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[ofimpala]

@ fcllencngel

         Look, Dean’s been through some weird shit. He’s seen things that most people never come close to seeing. Vampires and shtrigas and creepy killer clowns. Demons and hellhounds and tricksters. You name it, he’s probably not only seen it, he’s fought it, talked shit at it, killed it. Point is, being told that he’s lost eleven years of memory shouldn’t be that weird.

         Except it is. Because he’s gone from kitschy hotels and a life on the road and hell to... this. A bunker, Sam called it, built by some alphabet dudes or some shit. It’s all dark wood and shelves upon shelves of books, Cold War era machinery -- and his own freaking room. Dean hasn’t had his own room since he was four, he’s spent his whole life thinking of the backseat of the Impala as the safest bed he’s ever slept in, and now this. Double bed, weapons slung on the wall, a few too many empty bottles on the shelf above the bed. There’s more, far more to look through, but he-- feels like he’s snooping. Can’t do it, not yet.

         The only reason he’s buying the memory loss story is because of Sam. Because Sam looks older, somehow even bigger than the lanky mop-haired idiot Dean remembers. And because Dean’s looked in a mirror, and, yeah. He’s older. Eleven years has given his face harder angles, sterner jawline, an uncompromising slant to his mouth.

         And then there’s the two other dudes in the bunker.

         That’s Castiel, he’s an angel, Sam had said, ignoring Dean’s incredulous scoff. Yeah, he really is an angel, just trust me. He pulled you out of hell, and most of the angels are kind of dicks, but Cas has been fighting on our side for a long time. And that’s Jack. He’s... uh, it’s complicated. And then he’d left the bunker in a hurry muttering something about getting more beer, but Dean’s pretty sure Sam just couldn’t figure out how to explain shit. Which, great. Awesome.

         So that’s left him sitting at the long table in what seems to be the main room, nursing an (admittedly okay) whiskey and glaring at everything in eyeline.

         And here comes Castiel. The angel. Hah. “Bachelor pads have nothing on this place, huh?” he says, somewhere between sarcastic and royally pissed off. He’s confused, he’s lost, and in Dean-language that just comes out as angry. “What, Heaven too good for you? You decided to slum it up with the humans and live the redneck trailer trash angel life?”

[birusabi]

hey! I really loved the fe3h strips you drew for each of the houses, and I was wondering if it was ok if I edited them a little to make myself a desktop wallpaper? I was looking for something 3h to replace my current one, and I'd love to have them walking across my screens!

Hi there! That’s absolutely fine by me, as long as it’s just for personal use. Thank you for liking my art! ^^

[mose-doodles]

One of my doodles for the @sheithbigbang that I did for @fcllencngels ‘s fic, don’t cry cherry bomb!

Please go give it a read if ya want some good ol’ Pre Kerb content! ❤️🖤

[ao3feed-keithshiro]

The before, the during, and the after

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2F0T7KU

by fcllencngels

Shiro and Keith spend christmas together every year.

Words: 2536, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Keith (Voltron), Shiro (Voltron)

Relationships: Keith/Shiro (Voltron)

Additional Tags: Christmas, Christmas Fluff, Galaxy Garrison, Castle of Lions - Freeform, Post-Canon, kissses and shit

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2F0T7KU

[ao3feed-voltronlegendarydefender]

The before, the during, and the after

read it on the AO3 at The before, the during, and the after

by fcllencngels

Shiro and Keith spend christmas together every year.

Words: 2536, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Keith (Voltron), Shiro (Voltron)

Relationships: Keith/Shiro (Voltron)

Additional Tags: Christmas, Christmas Fluff, Galaxy Garrison, Castle of Lions - Freeform, Post-Canon, kissses and shit

read it on the AO3 at The before, the during, and the after

[quaxslay]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Voltron: Legendary Defender Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Keith/Shiro (Voltron) Characters: Keith (Voltron), Shiro (Voltron) Additional Tags: Angst, Fluff, Pre-Kerberos Mission, Galaxy Garrison Summary:

Now Shiro was going to be gone. And Keith was terrified of closing up again. Things might never be the same.

 Keith and Shiro's (secret) relationship is only just beginning to flourish when Shiro is recruited for the Kerberos mission. Keith, who has taken so long to open up to Shiro, is afraid - he doesn't want to close himself off now that he has something special for the very first time.

for @fcllencngels (sorry it’s a little late!) I hope you enjoy it!!

[liondancer]

i was tagged by @sebulba​ , thank you so much! 

