#1d liam

[meltingfin1]

He’s always been so pretty

[male-fictioner]

Boyfriends

Pairing: DomTop!Liam Payne x Bottom!male reader x SoftTop!Niall Horan

Category: SMUT

Warnings: Gay sex, anal, blowjobs, smut, marking, overstimulation, multiple rounds, possessiveness, jealousy, DP, idk i'm probably missing something.

A/n: I hope I did just to the request. I got distracted and hence the backstory is more drawn out that the smut. I'm sorry 😭😭.

Word Count: 2.8k words

Read at your own discretion.

"Will you be our boyfriend?" were not the words you were expecting to hear from the two people standing in front of you.

You were just surprised that these two hot guys want to be with you. You did not even realise when that happened or how that happened but you knew somehow you made them fall in love with you.

But all this started when you got famous. I mean how else would Liam Payne and Niall Horan even come to know about your existence.

You still vividly remember the first time you met them. Anyone who says that they are into guys and have never had a crush on one of the One Direction members then they are probably lying because how could you not. There is a whole variety to choose from.

And you certainly had your crushes on the guys in front of you. Asking you the question you always wanted to hear and hence you said, “YES! I would love to be your boyfriend.”

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You always loved singing and always loved music. Being a musician, a singer has always been your dream. A dream you were ready to follow no matter what. So you started to write and record music at a very early age. You submitted it to various record houses.

Once you had graduated high school, you music journey began with a call that went like,

“Hello, am I talking to Mr. Y/n L/n?” said a guy with a low deep voice.

“Yes, who am I talking to?” you asked

“Mr. L/n, I am Robert Matthews from a2z record label. You have submitted your music to us, we would like to set up a meeting with you. We really think you have potential” 

You couldn’t believe your ears, someone liked your music? 

That meeting which you attended was the best thing that had ever happened to you. They had really liked your music and they were interested to sign you. You almost signed the contract that very moment but thought it was better if you actually consulted some people who had more knowledge than you. 

You were barely an adult and this was a huge step to take. So after some careful consideration you decided to sign on with them. 

But you didn't get the instant gratification you were hoping for when you worked vigorously for a whole year just to get an album. It took time to figure out what your sound will be. How you want your music to be. You also needed a lot of help to write your lyrics and everything. 

But after this year, your debut album was released. Save for some singles released by you over the course of the year to introduce you to your audience, this was really a big step for you. 

And this is where your life turns upside down. After the release of your album, a lot of people got to know you. Of Course you were no chart- breaking success but your album did well to get you invited to music events and also get you nominated for awards. 

You had Niall Horan to thank for some of your success too. On your post about releasing your album, there was a like by NIALL FREAKING HORAN and you were literally screaming when you got a COMMENT by him that went like,

Congratulations on your debut. You sound amazing.’

And this literally got you the free promotion you could have never even asked for.

After wondering what to reply, you just sent a ‘Thank you so much.’ But not without sending him a quick dm. 

And this is how you can say their friendship flourished and your old crush that he had stuffed somewhere deep inside reignited. After this, you and Niall talked a lot. Niall was a great mentor to you and helped you a lot with the journey. 

A few weeks later you were attending the Brits as you were nominated and supposed to perform. Niall was gonna be there and you both met each other at the show. You were a nervous wreck thinking thoughts of ruining your performance, not winning the show etc.  

This is when Niall introduced you to Liam Payne. You could not believe your eyes that he was actually in front of you. You wouldn’t be lying if you said that he was hotter in real life. All those muscles looked delectable. And what you had only thought about in your dreams, was actually happening. You were sitting across your crushes and having a conversation with them. It is actually surprising how you were calmly talking with them without choking on your tongue. 

The whole night, they kept you company and talked about all sorts of things to calm your nerves. They told you about their first experience and how they felt. That helped you somehow. Even though you did not win the award, your performance was amazing. And you received some applause for it too.

This meeting led you, Niall and Liam getting closer than before. You even decided to invite them to the opening show of your tour. While it was a small tour, it was very good for a budding artist. After the show, they took you out for dinner as a celebration. 

This led to you feeling comfortable with them and so did they. And hence they told you that they were dating each other for the past 4 years. You were surprised to say the least but very supportive of them. You told them that you are gay too and they were extremely supportive too. 

You guys had dinner with each other often and the media thought this was a mentor- mentee relationship. Which it was but you had wanted more. After finding out that they were together, you did not want to ruin their relationship and so you decided to distance yourself. Not directly but emotionally.

With this, he started to flirt with other people, hookup with them just trying to get himself over a relationship he never even had.

What he didn't know was that Niall and Liam also wanted him as much as he wanted them if not more.

Oblivious to your want being matched, you continued flirting with other people. When you went to an album release party of some famous singer, whose name you couldn't remember, you were flirting with someone you really didn’t care about. That’s when you spotted Liam and Niall talking at the other side.

“I’ll be back in 5 minutes.” you told the guy you were with and went to talk to the guys.

“Heyy I did not know you were going to be here. It’s such a good surprise.” you said hugging them.

You had some small talk and parted to go back to your hookup for the night. 

Little did you know, they had been looking at you all this time. Seeing how you were talking to some guy who wasn’t them. Getting close to him, hardly any space between you. Bodies pressed together, slow and sensual movements, whispers in each other's ears, those chaste kisses and how you laughed at his jokes. They were seeing everything and the only thought in their mind was, that should be us.

