate. Ā I thought Iād picked up a map, but had the show guide instead. Ā I headed to the left and up to Timberrr Canyon to get my first ride of the day. Ā This section overall is only 4 years old and it just keeps getting better. Ā When I started going to Dollywood, it was Thunderhead Gap, it was brand new, and it was very nice, even if it only had a coaster, some shops, games, and a restroom.Ā
Now, though, 4 years later most of the major attractions Dollywood has added have been to this section, save for County Fair which was in the front of the park. Ā After a re-name to Timberrr Canyon and the addition of 2 new rides, another coaster, a kidās play area, and more shopping, food, and restrooms, the area looks so different than it did when it opened. Ā Theyāve really done a great job. Ā So I headed to Mystery Mine, one of the best looking coasters Iāve seen. Ā This was my first time and even though Iād seen it during construction, seen pictures of the completed ride, and knew what it looked like, I was very impressed with the theming.Ā
Mystery Mine-The line was at the top of the steps and even though they were only using one loading dock instead of 2. Ā There seemed to be a slight delay, but when I got close, they asked for a single rider and I was put in with another group. Ā I wasnāt aware at this point, but Iād be sitting in the same seat every time I rode this trip. Ā Iād decided that even though I forgot my strap, Iād ride this time with my glasses on. Ā Iām glad I did. Ā The themeing on the ride is great. Ā From the first drop out of the station to the first vertical lift, everything is well done. Ā There is some jerkiness, but the ride makes up for it in vertical drops. Ā The first outdoor section is really fun and you get flung over the first drop in the back seat. Ā I would have liked more airtime on the hill in the trestle, but oh well. Ā The 2nd drop with effects is just amazing, and the inversions were nicely done.Ā
Mystery Mine is exactly what Dollywood needed and a great ride overall. I was snapping pictures left and right and after I got off of Mystery Mine I headed down towards Thunderhead snapping away. Ā Timberrr Tower wasnāt up and running. I saw it test later in the day but never did it cycle with people on it. Ā Thatās okay, though, because I wasnāt impressed with it. Ā So I got in line for Thunderhead. Ā The line wasnāt very long, but the ride was only running 1 train, so the wait time was kind of long. Ā I remembered how cheap their Q-Bots were when I saw the sign at Thunderhead, but it wasnāt crowded enough for me to justify even paying $10 for it. Ā Not that Iām saying that that is expensive, and if the park were any bit busier, Iād have grabbed one, though for $10 the Q2Q system wouldnāt have really have made my waits much shorter anyways. Ā But Thunderhead is always worth the wait.Ā
Thunderhead-I knew I wasnāt going to get any nite rides, but Thunderhead was running in top for during the day rides that I got. Ā I lucked out and didnāt have to wait any longer for a front seat ride than I would have for any other seat. Ā This is due to the fact that Thunderheadās station gets really congested, but thatās okay. Ā Iāve never dealt with crowds large enough for that to be a major issue. Ā The ride was running very well and very fast. Ā There is still ample airtime for a GCI coaster, and Thunderhead is one of the best investments this park has ever made.Ā
After Thunderhead, I decided to check out the new section of the park, Wilderness Pass. Ā River Battle is right past the Mystery Mine trestle and is a short walk from anywhere in Timberrr Canyon. The new ride looks very nice, is very well themed, and looks like it would be lots of fun for families and groups of friends. Ā I decided not to ride as I didnāt want to be the only adult shooting at kids and riding with kids by myself, especially since the payoff on a cool day was getting wet. Ā Not that I had a problem with getting wet, but this ride never went past horizontal.Ā
The rest of the area was nicer than Iād imagined. Ā It looks very new obviously, but theyāve added a couple of shops and food and sitting areas. Ā Iām sure that in the next few years theyāll add some more for kids and adults to do in the area, and it opens up nicely to the upper part of Craftsmanās Valley. Ā My one complaint is that there were no signs marking this as a new section, nor any signs telling you youāre now in Craftsmanās Valley. Ā The opening to Tennessee Tornado is a welcome change. Ā It opens the area up and shows how much room there is for expansion. Ā Ā
