#...does this count as anti percy? i don't know

[crossdressingdeath]

The thing that bothers me most about the fandom acting like Percy and Nico have this really close, sweet, mutually supportive relationship that's usually actually Jason and Nico's relationship with Percy slapped on top but never mind that is... honestly for me the most compelling part of their relationship is just how incredibly fucked it is? It's this one-sided unhealthy mess that's leading Nico further and further down a path of self-destruction and the whole time he knows he is never going to get out of it anywhere near what he's putting in but he can't stop himself (even though some of his thoughts in BoO suggest he wants to) and Percy seems at best only vaguely aware of how badly he's hurting this person who's only ever wanted to help him, but neither of them are bad people. It's an unhealthy relationship where both the people involved are fundamentally good people who do not want to hurt anyone. Their relationship is not mutually supportive or even all that close, and is frankly hanging on by a thread made entirely of messy history that occasionally feels like the aftermath of a bad breakup without them ever actually dating (you can't tell me that Percy talking shit about Nico while the Argo II was en route to rescue him and despite the members of the Seven who didn't know Nico already distrusting him doesn't have just a few "ex-boyfriend who's still kind of bitter about it" vibes)! And neither of them are happy with this situation, but neither of them know how to take the first step towards fixing it! That's something you don't see very often in kids' media!

Now, I don't know how much of that was intentional on Rick's part (the bit where the writing lowkey suggests that the only thing messing up their relationship is Nico not having told Percy that he used to have a crush on him makes me just a little uncomfortable and I hope TSatS goes more into all the other stuff between them, for example Percy making zero attempts to defend Nico when Leo and Jason question his loyalties and in fact almost certainly making things worse with the disturbing stories he canonically told them about Nico, which I am literally never going to be over). But I find Nico and Percy's canon dynamic fascinating, because it shows sides of them that we don't usually get to see. Percy's treatment of Nico shows a dark side to his devotion to His Group Specifically (what happens if you're not considered part of Percy's group specifically? Percy's got some really strong "fuck you, got mine" energy at times that does not get acknowledged enough) that can only be showcased with a character like Nico who's vitally important but not technically part of the group! Meanwhile Nico's unfaltering loyalty and devotion to Percy even though he knows it's bad for him and even though he hates himself for it says a lot about him as a person (and I'd argue gives more of a hint about his actual fatal flaw than Bianca's little talk about grudges does; this boy's fatal flaw is self-sacrifice, not holding grudges, and I will die on this hill)! And it just feels like a shame to drop that for your standard protective older brother dynamic that doesn't fit the established relationship at all, especially when half the time it feels like the people doing this just don't want to acknowledge that Percy isn't perfect all the time outside of minor Protagonist Flaws like being mildly insecure at times and being a little dense. Basically I want more fucked up relationships where both parties are good people who haven't got a single solitary idea how to fix it but don't want to take the massive step of cutting the relationship off entirely and trying to rebuild it from the ground up! Stop taking away one of the really good examples of that I've got, dammit!

[1-800-headmates]

welcome to 1-800-headmates!

we are another build a headmate blog!

requests are CLOSED!

we are anti-rad.queer and anti-trans.id. leave.

all info + dni under the cut ^^

this blog is run by two mods!

mod ideal is bodily 21 and has both a neurogenic monocon median system named the abstract system and an endogenic polycon system named the ideal system! please use plural they/them to refer to them unless members state otherwise! you can find them over on @idealism-world! their favorite aesthetics are weirdcore and webcore <3

mod sewers is bodily 22 and is a polyfrag DID system with mixed origins alters named the sewer system! please use collective he/it/any for mod sewers unless member state otherwise! its favorite aesthetics are scenecore and old webcore!

mod ideal and mod sewers are dating <333

this blog has nothing to do with selling headmates and does not believe in system hopping.

for your request, be as specific or as vague as you'd like! you can say "can i get a fictive of (so-and-so) please" or something like "can i get a 18 yr old split fictive of X and Y who has ghost and cat themed pronouns and genders please" both these are fine, no ask format needed!

we will not do factives (sorry!) but we will do fictives of media we know, which includes:

