#...you can tell where the pieces connect it's not very good OTL

[dreadark]

forbidden hd elmott

[starspatter]

ok now you do all the fic meme answers (or whichever ones you're comfortable with answering) :)

1. approximately how many fics would you say you read in a year?

Not a whole lot, tbh. Depends on my mood. Maybe 20?

2. approximately how many fics would you say you write in a year?

I tend to write in bursts, so I can spend a year spitting stuff out (though they then stay in drafts forever >.>; ), and then nothing for a long time lol.

3. what’s one character that you write in fics or rp that has changed your life, one that you couldn’t do without?

DCAU Timothy Drake/Timmy Todd ='3

4. what’s your favorite au premise?

I'm always interested in the Justice Lords verse, though I do miss my friend's and my "Domestic SuperBats AU" where Bruce and Clark are married with Kara as Clark's daughter and all the Robins and Batgirl are adopted. <3

5. what’s the optimal wordcount for a fic? (it, of course, depends. but what do you like?)

I like short drabbles I can read quickly, but if I'm going to sink my teeth into a chapter fic then I don't really have a preference as to length - just the hope it will eventually be finished.

6. describe a fic that has or would bring you to tears. links appreciated.

I know I gushed about it at the time, but I'm still appreciative of "Acceptable Losses" you wrote from my suggestion prompt, since you hit me hard with the surprise "Red" connection. ;~; It's a really important symbol in my other big fandom fixation, expressly being the "color of heroes". ;o

More recently is "Performance Piece" by fight_knight, which I've mentioned before but is an intriguing take on DCAU and comics Tim switching places post-RotJ. Specifically though, Chapter 8 got me good since it also surprised me by lining up almost exactly with a headcanon I have of Steph being the only one DCAU Timmy allows to cut his hair, but I couldn't fit it into my own fic so I'm happy someone else (sorta) did it. ='> (I hope the author does continue someday...)

Aside, I had actually wanted to use this opportunity to plug this fic to you since I don't recall if I ever shared it before, but it looks like the author deleted... OTL

7. describe a fic that has or would make you smile very hard and bury your face into your pillow / potentially scream a little bit. links appreciated.

If someone other than me were to write fluffy (or angsty) DCAU TimSteph I would die tbh.

8. what kind of fic do you like to read at 3am? be as specific as you dare…

Honestly probably my own fic draft since I still go back and revise chapters and that's typically the only time I have to do so.

9. what’s a fic you’ve thought of while you were drifting off to sleep?

See above.

10. what’s a huge fic project that you’ve always wanted to work on but never can find the time?

My old ItsuHaru fic for my first OTP from The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya (and my even older idea for a Gary Oak x Molly Hale fic from Pok��mon, which I suppose actually predates the former in terms of "OTP" obsession *shot*)

11. what’s a fic you’ve thought of while showering/bathing?

Uh... Don't think I typically do so during that time? o.o;

12. what’s your go-to plot bunny and/or trope when you’re daydreaming?

Anything to do with my ships: DCAU TimSteph, ItsuHaru, and ShinAyaki are currently the main ones, tho I also entertain some crack/crossover rarepairs on occasion.

13. make up a fic title for a brand new fic you’ve never thought of before.

Not really new, but I've always wanted to use the title "Lights Fantastic" for something but could never think of what.

14. tell us about a fanon misconception that often shows up in fic about one of your favorite characters, and why it’s completely wrong

all the JayTim in RotJ fics or comicverse AUs in general but I usually just ignore those

15. do you experience synesthesia when you write? what about when you read?

No.

16. have you ever written something fluffy that made you feel happy, then pulled back because you didn’t want to get comments about writing something ooc? any other situations similar to this come up?

Not so much fluffy, but tbh I always wondered/worried if Tim cries too much in my fic, now even more so from your answers lol. ^^; (It does happen less so later on as he continues his recovery, fwiw.) In general I get concerned about writing DC characters OoC in any capacity since I didn't grow up with them - especially when it comes to the comics as I know even less about those versions. =x (Also some of the more... controversial scenes/ships in my stories. *cough*)

17. if a 12 or 13 y/o approached you for advice on starting to write and publish fanfiction (whether for personal enjoyment or in a friendly, age-appropriate public/internet space), what would you teach them?

I'd say don't let motivation slip away. If you're interested and inspiration strikes then go for it. Just write for your own enjoyment, and don't let outside circumstances stop/discourage you.

18. what’s a very small headcanon that you have that could easily be a novel-length fic if you had the time?