I just wish theyād have added a route from Wilderness Pass up to Mountain Slidewinder, because it doesnāt look nearly as far from Wilderness Pass as it is from Dreamland Forest. Ā Tennessee Tornado was only running only 1 train, but there was at maximum a 2 train wait, and since Tennessee Tornadoās only downfall is that it is too short anyway, this isnāt a problem. Ā I do wish theyād have gotten the newer rolling stock from Arrow, though.Ā
Tennessee Tornado-I was in the very back by myself and I must say, I think Tornado has the best first drop on any normal steel looping coaster ever. Ā Youāve already got a good bit of momentum from going over the dip at the top of the lift, then the drop goes straight without curving and youāre in a tunnel. Ā Itās really magnificent, and you get yanked over the top in the back. Ā I love it and always have. Ā Then thereās that loopscrew you go into. Ā Not a normal loop, almost like a corkscrew the way it banks, and itās so huge that you feel like youāre stalling at the top. Ā Best inversion out there that Iāve been on. Ā The overbanked hills and other 2 inversions are great as well. Ā I swear I wish some park would order an Arrow looper like this but longer in this day and age of computers helping in design. Ā It really showed that Arrow could create masterpieces were they top still be given a chance. Ā The pop of airtime onto the brake run is just the icing on the too short cake.Ā
So after Tornado flung me around the woods, I decided to hit up Blazing Fury. Ā Two trains were running on this one, and I only had a two train wait for my favorite seat. Ā Blazing Fury is always campy yet fun, and itās another great part of Dollywood.Ā
Blazing Fury-The scenes are really corny, and there are way too many dark spots, but the ride is still a lot of fun. Ā The best seat is the third bench back because you get a few nice pops of violent airtime in the dark. Ā One day I hope to ride Fire in the Hole at their sister park, Silver Dollar City.
I headed down the mountain some more and walked into Dreamland Forest, which has a great kids play area. Ā But I was heading for something a bit more thrilling...
Daredevil Falls-This was the first time Iād gotten to ride it. Ā The ride is really fun and I like the setting. Ā The main drop is well themed and goes down the side of a hill, with extra themed hill surrounding it. Ā You donāt get too wet, which was nice on a cool morning.
So I headed all the way down the hill to the Country Fair section of the park. Ā I hit up the Dizzie Disk and took some photos before heading into the Heartsong Theater. Ā It was introduced to me on my last visit and I really enjoyed the campiness of the attraction. Ā I think I hit up the cars in the 50s themed area next. Ā Then I walked back up the hill towards Tornado, but my first stop was about midway up. Ā Well, at least the entrance was. Ā I was heading to Mountain Slidewinder, and there was a much longer hike to go.
Mountain Slidewinder-After finally huffing my way to the entrance of the ride, I was put in with 4 kids. Ā Wow this ride is amazing! Ā Very thrilling! Ā Very unique! Ā I really enjoyed it, and though most rides rarely scare me, I was genuinely frightened on Slidewinder.
I got off, got my stuff out of the locker and headed further up the mountain. Ā I stopped and looked at the Eagle sanctuary. Ā I think I also stopped at Blazing Fury. Ā But I definitely took another spin on Tornado. Ā Then I walked back over for a farewell ride on Mystery Mine. Ā Another great addition to this amazing park.
I was tired, and had plans for the evening, so I finished my day with Thunderhead. Ā This would likely have been the last ride Iād have had a chance to ride anyways, because once I got off and headed towards the tram stop, the skies opened up and it began to pour. Ā So I headed to my car and out for the evening.
I love Dollywood, and Iām glad I was able to go in the spring when the park has itās water rides open.
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June 30-July 1, 2017
Sorry for the lack of posting the last few days! With the next two posts, I hope to get you all caught up.
On Friday (June 30), the majority of us, minus Ashley and Mom, who were super exhausted from the day before, decided to take a scenic car ride through Achill Island. We had gone to the tourism office that morning and the woman working there basically told us that the two biggest things to do in Achill were to run July 1 marathon and go sightseeing. Since a few of our group were already planning to do the first, we decided to do the latter to pass the time.