Your fingers grazed his bicep and other on his neck, while his being on your waist inching lower and lower as time passed. That is when Liam and Niall decided that this is it. You were theirs and they will show you today.

When they stalked towards you, you and the guy were already making out with each other. After feeling a presence, you turn around and see Liam and Niall standing there. The look in their eyes was something you had never seen in the past almost year you had known them. It was something raw, anger, jealousy, lust? You couldn’t figure it out.

“Lets go Y/n” Liam said with an authoritative voice that sent a chill down your spine.

Without any question, you followed them despite the protests from your partner for that night. You shot him a ‘I’ll call you later look’ and left.

After going out, you finally managed to find your voice and asked in a low voice, “Where are we going?” 

“To our hotel room.” Niall replied. 

Liam did not say anything and after this neither did Niall. The ride to their hotel room was quiet and awkward. The sexual tension thick in the air. They let you enter the room first and before you could say anything, you were backed up against the wall by two taller guys and somehow they felt extra tall.

“What do you think you were doing?” Liam asked, staring in my eyes.

You gulped and replied, “What did I do?”

“Hooking up with other people when you want us and we want you. Teasing us like this. That is what you did.” Liam answered your question leaving you in complete shock to know that they want you. You looked at Niall for confirmation and his eyes said it all. He did not verbally reply but a slight nod made it clear.

You must have been blind to not see their interest in you. Lost deep in your thought, you did not realise when you ended up on the edge of the bed. When your legs felt the bed, it brought you out of your thoughts. You ended up with your back to the mattress. Liam and Niall looked at you like hungry predators who had just found their prey for the night. You gulped nervously wondering what is gonna happen to you. 

Noticing this shift in your behaviour, Niall being the sweet man he is, asked, “You want this too right?”

“Yes, yes I want it. I want you guys. Please.” You replied hurriedly looking at both of them. Niall smiled and inched closer to you.

“Look at him Niall, we haven’t even touched him and he is already hungry for our cocks. What a slut.” Liam said with a mocking smirk. His dirty talk led to an involuntary moan coming from your mouth to which he only seemed to be more pleased. 

“What do you want, baby boy? Tell us exactly what you want so we can give it to you.” He continued making you more and more flustered.

“I want you to fuck me.” You tried to reply as plainly as possible but your reddened face was betraying you.

“Come on Liam, don't tease him that much.” Niall laughed, turning to kiss you, giving you the first intimate moment of the night. His kiss was soft and inviting. It was teasing your lips making you want more. It felt different than any other kiss you hav had yet. Soft but equally dominating. Passionate but filled with love. His tongue licked your lips and you parted them to give him entrance. Both your tongues lapping each other and he let you win the game of dominance.

All this while, Liam was busy making quick work of the three of your clothes. He undressed himself and Niall first after which he moved on to you leaving all three of you in underwear. You felt a shiver once he was done with your clothes. 

You and Niall broke the kiss to catch your breath. Liam got next to you, took your face in his hands and said ,”My turn.” 

His kiss was much different than Nialls. It was rough, passionate and dominating. It was hard. He kissed you like you were his source of oxygen. You moaned when you felt lips on your neck. The source of them was Niall. This gave Liam the perfect time to enter your mouth. Your tongues fought for dominance but it was no fight at all. He had already won. 

After kissing for a while and Niall covering you in marks, you ended up with puffed lips and red spots covering your neck. You probably looked ruined already and this was only the start.

“Whose a better kisser Y/n us or the guy you were with ?” Liam asked, still being jealous about the night.

“You both. I can’t even remember his kiss. I only remember your lips.” You said lustfully. 

The answer seemed to satisfy him as he turned to Niall and asked, “How do you want to do this Niall?” He ignored your presence as he asked this like you had no input on how the night goes.

“Whatever you decide.” Niall replied. 

“I’ll take his ass, you take his mouth.” Liam said nonchalantly. 

And this is how you ended up on your hands and knees with Liam prepping your ass and eating you out while Niall takes your mouth.

Liam starts by licking a long stripe from your balls to your hole. He slowly pushed his tongue in the tight heat of your hole and you let out a moan at the intrusion. He pushes his tongue deeper at your sounds. Niall settles near the headboard taking off his underwear and bringing his cock to a semi hard state. He puts a finger in your mouth and you suck at it expertly. 

Once Liam is done with eating you out, he lubes his fingers up and enters one finger in the tight ring of muscles. Seeing the discomfort on your face, Niall tries comforting you.

“Relax for us baby, let us take care of you. We’ll make you feel good.”  he said running his fingers through your hair and kissing you softly.

Liam enters another finger and soon another opening you up for their big nice cocks.

Once he feels that you are loose enough, he and Niall enter you at the same time leaving you perplexed. Niall’s 6.5 inch dick making its way to the back of your throat is met with vibrations from your moans while Liam’s 8 inch dick enters your tight hole slowly but surely. 

After both of them have stuffed you up, they start moving. Niall keeps hitting the back of your throat while Liam keeps hammering you from behind making you choke more on Niall's length. Niall has a hand in your hair holding you firmly. And Liam has gripped your hips tight enough that they’ll leave bruises. He marks your back while drilling your hole making you moan and all the sensations go to Niall's dick.

There are praises being thrown at you often enough. You can hardly process most of them your mind being too hazy with all the sex.

You heard Niall say, "Such a good boy, taking us so well."

"He really knows how to suck a cock."

"He is so tight for us. I bet no one has fucked him like this." Liam had added.

