#081120

[sophys-mind]

Universal Black

-081120 2:26 a.m-

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Ok, I think that hurting for longer than 20 minutes, is worth writing today as well. I honestly thought I had stabilized, but you and I always manage to make my heart squeeze tighter and tighter. This time we talked about the future, you said I'm all clear on that, but I honestly don't know if I'll even get there, and the way things are going as far as my future plans go, I doubt I'll make it. After all, you were one of them, one of the few things I had for sure I didn't want to give up, but it doesn't seem to be the same for you, and I should have known that from when we were dating...

I hate that you are so obvious, I hate that you really aren't just that I know how to read you, I hate that you know how to do it too, I hate that even so you don't ask me, I would hate it if you asked me anyway but, I hate that I can't talk to you about it, I hate that I can't make you understand how sad and hurt I am, I hate that you go on like it's nothing, I hate that I can't do the same, I hate thinking so selfishly, I hate that we broke up, I hate that we started like this in the first place, I sincerely hate myself. ...and I honestly wish I could hate you, but I hate that I can't. 

Perhaps you do see him in your future, I can't understand that. And perhaps you don't care if I'm in it, but you already proved it to me by not even caring when I disappeared for three months from your life... 👤, I've liked you and loved you for already two and almost half years... I don't know for you how much that was or how much importance it had, but, honestly I don't know if I can change again. You said that with time people will forget you, please tell me exactly how long, in how long did you forget? Because you don't seem to remember how I changed for you...

And, again I feel sad. 

Another day where you think I go watch TikToks, or Instagram, or put myself to read manga or watch series, but in reality I'm in the bathroom suffering in silence, the only thing I know how to do. At least I'll see you again, won't I? I hope I'm okay. I hope you'll be fine. I know you will be, you always have been. I don't know if I will be, I never have been. 

...I feel cold again...

[oldshinee]

081120 - alligator farm thailand

[dailytomlinson]

Louis recent like on instagram - 08.11

[ashmarie1687]

Is August Remarkable?

Saturday, August 17, 2019 Sam drops Sassenach Spirits

Shy of a year later on Sunday, August 9, 2020 Cait drops her first promotion for Forget Me Not Scottish Gin since March. We don’t talk about August 10, and then on Monday, August 11, 2020 the first promo video for FMN is dropped.

The bottle looks the same

The logo style is similar

I don’t know if the pandemic caused a delay in release or if August was the intended month. But all of this, IMO, is quite remarkable.

[nbagifstory]

Devin Booker — Phoenix Suns

[hlupdate]

Louis’ recent instagram activity - 08/11/20

[gracefullycatherine]

The Duchess of Cambridge during the Remembrance Sunday Service on 8th November 2020

[picturesofthearsenal]

Kieran Tierney of Arsenal before the Premier League match between Arsenal and Aston Villa at Emirates Stadium on November 08, 2020 in London, England.(Photo by Stuart MacFarlane/Arsenal FC via Getty Images)

[dailyrdj]

robertdowneyjr: @chrisccuomo and I summer lovin’ and appreciating these @radpowerbikes...

[sherwynphilip]

[IG] hyundai lifestyle update on instagram | Aug. 11, 2020

IONIQ x BTS: Guess the Emoji!

#BTS #방탄소년단 @BTS_twt ✨

source: @hyundai.lifestyle

[kopzone]

[oldshinee]

081120 - alligator farm thailand

[dailytomlinson]

Perfect Now finally surpassed 10 million streams! - 08.11

[ashmarie1687]

Forget Me Not and Remember Season 1

I know Cait isn’t in a white shift but seeing her airy, white skirt, picnic and blanket, I can’t help but see a call back to when Claire went through the stones after looking at Forget Me Not flowers.

Aye, Sassenach.

[nbagifstory]

Damian Lillard — Portland Trail Blazers

[picturesofthearsenal]

Bernd Leno of Arsenal before the Premier League match between Arsenal and Aston Villa at Emirates Stadium on November 08, 2020 in London, England. (Photo by Stuart MacFarlane/Arsenal FC via Getty Images)