Our first stop was to one of Achillās five Blue Flag Beaches. If a beach is granted a Blue Flag, it means that it is very environmentally friendly and clean, and a lovely spot for people to go swimming. The water was insanely clear,Ā as has been the trend through our Irish inventors, and was definitely a sight to see. As we were leaving, a family drove up and unpacked a bunch of floaties and beach toys. It was really adorable.
(Buckle up, these aren't even the best pictures.)
Our main goal of this road trip was to reach the statue of Our Lady that the tourism lady said was at the top of one of Achillās mountains. The driving there made us all really nervous, but even on the precarious roads going up the mountain, the views outside were stunning. I only took a fewĀ pictures on this particular stretch of road because I knew the view would only get better at the top. And I was most assuredly not wrong.
We actually were not able to drive the whole way up to the statue. There were a series of cell phone towers that were strategically placed at one of the peaks of the mountain, around which were a few gravelly spots where a car could be parked. We parked the car here and spent a few moments talking to the sheep that were in that area before starting our (supposedly) short climb up to the mountain.
The climb ended up feeling vaguely like something out of the Twilight Zone because the statue always seemed like it was the same distance away no matter how far we climbed. Plus, the wind was SO STRONG. I could actually lean back against it and it would hold me up. However, we eventually made it up there.
And WOW.
The view from the top of that mountain was unlike anything I have ever seen before and probably ever will see again. I tried to take as many pictures as possible, but even these donāt do it justice.
It honestly felt like being on top of the world. The five of us spent a good half hour just sitting on the side of the mountain and taking it all it. There was hardly any wind where we were sitting and it was warm and sunny and just absolutely perfect.
We eventually made our way back to the car, but that view is definitely something I wouldnāt be forgetting for a very long time.
We then began moseying our way over to the White Cliffs of Achill. However, we encounter a little bit of a problem on our trip.
It is absolutely astonishing how frequently sheep were walking in the road. They didn't pay any attention to us.
Donāt worry, though. After this small delay, we made it over to the cliffs and once again, WOW. Iāve honestly never seen so many stunning views in such a small area.
Here are Cuchulain and Claire being complete nerds. (Side note: Cuchulain insulted my āstupid cameraā a mere moment before this photo was taken. Iāll have you, the viewers, be imagine how I reacted to that.)
After drooling over the beauty of the cliffs for a few brief minutes, we hopped back in the car in order to drive over to the Pirate Queenās Castle (otherwise known as Kildavnet Castle). We were bopping along our pleasant and deadly mountain road when all of a sudden, we saw this sign.
Pretty blunt, right? We all thought it was really amusing and kept an eye out for the thing that it was referring to. However, we shortly found out that the āthingā was literally RIGHT BEHIND the sign.
Naturally, we pulled the car over and proceeded to do almost exactly what the funny sign warned against, which was getting right up near the edge of the cliff. See those tiny multicolored specks in the picture above? Yeah, those are Claire, Cuchulain, Finn, and Dad, with Finn being the one that decided to go a ledge lower than everyone else. This cliff was literally so tall and dropped so suddenly that I was getting dizzy just trying to look down at the bottom, so I was not participating in that particular part of the adventure.
There were also some incredible views shortly after these cliffs, all of which were just amplified by how gorgeous and sunny the day was. We really chose the perfect day to take this trip.
Oh, and hereās another pic of Cuchulain looking like an idiot.
Finally, after all of these unexpected (but not unwelcome) pit stops, we made it to the Pirate Queenās Castle, which actually ended up being more of just a tower, but was beautiful in its own way nonetheless.
This concluded the majority of our sightseeing, with our final stop being at a grocery store to pick up ingredients for dinner (lots of carbs for the runners). IT was then a straight shot back to the house.
After dinner, Finn and Ashley pointed out that the neighborās sheepdog was rounding up the sheep directly next to the house. The majority of us raced outside and discovered that they were getting ready to shear them! We stood around and watched them like a bunch of tourists and got to talk with the husband of our Air B&B hostess, a lovely man named Paul. He was very willing to talk and answered all of our questions about living in Achill and even offered up some additional stories. By the end of the hour, we had seen twenty sheep shorn and made our way back into the house as it got colder. And thus concludes the day of June 30.
The next day, July 1, a.k.a.Ā the day of the half marathon, was much less eventful. That is to say, there weren't as many separate small events, just one big one in the morning.