Rules: Answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 other blogs to answer as well.

tagging: @yusangdo @amaanogawa @fcllencngels @kisekigane

1. Last drink: water

2. Last phone call: my brother i guess? i didn’t pick up though bc he was trying to get lab answers off of me. 

3. Last text message: i told my mom “no” re: whether my brother called so he could be picked up from practice

4. Last song you listened to: crooked teeth by death cab for cutie

5. Time you cried: i don’t remember orz

6. Dated someone twice?: lol i’ve never dated

7. Kissed someone and regretted it? nope

8. Been cheated on? nope

9. Lost someone special? yeah

10. Been depressed? yeah

11. gotten drunk and thrown up? no

favorite colors

12. red (like a dark red)

13. blue

14. lavender

in the last year have you…

15. Made new friends? yes !

16. Fallen out of love? not sure

17. Laughed until you cried? all the time

18. Found out someone was talking about you? if i did, i don’t remember it lmao

19. Met someone who changed you? yes

20. Found out who your friends are?: i’ve known for a while

21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list?: lolnope

general

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl? all of them except for one i think?

23. Do you have any pets? nope ; o; 

24. Do you want to change your name? no, not really. i think i’m so used to my name that i can’t see myself with anything else. 

25. What did you do for your last birthday? i went to the cheesecake factory with my friends !! 

26. What time did you wake up today? 6:40 am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night? doing my homework 

28. What is something you cant wait for? graduation and being liberated from my dumbass english class

30. What are you listening to right now? "what’s normal anyway” by miguel

31. Have you ever talked to a person named tom? yeah

32. Something thats getting on your nerves? idk. my brothers?

33. Most visited website: tumblr or discord. i guess discord is more of an app though. 

34. Hair color: dark brown

35. Long or short hair: short

36. Do you have a crush on someone: not at the moment. 

37. What do you like about yourself: i’m not sure...my hands? 

38. Want any piercings? maybe a second ear piercing?

39. Blood type: B+! be positive :’)

40. Nicknames: sen

41. Relationship status: single 

42. Zodiac: gemini

43. Pronouns: they/them

44. fave tv shows: lmao they’re probably going to be mostly anime, but erased, tcw, code geass, houseki no kuni, stranger things. i can’t really think of anything else at the moment because i don’t watch TV very often.  

45. Tattoos: none

46. Right or left handed: right 

47. Ever had surgery: yeah, wisdom tooth surgery

48. Piercings: ear piercings

49. Sport: none at the moment, but i did rec swimming from elementary school up to my sophomore year of high school. 

50. Vacation: the last vacation i went on was to LA + arches national park/bryce canyon after finishing junior year. i had a lot of fun; i got to meet my dad’s extended side of the family that live in LA, see UCLA, go hiking, and watch stranger things with my cousins. even though my parents and brothers weren’t there, i think i had a lot of fun bonding with my cousins. 

51. Trainers: as in shoes? i like converse. 

more general

52. Eating: i had a biscuit w butter

54. Im about to watch: golden kamuy when it gets released

55. Waiting for: code geass season 3

56. Want: the new code geass season to be Good

57. Get married: not now LMAO

58. career: pharmacist

which is better?

59. Hugs or kisses: hugs

60. Lips or eyes: eyes

61. Shorter or taller: taller

62. Older or younger: at the moment, older. 

63. Nice arms or stomach: both, but prob nice arms ?

64. Hookup or relationship: relationship

65. Hesitant or troublemaker: both

66. Kissed a stranger: no

67. Drank hard liquor: no

68. Lost glasses: i don’t wear glasses

69. Turned someone down: no

70. Sex on first date: no 

71. Broken someones heart: don’t know, but probably not

72. Had your heart broken: nope

73.Been arrested: not yet

74. Cried when someone died: no

75. Fallen for a friend: maybe so. 

76. Yourself: 🤔

77. Miracles: i don’t believe in miracles

78. Love at first sight: no

79. Santa claus: no, LOL

80. Kiss on a first date: idk, but probably not

81. Angels: they’re pretty

other

82. Best friend’s name: k, a, g, s

83. Eye colour: brown

84. Fave movies (right now): black panther, moonlight, hero, spirit, dinosaur (2000).  

85. Fave actor: i don’t have a favorite actor

[magnusthemes]

so like, I had this issue before, and I just reset my computer and I don't remember how to fix it;;; So chrome doesn't autoplay Billy? And there's this thing for chrome that you have to turn on to make it autoplay and I was wondering if you knew what that was? Sorry to bother you

Autoplay is bad for the health of both you and the people visiting your blog.It's in settings though something about plugins, just Google how to change flash player settings

[ao3feed--sheith]

The before, the during, and the after

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2F0T7KU

by fcllencngels

Shiro and Keith spend christmas together every year.

Words: 2536, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Keith (Voltron), Shiro (Voltron)

Relationships: Keith/Shiro (Voltron)

Additional Tags: Christmas, Christmas Fluff, Galaxy Garrison, Castle of Lions - Freeform, Post-Canon, kissses and shit

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2F0T7KU

[fxllenxngelss]

Moved to @fcllencngels

[ofimpala]

@fcllencngel​ starter because hashtag the finale never happened, 18 eps sure is a weird number for a season, what a shame covid stopped them before they could make 40 solid minutes of reciprocation lmao

         His phone is vibrating again. It keeps doing that,  Sam’s name keeps popping up on the screen. It’s the seventh time now. Dean’s sure that, in a minute, it’ll be eight.