Some other compliments that you cannot remember.

Soon enough your weeping cock comes in spurts completely untouched leaving ropes and ropes of cum on the sheets beneath you. This makes your grip on Liam’s cock tighter making his thrusts faster and sloppier. Niall's cock is close by the way he is thrusting and as if on the thought of it, he comes in your mouth filling you with copious amounts of cum which you are left to swallow. He is followed by Liam who comes in you ass and fucks you through the orgasm making you moan and wince from oversensitivity. 

After this, they took turns with Niall fucking your ass and Liam your mouth. For the last round, your tight little ass (which wasn’t nearly as tight now) was filled to the brim with both the cocks. You cannot remember how many times you came that night but it was more than you ever have in a night.

At this point, you did not have one coherent thought. You were too exhausted. You could not make out the words Niall and Liam said and neither could you say anything. All you had on your mind was dicks and sex.

After being stuffed by two big and thick cocks, you came one last time which was just watery at this point and passed out from pleasure and exhaustion.

When you woke up, you were clean on clean sheets with Niall on your right, your face against his chest and Liam on your left with your back to his chest. You drift off to sleep again and when you finally wake up, Liam and Niall were awake too.

“Hey there, Y/n. You must be exhausted.” Niall said softly. You just hummed in response not wanting to talk.

“I’m sorry if we were too hard on you.” Liam said rubbing circles in your back. You shook your head and nuzzled closer to Niall’s chest.

Soon enough the three of you woke up and had breakfast from the room service. During this time, you guys talked like you always used to and it felt like nothing had changed.

"Will you be our boyfriend? I know it must be weird for you but we just feel like it would be right since we like you so much."  They said leaving you speechless for a second. 

But of course you wanted this, how could you not.

“I would love nothing more in the world.” You answered honestly.

They smiled and you gave each of them a kiss. After this, you would need no one else.

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[kash-heals]

i’ll never forget how i was sitting beside my older brother and i was like “damn.. liam from one direction just passed.” the look of horror on his face … and i was confused as fuck because he’s never listened to one direction so wtf.? and he jumped up and grabbed his phone and facetimed his gf (who was already in mid break down) and he was just like “i’m coming baby i’m on my way” dropped everything. picked her up from work. and literally held her the entire night while she watched the one direction movie over and over again. got her ice cream. listened to their music with her. everything. then our town movie theater showed the movie and he made sure she had the best seats. and idk… that’s a different kinda love you know? i used to laugh at how much girls loved one direction.. until i saw how one death impacted someone close to me.

[littlemixbums]

Liam Payne 🕊️

One Direction gave me my bestest friends, some of my dearest memories, and changed my life. Rest in peace!

[newtmas-supremxcy]

So you mean to tell me that they went to the funeral of a guy who was like their brother, who went through some of the most important years of their life by their side and they couldn't even pay their respects/say goodbye without people trying to take photos of them and get in to see them

Like I am a diehard fan but this is just so fucked up like if one of my best friends died and at their funeral people were trying to film me or their family I would be pissed

RIP Liam we'll miss you and my condolences to the ones who lost a son, father, partner and brother <3 🕊🕊🕊

[formulawhore]

Wasn’t a fan of his anymore, but he was still someone I grew up watching and admiring in One Direction. This is a different kind of hurt. The One Direction to Formula One fan pipeline is real, so I know I’m not the only one affected

[ziamxltsource]

Louis Tomlinson showing off his new tattoo. ⩜⃝

[imagines-1directioner]

things that hurt enough to - with Liam Payne and special guest Sam Winchester

Situação: traição!namorado!Liam Payne x Leitora

Contagem de palavras: 3172

Sinopse: Após enfrentar a dor pela segunda vez, S/N recebe ajuda e conselhos de uma pessoa especial.

N/A: Pois é, trouxe dois mundos TOTALMENTE diferentes pra cá KKKKKKK não me matem!!! Fazem duas semanas que tô viciada em Supernatural, então quis trazer o meu vício pra cá também. Eu gostei bastante de escrever imagines com mais personagens, como foi o último com o Zayn e Harry, então dessa vez quis trazer algo um pouquinho diferente da proposta do blog, com um personagem que não é um doa meninos. Estou com umas ideias de trazer histórias que saiam um pouco da minha zona de conforto e essa será uma experiência hahaha. Espero que gostem da leitura e me digam o que acharam desse novo formato. Caso gostem, posso fazer mais :)

Eu havia acordado mas meus olhos ainda estavam fechados. A sensação de tontura iniciou assim que tomei a consciência da realidade e provavelmente do que rolou na noite passada.

O rombo em meu peito pareceu abrir novamente, quando meu cérebro fez questão de passar, em 4K, as cenas que meus olhos gravaram quando peguei o flagrante de Liam com a amante de anos, a mesma que um dia encontrei enviando mensagem bem intimas no para ele.

Flashback On*

Um ano atrás

Bettany: Oi querido, estou com tanta saudade.. Sei que nos vimos ontem, mas eu queria te ter hoje comigo também. É possível?

Minha alma saiu do corpo no instante que a notificação apareceu no celular de Liam, o qual eu usava para ler a receita do bolo que preparava para o seu aniversário, já que o meu estava sem bateria.

Fiquei por bons minutos em completo choque, sem mexer um único músculo, sem nem mesmo piscar. Meu mundo de fato se abriu e eu caía em queda livre. Minha barriga formigava, meu estômago revirou e minhas pernas bambearam.

