#15 minutes strait I am OBSESSED with it!! I could hold a 8 day confrence on just season 1 of American Vandal!!! and I’d be thriving!! | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ziracona · 4 years

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Sometimes I want to go on rants about how much I love things and keysmash about a relationship I adore and make edits and beloved charcater art and 9 page researched essays about how bomb some good shit is, and sometimes I want to go on a rampage ripping a thing I hate to shreds or bitching about a character who annoys the fuck out of me or a ship I can’t stand or write a 9 page researched essay about how fucked something is, and that’s just how I enjoy fandom!!! And nobody can stop me! Its how I enjoy and what makes me happy and how I engage and I love it! I am my own devil and my own angel and sometimes I am my own tired cabbage merchant who just can’t leave—I don’t hole myself up to stanning a media I love and I don’t go flaw hunting, I don’t sink myself into dying on the deck of one ship I don’t spend all my time working to religiously pick apart every potential flaw, I hit that whole goddamn rollercoaster /range/ of human emotions. I’m out here feeling it all, baby! I’m pingpong from gushing about news I am so happy I could die over to bitching about the pettiest annoyance I care about like im a damn cheerleader in a 90s movie, and it’s unbelievably fucking sexy of me!!! I want it all, baby, & I’m takin it!!!

#personal #fandom #I am feelin myself rn I like being happy #I love going into rage over shit I hate so god damn much? do you even fathom how enjoyable that is?#and I fucking love going into meta over the pettiest shit I appreciate just as much!! I could talk about the way Moira Rose enunciates for #15 minutes strait I am OBSESSED with it!! I could hold a 8 day confrence on just season 1 of American Vandal!!! and I’d be thriving!!#I could also hold an 8 day conference on how to smash brains: a comprehensive look at why and how I am beating every member of the Jigsaw #gang to death with my own severed arm while looking like the frat star I am #or on mental illness’ portrayal in horror or how fucking annoying Amber from Darker than Black was #OR on fun speed closet cosplay tips and tricks. how to eat fire and play stabscots. maybe that’s a 1 day conference but still #on how good my favorite games are. on sex in Crazy Ex-Girlfriend and why it was fucking /tight/ & I mean this in a philosophical way #GOD. I get so tired of people being like ‘why do u’ in general BC IT Mkes me HAPPY I THRIVE.#and it can go both ways lord I am flashing so hard back to this time—it’s a funny story bear with me—ok so mostly rn I am into horror stuff #but I have residual fandom dregs of other fandoms. and one time several people on one of those started making jokes abt a primary charcater #but it was really fucking funny so #and the next day one of the big players in that fandom made a long post asking the entire fandom to please not say mean things about #characters bc some people get comfort from them. like legit asked not a friend group not for tags but for an entire fandom to just /never/#say negative stuff abt a charcater they like bc it’s mean and made them sad I almost died it was unreal. AND EVERYONE DID. AND ALSO #APOLOGIZED TO THEM. it was UNREAL. but really fucking funny!! BUT ALSO UNREAL #and it wasn’t even that mean ppl made jokes the charcater was boring I can’t get over how funny this was but also how surreal #I have been so deep in the mud pit of also very bad takes ‘uh why do you say it’s bad this movie idolizes blatant racism and encourages #racial violence esp against women? it’s a film so it’s not real and so nothing in it has any real weight lol & u can’t call that a bad #or harmful aspect didnt u know fiction is not reality? I am very smart’ horror fandom filth-core shit that tripping into a post like that #from a ‘uhm actually it’s really harmful and toxic to have negative opinions on media that are not unanimous in the fandom’ kinda fandom #was little crawling out of a mud pit to be bitch slapped with a sock full of gross fish tasting dry sand and go right back down #but it was funny as fuck so

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