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conflictedenergies · 4 years ago
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5— What aesthetic-y things do you associate with your muse that you would put on a moodboard for them?
muse inspiration asks || thank you, @safrona-shadowsun !
There’s a number of different things I associate with Vy’s aesthetic. One of them is very obvious from their blog; moons. Specifically, moons in the pitch blackness of night, glowing a gentle yellow, and in any state of not full. However, there’s a couple of other things, such as:
Demonic looking creatures with a soft, yellow glow (see: biblical accurate angels).
Anything - especially peaceful stretches of forest - with a green and yellow palette. Not the kind that looks sickly, but the kind that feels warm and welcoming and sort of ethereal.
The balance between Light and Dark; sort of like Yin and Yan but with the white a glowing yellow and the black a dark, glowing purple. It’s less divided and more directly interchangeable, like an aurora borealis type mist swirling in the emptiness of space creating life itself. 
Void-y, scary creatures protecting / taking care of someone / something.
The dangers of science and knowledge but pursuing it nonetheless to make sure the people who dip into these things after won’t put themselves and their surroundings (and, by extend, the universe) in danger.
An open book, scroll, letter, or otherwise being read under candlelight during the dead of night (bonus points if it’s science-y notes).
Vials of potions - specifically green, purple, pink-ish, or yellow ones (for context: Like someone with a bad allergy has their epipen, Vy’cenin keeps vials of watered down but still fairly concentrated, pure Fel, Void, Light, and Arcane on them at all time. If, and when, their body is depleted of one, or several, of them, Vy’cenin drinks a vial or the magic type they’ve run low on. It’s a security measure they hate needing but will suffer horrendously without).
A glass of red-wine with a flare of danger (this, specifically, is a nudge at Vy’cenin’s easily addicted nature. Alcohol, drugs, and any other brain/body stimulants will always be a danger to them; a reminder of who they used to be, what they fight against every day, what they could have been, and what they can easily end up as again if they’re not careful).
Golden constructs surrounded in green mist or light, giving them an atmosphere and appearance of “used to be pure but fell to the powers of impurity”, impurity being Fel or Void. Vy doesn’t meddle with undeath.
Grotesque, small creatures being adorable and acting like puppies or kittens.
...aaand that’s all the ones I can think of at the moment. I’ve been awake for less than 3 hours, my brain isn’t awake yet haha. But this summarizes Vy’s aesthetic pretty well, I think.
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conflictedenergies · 5 years ago
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LFC :: Vy’cenin Nimblebreath
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THE BASICS — -
Full name: Vy’cenin Nimblebreath Nickname(s): Vy, Cen, Cenin, Nimble Dimble. Alias(es): Anjelona Summersong. Age: Middle-aged. Birthday: September 10th. Race: Sin’dorei. Gender & pronouns: Non-binary, they/them. Sexuality: Questioning. Marital Status: Single.
PHYSICAL APPEARANCE — -
Hair: An unruly nest of long and platinum blonde locks that may once have been silk soft to the touch. Now it’s dry and crispy, even greasy on the worse days. Eyes: Something of sickening shade of green-ish yellow that never quite stays the same. Sometimes it’s almost golden, other times a radioactive Fel green. Height: 5′4″ / 162.56 cm. Weight: 85.98 lbs / 39 kg. Build: Skinny, muscles prominent from the lack of fat on their body. Scars: None. Tattoos: A small one of the silhouettes of several flying birds in a flock on their left wrist. Piercings: A single stud earring in their left earlobe. Distinguished Traits: Heavy bags under their eyes and seemingly discoloured veins. They’re a muddy green, though the visibility of the discolouration varies. Common Accessories:
A purple cloak with hood.
Several worn hip-pouches of leather and cloth, full of herbs and various healing items.
A single armband type bracelet on their right arm.
A walking stick that quite honestly looks like Vy’cenin simply decided to pick up a fallen branch. 
PERSONAL — -
Profession(s): Retired scholar and teacher. Adventurer. Hobbie(s): Reading, learning, sight-seeing, exploring, practicing magic, doing small talk with whoever is in chatting vicinity.  Language(s): Thalassian (fluent), Common (accented but fluent), learning Gutter-speak. Skill(s): Being decent at quite a lot of things but never specialising in anything, which is especially prominent in the art of magic. Residence: Nowhere, really. Cen can no longer afford their apartment in Silvermoon. Birthplace: Silvermoon. Religion: They cannot put a name to who or what they believe in, but they do pray. They pray to the balance of the world. Patron Deity: Balance, I suppose? Fears:
Dying of hunger.