Idk about novel-length but I still like the idea of Veronica Vreeland having a crush on Bruce/being the "princess" type who promises to marry him as kids. Their parents would arrange playdates when young, and being the spoiled brat she is one day she sees a bunny in Bruce's garden and goes all Veruca Salt, demanding her daddy to get it for her. Bruce points out though it has a partner, and his dad/mom told him "rabbits can die of loneliness". That's when she decides she's fallen in love/is determined to wed her "prince" someday, and tries to confess to him by making a snow bunny - unknowingly right after his parents' deaths - but he ends up hurting her feelings like in this scene from Kanon. ;(

She watches over him from a distance as they grow up, how he refuses to play with her anymore and retreats from high society. Even when he eventually returns to the rich Gothamite circle and agrees to host/attend parties with her he still constantly pushes her away, keeping at arm's length for some reason. Until one day he suddenly grows sullen and morose again, completely shutting himself off and becoming a recluse, even letting his company fall to ruin... When she goes to visit him in the future after figuring out he's the one who saved her daughter for his final act as Batman, he still rebuffs her efforts to get him to come out and engage with others, so she repeats those words back to him before sadly leaving: "Rabbits can die of loneliness, you know."

19. who’s that character and what is a specific canon moment for that character that you can talk about for centuries and just never ever get tired of it?

DCAU Timmy and really any of his moments in the tie-in comics since they're criminally unknown (pun not intended), although for within the show itself the "Never Fear" and "Growing Pains" eps also count.

20. have you tried to get people in your life on board with your fanfiction or is it all super secret because they’d never understand?

I mean I'm still waiting for a friend to read my fics but as for other non-writers then no.

21. hurt/comfort specific: have you ever written a hurt/comfort fic that reflected something that you have personally been through in your life?

No comment.

[queenharumiura]

♛ be gentle with me—

Please let this be the last one. My arms/hands are actually dying. I won’t accept any more after I post this. OTL||||||||||| //have pity on me please

my opinion on;

character in general: //breaths in deep I LOVE HIBARI KYOUYA!!!!!!!!! Honestly, let’s not get me started on how much I love him like... just don’t. It’s a rough ride, yo. Seriously though, Hibari is a fun character. I also really like his design like hello gorgeous piece of man //pet pet pets the screen ahahahahahaahah. I also love the gap moe kinda thing with how he loves his animals and they all love him back. It breaks my heart all the time like omg. NEVER FORGET THE REGENT HIBIRD. NEVER FORGET ROLL FREAKING OUT AS HE’S FALLING AND HIBARI JUST SMILES AT HIM LIKE ALKJSDFLAJSF HELLO 911? I NEED HELP.

Basically: My love for Hibari cannot truly be described with words and I’d need a readmore from the very first question if I were to go all out so let’s not. 

how they play them: Google voice-Did you mean: How does Hibari torment Haru? lolol okay jokes aside, the mun puts a lot of effort into rp’ing as Hibari. Whenever I see him on my dash I like to take a moment to read. I like the way that he uses a lot of vocabulary and a lot of descriptions. I make a point to note this because I personally struggle with that. My style is more simplistic and I sometimes forget to use descriptions. Therefore I really like his writing style. Aside from that, I feel as though the style greatly reflects Hibari as a character. It suits him. 

He takes RP’ing seriously and that is very commendable. You can tell this is true with how much effort he puts into not only his threads but also his meme answers. The ones that ask about HC things, they are really long and indepth so I really respect that. I often go short on those bc lazy. I’m too lazy for my own good and yet for ‘truthful memes’ I’m like okay. //sits down and cracks neck. I’M READY. The Hibari played exhibits a lot of traits that I also believe him to have. Like though he is a rough guy to be around, he understands that one must at least be civil to the ladies. He understands that when there is no animosity being shown, he can try to be civil back. 

The fact that though he’s very aloof and seemingly uncaring, he does. He’s attentive in his own way and understands social customs. I just feel as though I can identify the Hibari to fitting with how I see Hibari so that really pleases me. He also is a bit different from how I’ve seen some other Hibari muses being played and again, VARIIIIEEEETTTYYY. GOTTA LOVE IT. Pretty sure I’ve talked about variety in like each and every single one of these memes. lolthe mun: FRRIIIIIIEEEEEND!! Since this meme requires brutal honesty, I will admit that I always struggle to remember the nickname. It’s Kiril/Kirill right? In my heart I call you both Lan and Hibari. Yes, much like I am Haru to you, you are Hibari to me. YEEUUUUP. I love talking to you on tumblr and on skype (when I can remember to log on lol). I always find it cute when you offer things like truffles and such. It makes me feel like i’m being spoiled a bit and that’s always a fun time. ^^ 

Whenever I reblog anything that looks like fun I know that I can expect to see you there in my ask eventually. (I was actually waiting for you to come in for this one XD) If I reblog anything that requires me to write out a drabble of any kind, I know for a fact with like 90% certainty that you’ll request one like you say often ‘because you are a greedy dragon’. I actually enjoy that since I love writing, particularly drabbles. I absolutely adore the ones that I write for your Hibari so it brings me much joy to write them. 