         He just can’t bring himself to answer. Can’t bring himself to do anything other than stare at the empty spot in the room where Cas was and now isn’t. He’s felt this before. This deep howling void of absolute shell-shock where all he can hear is roaring in his ears and his own panicked heartbeat. It had happened after Mary had died, once when he didn’t speak for six months afterward, once again over her empty shell. Sam; stabbed in the back, fallen into the Cage, torn apart by vamps. Charlie’s bloody lifeless corpse in a bathtub. John in that hospital bed, soul torn out. And Cas-- god, so many times. More times than he wants to remember.

         Dean thinks, maybe, that he should be used to this. Should be used to getting the people he loves torn away from him.

         But this is different. This is Cas telling him about a deal he’d never fucking mentioned before. This is Cas smiling so wide, tears in his eyes as he tells Dean things that nobody’s ever been kind enough to say about him. This is Cas looking at peace while he’s swallowed by the Empty.

         This is Cas saying I love you.

         This is Cas sacrificing himself yet again, this time explicitly for Dean. This is Cas dying because he loves Dean.

         His phone starts up again, the shorter buzzes of incoming texts.

         [Sam]: Everybody vanished          [Sam]: Jack’s still here with me          [Sam]: Dean answer your fucking phone          [Sam]: At least let me know if you’re alive

         Dean thinks of Sam earlier, pale and drawn as he’d frantically texted Eileen, how the texts had just stopped. His thumb hovers over the reply button, because he doesn’t want Sam to worry, he really doesn’t, but a glint out of the corner of his eye stops him.

         Death’s ring, lying small and so harmless looking on the concrete floor between the shelves. Her scythe, fallen awkwardly against some books. They must not have gone with her to the Empty, remaining on earth for the next Death to assume the mantle. Maybe they’ll just pop over to the next reaper that dies, but he doesn’t know how many reapers are even left. Earth might be without a Death for a while, but it’s not his fucking problem. Not right now.

         He opens up a text to Sam, and pauses. His gaze goes right back to that ring.

         He thinks about Jack saying Billie had been there when he’d woken up in the Empty. How the original Death had traveled anywhere he’d damned well pleased. He remembers the deal he made for Sam’s soul, slipping that ring on, graveyard-cold and heavy, touching the almost-dead and helping them pass on -- and he’s sure that Tessa did most of the work ferrying him around, he’s sure he didn’t get Death’s full powers. Maybe humans just can’t. Maybe it’s a time thing. Maybe he would have if he’d worn it for longer. Maybe he just hadn’t known how. Maybe maybe maybe.

         Maybe he can...

         There’s a mission at hand here, and at stake is everything. Life, free will, the entire fucking universe. Chuck needs to die; every single one of Dean’s nerve endings have been screaming that for months now, blinded with fury and loss of control. But Cas is gone, and Dean doesn’t know if they can kill Chuck without him. Doesn’t think he can grieve Cas again, not again, not when the last time had gone the way it had, at the bottom of too many bottles and nearly dead on the stairs of an abandoned house full of restless ghosts. It’d be easier if he could tell himself it’s because Cas is an important piece on the board, but it’s not just that, it’s something he’s been feeling for years and never could manage to be brave enough to face up to it--

         Before Dean can even really think or plan ahead or contemplate how immensely fucking stupid and dangerous this is, his hands are moving. First, to his phone.

         [Dean]: brb

         And then to the ring. It’s cold, sending a chill right down his spine when he slips it on, but he doesn’t suddenly sprout wings or manifest knowledge of the entire fucking cosmos. For a long minute, he’s pretty sure he just looks like a goddamn idiot waiting for something to happen. It’s only when he picks up the scythe that he spots it against the far wall: a ripple in the air like a loose thread, a weak spot between realities where the Empty had ripped it open and hadn’t bothered to patch it up quite right after.

         There’s no other course of action he can contemplate right now.

         He steps through.

         And, god, it’s-- Dean’s pretty sure a human mind was never meant to comprehend the Empty. Humans aren’t meant to be here. There’s nothingness and towering dim pillars of light and darkness, what must be angels and demons, and the noise is ear-splitting, rumbles and high-pitched whines, he doesn’t know how to find Cas or how to even begin looking, but he’s Dean Fucking Winchester so he marches forward. He spends a minute, or maybe an eternity, looking, running, hoping his brain doesn’t melt out his fucking ears before he catches a glimpse, a half-formed note of a familiar noise, and then--

         Everything shifts. He tumbles down through flashes of memory like Alice down the hole to Wonderland, flashes of angel wings burned into a field and Lucifer’s burning red eyes, and Dean thinks he spends time there calling Cas’ name, but he can’t say for sure. There’s a house, then, and Cas-- no, it’s Jimmy, the lines of his face are softer, and something’s circling.