All of us got up fairly early and made our way down to theĀ start line, where Cuchulain, Claire, and Dad warmed up before the race started at ten-thirty. Basically immediately after they got started, it starting raining very hard, so Ashley, Finn, Mom, and I made our way over to the Beehive, which is this cute restaurant in the middle of Dooagh. We stayed there for two whole hours due to our unwillingness to go back out into the rain. Mom ended up leaving after only an hour because she wanted to make sure she didnāt miss any of our runners finishing. The remaining three of us apparently had much less faith in them and made our way to the finish line about fifteen minutes past noon. Once we got there, we found that Claire had finished first out of the three (woo hoo!) before we got there, but I got to get a few pictures of the two hooligans crossing the finish line.
We then got a victory shot of the three of them in front of some of the many beautiful cliffs of Achill.
And a more accurate shot showing Claireās superiority.
The lot of us then headed back to the house to freshen up and rest for a few hours before packing ourselves back into the car and saying goodbye to Achill as we headed for Galway. Cormac was flying into DublinĀ on the 2nd, so we figured it would be easier to drive halfway back the night before and drive the rest of the way the next morning.
We played several rounds of various car games to keep ourselves amused for the three-hour car ride, but eventually we got tired and spent the last hour resting. The roads seemed to get narrower and narrower the closer we got to our destination, and we shared a few of them with a couple of big tractors, which was definitely very interesting. However, around eight p.m., we made it safely to the Air B&B, which was this 150-year-old country house out in the middle of nowhere. It was really beautiful and recently remodeled and Iām ninety percent sure it was haunted.
We then went out for a nice dinner at a nearby hotel restaurant before retiring to our beds early in preparation for the early morning.
Again, apologies for the late posts! Will do my best to fill in all the days that Iāve been missing!
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La Habra Truck Accident Attorneyās Top Ten Off the Wall Things Said After Truck Accidents
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1. You see what you manufactured me do? I hope you like tomatoes.
2. My manager is on the line. He'd like to say a several selection words and phrases to you.
3. All right, so it's possible I am at fault. That does not push back the hands of time, does it?
four. There aren't several men and women who can say there was a truckload of potatoes with their title on it.
five. Hey, I guess now you know what it truly is like to have your car or truck wedged underneath a truck, huh?
six. If truck driving was straightforward, they wouldn't have truck driving classes, would they?
7. What the heck had been you doing in all that fog? At minimum I have a very good rationalization.
eight. Certain you could say I was negligent. You could say a good deal of matters about what I did.
nine. If I had been you, I would be upset far too. But I am not you, so I am not seriously upset.
ten. Definitely you had been misplaced, or I assume you wouldn't have pushed into the back of my truck, proper?
Now listed here are ten beneficial strategies of assistance from a truck accident law firm to follow if you have been in an accident. You can also find out far more about how to handle a truck accident in La Habra, or any town, by contacting the Regulation Places of work of R. Sebastian Gibson at any of the numbers which can be located on our internet site at http://ift.tt/13EodfJ Ā and discovering how we can help you.
Definitely, if you have experienced an accident, and you are looking at all of this assistance, it truly is possibly been at minimum a several days since the accident. Having said that, if it truly is only been a several several hours or if you ever have another accident, this is what you should do the subsequent time from the start off.
Initially, take a appear all-around and establish if you or any one, are damage. If so, having measures like making an attempt to avoid additional damage or decline of blood are the most significant detail you can do. Even if some other driver induced you to be wounded, it truly is just very good manners to assistance the other driver if they are damage. They could even be so grateful that they acknowledge their fault to you. The worst detail you can do is get angry or start off a combat.
2nd, make certain everybody is protected from getting wounded additional. If you are in the middle of targeted visitors, and you are dizzy, sit down absent from targeted visitors. If your automobile is a targeted visitors hazard and you have accident warning products like flares or triangles, put them out on the highway to alert other motorists and get absent from the car or truck. Allow the law enforcement an other unexpected emergency staff examine the scene with the autos in location and transfer them far more properly at a afterwards level.