I particularly really like the way that you are affectionate, and you openly state that you love my Haru (and my extension myself) and to me that’s high praise. Anyone who loves my Haru just deserves all my love to be honest. So being told that I remind you of Haru just means so much to me like wow. Is this the Emmies? Where is my trophy? Of course, I always thought of you as Hibari as well so ironically we both remind each other of muses. 

do i;

follow them: HEEEEELLLL YEAAAHH!!!!rp with them: That I dowant to rp with them: If that is to mean would I like to rp with all kinds of threads including on other blogs? Sure sure! I’m always willing to try something new!ship their character with mine: //sweats bullets Okay, the mun himself knows that I absolutely love 1886, and every once in a while I get linked art and it just gives me life. Like yes. This is my legacy. Offer me tributes of 1886 art. Yes please. Good stuff. I’m pleased. 

Now in terms of shipping with his Hibari (which i’m sure that is what this question is really referring to) then I’m honestly kind of on the fence with it. I could see it happening, but at the same time-- I’m not too sure how well it would work out. For me, I need to like the character, get along with the mun, and feel a connection between the characters. So far, we have 2/3 of the criteria. I get along very well with the mun and I love Hibari. The way he’s portrayed in this blog also has a special place in my heart. Since these two are still kind of in the acquaintance stage I can’t really tell if they have a connection or not so I’d have to say that while I ship 1886, I don’t particularly ship our two muses together. If it were to happen, then I’m all for it. If not, i’m more than happy to just bug Hibari or allow Hibari to bug Haru. XD

what is my;

overall opinion: This is is kinda long isn’t it? Let’s use a cut this time: 

AHHHH my good friend Hibari who plays Hibari. //laughs

Really though, thank you for giving me the opportunity to talk to you and to interact with your Hibari. I don’t think I told you this ever, but since this a meme telling me to be ‘brutally’ honest, I gotta let everything I can think of out. 

Did you know that I originally thought that you hated me and I was just like ‘but whyyyyyyyyyy? QAQ’ The reason for this is because you did follow me, but then unfollowed me and followed again. To ONLY UNFOLLOW ONCE MORE. I was like ‘DUDE???? LIKE DECIDE PLEASE? MY POOR  HEART??????’ You did contact me later saying that you were having issues and then after that I was like: “Oh okay you’re not doing this on purpose? I can live.” I seriously thought you hated me to be unfollowing me so often. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL So yeah, I actually was very very afraid of you in the beginning like you don’t understand. 

Then as I got to know you, I was like ‘yo did person is like hella nice and hella affectionate? Hell yeah I’ll take truffles. Hell yes i’ll take bear hugs!!’ 

Hugs= instantly you raise up in the ranks of friendship. No joke.

I always find it a very comforting thing when people give out hugs, primarily if they are the ones to give out hugs first. It just makes me think: “wow this person likes me enough to initiate the hugging instead of me asking for one? 80!!!!!!!”

It’s always wonderful to see you enjoying the different meme responses I give. Either you laugh at things or you just find things really cute. I write things usually hoping for a particular reaction. Some answers I write looking for laughter, some I write hoping you’ll find them cute, etc. You always seem to zoom in on what I’m going for so I really appreciate that. 

We’ve also done a lot of talking in ask and on skype of various things and we feel the same way about various things so I trust you a lot as an RP’er to be fair to people. 

So all in all, I’m very VERY happy that I’ve met you and i’m absolutely always grateful that you were willing to give me and Haru a chance. 

ANYONE WHO LOVES HARU OR GIVES HARU A CHANCE INSTANTLY GETS MY LOVE 

//chucks chocolate at you

Never forget, no matter what happens in life, remember that Haru and I are always cheering you on! Do your best, me friend!

[houseofneri]

persona is technically a series so: persona? (also rwby?)

I’ll put them under a read-more so I don’t have a long-ass post bothering people.