Depois da notificação minha curiosidade não foi controlada e minha mente paranoica pirou por mais informações. Não demorou muito para abrir o aplicativo de mensagem, e na área de arquivadas pude ler o que eu nunca gostaria ter visto. Declarações, fotos, presentes, e meu nome no meio das tantas mentiras que ele um dia me contou.

As lágrimas nos meus olhos ultrapassaram o limite e começaram a cair pela bochecha sem eu nem ter notado que estava chorando. Era uma dor profunda que nunca imaginei passar.

Liam estava no banho. Não sabia que eu havia descoberto seu joguinho sujo. E quando ele saiu, eu ainda interpretei o papel de esposa para que ele caísse bem na minha frente.

- O cheiro está maravilhoso! - escutei sua voz atrás de mim, logo após sentir suas mãos abraçando-me por trás e um beijo molhado ser depositado na lateral do meu pescoço. Engoli o choro em seco e sorri fraco, dando um selinho nele quando me verei e vi seu rosto com os olhos fixado nos meus e um sorriso simples nos lábios, que ontem beijaram outra.

- Infelizmente só poderemos provar amanhã.

- Bom, meia noite já é meu aniversário! - fingi uma risada e voltei a lavar a louça. Liam foi à procura do seu celular, bloqueado na bancada, e o deixei sozinho por um tempo, indo tomar um banho para que pudesse digerir tudo e me preparar para o que estava por vir. - Amor, já desliguei o forno, tudo bem?

- Obrigada.. - sorri de forma amigável quando saí do banheiro da suíte e percebi que ele estava se arrumando. Muito bem arrumado por sinal. - Nós vamos sair?

- Acredita que os meninos prepararam uma social para os mais chegados para comemorar meu aniversário na casa do Louis?

- Jura? E a Bettany vai estar lá? - a feição dele se apagando e o desespero surgindo apenas deixou claro o quão verdadeira era aquela situação.

- Bettany? - se fez de desentendido.

- É, a sua amante. Esteve com ela ontem à noite, não foi? - Payne percebeu o que estava rolando e pelos meus olhos marejados ele não tentou esconder mais nada. O arrependimento bateu quase que de forma instantânea. - Pela última mensagem ela parece estar com bastante saudade, mesmo passando o dia inteiro com você. Ela ficou contigo no hospital enquanto você tomava soro porque teve desidratação por conta de comida estragada? - essa foi a desculpa que ele me deu quando perguntei aonde ele estava ontem, em pleno sábado, sem olhar o celular o dia inteiro.

- Amor, eu posso te explicar..

Flashback Off*

Imediatamente a tristeza invadiu cada pedacinho meu quando tudo veio a tona como um peso de uma tonelada nas minhas costas. Passar pela mesma situação duas vezes era pior do que a primeira.

Infelizmente os detalhes da briga e dos amassos, que tive a infelicidade de presenciar, na cama redonda do quarto vermelho com espelho no teto eu me lembrava. Porém, possivelmente por conta de todas as circunstâncias, eu sequer sabia como havia chego em casa.

Depois de um longo respiro abri os olhos e logo me assustei. Aquele quarto azul não era meu. E eu bem sabia de quem era.

Imediatamente pulei da cama com lençóis cinzas e notei que a porta estava entre aberta. Quando me levantei percebi que a roupa que usava também não era minha. Apesar das peças serem femininas, eu nunca fui fã de rosa choque, e aquela camiseta cheia de flores cor de rosa, além de ser grande demais para mim, não fazia o meu estilo. Eu estava realmente muito confusa com tudo aquilo, sendo perceptível a sensação em meu rosto, que a pessoa, dona do quarto e de todo resto notou assim que me viu na cozinha.

- Parece assustada. - calmo como sempre, o moreno riu enquanto colocava um prato com ovos mexidos na pequena mesa de madeira de quatro lugares, posta com um belo café da manhã. - Precisa de alguma coisa?

- Respostas. - novamente ele riu e puxou a cadeira para que eu me sentasse enquanto gentilmente me servia uma xícara de café. - Como eu vim parar aqui?

- Você me ligou. - meu corpo travou. Eu não falava com Sam há meses.

- Eu..o quê?

- Pois é, nem eu acreditei.

- E por que atendeu?

- Porque eu tenho sexto sentido.

- Até parece. - revirei os olhos e ele lançou um sorrisinho antes de levar uma colher cheia de cereal para a boca. Bizarramente encantador eu diria.

- E porque foi incomum você me ligar. Fiquei preocupado. - acatei a resposta.

- Como eu estava?

- Bêbada. - admitiu dando um riso falho

- e eu escondi a face com as mãos. - E sem suas chaves.

- Merda.. - dessa parte eu lembrava.

Flashback On*

- S/A, por favor, vamos conversar. - Liam segurava meu braço, puxando-me para perto da saída daquele quarto de motel.

- Por acaso está escrito idiota na minha testa, Liam? - meu grito continha uma mistura de dor e raiva, e eu simplesmente o empurrei para longe quando percebi o que ele estava tentando fazer. - Você mentiu pra mim! Você escolheu me trair de novo! Porque se fosse a primeira, eu encararia como erro, assim como eu encarei ano passado. Agora pela segunda vez? Aí você perdeu completamente o pouco de juízo que ainda lhe resta. Se é que existe algum dentro de você!

- Eu bebi demais noite passada, e vim parar aqui. - ele falava baixo, provavelmente para que a amante fugitiva no banheiro não escutasse.

