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PAC: Guidance and Clarity

If you’re feeling unsure of what your next move should be then this post is for you. Take a couple deep breaths and pick whichever picture you feel most drawn to. You might feel drawn to more than one and that’s okay too! These readings came out really specific so every part may not resonate with you. Take what does and leave the rest. 

This is my first PAC reading I’ve done so let me know if you like it! Hopefully it gives you some clarity :) 

Pile 1- Wow y’all are going through it right now

What should you leave behind?

I get the feeling that you’ve received some bad news in the past few days. A lot of dirt has hit the fan and you don’t know where to turn to next. Maybe someone that you’ve treated good and always helped out isn’t returning the love that you give them. (Bad friend, bad love interest, unhealthy or toxic workplace) You’ve begun to realize just how tired and burnt out this relationship has left you. It’s time for you to stop pouring your emotional energy into this blackhole. Maybe you can’t physically leave but you can detach your emotions. You gotta stop feeding into this cycle, I get the feeling that it’s been going on for a while. You need to stop giving away your love to those who use it as a tool to control you.  

What in your life should you nurture?

I know that you’re really tired, but you can’t rest just yet. There’s a whole reserve of anger within you that’s been building up and it’s time to stop pushing it down. You’ve been treated badly for too long and you deserve better. Don’t dive headfirst into your anger, that will just exhaust you more. Your anger is there to guide you to keep you from falling back into this cycle that you need to move out of. When you feel like you can’t go on anymore your anger is there to tell you why you need to keep moving. Right now, your anger is a tool to be used. When you are done using it, feel it, thank it and then release it. Release it and breathe.  

Energy to embody moving forward

You need to be smart about your next moves. Don’t let your anger run away with you and do something that you’ll regret in the long run. Stand up for yourself but don’t run over other people in the process. Try to ground your emotions in caring for yourself. Make sure you eat some wholesome food, try to savor it. Whenever you feel despair just know that you deserve love. You deserve compassion and kindness. I get the feeling that your surroundings are very messy right now and everything has run away from you. Don’t beat yourself up over it, your energy has been taken up by other things. You don’t need to get everything ship-shape right here right now. That’s unrealistic and will just make you feel worse. Take whatever small steps you can. You definitely need to give yourself a scalp massage. Maybe that sounds a bit strange but they always make me feel better. All this pain is going to pass and soon you will feel relief.

Pile 2- Release expectations and move on

What should you leave behind?

There is something in your life that you have been devoting a lot of time, effort and maybe money towards. You’ve been trying every which way to make this work (probably a relationship I think) and your efforts have not been paying off. I hate to tell you this, but you need to stop putting your efforts towards this lost cause. Not all trees will bear fruit.  

What in your life should you nurture?

There has been some dishonesty going on with both parties here. I think on your part you haven’t been able to admit to yourself that the affection and care you have been giving has not been reciprocated. I think the other party here has been toying with your emotions and feelings for them. They like that you like them, but they don’t feel any need to put forth the same effort. They’ve been giving you just enough attention so that you keep pursuing them. You need to be honest with yourself and with them. But beware, I think whatever they have to say to you will definitely hurt because it will make their lack of feelings for you clear. Right now, you need to stop looking at this situation with those rose-tinted glasses on. Stop laying plans for this relationship that doesn’t actually have a future. Be honest with yourself about what you want from a relationship. Is this constant chase really what you want? Do you want all effort and no gratification? You need to check back in with yourself and what you need.  

Energy to embody moving forward

I understand that you really wanted to make this work and you’re hurting because it's not. Feel your pain and honor it, but make sure you don’t get lost in it. There’s also some resentment and anger that has been built up. You need to find a way to release these emotions in a healthy and productive way. Make sure you don’t take it out on the other person or on your friends and family. You could write down all the reasons of why you’re angry and sad and (safely!) burn it. Dispose of the ashes on the wind and as they blow away imagine your attachment leaving with it. You could collect everything that reminds you of them and donate it to the stinkiest thrift store in your town. I won’t lie you’re gonna be in the trenches for a while. Make sure you don’t go back to this person begging for love and attention. Don’t go back demanding an answer for why they never felt the same. You won’t find any answers that way. Take comfort from the end of this cycle. You don’t have to prove yourself to them. You don’t owe them anything. Remember to be kind to yourself. You can’t make someone fall for you and their lack of feelings is not a reflection of your own shortcomings. Ground yourself in giving some of that love and affection to yourself. Do something nice for someone who you know actually cares about you and will appreciate your efforts. You are a very giving person, and it will take someone special who can return the same level of care.    

Pile 3- New trails 

What should you leave behind?

I’m gonna be straight up your friends are shit. You need to cut them off and take care of yourself. I get the feeling that maybe you’ve been friends for a while and have been growing apart and changing. There’s nothing wrong with this it happens to everybody. I think that you live very different lifestyles, maybe you grew up or are a bit poorer while your friend lives very well. Your friend being well off is definitely not a bad thing, but it does mean they live in a bubble. They have a hard time comprehending money struggles and take money for granted. I think they expect you to keep up with their lifestyle and don’t understand why you can’t. You can’t beggar yourself to keep this friendship going, it's not a sustainable lifestyle and will only lead to you feeling inadequate about yourself and resentful about your friends. If they want to go or do something that’s expensive and that you can’t afford you need to say no. If you want to say yes to this trip because you know that your friendship hinges on you keeping up with their lifestyle, then I think that tells you everything you need to know about this friendship. Friendship is not supposed to be conditional, it's not a contract.      

What in your life should you nurture?

You need to embrace any big changes and new opportunities that come your way. Move away from superficial friends and people. Seek out your own experiences that maybe you haven’t done because of influence from your friends. The most important thing you can do is nurture your sense of authenticity. Be honest with yourself and the people around you. This will likely be an uncomfortable transition, but it is a very important one.    

Energy to embody moving forward

You need to hold true to yourself and your needs no matter how difficult. Your friends will not be understanding of you and your circumstances. I think it will literally just be beyond their comprehension. They just don’t understand that some people have financial struggles. They don’t understand what it's like to not have a family legacy of wealth. They will try to peer pressure you into keeping up with their lifestyle, but you need to hold true. They will think that you are boring and dull because they literally do not understand that you can’t afford this shit! Don’t try to make them understand, you don’t owe them an explanation. If they really are your friends, then they will support you and be understanding. If not, then are they really your friends? If it stays let it stay but if it leaves then LET IT GO. If you’ve been searching for a reason to make changes in your life this is it. You will come through this alright as long as stay true to yourself.

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