#1 why is one of my tag vent posts in the highlight thingy at the top of my tumblr page byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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#last couple things lmao (im so bored and i want to feel like im talking to someone so im writing here)#1 why is one of my tag vent posts in the highlight thingy at the top of my tumblr page byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#2 re the smoking thing -- i also think im part of that demographic of people who can only act like a real sociable living human when theyre#slightly drunk and its very unfortunate because (a) i cant always be slightly drunk (b) i dont think i want to always be slightly drunk and#(c) im on ssris so i shouldnt always be slightly drunk#unfortunately this IS something that runs in my family im almost certain *cries cutely*#idk it just sucks to feel ok -- like not even like WOOOOO PARTY but just like casual and at ease -- only when youre a lil intoxicated#like i think about these things and im v relieved ive never become addicted to drugs or alcohol. but then i look back over the last 10 years#(12 years now!!!!!!!) and there isnt a single one of them that i didnt spend fucking myself up somehow or other it just wasnt thru drugs#not even by choice either im sure if i were a little more socially adept and knew where the drugs were to be found when i was 15-16 i would#be so fucked rn#all this is to say#bro is cursed with an addictive personality (bro is me)
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