#1st Look Vol. 206

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Lee Na-eun for 1st Look Vol. 206 (2020)

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waiting for Kai 68/641 ↳ Kai x Bobbi Brown for 1st Look Magazine Vol.206

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Friday 11 May 1838

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fine but cool (cold) morning F58° at 8 ½ am breakfast in about ½ hour and over at 10 20 – very civil note between 8 and 9 this morning from Mr. Delporte – the best work on the cold field ‘Sur le terrain houiller la province de Liège est ‘le mémoire sur la constitution géognostique de la province de Liège par M. Dumont 1 vol. in 4to’  but M. Delporte ‘in connait pas d’ouvrage sur les mines des environs de Mons ou d’Anzin, si ce n’est la mémoire de M. Chevalier sur les houillères de Mons qui se trouve dans l’année 1832 des Annales des mines, et que l’on ne peut se procurer s��parément – Mr. Delporte aura l’honneur d’aller rende ses devoirs à Madame Lister – Vendredi Matin’ – wrote the above of today and at accounts till 12 – then prepared for going out – took Lion (Mr. Lyon anglice) and A- and I walked to the palace d’Orange now musée de l’histoire naturelle Bibliothèque de Bourgogne etc. etc. – at the latter  at 12 40 till 2 ½ A- looking at the plate of Denons’ Egypt and I skimming over the work – mémoire par Mr. Dumont (vid. line 3 of today) – at 1st the concierge shewed us thro’ the library and could tell nothing – espied or the librarian – applied to him, and all was right – a crack-brained old Flamand (native of Brussels) with a little croix d’honneur at his button-hole, talking vociferously to the librarian and came and entered into conversation with me, and would have taken up my time terribly but for the charity of the librarian in telling him my time was precious and getting him off – laughing heartily at his absurdities – all peoples and languages originally Flamand – Marcus Aurelius and the Romans and all – Marcus Aurelius did nothing – the French and English likewise doers of nothing or of nothing worth – nothing right Flamand – soon however turned to my book from which (the librarian fearing I could not get it) I made several little notes – the impression consisted only of 120 or 130 copies – probably all sold – published by M. Hayez, Imprimeur de l’académie Royale Rue de la Montagne – determined to go ourselves by and by

Bibliothèque de Bourgogne 150,000 volumes

References to pp. 199 et seq.

201. 83 couches de houille

202, 205. 206. 207. 210x211. 217. 220 224 Le Sacrament (n°1 of table p. 21 1st exploité à 700 ou 800 metres au Nord du château d’Oupeye – I see now this is not what I meant – the 700 ou 800 metres are not of depth . p.281 vide reference to ‘Observations sur la division des terrains, lues à l’académie de Bruxelles le 3 Avril 1830 par M.J.J. D’Ornalius d’Halloy’ –

1st bone cavern found in Belgium that of Chokier in April 1829. Description of the cavern at p. 326.

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while we were reading at the Bibliothèque de Bourgogne, sent Lion to see if Mr. Delporte was returned home from the tribunal, and not to let him call on me while I was out – not returned home at 2pm – A- and I came home for a few minutes at 2 35 – she had a couple of biscuits and a little Médoc and water – our again and at the church of St. Gudele about 3 ¼ for some time – sent Lion home to take care I did not miss M. Delporte, and A- and I remained in the church – the pulpit certainly very fine oak-carving – the finest of the 3 (by Verbruggen) at Antwerp, Malines and here – Adam and Eve driven out of paradise – conversion of St. Paul at Malines – already forgot what at Antwerp – too much taken up with the Rubens (descent from the X) there to think much of anything else in the church – A- and I sauntered by ourselves inquiring for M. Hayez.  went into very civil little shop – bought garters for A- the woman directed us to the r. de la Montagne – en route turned in to the Bazaar and walked thro’ the rez de chaussée floor – chiefly furniture and knick-knacks – then to the r. de la Montagne low down in it to M. Hayez – a small brass plate (plaque) on the door – little or no appearance of shop – shewen into his little bureau (at 4 10) – very civil middle aged or rather younger? man – had only one copy of Dumonts’ mémoire and found that only this morning – in bounds with 2 other memoires forming volume 8 of the memoires of the académie  1829 and 1830 – could not separate the memories – By no means said I – mentioned my wish to see the mines at Liège – he said we should be much pleased with the country – recommended as 1 of the 1st in the Europe the travaux métallurgiques (iron foundry) of Mr. Cockerill at Seraing village of --- but not take gentlemen with us, or he might not let us see his works – jealous of gentlemen foreigners for fear of having his secrets stolen – the village of Seraing about a lieue from Liège – had 2 houillers (coal works) in his establishment – go to the Pavillon Anglais hotel – should find guides and guide-books and all ready – supposed I wished to see La mine de nouvelle Espérance – a celebrated Romancier (Balzac?) of Paris had lately written a notice of this mine – of his feelings etc. on going down that he brought this mine into great note – thanked our friend M. Hayez – he recommended 2 other works – Essai couronné par l’académie sur la constitution géognostique de la province de Liège par J.C. Davreux – Bruxelles 1833. 4to = 12/70 and mémoire sur la constitution géognostique de la province de Brabant par H. Galeotti. Bruxelles 1838. = 7/. – and bought also for a brochure notice on the life of Rubens – gave my address – M. Hayez to send the books immediately – he said M. Dumont was quite a young man – about 23 – get off yesterday with M. D’Ornalius d’Halloy to England – M. d’O. d’Halloy the great man – the Cuvier, said I, of Bruxelles – oui, oui, much pleased with our luck in finding our book and M. Hayez so communicative and civil – said I, this will do, if M. Delporte cannot come – on coming in at 5 5 (bought 6 plates lithographies of Brussels for A- and the railroad for myself in returning) 1st thing was M. Delporte could not come – trop occupé at the tribunal – sent Lion with the servants to see the church of St. Gudele and from 5 5 to 7 at accounts and writing so far of today – dinner at 7 ¼ in an hour – then planning route from here – doubt whether to go to Liège by the railroad – do not much like leaving the servants here, nor much like being without our carriage and comforts – A- starved and rather poorly – had a good coal fire made, over which slept a while while I looked at maps and finally determined up going to Waterloo early in the morning and being off in the afternoon for Louvain at last – A- has not been quite [so well] since she has been here – sat talking till after 10 – then had Oddy and prepared for bed – fine but cold day F61 ½° at 10 20 pm