- Que justificativa patética!

- Nós brigamos, tá legal? Eu perdi a cabeça!

- E daí? - surtei como nunca antes. - Toda vez que nós brigamos foi uma prerrogativa para você agarrar alguma vadia por aí? Suas desculpas são rídiculas, assim como você! - o controle do choro foi por água à baixo e caí em lágrimas infinitas. - Você me prometeu, porra!

- Amor.. - tentou aproximar-se de mim mas eu desviei.

- Não! - esbravejei chorando. - Não ouse me chamar assim e nem mesmo me tocar!

- Eu não quis estragar tudo de novo, eu juro!

- Pois bem, você estragou. - limpei meu rosto, tentando manter a pouca postura que me restava. - E dessa vez não tem conserto. - mantendo a pose mais durona que consegui, fuzilei Payne com meus olhos e abri a porta do motel mais luxuoso do bairro. - Te dou uma hora para tirar literalmente tudo que tem seu dentro do meu apartamento. - joguei as chaves de casa no peito dele. - Deixe a chave com o porteiro e suma da minha vida, ouviu bem?

Flashback Off*

Sam era a pior pessoa para eu estar naquele momento, mas como o destino gostava de brincar comigo, obviamente ele seria a pessoa que eu precisaria. E eu precisei mesmo.

- Depois que você me ligou, fui te buscar no bar do Johnny, ao lado do shopping, e te trouxe pra cá.

- Por que não me deixou em casa?

- Você pediu para não te levar lá.

- Pedi?

- Implorou na verdade.

- E meu carro?

- Pedi ao Johnny que deixasse na garrarem da casa dele.

- Meu Deus do céu. -o suspiro veio como uma forma de dizer ‘minha vida acabou’. - Tá, e por que eu estou com as roupas da sua ex?

- Eram as únicas que eu tinha aqui.

- Onde estão as minhas?

- Na secadora. - franzi o cenho. - Eu coloquei para lavar depois que você vomitou.

- Fica cada vez pior. - levei minhas mais até a testa. Eu queria me esconder em um buraco e nunca mais sair.

- Você não lembra de nada?

- Pouca coisa. - cocei a cabeça.

- Lembra do que aconteceu depois do banho?

- Não.. - respondi aprensiva. Tudo o que eu menos queria era ter feito algo com Sam que não me lembrasse.

- Relaxa, não foi nada sério.

- E o que foi?

Flashback On*

- Já terminou? - escutei a voz de Sam quando desliguei o chuveiro, do outro lado da porta.

- Eu preciso de uma toalha. - a tontura e visão embaçada estavam deixando meus olhos, mas ainda sentia a sensação do álcool dentro de mim.

- Deixei uma em cima da privada, junto com uma camiseta e um shorts que encontrei aqui. - me vesti com certa dificuldade, abaixei um pouco a cabeça e enrolei a toalha em meu cabelo molhado, sendo uma má ideia quando retornei a posição original e vi tudo girar novamente.

- Tá tudo bem aí?

- Não muito. - falei de olhos fechados e segundos depois sinto alguém me tocar delicadamente.

- Vem, eu te ajudo. - Sam me guiou para fora do banheiro até sua cama, sentando-me na beira dela.

- Valeu.

- Está melhor?

- Não.

- Precisa de um remédio? Água?

- Não. - respondi rindo. - Preciso de um abraço. - minha voz saiu chorosa. Sam me olhou com pena e deu uma espécie de sorriso de canto, sentando do meu lado e me puxando para um abraço. Eu agarrei com força seu troco e molhei sua camiseta com algumas lágrimas enquanto ele acariciava minhas costas, como forma de consolo.

- Sinto muito mesmo, S/A.

- Eu não merecia isso.

- É claro que não.

- Como eu pude ser tão idiota?

- Ei, você não tem culpa. - ele afastou levemente seu corpo do meu para olhar em meus olhos, e limpar meu rosto molhado com os polegares.

- Claro que tenho! Eu perdoei ele a primeira vez.. eu.. eu deveria ter te escutado.

- Você fez isso porque tem um bom coração.

- E agora o meu coração está partido. - comentei cabisbaixa. - Tá doendo tanto, Sam.. e eu sei que dói assim porque eu ainda amo aquele infeliz! - O moreno ficou em silêncio e permanecemos assim, abraçados e quietos até minha mente divagar para a última vez que estivemos juntos.

…

- Você o quê? - Sam questionou incrédulo quando mencionei que havia reatado com Liam.

- Ficar sem ele durante essa semana foi insustentável.

- Foi apenas uma semana, S/N! Pelo amor de Deus. Você não vai sarar suas feridas em tão pouco tempo. Ainda mais uma desse tamanho! Você fez a pior escolha!

- Ei, desde quando você sabe o que é melhor para a minha vida?

- Eu não sei.

- E que julgamento é esse? Você deveria me apoiar.

- Te apoiar? Como vou te apoiar em algo que não vai te fazer bem?

- O Liam me faz muito bem!

- Ah é? Você gosta de ser traída, então?Não receber o amor que merece? Porque foi isso que ele te deu de presente.

- Qual é a sua, Sam? Eu vim aqui te dizer que estou bem e você me recebe desse jeito?

- Você está cega em confiar nesse cara de novo.

- A verdade é que você nunca gostou dele.

- A minha relação com ele não cabe agora.

- Cabe perfeitamente! É por isso que não aceita que eu e ele somos um casal novamente.