Losing Rupgup.
Having their identity forcefully changed and malformed by people who are not themself.
Anyone looking down upon them due to their body.
Their addiction chaining them to one place.
RELATIONSHIPS — -
Spouse: None. Children: None. Parents: 
Celzia Nimblebreath (mother, deceased).
Parlinan Nimblebreath (father, alive though he has disowned Vy’cenin).
Siblings: None. Other Relatives: None Vy knows of. Pets: None that they consider pets. Rupgup is more of a companion than a pet or a servant.
TRAITS — -
Extroverted / Introverted / In between /: Vy’cenin wants nothing more than to spend their days hanging out in a tavern and exchanging stories with the patrons. They’re really bad at maintaining relationships, though.
Disorganised / Organised / In between /: Them being a teacher has not helped Cen in the slightest here. Their things are constantly in a mess.
Close Minded / Open Minded / In between /: It’s their whole gig.
Calm / Anxious / In between /: Sometimes concerningly calm, Vy’cenin is extremely difficult to rile up. You could point a blade in their face and threaten their life and they’d merely blink, smile, and offer you a series of compliments.
Disagreeable / Agreeable / In between /: They fight for what is right, not to come to an agreement, though they’re very much willing to compromise if it makes sense.
Cautious / Reckless / In between /: Seeing no reason to be cautious, Vy isn’t so, yet it’s not in their nature to be entirely reckless either.
Patient / Impatient / In between /: No comment.
Outspoken / Reserved / In between /: They hide nothing except for just how bad their magic addiction and the Light and Fel conflict is killing their body inside out.
Leader / Follower / In between /: Mostly Vy’cenin doesn’t bother taking charge as there’s usually already somebody else there to handle the situation. If not, though, they’re more than willing to step up, raise their voice, and get things under control. It’s a teacher skill.
Empathetic / Apathetic / In between /: No comment.
Optimistic / Pessimistic / In between /: Cenin is mostly optimistic. There are only very few things they’re pessimistic about, but in those cases their view cannot be rocked.
Traditional / Modern / In between /: No comment.
Hard-working / Lazy / In between /: It’s difficult for them to get back into the motion of things.
Cultured / Uncultured / In between /: Part of the sin’dorei culture is literally wedged into Vy’s veins.
Loyal / Disloyal / In between /: Vy’cenin is loyal yet not loyal loyal. Though they will absolutely fight for you, they put themself first. In a sense, Cenin is selfish.
Faithful / Unfaithful / In between /: Their faith in balance is unshakeable.
Assertive / Timid / In between /: They’re truly a friendly person, yet they don’t quite act timid. Cenin consistently lean more towards being assertive but not quite in a threatening manner. Though, if needed, Vy’cenin is in no way afraid to assert their dominance.
ADDITIONAL INFORMATION — -
Smoking: Sometimes. Alcohol: Sometimes. Drugs: Does sucking magic out of crystals count? Triggers: None. Face claim: Tilda Swinton. Alignment: Neutral good / true neutral. In-game classes they take the most after: Demonology warlock and discipline priest.
ALT VERSES — -  
Pokémon: Vy’cenin is a Galarian citizen, unemployed and homeless with an Applin as a caring companion and a Corvisquire as a fierce protector. They’re looking into the balance of Pokémon typing, desperately wanting to get their hands on any information they can get on every Pokémon and every type to put together a perfectly balanced team. It’s difficult, though, when they’re as far out of society as they are.
RP HOOKS — -  
Tavern meetings: Vy’cenin is in a lot of taverns.
Magic: If your muse has any sort of magic knowledge, Vy’cenin will want to discuss it and see if they can implement the knowledge into their daily life to ease their pain.
Your muse went to school in Silvermoon or needs teaching: Vy’cenin was a teacher and will always, at heart, be one.
Horrible health: Vy’cenin’s health is absolutely terrible and they often fall asleep on the street and goes weeks only eating magically conjured food. Find Cen outside, knocked out cold, or eating a mana bun, and take action- be it cruelty or lending a helping hand.
Addiction: Vy’cenin’s magic addiction has permanently crippled them, and it has only gotten worse since the Sunwell was empowered with the Light. Help them, relate to them, something.
