#2019 graduate

[181patheticpaperclips]

Carmen Sandiego but she graduated.

[merverelli]

dec 2023 - jan 2019 - sept 2017

its a redraw of a redraw!

(psst: here's a speedpaint if you're interested! https://youtu.be/9nn73oxU7eg)

[socialprawn]

man i slayed so hard 2019-2020 :V

[the-leyline-directory]

New computer (an actual desktop) gotten! Still gotta pick it up tomorrow from order etc but small hiatus as I reset up all my stuff in the next while!

Finally.... tech... I can work in 3d again....

[corvid-mellofficial]

im-

this is old underfell sans art that a friend did for me five+ years ago.

ive had these pieces of paper since middle school.

one of these is from 2017.

i deadass think these are some of my oldest possessions.

thanks JJ, i hope you’re doing well /g

[cwcthzl]

stan still being in high school when the other losers get into colleges because he was a grade below them and him basically adopting a freshman-sophomore friend group in his senior year and keeping them out of trouble and becoming an older brother figure to them because he can't go on with his life properly without looking out for a couple of braindead motherfuckers

[ryan-waddell11]

I WISH THIS WAS ME I WISH THIS WAS ME I WISH THIS WAS ME

[rat-toothed-bat]

I'm still really happy with the coloring on this one, its one of my weakest points even today.

[ghosttrolls]

It turns out things you make that you feel are absolute shit can still rock someone's world. You could be putting zero effort into something you're making just because you're bored and find it mildly funny to pass your time with but then years later run into people who have legitimately been fans of that silly little thing since the beginning. Sometimes there's fans out there you never get to meet. It's super possible that you're a fan of what the creator considers their worst work! And that's awesome to think about. People enjoy stuff! And it never has to be your best to be enjoyable!

[ididit-allofit-foryou]

about to have my first shift at my new job!!!

[kurouzus]

today at work a customer gave me flowers out of nowhere i have no idea who she was but im still a bit giddy about it. flowers for ME... made my whole ass day theres a rooooose and some white and purple ones idk what those are.look at them

i hope i did everything right before putting them in the vase i put in a bit of sugar and some vinegar and then cut the tips of the stems. i never Have flowers so i wasnt really sure what to do

[aromanticduck]

My life stages have lined up weirdly neatly with the decades, so that the 1990s were the years of pre-school, the 2000s were the years of first school and middle school, the 2010s were the years of high school and university, and so far the 2020s have been the years of employment.

[chronic-cane]

I was too neurodivergent to get the message that English teachers wanted me to get from the book. I read it and understood it as one thing, gave evidence too it, and was marked as wrong because it wasn't the meaning I was supposed to get. I read a passage that was supposedly about pregnancy and I was like "this is about a lobotomy." The Bell Jar was the only thing I nailed because I have MDD.

Like, I'd go over clip notes after reading it to be like "what are they expecting me to magically know and pay attention to" and most of the time it wasn't the stuff that I found to be important and took meaning from.

....they really should make high schoolers read non-fiction and theory more for reading comprehension along with fiction. If you want an exact answer for what the author meant instead of letting students come up with their own meanings then fiction is going to be a lot less of a place.

[cinnaminsvga]

hi bestieeee

ive been following & have had notifs on for years. i actually dont even pay attention to kpop anymore AIDBBFHFDISO but ive always wanted to know sooo badly: how does LOOH end?

I know it's on indefinite hiatus but it doesn't seem like itll ever be completed, and the curiosity has always killed me 😭

"it doesn't seem like itll ever be completed" PLEASEEEEE i screamed but yeah youre 100% right LOL

its kinda hard to say how looh was supposed to end because i kinda write smaus on the go without indepth storylines lol (i.e. basically i bullshit on the go and fake it til i make it)

fair warning also that ive forgotten almost all of looh by this point... i used to have a notebook with my ideas for the smau but i lost it during my last move so this is what i can remember. apologies if there are inconsistencies but i genuinely dont remember LMAOOO its been (8)4 years...