- Eu estou apenas preocupado com o que ele pode fazer com você.

- Eu agradeço a preocupação, mas eu vou ficar bem.

- Vai ficar bem se ele trair de novo?

- Cala a boca!

- Você sabe que não vai conseguir confiar nele de novo. E isso só vai piorar as coisas. Toda vez que Liam sair sozinho, você vai ficar paranoica, a relação de vocês não será a mesma nunca mais.

- Seu irmão tem razão. Você deveria seguir em frente de uma vez por toda e procurar uma namorada para parar de cuidar do relacionamento dos outros!

….

- Me desculpe, Sam.. - resmunguei e ele me encarou confuso.

- Pelo o que exatamente?

- Por tudo, especialmente por estar aqui, te enchendo com meu drama depois da nossa briga. Inclusive mil perdões por tudo o que eu falei. Não deveria ter mencionado seu problema com relacionamento, nem nada do que rolou.

- Eu já te perdoei por isso, S/A. Tá tudo bem, OK? - observei detalhadamente seus lindos olhos e assenti, ainda abraçada a ele. - Agora descanse, tá legal? Você teve uma noite difícil.

- Você é incrível, sabia? - eu estava carente, isso era fato. E ao lado de um homem como o Sam, sensível, fofo, respeitoso, carinhoso e atraente, o sentimento triplicou.

- Obrigado, eu acho. - o moreno sorriu e afastou seu corpo do meu para que eu pudesse deitar na cama.

- Por que você e eu não demos certo, hein? - era para ter sido apenas um pensamento, mas aparentemente eu disse isso com todas as letras.

- OK, você ainda está bêbada. - uma risada envergonhada saiu de sua garganta quando ele se levantou. - Amanhã nos conversamos sobre isso.

- Eu te amei de verdade, sabe disso, não é? - apesar do meu estado, minha sinceridade era real e eu demonstrei a ele quando olhei fixamente em seus olhos. Pude observar o rapaz travar por meros segundos e sair da situação constrangedora que criei, dando-me um beijinho na testa e acariciando minha cabeça antes de sair do quarto.

- Durma bem, querida.

Flashback Off*

A medida que Sam foi contando, as memórias foram se estabilizando e eu lembrei de boa parte do que aconteceu.

- Eu não te beijei, né?

- Não. - o rapaz riu envergonhado. - E eu dormi no sofá, para sanar todas as suas dúvidas. - dessa vez fui eu quem soltei uma risadinha.

- Desculpe por isso. Por tudo na verdade.

- Tá tudo bem.

- Claro que não está. A ultima vez que nos vimos foi há um ano, e nós brigamos. Brigamos feio ainda por cima. - a situação era realmente chata. - Eu não tinha o direito de te ligar pedindo ajuda sobre o assunto que nos afastou, e muito menos dormir na sua casa, usando as roupas da Jessica. - neguei com a cabeça a situação a qual estava inserida. Sério, que vergonha.

- Para, você me conhece. Não sou de rejeitar ninguém. Ainda mais quando a pessoa faz parte da minha vida.

- Você e seu lindo e bondoso coração. - Sam sorriu sem graça. Engraçado como desde pequeno ele foi assim. - Enfim, me desculpa mesmo.

- Não foi nada, já te disse.

- Tô pedindo desculpas também por não ter te ouvido.

- Eu não sou seu pai, S/A.

- Mas você viu o que eu me recusava a enxergar. E sempre cuidou de mim de um jeito diferente. - juntei minhas mãos nas dele.

- Nós vivemos juntos, sua família foi essencial para mim e para o meu irmão, especialmente nos momentos que meus pais se foram. - eu assenti. Realmente os meninos ficaram perdidos após a morte do John, uns meses depois que eu e Sam brigamos. E com a morte precoce de Mary, mãe dos garotos, eles ficaram bastante tempo lá em casa, isso quando eles não estavam na estrada, desbravando o Estados Unidos com o pai. Tiveram uma infância muito complicada, mas o pouco de paz que tiveram, esses momentos eu pude dividir com eles. - Eu meio que sinto um amor diferente por você, um cuidado de irmão mesmo, sabe? - concordei. - Posso te perguntar uma coisa?

- Claro.

- Aquilo que você disse ontem, sobre a gente não ter dado certo. Você estava sóbria?

- Um pouquinho. - respondi sem graça.

- Então, podemos conversar sobre ou..

- Não sei bem o que podemos conversar sobre.

- É que eu .. sei lá.. Eu tentei fazer a gente dar certo.

- Do seu jeito né. - soltei uma risadinha. - Eu gostei de você antes do Liam, antes de tudo.

- Eu sei disso. E eu também.

- Mas aí veio a Jessica.

- A minha relação com ela surgiu porque você se afastou de mim.

- Depois que minha mãe comentou que nós éramos praticamente irmãos, achei errado ter sentimentos tão fortes por você. - admiti, observando-o dar de ombros e aproximar a cadeira de mim. - Principalmente depois que nos beijamos no seu quarto.

- É, foi estranho.. mas eu gostei.

- Eu tive medo, vergonha, vários sentimentos.

- Mas você gostou? - Sam estava inquieto.

- Sim. - e uma sensação de alivio surgiu em seu rosto quando respondi sua pergunta.

- Todos esses anos eu achei que não.

- As vezes eu duvido muito da sua inteligência.

- Como assim? - questionou dando uma risadinha.