         Something enormous and bright, something that, much like the Empty, Dean can’t comprehend. He sees it in dizzying half-glimpses, churning grace and twisting animal heads and gleaming ink-dark feathers.

         It’s Cas. He knows it. Knows it deep in his soul and his fucking bones.

         Dean will never be able to explain how he reaches out and grabs that celestial entity, skyscraper-massive and millions of years old, but he does it. He grabs Cas like he’s an errant puppy, tangles his fingers in what might be a feathered wing or a zebra’s mane or a spinning wheel or maybe all of them at once, and yanks.

         And proceeds to bounce right off the bunker’s warding -- maybe he’s a little bit other than Dean with the ring on, different enough that his energy signature’s changed -- and into the gravel and trees outside. He thinks his eyes might be bleeding from those tiny glimpses of true form, knows his impact into a tree scraped him up, but it’s nothing compared to the agonizing jolt of relief (he did it) and fear (oh fuck what if he did it wrong) he feels when he sees Cas sprawled out on the bunker’s winding driveway.

         “Cas.” It comes out a whisper, a croak, because what if he did something wrong, what if he brought back an empty shell like Mary was, what if Cas wanted to stay in the Empty. “Fuck, Cas--”

         Dean scrambles, dropping to his knees beside Cas’ prone form, curling a hand underneath the lax curve of his neck to lift his head, the other hand on a too-still shoulder, shaking him. “C’mon, come on, wake the fuck up.” The words want to be an authoritative bark; they come out far too wobbly for that. “You have to be alright or I’ll kill you myself for pulling that shit, Cas.”

[fcllencngels]

I changed my username from fxllenxngelss to fcllencngels, so that all my accounts would be uniform. 

So my instagram, twitter, AO3, and basically everything have been changed!

[ao3feed-keithshiro]

Dashing through the Years

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2DjedQO

by fcllencngels

Keith has spent twelve Christmases with Shiro.

And he's loved them all

Words: 4570, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Keith (Voltron), Shiro (Voltron), Pidge | Katie Holt, Lance (Voltron), Hunk (Voltron), Allura (Voltron), Coran (Voltron), Iverson (Voltron), Professor Montgomery (Voltron)

Relationships: Keith/Shiro (Voltron)

Additional Tags: Sheith Secret Santa 2017, collection of drabbles, ish

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2DjedQO

[ao3feed-keithshiro]

devoid

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2wVSWtn

by fcllencngels

Keith lived life without Shiro, but Shiro never expected to do the same.

Words: 1519, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Major Character Death

Categories: M/M

Characters: Matthew Holt, Pidge | Katie Holt, Allura (Voltron), Keith (Voltron), Shiro (Voltron), Lance (Voltron), Kolivan (Voltron)

Relationships: Keith/Shiro (Voltron)

Additional Tags: Post Season 4, AU where Keith dies, um yeah, I tried to do the, Angst

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2wVSWtn

[ao3feed-keithshiro]

starry memories

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2yHoXZA

by fcllencngels

Shiro can't remember much. But he can remember one thing, and that's all that matters

Words: 876, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Keith (Voltron), Shiro (Voltron)

Relationships: Keith/Shiro (Voltron)

Additional Tags: Birthday Wishes, Lost Memories, Stargazing, gay ig idk

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2yHoXZA

[ao3feed-keithshiro]

Reason d'etre

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2xFq90J

by fcllencngels

After his years of service, Shiro's life should have been simple and peaceful. When he and Matt decided to settle in Massachusetts - mostly to keep an eye on Matt's younger sister, Katie - Shiro had agreed.

His life was peaceful, and he had everything he had wanted during the war.

But it felt empty

After becoming a history professor, Shiro gained the opportunity to go on an extensive trip overseas for his research. He goes alone, expecting his trip to South Korea to be filled with boredom and extensive paperwork.

He had never expected to find love.

Words: 4039, Chapters: 1/7, Language: English

Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Major Character Death

Categories: M/M

Characters: Shiro (Voltron), Keith (Voltron), Lance (Voltron), Hunk (Voltron), Pidge | Katie Holt, Pidge | Katie Holt's Family, Lotor (Voltron)

Relationships: Keith/Shiro (Voltron)

Additional Tags: Sheith Big Bang 2017, hahahahhaha this is so late, Time Travel, Korean Keith (Voltron), Japanese Shiro (Voltron), Korean War, ish, Mentions of Rape, Japanese Occupation, 1930s, Explosions, Violence, Guns, Angst

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2xFq90J