#10:30 so time to sleep yaaaaaay

[thinkinaboutambris]

Goodnight guys, gals and nonbinary pals!💜

[tellywoodtrash]

ishqbaaz 23.08.17 lb

anikaaaa, babyyyy. *hugs her tight* 

when will my girl be able to have some happiness in her life? i’m so tired of seeing her be sad and cry all the time. 😞😞😞

“abhi uske saamne jaaonga toh sunaane lagegi.”

snort. 😆😆😆

also, total mismatch between expression and sentiment expressed. he looks like he’s hurting for her watching her in pain, but mann hi mann mein he’s still holding on to the ego? what nonsense. 😑😑😑

didn’t he just break his phone? how did he get a replacement already? 🤔🤔🤔

i think at this point, like shivika have Awareness™, tim cook must be having his own type of Awareness™ when shivaay breaks a phone, and he just presses a button he has installed specially for this very situation, and a new iphone is delivered to oberoi mansion within half an hour, all ready to go. 

... is this going to be a “crawl in front of you on my knees” scene? TELL ME YOU’RE NOT FUCKING WASTING THAT FORESHADOWING *LIKE THIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😫😫😫😫

GREAT. JUST GREAT. 😒😒😒

MAN THIS SCENE IS WRITTEN/DIRECTED SO WEIRDLY. THEIR EXPRESSIONS ARE ALL HURTY AND ANGSTY, BUT THE DIALOGUES ARE ALL TADI WAALE. I DON’T GET IT. IT’S CAUSING ME WHIPLASH. 😣😣😣

“toh saari galtiyaan main hi karta hoon kya?”

um. yeah, kinda. this show should be called “shivaay ki galtiyaan - ek anant kahaani”, that’s how much you fuck up on an hourly basis. 😒😒😒

wow, she’s a special brand of dheent if she thinks she has no galtiyaan. both these fuckers are so annoying, man. 😤😤😤

“naam bhale kisi ka bhi likhwa lo, biwi toh tum meri ho.”

*weeeeeeeeeeeps* 😭😭😭😭😭😭

oh finally, she says it. 4 months later. 🙄🙄🙄

GOD YOU’RE SUCH AN IDIOT SHIVAAY, JUST TELL HER YOU FUCKING LOVE HER, AND SHE’LL CALL IT OFF. WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS???????????///// 😫😫😫😫😫

an ishaara. she’s willing to fucking settle for a fucking ishaara. fucking fuckkkkkkkkkkkk shivaay, don’t make me come in there and kick your damn ass. 😡😡😡

SHIVAAY ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY PUT THE DAMN RING ON HER RIGHT NOW 😧😧😧

OH MY GOD. UNBELIEVABLE. UN FUCKING BELIEVABLE. 😤😤😤

anika, fucking run away already. 😫😫😫

bulbul please, make her. please, i beg of you. 😩😩😩

there was like 10 minutes of khushi total. nostalgia is a damn liar, anika. 🙄🙄🙄

oh anikaaaaaaa. *holds her* ��😪😪

MAN I DON’T GET LIKE... SHE NEVER INTENDED TO MARRY VIKRAM - WHY THE FUCK IS SHE TREATING IT AS REAL NOW? LIKE, I GET THAT SHE IS SCARED ABOUT SHIVAAY NOT WANTING HER ANYMORE, BUT WHEN DID THIS GO FROM A GAME SHE WAS PLAYING TO “OH NO I’M BEING FORCED TO MARRY VIKRAM FOR REAL” IN HER MIND????? what gaaarbage writing is this? i am so fucking done with this bs track. 😤😤😤😤

damnit, preying on my feelz with my biggest weakness - couple in white sleepwear, being all angsty. 😭😭😭

lmao that fakeass moon. 😂😂😂

WHERE THE F IS HE WATCHING THE MOON FROM? THERE’S A ROOF IN THE POOL AREA. WTF MAN? 😕😕😕😕

shivaay, i can’t fucking believeeeeeeeeeee you’re even having to THINK about this. 😒😒😒

feeling absolutely nothing for these two. nothing. they’re thaaaaaat annoying to me rn. the fucking extent to which they’ve been ruined by the writing... amazing. 😐😐😐

lmaoooooo shivaay doing 90s waala bollywood “in love” activity  - switching light on and off. 😂😂😂

before the internet and smartphones, you actually had NO DISTRACTION from your own fucking thoughts. the world truly was a horrible place to be in. thank god i can now just endlessly scroll instagram and read a thinkpiece on buzfeed about taylor swift reclaiming the 🐍🐍🐍 emoji or whatever, to not think about my own life’s misery. 

