#.girlies I was prepped for FirstWarden/Rook and now I’m like?? Gaspard?? beautiful Gaspard!! 💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋.

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.I mean maybe?? I read it again last night and it’s clear enough to me that’s it’s the barebones of something, and my GOD my writing is so clunky and terrible like I’m so sorry girlie 😦. I’m thinking of changing up the storyline a little, maybe push it further than a month, have some smutty Gaspard/Servant or something (maybe he gets interrupted, and scolded, and hmmmm…..), maybe actually use my HoF instead of a random Mahariel. I do however know I have an issue with leaving gaps in timelines (if anyone has read Not That Kind of Man, you will see that in the later chapters it’s a constant continuation of day after day, where in the beginning it’s very spacey, which I mean kind of works with No One’s alcoholism and constant blackouts) so it’d be a big thing unless I did do time jumps.

.Oh boy…. I’m writing it already aren’t I…. 😮‍💨.

.BUT I am very 👁️🫦👁️ about Gaspard again lmao, I miss that filthy old man, move aside Jowin, my Orlesian boy is making a come back 🙌 .

.GIRL!!!!! Honestly what a Christmas miracle, two people out here eating up my Gaspard/Alistair like 😭😭 I love you girlies!!!!! I’m glad it was good research, maybe there’s more research in the works, maybe I’m thinking too much about it….. I mean HELL if I can write like ~18k nonsense almost a decade ago (oughghhhh im old) I can do it NOW 💪👹💪.