#26th of November 2019

[themusingsofalostvicki]

yknow what my main issue is??? I feel like I'll never be good enough

My girlfriend deserve the world and I. Can't give that to her. I'll never be good enough to deserve her and that obviously really fucks with my self confidence. I'm sure she disagrees but like. That doesn't change what going on in my mind.

I cannot. Will never be. Able to give her what she deserves and it fucking breaks me. She should have so much more than me and I would never blame her for breaking up with me if it came to that. Because I'd only blame myself. But it's so hard when you can see all the reasons someone should breakup with you and while still trying to believe that they genuinely want to be with you. And they just refuse to break up with you out of pity