OOC INFORMATION — -   
where i roleplay: discord and tumblr. vy’cenin can be found at @conflictedenergies while follows and likes come from @foxfictioncentral. what im looking for:
adventure & actions rp.
angst.
connections of all sorts (business, friends, enemies, familial, lovers, what have you).
slice of life.
emotionally charged rp.
character solidifying/challenging.
long-term and short-term connections.
pre-established relationships.
what i wont do: explicit sex, self-harm, suicide, and excessive gore.
i mainly write multi-paragraphs style as i have a tendency to vomit words, but won't say no to rping with different styles. my writing is very emotion heavy, and my favorite thing to write is emotionally challenging stuff. give me all the angst, tho i write p much anything
useful links: about || relations || starter call
other muse blogs: @hugs-not-anonymous @once-upon-a-memoir
mun blogs: @foxfictioncentral @jcfoxington @arcticartings
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conflictedenergies · 5 years ago
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╳ FLAWS
moody | short-tempered | emotionally unstable | whiny | controlling | conceited | possessive | paranoid | lies | impatient | cowardly | bitter | selfish | power-hungry | greedy | lazy | judgmental | forgetful | impulsive | spiteful | stubborn | sadistic | masochistic | petty | unlucky | absent-minded | abusive | addict | aggressive | childish | callous | clingy | delusional | cocky | competitive | corrupt | cynical | cruel | depressed | deranged | egotistical | envious | insecure | insensitive | lustful | delinquent | guilt complex | reclusive | reckless | nervous | oversensitive
♔ STRENGTHS
honest | trustworthy | thoughtful | caring | brave | patient | selfless | ambitious | tolerant | lucky | intelligent | confident | focused | humble | generous | merciful | observant | wise | clever | charming | cheerful | optimistic | decisive | adaptive | calm | protective | proud | diligent | considerate | compassionate | good sportsmanship | friendly | empathetic | passionate | reliable | resourceful | sensible | sincere | witty | funny
🖌 SKILLS & HOBBIES
art | acting | astronomy | animals | archery | sports | beach combing | belly dancing | bird watching | blacksmithing | boating | calligraphy | camping | candle making | casino gambling | ceramics | racing | chess | music | cooking | crochet | weaving | knitting | exercise | swordplay | fishing | gardening | ghost hunting | ice skating | magic | engineering | building | inventing | leather-working | martial arts | meditation | origami | parkour | people watching | swimming | puppetry | pyrotechnics | quilting | reading | collecting | shopping | socializing | storytelling | writing | traveling | exotic dancing | potion brewing | tricks & trinkets | crow keeping | woodworking
Tagged by stolen from: @the-real-arcanist-val 
Tagging: @rimeforge @syn-sunspice @kolabooc ( for Curn ! ) @fel-temptation @spurnedguardian @koszmar-zycie ( Koszmar, please? ) @stonestridernerd ( Kennocha ! ) @craneweave and anyone else who’d like to steal this!
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conflictedenergies · 5 years ago
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Peacock - Are you a more flashy person, or do you like to blend in?
send me a shade of color for my oc to answer || thank you, @safrona-shadowsun !
“Neither,” Vy’cenin replies quickly and flatly. “Jewellery is rarely ever my thing, and I tend to wear either white clothing with a few bright accents or neutral shades of two colors with a few bright spots. Usually purple, orange or yellow.”
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conflictedenergies · 5 years ago
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4. Did they have any childhood enemies? Any friends? Enemies that became friends?
your muse’s backstory || thank you, @quelbound !
Vy’cenin grew up dirt poor with a broken family, and then in an orphanage where they most likely weren’t adopted. They could not afford the energy usage in making and keeping enemies, and even if they had any they cannot remember them.
I do feel like Cenin was the perfect kid to have a friend who started out as an enemy, though I cannot for the life of me put a story to the person.
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conflictedenergies · 5 years ago
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The magic within Vy’cenin’s body responds to whatever kind of magic it is they’re channeling. This means they refrain from using the Void, as it rebulses the Light and makes it lash out within them, and fires up the Fel with a need to conquer and devour; thus, increasing their pain manyfold. The Arcane is much the same, except the Light is less angry and more devoted to convert, which hurts just as much, if not more, and it’s the same with Chi and Nature. Thus, Vy’cenin, to lessen their pain as much as possible, sticks to only the Light and the Fel.
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conflictedenergies · 5 years ago
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8. If they could name the worst moment of their life, what would it be? Did this change them as a person or change how they perceived the world, themselves, and others?
your muse’s backstory || thank you, @snowfallen-nymph !
Vy’cenin can’t name a worst moment of their life but they can name the worst period in their life. Being stuck in the ruins of Silvermoon, crippled and wretched, craving life and magic.
