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[marialagidyne]

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oh i was on a traditional kick this month too once i found out that staedtler pens look different when used on sketchbook paper

this is supposed to be my azem design and i wanted to try and make it as gender neutral as possible, but closer to feminine? i think i also kind of mixed in a little bit of sin eater with the gold..........  the center is supposed to rotate, sort of like a sun

i think this is also one of my better recent pieces oops

[ancientangel333]

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been feeling energized and inspired and hopeful and just good for the past couple weeks #blessed seriously

ugh i need to write here more because i actually like writing shit out to think about stuff and process ideas, and i need a place to be annoying online

yes hi everyoneeeee omgggggg my friends and pals on the internet

i ordered some stuff to make a mask for halloween! i'm gonna try to speed run it as fast as possible but if it's not done by halloween then.... oh well i guess. my main inspiration is the wilder mann photography book by charles freger with all the funky pagan costumes and outfits and it just. hits inside me man! activates the primal monkey brain

here's the one that's been inspiring me the most, i'm gonna do something like this, but i'm gonna make the base of the mask out of plaster bandages and then just build it up into the shape i want. i'm getting some rabbit pelts on etsy to make the hood portion to sew onto the edge of the mask, and some random assorted bone beads with cool designs to make little chains. the best part though which i'm most excited about is the deer teeth.

so i read an article not too long ago where they found evidence of paleolithic humans sewing elk teeth in tight little rows onto their clothing so they would jingle and clink together when dancing and i just love that so much. so i'm gonna do something similar on the sides of the hood and sew deer teeth into little rows on either side of my head. here's the cambridge article about it in case you're interested in reading, it's super cool. OH there's also a video!

idk i just!!!!!!!! have been feeling strangely motivated and shit and it's like. it feels weird because i automatically assumed the worst like "omg is there something wrong with my brain or my body or hormones i feel TOO good and it's NOT normal" but like. i guess the culmination of everything i've been doing to take care of myself has finally started paying off and man..... it feels good!

i have other ideas also like to make a store to sell little clay figurines and bone carvings and pins and stickers but. i'm trying to take it one step at a time so i don't burn out because i am EXTREMELY prone to burn out so i'm just gonna. Chill before i get super into it. i'm gonna start by just making stuff for fun with the clay and just enjoying myself, then getting into the whole thing of running and managing a business.

i have another idea that's a little more practical for the time being and it's like. a photography series about the horses at the barn where i do my horse riding lessons and like. asking my trainer to give me a breakdown of their backstory and history like where she got them from, what they did before they got there, etc. and making it like a series on my portfolio site (of course i gotta plug) or even on here and just. getting to know all the horses and taking pictures that reflect their own personality and stuff. after taking a couple lessons and seeing how complex horses are it just makes me love them so much more, they're like people in that sense. each has things they like, things they don't. each reacts to things in their own way. some are stubborn and sassy, others are lazy and childish. like it's just super neat.

okay i think i'm done spewing for today. goodnight my friends!

[nichroous]

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[chariz0530]

#LumpiangShanghai #Chicken #Bangus #Spaghetti #Palabok #10132021 (at Muntinlupa City) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWe0Jt3pLKB/?utm_medium=tumblr

[shedopetarot]

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[alotusstory]

10132021. Some aesthetic candles to spruce up my desk area :) If you ever want to know where my money goes, lol, here it is!

[bbarican]

10132021 • such a productive and fun day! super saya kasi nabili ko lahat ng kailangan for the site plus i got to buy coffee and food and see my bestfriend too! plus, makati just hits differently; i love being in the city 🤍☁️

[uvelasrainstorm]

Rainstorm #10132021-2:41pm

I don’t need you to call once every 6th months and congratulate me on doing what I love for a living cause this shit is still exhausting yes im blessed but the way you word it makes me feel like you’re not saying it cause your proud but cause your miserable. So just say that....

[berryou]

“FREE FALL” 10132021 by @berryou

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[anemicheart]

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my thoughts, my emotions. 💙✨

[shedopetarot]

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