PERSONA

(For the record, I’ve only played Innocent Sin and P3P, and know bits and pieces about the other games)

Favorite character

MITSURU KIRIJOOOOOOO. I had a feeling I would love her before even playing the game and I was never proven wrong. I was really sad that I couldn’t complete her Social Link before beating the game… weeps.

Second favorite character

Probably Eikichi from the second game. He’s fun, wonderful and really under-rated. And he used to draw!! I wish he didn’t stop!! Shout-out to Koromaru and Aigis.

Least favorite character

There’s a couple of Social Link characters in P3P that are kinda ehhhh. I also wasn’t huge on Junpei outside of the Chidori stuff.

The character I’m most like

Probably Fuuka and Chihiro.

Favorite pairing

I don’t know… I don’t have strong shippy feelings about this series. I was pretty fond of the relationships between Natsuki and Fuuka, and Mitsuru and Yukari. (Natsuki and Fuuka’s caught me by surprise; I was really grateful that Mitsuru and Yukari became as close as they did. I didn’t want Yukari to hate her the whole game.)

For IS, I was also really happy that Eikichi and Miyabi seemed to have ended up together too. Their relationship was cute. Shout-out to Tatsuya and Jun, and Yukki and Anna.

When I don’t have a major ship that I like there’s just a lot of minor ships I could mention lmao

Least favorite pairing

I thought P3P was gonna have Yukari and Junpei end up together… man… lmao.

Favorite moment

P3P: Yukari and Mitsuru having that first major bonding moment was solid (minus the slap, I feel awkward about that shit OTL). Also at the end, when everyone is giving Minato their boost, I always love moments like that in games. I cried when Shinjiro was heard. A couple of the social links were also really good, like the Sun and the one with the old couple.

IS: I know there were some emotional moments that I had like in P3P but… I can’t remember exactly… Maya’s speech with that suicidal girl was solid, her optimism is stellar. Lisa standing up for herself about not being able to speak English during that whole girl group thing left an impact on me too. And I’m sorry Eikichi, but the scenes where he’s a butt monkey were pretty hilarious too.

Rating out of 10

7/10

It’s kind of hard to judge the series as a whole because, like Final Fantasy, the games vary quite a bit in terms of characters, story and gameplay. IS had a pretty wild story and a style of gameplay that would probably frustrate some people (especially if they’ve played the later games first, I imagine), but there are solid messages, characters and character development too. And even though the story is wild I think people could still enjoy it, haha.

For the third game, well, this is probably kind of stupid, but I went in with some pretty high expectations, but finished the game thinking that it wasn’t as great as I was made to believe with its popularity. At least with the story. I remember feeling like it took a while for it to get started, and then… I don’t know. The pacing is kind of weird because of the calendar, I guess.

There are also things that the older games have that the new ones don’t, but it’s stuff that’s been said before by other people.

RWBY

Favorite character

Pyrrha hasn’t been eclipsed yet, but if I had to pick a living character, probably Ren.

Second favorite character

Penny.

Least favorite character

Ugh… lmao. Cinder, for ruining MY LIFE.

Although tbh… even though I can sympathize for the guy, I never cared a lot for Qrow. 

The character I’m most like

Probably Ruby… I used to connect with her in a lot of little ways, but I don’t know anymore.

Favorite pairing

Arkos… or I guess presently in the show, Bumbleby or Team Sloth. For the former, there seem to be implications that it could actually happen now (and it looks like Blake’s reunion with Team RWBY is coming up soon). For the latter… they don’t seem to be official yet? Can they do something about that??

Least favorite pairing

It used to always be Jaune/Ruby… although due to Recent Events in the show (I’m talking episode 11; I haven’t seen 12 yet) I will be kind of cheesed if Jaune/Weiss ends up happening. I don’t know why they kept making that a thing in RWBY Chibi either.

Favorite moment

A bunch… the scene where Penny tells Ruby that she’s a robot was very sweet. A bunch of the group fights in the earlier volumes (VS the giant Nevermore, and Roman in the mech). The JNPR team attack names moment in the Vytal Festival lmao. 

Rating out of 10

If you asked me this 3 years ago, I probably would have said 8 or 9 out of 10, because while I could acknowledge the shows flaws, I still found a lot of things to like about it and it was really enjoyable to watch. But since the start of volume 4, my feelings have changed a lot. In essence, the show just feels really bland to me now and it’s hard for me to watch it at all (some emotional baggage with the show doesn’t really help OTL). I actually put off watching Volume 5 until this past Sunday, and I wasn’t satisfied with what I watched then either.

I know I still reblog a lot of RWBY stuff on here and whatnot, but yeah… for me, the rating is a lot lower than what it used to be.

Thanks anon!