- Como eu poderia não ter gostado se nós ficamos juntos por quase cinco meses?

- OK, talvez eu.. não sei, acho que só queira deixar claro que eu te amei de verdade nesse tempo.

- Mas a questão da Jessica era muito presente ainda, acertei?

- Como sabe?

- Eu te conheço, Sammy. Muito bem por sinal.

- Então você também sabe que depois de tudo que eu passei nos últimos anos, o que eu quero agora é ser feliz com alguém que eu amo de verdade. - sorri fraco e concordei.

- E quem é esse alguém?

- Me diz você.. - nós estávamos muito perto. Perto o bastante para eu escutar a respiração dele e sentir suas mãos tocando a minha lentamente, como se a nossa conexão de anos estivesse se encontrando de novo, mas dessa vez com um toque a mais de sentimento.

- Acho que ainda está muito cedo para eu te responder uma pergunta tão difícil.

- Eu entendo.. - de repente seus toques saíram do meu alcance. - Desculpe se pareceu invasivo da minha parte, não foi minha intenção.

- Sei que não, querido. - incrivelmente fofo, como que pode? - Quero que saiba que ainda tenho sentimentos por você. Mas não quero que fique me esperando. Como disse, você passou por muita coisa, e tem a vida pela frente. Precisa aproveitar. - ele assentiu, um pouco frustrado.

- Sabe S/A, eu senti a pior sensação do mundo quando perdi a Jessica naquela noite. Então eu sei o que você está passando.

- Sam, a minha situação é completamente diferente. O Liam me machucou, e ele está vivo. Não misture as coisas.

- Estou dizendo que eu entendo como é difícil lidar com a frustração de acabar um amor gigante. Não quero que você se feche como eu me fechei.

- Vai ser difícil.

- Mas eu estou aqui para deixar mais fácil. - o sorriso pequeno era sua marca registrada e me desmontava toda vez.

- Você é um doce, sabia?

- Sou? - era até cômico a facilidade em deixá-lo sem graça.

- Uhum.

- Só quero te ver bem. - sentia sinceridade em cada palavra e ação sua. Era perceptível no modo como ele me olhava, de forma profunda que até poderia ler minha alma.

- E eu agradeço por isso, de verdade. Só que tenho muita coisa para processar. Você entende?

- Completamente.

- Obrigada. - Sam concordou com a cabeça e acariciou minha mão antes de deixá-las e levar as suas até seu cabelo.

- Bom.. a gente pode então tomar um café como antigamente?

- Com prazer!

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[elisadaughtry]

*TW LIAM PAYNE*

DO NOT LEAVE HATE UNDER THIS POST OR ON MY PAGE.

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This is not normally my content, and many of you don’t know me personally. But I was and still am a huge One Direction fan. Liam’s passing has left me heartbroken, truly.

Even as I write this post it still doesn’t feel real. It should never have to feel real in the first place. Mourning one of the people I looked up to is devastating and tragic. Especially a member of the band who did so much for me, this still doesn’t make sense…

How can there be another one direction anniversary, not one for celebrating the boys, but for mourning one? What do you mean there’ll come a time when we say, “It’s been five years since Liam passed” or “It’s been ten”? Just two days ago, he was alive, breathing in this world—he should be alive now. Yet here we are, marking time in shadows, having to count the days that he will never see, and counting the days when we stopped seeing him.

I know this post is selfish as I do not have a personal relationship with Liam Payne, but I don’t care. There’s still that hollow, distant ache from knowing he’s gone. And not just “hiatus” gone, but truly gone.

I hope this post finds the right people, who are also mourning and grieving such a tragic loss.

Yes, I am aware of his situation and the likely allegations against him, but it’s still hard to say goodbye to someone who shaped your childhood. Who is the reason for so many friendships and memories? I will always be thankful for him, not just One Direction. It was Liam who connected me to one of my best friends.

Years ago, One Direction wasn’t just music for me—it was the thread that connected me to my best friend. We bonded over every song, every lyric, every interview, and so much of that joy came from Liam. We used to sit in class, quoting his lines and dance from “Best Song Ever” like it was our little secret, laughing when no one else got it.

I’ll never forget how alive we felt in those moments, reciting his words like they belonged to us. He made us feel like we were part of something bigger like we were in on this beautiful world he helped create. Every note he sang, every lyric he penned, every hour spent shaping sounds in the studio breathed life into One Direction, elevating them to their brightest heights. His voice, his vision—he was woven into the very spirit of what made them unforgettable. He was a constant source of comfort and happiness, something that lifted us when everything else felt so heavy. He was inspiring in a way that few people can be—he showed that vulnerability and strength could exist together and that it’s okay to be real in a world that sometimes demands you to be perfect. But despite it all, Liam was a light—one that would never go out.

So say what you will about him, but I will still grieve over him.

Thank you Leeroy for the best memories a girl could have 🩷 Your absence will be noticed.

May peace and kindness finally find you 💜💔

Praying for his family, especially the son he left behind. I know what a fatherly absence feels like and wouldn’t wish it on anyone, especially such a young child. Can’t imagine his confusion and anger right now.

Also, praying for all the other boys right now and their families.

[justchillinoutinmeb0x]

I am absolutely gutted.

In light of Liam's death, I have had many emotions and opinions and I just feel as if I need a place to share them so that will be this post, if you are not in a good head space please scroll.

I would like to make it clear that I in no way condone what Liam has recently done and I stand with the victims. He needed to be called out but that does not mean he deserved death.