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Stupidity

It is so clear cleriths do not understand what Cloud’s false identity was. I have seen all of them say “Why does Cloud remember Aerith when he regains his true self if he was Zack”   He WASN’T Zack. Nowhere is it ever stated he was Zack.  “His facade is him pretending he’s not in love with Aerith”  Ok. Why does he have a facade before even meeting Aerith? Why does his facade break down around Tifa when he doesn’t even know her name. Why does he very clearly not want anything to do with Aerith when she’s trying to give him a flower. He still had his facade there huh? And her telling him not to fall in love with her you’d think that’d be the start of this “facade” in which he’s pretending he isn’t.  Cloud’s facade exists independently from Aerith. Cloud’s false identity is not because he’s pretending to not be in love with her because she said not to (wtf they actually think this omfg) 

Cloud’s facade/false persona was created before the game even started. The Remake ultimania does not confirm he “is pretending not to love Aerith” it’s saying what the past ultimanias have always said. Cloud’s true self only emerges around Tifa, not Aerith, he has a false persona around Aerith and she is acknowledging this. Both in OG with her “I want to meet you” admitting she has not met the real Cloud, and with the Remake in which she says any feelings he may feel towards her wouldn’t be real because he is not truly himself. 

Sources: 

Enigma of the voice As Cloud is trying to place the bomb, a mysterious voice speaks to him. Later, this same kind of mysterious voice resounds in Cloud’s head in the scene where he and a voice have a conversation, and it offers him reminders. These voices are the original Cloud, as – due to Hojo’s Sephiroth Clones experiment –Zack’s personality merged with his, creating the present day Cloud, producing a conflict of multiple personalities- FF7 Ultimania Omega, pg. 68 

When staying at a private house, the mysterious voice echoed inside Cloud’s mind again, asking him why he didn’t see Tifa before leaving to the Mako reactor 5 years ago. In truth, Cloud didn’t want his identity known as a regular trooper/soldier and avoided Tifa, but this memory is sealed. Does the voice trying to awaken him belong to Sephiroth, who made Cloud his puppet? Or is it Cloud trying to return to his original self? – Judging from the dialogue, “It was a great chance for you two to see each other again,” it seems to be the latter. The voice also says things that see through to Cloud’s hidden feelings. -FF7 Ultimania Omega, pg. 110

Cloud had been stricken with Mako poisoning on two separate occasions, once in the 7th Street slum train station, and again in Mideel. Both times it had been Tifa’s voice calling to him that had restored him to consciousness.- FF20th Anniversary Ultimania Vol 2: Scenario pg. 206 

Due to the influence of the Jenova cells implanted in his body he acted out a false persona, but with the support of his friends he regains his true self and grows as a person.- FF7 10th anniversary Ultimania, Cloud’s profile pg. 36-41

At first he calls himself “ex-SOLDIER, 1st Class”, and affects a condescending attitude towards the people around him, but this is a false pretence born from Cloud’s own desires. - FF7 10th anniversary Ultimania, Cloud’s profile pg. 36-41

At the age of 16 Cloud was sent on a mission to his hometown of Nibelheim, where Sephiroth went out of control (what is commonly called the “Sephiroth Incident”). Cloud, having suffered heavy injuries during the incident, was injected with cells from Jenova, an extraterrestrial life form. These cells, which Sephiroth also had in his body, controlled Cloud’s thoughts and created a separate personality, and tried to manipulate Cloud into joining with Sephiroth. Even the Meteor crisis was indirectly caused by Cloud having become a puppet to Sephiroth. In FFVII Cloud finally regains his true self and defeats Sephiroth, but this doesn’t mean he’s completely freed from the will of Jenova, and in AC he is tormented by the Remnant’s call for the Reunion.- - FF7 10th anniversary Ultimania, Cloud’s profile pg. 36-41 

