#1luvkarina

[vex91]

Yu Jimin - Hope in the ruins

Pairing: Yu Jimin x Female Reader

Fandom: Aespa

Requested by: @1luvkarina

Request: karina x fem reader angst with a fluff ending

Summary: A lot happened in your relationship and it was a matter of time before everything exploded and made you leave. Jimin on the other hand doesn't want to accept the break up.

A/N: Special thanks to @keervah and @alcoholfreenayeon for giving me an idea <3

3rd's POV

Bottles scattered around Jimin's room and the smell of alcohol reeking from it were a big sign for her friends that Jimin was in bad state and honestly they couldn't be surprised, a lot happened the past months in her life.

Jimin met you at her concert.

You came as a fan a few times and finally she managed to get your number. Since her intentions of getting with you were obvious both of you quickly got together. Everything was perfect, you both loved each other a lot and you got along with everyone important to her.

But like always she had to remember that it was too perfect, obviously everything had to break at some point.

You managed to get into a great university but not only outside of South Korea but also in another continent. When you broke news to Jimin she was excited and happy for you but she was also sad as you had to go away but she was still trying to be positive.

The time before you had to leave was great at first but it was quickly going south. Argument after argument after argument and it made her tired.

And after a few drinks she left the club with a girl she saw for the first time. When she woke up she was devastated, not believing she could actually do that to you.

But then came the second time.

And third.

And forth.

And fifth one - when you actually caught her.

Lips all over some random girl in her bed, clothes all over the room and the fucking liquor smell all over the room.

It was safe to say that it was over between you two when you left her shocked and still in that girl's arms.

And now all she had left was the insane ache in her heart that only alcohol helped lessen but she still felt so empty. She needed you back so badly but she knew she messed up big time.

"Are you gonna drink your sadness away?" Aeri's voice reached her ears but she didn't bother looking up. Soon though she felt a pair of arms helping her off of the floor and onto the bed, she opened her eyes a little and saw Minjeong. The girl was quiet, she still was mad at Jimin for what she did to you but she also couldn't stand by and watch her drink herself to death.

"You can't go on like this unnie, you need to sober up and at least try to apologize to her before she gets on that plane in a few days and you're gonna lose her forever" Yizhuo said as she took a bottle from Jimin's hands. Aeri helped Jimin lay down while the other girls cleaned her room a little.

"Sleep now and think about it tomorrow"

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The next day her head was pounding and if it wasn't for the clean room, she would have thought she had dreamed of her friends coming over and forcing her to bed.

She reached out and turn on her phone to find multiple notifications of people saying their goodbyes to you on your account where she saw a picture of you packing - to move to your new university.

"You need to sober up and at least try to apologize to her before she gets on that plane in a few days and you're gonna lose her forever"

Why did Yizhuo always had to be right?

She told herself that she'll leave you alone, that she won't bother you after what she did but here she was, running to the airport like a desperate person she is. The second she saw your back in the distance she couldn't stop herself from pulling you to herself and breaking down into your back.

You stood still, her voice brought back the same pain you felt yesterday.

"Jimin let me go"

Nothing.

"Jimin I said let me go"

You repeated but this time louder hoping that she'll listen but she held onto you tightly.

Of course she had to make everything harder than it should be. She cheated and you were done, what couldn't she understand and accept?

"I can't. I know I fucked up badly and I don't deserve to ask for forgiveness or even another chance but still... I can't bring myself to let you go" Jimin mumbled weakly against your back. She was truthful, she knew there was no chance for you two now but she still also couldn't accept not being with you.

"I don't have time for this Jimin, I have a plane to catch and I'm going to attend University in another country. Like you said there's no chance for us now but if we're really meant to be with each other then maybe future sets us up again when we both heal and grow as people" You said before pushing her off and turning your head to look at her.

"Until then, goodbye Jimin" You said before leaving her standing there. She felt terrible but your words made her feel like there was hope that she could at least hold on to.