I will be honest. I was not a huge fan of One Direction growing up. I had merch, and I enjoyed their music. I fawned over their looks and voices with all the other girls my age. I can not even begin to understand how the original Directioners are feeling at this moment, and my heart goes out to you.

Grief and death have always been weird concepts to me, I've always had trouble dealing with them but this is a whole new level, while I do not grieve the man Liam became, I grieve the boy he once was. I grieve for the young bright soul we lost and for all the laughs he will miss, for all the hugs that will never happen.

My heart is with his family and friends, his fans, and especially the other boys. I can't imagine the heartbreak they are experiencing. We didn't know Liam like they do, we'll never know who he truly was but they always have. I am not a religious woman but I have prayed for them all, and for the first time in a long time, I have hoped heaven is real so I can know his soul is at peace.

I find it absolutely disgusting that there were "fans" in their comments demanding statements from the boys and Liam's family and bashing them for their silence. Shame on you those people are grieving, they are shattered. Each and every one of their post made me sob, but I hope those posts came when they were ready, not when they felt pressure.

It is okay to grieve someone you never met, it is okay to grieve for someone you have never spoken to because maybe the things they've done and the music they create spoke to you. It is okay to grieve who someone once was even if you do not grieve what they become. Death is tragic no matter who the victim is. A mom and father lost their son, sisters lost their brother, boys lost a friend, a son lost his father and that alone is a reason to grieve.

Grief looks different for all of us; so you do what you must. Watch old videos and interviews for the next week, listen to the music on repeat, cope with others in the fandom, or get off social media entirely if it's too much for you. Find your way to deal with this news.

Please take care of one another. Hold your friends a little tighter the next time you hug them. Tell them you love them more, stay up that extra 20 minutes to talk to them. Live your life to the fullest, tomorrow will never be promised and even if it's not your last day it may be someone else's.

We need to open up the conversation about mental health. I know how difficult it is to talk about but you can ask someone 100 times if they're okay and they'll tell you yes, but sometimes it's the 101's time that will save them. And if you are struggling with your mental health please reach out, please get yourself the help you need. You don't need to be "sicker" to qualify for help. You don't need to be suicidal or depressed to qualify for help.

I promise there are a million reasons to stay, believe me, I fight this battle as well. Stay, someone will miss you. Your parents, siblings, friends, pets, teachers, Batista's, an internet friend. There is someone out there who will miss you. Please stay.

I know this is just my little post but to Harry, Zayn, Louis, and Niall. If you ever read this just know how much you mean to all of us. My heart is with you during this tragic time and I won't say that I hope you're okay because I know you're not. But I hope you are surrounded by loved ones, friends, and family who will help you through this loss. The music you all created for us with Liam will always be cherished by your fans. I want to believe that if heaven is real then Liam is watching over all of you now. We all love you, take all the time you need we don't mind waiting.

And to Liam, if you can somehow see this. You were and still are loved. Not only by your friends and family but by the millions of people your music saved, and I mean saved. Music is a healer and I know it's been the reason so many people have stayed just one more day on this earth. I wish you would have had the chance to get the help you needed, I wish we hadn't lost you so soon. I hope wherever you are is more peaceful than it was here, I hope you're safe.

Sleep well my love, you will be missed X.

[yourimagines]

Wow, what a devastating news to hear this morning 💔

Liam Payne died in Argentina. 🤍🕊️

I can’t describe how much this hurts.

I even though about it yesterday when I was walking with my dog, listening to a one direction song, I thought, what if one of them dies before they got back together (I’m talking about a reunion in any form, as in singing, interview or just being at the same place.)

I grew up with one direction, always been a big fan since I was 12 years old. My room was full of posters and other memorabilia. I’ve seen them live as a band and I went to their solo concerts, I only wanted to see Liam and Zayn live so I could say I’ve seen them all live as solo artists and that I supported them as a band but also as a solo artist but that’s not going to happen anymore.

I feel heartbroken, sad and a little bit angry. I’m angry at the people who bullied Liam the last few weeks, everyone with healthy pair of eyes saw that Liam wasn’t doing well, that he needed help and not the hate.

I will always say I supported him and I always will ❤️ ( of course the others of the band as well )

4/5 🤍🕊️

~It seems to me that when I die, These words will be written on my stone~

[male-fictioner]

It's all right with you I want to know if you can do a DomTop!Liam Payne x Bottom!male reader x SoftTop!Niall Horan smut. Where Liam and Niall secretly already in a relationship with each other. As one day they watch one of the readers shows as he's a new Young singer who both of them have a crush on him who they support him through his career. Even going to his concerts where they both met him after they were friends last time goes on the read starts to catch feelings for the two boys. But he know that they're in relationship with each other and don't want to ruin it they're so to keep himself distracted he flirt with other people. And on one event he was with Liam and Niall a random celebrity (you can choose) flirting with him and touching him causing the two boys to come hugely jealous. But once when they reach back to their hotel room they showed the reader who he belongs to fucking him until the sun rise. once it's daytime while they're still in bed both Niles and Liam asked him to be their boyfriend who he says yes.

This has been posted here!!!

[christian-is-a-dumb-boy]

[newtmas-supremxcy]

Okay you've got crystal clear skin and straight As but can you sing 'that's what makes us 1D' from memory ?

[onedirectobsession]

Love you so much Liam 💝

Please take care of yourself

All the best 💕

[ziamxltsource]

Liam Payne with a fan at Magic Kingdom Park.