i can give you an idea of how i was thinking of ending looh... under the cut for the sake of people who dont give af lol

i do know for a fact that i planned jimin and y/n to be endgame. it was going to be a long process of "will they or wont they" because of jimins underlying insecurities and y/n's inability to introspect would always be a hindrance in their relationship

i know i framed y/n as like a "really good person" but she really isnt perfect. i was gonna lay more groundwork to "expose" her for some of the fucked up shit she did in the past (i forgor 💀) and i was planning on exploring her internalized "holier than thou" complex

that was gonna be the second main conflict after the whole jimin vs tae conflict... kinda like a season 2 lol

BUT BACK TO SEASON 1... tae vs jimin lol so yeah tae releases that slander video on jimin and he runs away... y/n is supposed to have a big altercation with jin and make him release a statement proving jimin's innocence... jin ofc says no and y/n + jimin (+kook on the side) have to figure out a way to improve jimin's public image

my initial idea was that he tries to pivot towards becoming a professional dancer and joining hoseok's crew... i was planning on introducing a new character (likely seungkwan haha gotta keep with the seventeen member cameos) who was gonna be like a PR manager... they'd make a youtube channel and post content about their dancers. not just their dances, but interviews, challenges, etc. just to "prove" jimin is the good guy or something.

on the side, the seungcheol/jeonghan/yoongi drama... yeah seungcheol gets dumped by y/n like an additional two times LOL and for funsies, jeonghan confesses his feelings for seungcheol to y/n (shocker) and its all very messy mwahahah (yeah they both end up sad in the end my bad). as for yoongi... OH BOY

so yeah he got rejected by y/n which RUINS his ego and he doesnt give up for a while. then he starts crushing on seungcheol (who previously had a crush on him lol) and it gets very messy but overall he gets called out on his power tripping ways and ends up alone at the end teehee (he was gonna get an epilogue scene where he goes to the club all drunk and shit and a younger guy hits on him but calls him "sir" after seeing his face properly lol)

as for jin/hoseok/namjoon... uhhh yeah 2seok dont end up strictly together... theyre both chaebols with fucked up senses of humor (they both enjoy playing with people like chess pieces) and jin gets super pissed when he finds out hoseok has been playing with HIM on the side. they have a heated argument that causes the collapse of bang ent (hoseok has more money/influence than him and essentially grabs the company off jin's hands) and BOOM friends to lovers to enemies to ???

oh and namjoon is there. uhhhh yeah he becomes jin's little puppet for a while. essentially namjoon spies on y/n for jin and breaks her trust. this further strains kook's mental state because he feels super guilty about everything. i was planning on kook being pro-joon and breaking y/n's heart, but i wasnt sure. it all depends on how i was feeling tbh LMAOOO sometimes i like making jungkook cry (all the time)

as for tae... yeah he wins LOL he's essentially the main antagonist (its not jin... surprise) but he actually succeeds in becoming a very popular pornstar. even when hoseok grabs the company, he keeps tae on their roster and tae becomes very rich. he continues trying to slander jimin but he eventually stops when hoseok forces him to stop (out of guilt? bribery? revenge? who knows lol)

umm back to jimin and y/n... yeah they get together blah blah y/n confesses first, jimin gets hurt a lot, y/n is bad at relationships (shes got bad interpersonal skills), they have a large argument where y/n accidentally dehumanizes jimin (ouch)... so many things. all that matters is that they do end up together... maybe not so happily, but they'll get there. i think.

SO YEAH THAT WAS SO MESSY idk how coherent this was... again like i said, i kinda write smaus on the go so a lot of these things arent necessarily canon. i only consider things canon when stuff gets posted, but again like u said thats probs never happening LOL but in the meantime, if u have more questions about any of the points listed above, lemme know!! i'll try my best to explain further (sobs i am so rusty at writing u dont even know) anyway blessings be upon ye!!

[detentiontrack]

Something about having to go no contact with a parent that people don’t talk about is how with every life achievement, you think about what it would be like to tell them