As for the second part of the question; it most definitely have shaped and changed Vy, so much that I’m unclear about who they were prior to their essentially wretched state- which is kind of the point of the character, in a way. They lost themself and their entire life to their addiction, isolating themself to whichever place they called home and their tomes, and now they’re dragging themself out of that slump to redefine and refind themself.
Their perception of the world is... I wouldn’t say unique or self-centred, it’s simply almost like Cenin doesn’t care. They don’t care much about the world and the things that do not have a direct or indirect effect on them, even if they have opinions on them. Vy’cenin is, deep down, selfish, but not in a way that harms anyone. 
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conflictedenergies · 5 years ago
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🐙 - They are crossing the ocean. What are the circumstances and how did they get there?
get to know my character through an ask || thank you, @dae-shadowvale !
They’ve gathered information on someone who may know something about a form of magic that Vy’cenin does not already know, and they’re seeking this person out. They’re most likely by boat or airship, though boat is a lot more likely. They have an awful balance and don’t do well with heights.
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conflictedenergies · 5 years ago
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Send a 🎯 to learn a random headcanon I have for my muse
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Vy’cenin’s first encounter with a demon was when an imp was thrown in their face by a scholar who couldn’t control their summoned imp.
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conflictedenergies · 5 years ago
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Do they play an instrument? If not, have the ever wanted to learn?
muse development questions || thank you, @pumpkaboospice !
They do not, though I can absolutely see them want to learn to play the fiddle or something or the like.
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conflictedenergies · 5 years ago
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7. What is their fondest memory? Their worst?
your muse’s backstory || thank you, @quelbound !
Their fondest memory is when Miamoira came out to them, no doubt. There’s so many emotions tied to this; relating, relief they’re not the only one, wanting to ease their mind, proudness, and a deep sense of care. Now the memory is slightly tainted by bittersweet longing, but it’s nonetheless Vy’cenin’s fondest memory.
The worst memory is the Fall of Quel’thalas. How many people they failed, falling into their addiction, and letting Miamoira get hurt. 
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Amethyst Calm: How do they usually sleep, in what position? Do they like plenty of pillows, blankets and/or plush toys?
stonework headcanons || thank you, @quelbound
Curled up and around Rupgup for warmth. The more blankets and pillows the better.
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conflictedenergies · 5 years ago
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What is their morning routine like? Are they a morning person or no?
muse development questions || thank you, @quelbound !
Vy’cenin doesn’t have much of a morning routine. They’ve lived devoured in their own addiction for years and years, and all that’s really been on their mind has been sating that addiction.
Now, when they’re out in the world, getting up and how they do it entirely depends on where they are. The most routine they have is being pestered by Rupgup, and attempting to find food and clean water. They do make a point to recount what they know in relation to their goal of ridding themself of the magic battle within them, though.
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conflictedenergies · 5 years ago
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Z: Zebra1. what’s their favorite animal?2. do they like animals?
abcs of your ocs || thank you, anon !
Vy’cenin loves animals, thought they’ve never been much of a pet person. It’s more of a fascination for the different life-forms rather than a love for animals, really. However, that also means they can’t choose a favorite; they all have their own unique qualities and traits, it’s simply impossible for them to choose a favorite.
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Spider - What irrational fears do you have?
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“What irrational-?” Vy’cenin repeats, eyes snapping up to the asker before flickering off to look to the left.
An expression of mild concern and confusion slowly grows on their face as they think. They are so old they’ve long since grown out of most irrationalities, like small spiders and other insects.
“I… quite honestly don’t have much of an answer for this,” they admit. “I suppose I’m afraid any use of magic will draw me back into the addiction and I’ll lose control of my life again, but… I wouldn’t really say that’s irrational? Not in my case, at least.”
Fiddling nervously with their fingers, Vy’cenin considers some few other options. Howling winds turning out to be ghosts, bees, snakes…
Suddenly, they cringe.
“Those horned horses from Azsuna, right? I don’t know why, but they freak me out. Big, beautiful, and brutal beasts that I will under no circumstance get anywhere near. So, uh, there.”
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🍀 - Does your character carry a good luck charm? Do they believe in luck?
get to know my character through an ask || thank you, @dasacht (who i cannot tag. thanks tumblr ) !
They don’t, no. They carry around an arm ring that may have been enchanted at some point, but no longer is due to being worn off by time, but that’s about the closest they get to a “good luck“ charm. It’s very dear to them, after all
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