While still just a grunt, he aims to be in SOLDIER. He strikes up a friendship with Zack, a SOLDIER 1st Class; what influence will he have on Cloud, that would lead to Cloud imitating Zack’s personality - FF7 10th anniversary Ultimania, Cloud’s profile pg. 36-41

What Cloud Inherited from Zack

Under the effect of Jenova’s cells, Cloud mimics his best friend Zack and creates a new persona, but the mental aspects weren’t the only things he received from Zack. - FF7 10th anniversary Ultimania, Cloud’s profile pg. 36-41

Zack’s personality had a heavy influence on the formation of Cloud’s personality when he was under Jenova’s control. -FF7 10th anniversary Ultimania, Zack’s profile pg. 82 - 85

He lost his life trying to escape from the clutches of ShinRa, who had been performing experiments on the bodies of Cloud and himself. Although Zack was already deceased before the start of the story, Cloud confused himself with Zack and in the process of recovering his original self, Zack’s character is also brought to light. -FF7 10th anniversary Ultimania, Zack’s profile pg. 82 - 85

The photo taken with Tifa and Sephiroth prior to the departure to the Mako Reactor. It provided and opportunity to expose the falsehood in Cloud’s memories. -FF7 10th anniversary Ultimania, Zack’s profile pg. 82 - 85 

First love Zack Aerith’s first love was Zack, a young SOLDIER 1st Class who she lost contact with 5 years ago. He was Cloud’s best friend, and his personality has had a great influence on Cloud’s behavior. Aerith is unaware that the two were best friends, and takes an interest in Cloud because she sees Zack in him. -pg. 197 of the FF 20th Anniversary Ultimania File 1: Character

Aerith’s first love is Zack, the object of Cloud’s basic personality of being an “ex-SOLDIER.” . We could say Cloud’s speaking and acting like Zack is a big reason why Aerith started to have good feelings towards Cloud. -pg. 29, FFVII Ultimania Omega

"I’m looking for you."…"So you won’t have a beakdown." - what Aerith told Cloud had many deep meanings. Aerith detected that the present Cloud is not the real him during their encounters. She knows it because of her mysterious, inherent ability. -pg. 29, FFVII Ultimania Omega (Aerith knows the real Cloud bit cleriths in the ass because in the remake she tells Cloud his feelings aren’t real.)

Jenova's mimic ability Jenova has a mimic ability which allows it to read the memories and feelings of others, then adjust its appearance, speech and behaviour accordingly to immitate what it has seen. Jenova once used this ability to get close to the Ancients and infect them with its virus, which killed many of them.

This ability is not limited solely to Jenova itself, for those who have its cells within them possess it as well, though in an incomplete form. Immediately prior to the start of the game, when Cloud's mind was shattered, he ran into Tifa and seemed to immediately return to "normal" (-->P.13); this was because the mimic abilities of the Jenova cells inside Cloud read her mind, seeing her memories of him, which were then combined with his own ideal vision of himself, fashioning a new personality for him. -FF7 Ultimania Omega

Why does Cloud remember Aerith after regaining his true self?

Because the real Cloud was never gone, it was always there trying to regain control. That’s why the voice speaks to Cloud throughout the game in OG, the real Cloud is TRYING to come back. The real Cloud has memories because he wasn’t blacked out throughout disc 1. He’d remember Jessie, Biggs, and Wedge too. His flashbacks in AC also show he has memories Shinra exploding, and has memories of Zack when he was in his mako poisoned comatose state!  Tl;Dr

What Cloud’s false persona/facade was/is: A combination of memories and Cloud’s own desires with Zack as a basis--brought about by the Jenova cells in his body. His true self emerges only around Tifa, and Tifa is the one who helps him regain his true self.  What Cloud’s false persona/facade is not: Aerith told him not to fall in love with her so he’s putting on a facade that he’s not in love with her.

P.s. As for Maiden and Dismantled, they were both written by a man who was never involved with the development of FF7 or its compilation, and funnily enough cleriths claim Aerith knew the real Cloud but cite Maiden--in which Aerith admits she doesn’t know the real Cloud and can’t help him regain himself. Ironic.  

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The cover of 1st Look vol. 206 is Kai of EXO. Meet the breathtaking visuals of Bobbi Brown as the first male muse! ✨

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BEE’s Jiah renews contract as face of A’PIEU Cosmetics, features in November 1st Look spread

BEE’s Jiah was announced as the newest face of affordable beauty brand A’PIEU Cosmetics back in July and representatives for the brand have now confirmed that they’ve renewed their contract with Jiah for a half year term after the success of the beginning of their partnership.

Shortly after the announcement of the renewal, 1st Look magazine released pictures of Jiah from her sponsored spread inside the magazine for their early November issue, Vol. 206. For the shoot, Jiah shows off A’PIEU Cosmetics products in a variety of fresh and sweet looks.

Jiah recently made her solo comeback with the single “Holo”.

COMMENTS

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