Third, contact the law enforcement. Incident reviews are very beneficial if the law enforcement will do these types of a report. Allow the law enforcement know you are wounded right away. Reply the law enforcement questions honestly. But if you are dazed or baffled, permit them know you need to have professional medical therapy and reply only what you really feel certain about. Recall, your statements can and will be applied versus you if you acknowledge fault, and it will be far too late and far too fishy to afterwards say you failed to know what you had been stating at the scene. Police know that your very best recollection is right away following an accident.
Fourth, get the other driver's data like their names, addresses, driver's license numbers, make and model of their autos, license plate numbers, and their insurance company title and plan range. If there are witnesses, get their names, addresses and telephone numbers as nicely. If the other driver can make any admissions of fault, produce those people down as nicely.
Fifth, if you have a digital camera on your mobile cellular phone or in the car or truck and you aren't far too wounded, take some pics of the autos and the scene. If you can not do it proper absent, do it following you are unveiled from the clinic.
Sixth, if you are damage, get hold of professional medical therapy. Really don't decrease the ambulance or clinic evaluation to help you save your insurance company funds or to be stoic. Just take your valuables out of your car or truck if you can and get checked out at the clinic. If you are not damage, do not get therapy you do not need to have. Having said that, remember, following an accident, you could really feel a rush of adrenaline that will cause you to only start off feeling signs and symptoms of pain a several several hours afterwards. If you have a wellness plan that requires you to get hold of permission first, contact them and locate out wherever you are permitted to look for therapy.
Seventh, contact a very good truck accident law firm as shortly as you have experienced your initial therapy, so the lawyer can gather other significant evidence and avoid the insurance company from having gain of you and obtaining these types of matters as recorded statements that you really feel high-quality, when several of your signs and symptoms have still to manifest themselves. A very good truck accident law firm can help you save you from generating a great deal of faults and can shoulder considerably of the headache of knowing what to do about car or truck repairs, car or truck rentals, professional medical therapy, witness statements and the like. If you consider you will help you save funds by not owning an lawyer, consider yet again. A very good truck accident law firm can almost constantly get hold of considerably larger settlements, get hold of reductions of professional medical expenditures and insurance liens and avoid you from generating pricey faults. Also, most truck accident lawyers progress costs of obtaining law enforcement reviews, professional medical data and the like and are compensated and reimbursed for these costs only out of any settlement.
8, you will need to have to report the accident to your insurance company, but since they will want to take a recorded statement from you, just like any other driver's insurance company, it truly is very good assistance to keep an lawyer first. And if the other driver did not have insurance, remember that it is your have insurance company that will be your adversary. You will also need to have to report the accident to the Section of Motor Vehicles and your law firm can give you the kind for this.
Ninth, do not agree to settle your declare privately with the individual at fault for the accident. This almost under no circumstances is effective out to your gain. Really don't agree not to contact the law enforcement. Police reviews that establish the fault for an accident are golden. Your arrangement to not contain the law enforcement only affords an chance for the other driver to improve his tale and blame you when the law enforcement will no longer examine the accident.
Tenth, do not pay a targeted visitors ticket devoid of a combat if you were not at fault or agree to settle for a little payment for your automobile repairs devoid of knowing that the sum will in simple fact go over the price of all the repairs.
If you've got experienced a truck accident in La Habra, Chino Hills, Diamond Bar, Anaheim Fullerton, Orange County, Tustin, Lake Forest, Fountain Valley, Rancho Santa Margarita, Newport Beach, Irvine, Huntington Beach, Corona del Mar, Laguna Beach, Santa Ana, Orange, Costa Mesa, or any where in Southern California, we have the knowledge and means to be your La Habra Truck Incident Law firm and your Orange County Truck Incident Legal professional. Be certain to employ a California regulation agency with automobile, motorbike, truck, bicycle, pedestrian, car or truck, bus, train, boat and plane accident encounter, wrongful demise encounter and insurance regulation expertise who can be certain you are effectively represented and get the payment you are worthy of.
If you have a private damage legal make any difference, a doggy bite or if you've got misplaced a loved just one in a wrongful demise accident, contact the Regulation Places of work of R. Sebastian Gibson, or pay a visit to our internet site at http://ift.tt/13EodfJĀ Ā and find out how we can help you.
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