"Goodbye Y/N, I'm sorry for everything and I hope we can start over in the future"

[maevebabyy]

yoonchae’s literally the danielle of katseye…who voted for angst?? 😭

THATS WHAT IM SAYING 😭😭😭😭😭 WHO’S TRYNA MAKE ME WRITE HEARTBREAK FOR YOONCHAE 😭😭 like just LOOK at her

[vlance]

je vous aime 🫶

Mensonges

[spadesolace]

what the hell….😀 AINT NO WAY YEONJUN JUST GOING TO KISS US LIKE THAT

hello to you, my child.

i did foreshadow that yeonjun is lowkey developing feelings for yn…

[ssivinee]

HDYLS chap 3….is just my god 😮‍💨

AGAIN why would u say this to me🥲

[modanisgf]

well haerin was the one who rejected y/n in the fic sooo 🫢

REJECTED??????

[phamphamz]

so I just posted a poll on my blog and I need some votes 👉👈

WHY IS BADDIES NOT WINNING? WHERE ARE MY FELLOW DIVES...

[sserajeans]

hiii my love 😍

[sseulforgii]

so…that g!p chaewon fic that i have 🫣

G!P CHAEWON 🙈🫠 mwahahhah

[wintersgff]

once i get all my other fics done then sure

EVERYDAY? EVERY HOUR?

[vex91]

Nicha Yontararak - You're losing me

Pairing: Nicha Yontararak x Female Reader

Fandom: (G)I-DLE

Requested by: @1luvkarina

Request: minnie x fem reader, secretly dating and y/n is tired of hiding their relationship from their friends

Summary: After years Minnie finally realizes that she's slowly losing you and tries to fix it but is it already too late?

A/N: Angst bcs I say so @1luvkarina

3rd's POV

You felt cold.

The winter air felt more cold than usual as you sat in the empty house. Minnie wasn't home, she went out to a friend's party. In her words she had to go alone to not raise any questions among her friends about you - in their eyes you were friends and that's how Minnie wanted it.

Everytime you asked her about the reason of why she wanted to hide your relationship so badly, she always answered the same.

"I don't want anyone getting into our business"

You knew she wasn't honest. She had to have another reason for it but she just wasn't able to confine in you and it hurt even more.

The sound of keys jiggling resonated around the house as you were washing the dishes. You could hear footsteps followed by Minnie's joyful voice as she told you all about the party but you couldn't focus on it, not when you wished to be anywhere else other than with her - something you never thought you would want in your life.

"Baby?" Minnie asked when she noticed how silent you were as you dried your hands "Is everything okay?" She pulled you closer to herself, a worried expression looking back at your blank one.

"Maybe you'll tell me Minnie, is everything okay? With us?" This took your girlfriend by surprise and she let out a nervous chuckle.

"What do you mean? Of cour-"

"I think we need a break"

Minnie froze.

Her heart sped up as panic was clear on her face and in her voice as she blurted out all sorts of questions.

"Minnie can't you see? This whole secret thing, it hurts our relationship. You went to the party without me so people won't see us together and it's not the only example of how you've been treating me. You can't even confine in me about this and you want to tell me that we're fine? That we're not barely hanging in this relationship?" You finally broke down, tears you've been holding the past months finally let loose and Minnie watched it.

Her heart broke at the sight.

She never meant that.

"Love-" She tried holding your hands but you pushed her away "I never meant to make you feel like that, I just... I never wanted anyone to mess with our relationship, make you feel bad about dating me but I guess I went overboard huh?" She mumbled and it nearly made you hesitate but you knew that you deserved better and it Minnie couldn't try then there was nothing left in this house for you.

"Please love, please let me make it up to you" She whispered as she tried to hold back her tears. She didn't deserve to cry, not right now.

You thought about it. It was a hard decision to make as memories flooded your mind. The bad ones kept overshadowing the happy ones but still, you really wanted to focus on the good ones.

So with a kiss on her cheek, you took your bag and left the house leaving her with a lingering kiss on her cheek and words that will continue ringing in her head for days.

"Make sure that in the end we'll end up back in each other's arms or I will never forgive you"

[vexieeeee]

where’s the why don’t we masterlist?? 🤨

I knew I forgot about something-

[vlance]

you never answered my question 😒

I’m about to start driving mon amour

[spadesolace]

oh right. 😅

karina’s my gf and ryujin’s my bf

ask your mom (yeji)

[alcoholfreenayeon]

that’s so real actually..

Yes😭but let’s see, I’ve been feeling in a writing mood recently so maybe I’ll be quicker🙃

[modanisgf]

AND YOU GET MAD AT ME FOR WRITING HAERIN ANGST?!? INSANE

ERM WHO DID THAT GUYS NOT ME ❌❌❌❌