even the fucking chand bracelet has given up on them. it did nothinggggggg to draw them to each other this time. EVEN THE CHAND BRACELET - THEIR BIGGEST SHIPPER - WAS LIKE “FUCK THIS SHIT, MAN.” 😒😒😒

ruvya time. i am fucking hating these ridiculous kurta things they have him wearing btw. anyway, fwding. 🙄🙄🙄

btw, i love how they’ve turned prinku’s room into a guest room. the oberois were literally waiting for her to leave the house for 5 minutes before they erased every single sign of her existence. #relatable 😊😊😊

oh great, pinky nonsense. i honestly don’t have the patience for this. 😑😑😑

.... great, omkara chose today of all days to debut his cosplay as a bottle of pepto bismol. 😐😐😐

he looks so solidly huggable though. i just want to bury my face in his chest and never face this evil world again. 😌😌😌

but yaaas, rip pinkyyyyy aparttttt, my sweet boy. 😎😎😎😚😚

i love how he was protectively watching over anika. all the devar feelz. 😭😭😭

OM NOOOOOOOOO. GO TELL HER. COME ON. PLEASE. WHAT EVEN ARE YOU DOINGGGGGGGGGG 😫😫😫

you shouldn’t have this much bharosa/dependence on him. have some self respect and just fucking put an end to this bs already, girl. come the fuck on. 😣😣😣

.... mahi?????????? 😱😱😱😱😱😱

I WISHHHHHHHHH. I MISS MAHI SO MUCH. IF HE WAS HERE HE WOULDN’T LET THIS SHIT HAPPEN. HE’D BE THE BEST FUCKING DEVAR/JETH, WHO’D ACTUALLY THROW PUNCHES AND DRAG SHIVAAY’S STUBBORN ASS TO ANIKA AND THROW HIM AT HER FEET. WHERE ARE YOU, MY SON? WHERE ARE YOU????????/ 😫😫😫 (*singing to the tune of smooth criminal* mahi are you okay, mahi are you okay, are you okay mahi??)

bulbul please beat some sense into him. please. 😠😠😠

oh nooooooo. she’s cryingggggg. 😥😥😥

SHIVAAY LOOK WHAT YOU’VE FUCKING DONE NOW. I SWEAR TO GOD, I WILL FUCKING END YOU. 😡😡😡

OMFG SHIVAAY AND WHAT THE FUCK ABOUT ALL THE THINGS YOU DID TO HER I CAN’T EVEN... YOU FUCKING THREATENED TO SEXUALLY ASSAULT HER. TO MURDER HER BROTHER. HOW THE FUCK YOU GOING TO EVEN GO THERE, I SWEAR TO GOD I AM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW I AM GONNA FUCKING 

ohhhh boooo hooo big alpha male afraid of his feelings. fucking spare me. 🙄🙄🙄

BAATON BAATON MEIN GYAARAH BAJ RAHEIN HAI, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES 😑😑😑

oh my heartttttttttt. gauriiiiiiiiiiiii. 😥😥😥

this is a fucking cheap shot they’re playing to fucking mess with my heart, but idc. MY BROTPPPPPPPPPPPPPP. MY FUCKING BROTPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP. I’M DYINGGGGGGGGG. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

“main sab theek kar doonga.” 

uh huh. kaam bigaadke phir banaana teri puraani aadat rahi hai. is chakkar mein meri ladki marte marte bachi hai ek baar. tu bas mooh mein dahi jamaakar idhar khada reh. chutiya saala. 😤😤😤

what an ugly assssss rug that is in shivaay’s room. and the way it clashes with those horrible orange armchairs. yuck, this room is so uglily designed. was shirali in charge of this too? 🙄🙄🙄

he took the time to fucking do his hair in between that. this narcissist of a man. 😑😑😑

like... where exactly by the fucking pool? it’s a pretty small thing to leave in a fucking laaaaaaaaaaarge area. 😕😕😕

to hell with your determined look. footage khaana bandh kar, aur kaam pe lag. 😒😒😒

so tell me... it’s like 20 minutes to the wedding, how the fuck are ruvya going to get back to mumbai to help shivaay save anika, again???? 🤔🤔🤔

oh god, fucking tejVi in the middle of all this. 😣😣😣

lmaooooooo infightinggggg. they’re both accusing each other of murdering narain hahahaha. 🤣🤣🤣

man why are these two even married to each other? they don’t even seem to like, let alone trust each other. awaiiiii just staying in a relationship that makes everyone miserable. 🙄🙄🙄

i love how jhanvi is playing the victim as if she didn’t accuse him of murdering the dude FIRST. 😂😂😂

god. they’ve managed to destroy her character too. at this point, i’m just watching this show for om and gauri. 😒😒😒

fwding through the scene and i can’t help but notice: isn’t this tall dude with the mustache the second brother on the evil goenka side from saarrthi??? yuvraj’s younger brother? i don’t remember his character’s name, but i thinkkkkkkkkkk it’s the same actor. 🤔🤔🤔

god i miss saarrthi. i should rewatch. 😗😗😗

ok so over this garbage, can this episode end already so i can go to sleep, i have work tomorrow and this show is fucking up my sleep schedule like fuck. i’ve legit started taking naps on my desk during lunch hour, that’s how exhausted i am. physically. mentally. spiritually. ecumenically. grammatically. (name that movie! 🙃🙃🙃)

oh good it’s over. thank god. lights out for me, bitch! 😴😴😴

great. more tadi bs tomorrow. yaaaaaay. 😒😒😒

i’m soooooooo fucking exhausted and ready for this crap to be over. i don’t even care how you two resolve this crap anymore. just get done with it and fuck off so i can have 25 - 30 minutes of rikara. 🙄🙄🙄