BUNGOU STRAY DOGS, danganronpa, persona series (especially 5), chainsaw man, needy streamer overload, homestuck, doki doki literature club, borderlands, creepypasta, slenderverse, marble hornets, regretevator, pet simulator 99, my little pony, the world ends with you, yugioh (specifically duel monsters or season 0/the toei anime), death note, percy jackson (pjo + hoo), steven universe, invader zim, boku no hero academia, pokemon (all pokemon, and we can try humans)

these are in no particular order and range from past and current hyperfixes to media we've consumed enough of to feel confident making headmates for, except bungou stray dogs, which is our mutual hyperfixation. request bungou stray dogs please 🙏🙏🙏

also we will not do god/above god related headmates for alterhuman reasons, sorry! fictives of god or godlike characters are fine. gods from mythology do not count as characters and we won't do those, but we can do inspired ones :>

here's our format!

* means you have to request these to be added, or else they'll be left out! you can request for any parts to be left out though!

Name(s):

Age:

Pronouns:

*Orientation:

Gender(s):

Likes:

Dislikes:

*Identity: (desirdae/dissomei/alter flags/etc!)

*Kins: (you can specify if you want fictionkins or otherkins, if you just say kins we'll do both!)

*Emoji(s):

*Typing quirk:

*Music: (could be bands or a few song!)

Faceclaim/Moodboard:

we won't assign headmates roles but you can ask for specific personalities that are similar! (ex. if you want a caregiver you can ask for someone caring and responsible)

mod sewers will sometimes do art for headmates!

any headmates requested here are okay to form by default! if you would like to ask that a requested headmate not be replicated outside your system, please add that in your original request ask!

if someone asks that, please don't actively try to form them! however please keep in mind that we have no way of enforcing this rule and also accidental formings happen and if you accidentally form someone requested to not be shared, that is alright :)

if you do form alters from this blog we greatly appreciate asks or reblogs letting us know and how it’s going and from the formed alters specifically are also very nice !!! :D

also if you do form sysmates from this blog feel free to use this userbox and/or @ us in posts about them! credit is completely optional (bc like. thats a person now and theyll obviously change a lot from original design) but i would request at least a like or reblog cuz they make us happy

do not interact

rad.queers, rad.queers neutrals, anti endos, proshippers, zionists, anti contridicatary labels, anti self-dx, anti mogai, people who believe in "trans.androphobia" and fakeclaimers.

[0zeeraa0]

✮ You can call me Zera or Z or even Ren

✮ She/Her (cis girl) (i think...)

✮ 2006 (adult for those who are lazy to count)

✮ AroAce spectrum 🧡💛🤍🩵💙

✮ Autism/ADHD 🌈♾️

✮ Romanian 🇷🇴

✮ First language is Hungarian though 🇭🇺

✮ Atheist (ex ortodox. RIP)

✮ Free Palestine! 🍉

⭑ transphobes

⭑ homophobes

⭑ racists

⭑ zionists

⭑ radfems

⭑ sexist

⭑ ableists

⭑ religious zealots

⭑ AI defenders

⭑ capitalists

⭑ HOOD team black fans (yall are obnoxious)

⭑swifties (wont explain)

⭑ fandom puritans/antis

I AM AWARE THAT THIS WON'T ACTUALLY STOP ANYONE FROM INTERACTING.

ITS MORE OF A "FUCK YOU" STATEMENT.

and also letting gay, trans, poc, disabled and other minority groups that may see my blog that they will not be harassed by me

(btw why the fuck does the red text option have to be sooo orange. EW)

★ this blog is mostly for things that I find funny, interesting or such

★ sometimes though I will pots about/reblog things that I believe should be shared with more people (ex. the genocide in Gaza)

★ other than that my blog includes said generic funny and interesting tumblr things that come up on my feed from the people I follow,

★ and also fandom stuff (including but not limited to: Homestuck, FNAF, JJBA, ATLA, Percy Jackson, Death Note, Hannibal, Total Drama, Stardew Valley, ASOIAF, Tolkien, DC and more)

★ expect no consistency, my interests sift around more than I do in my sleep (and yet I still manage to wake up upside down on the bed at least thrice a week)

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO END THIS POST SOO... LIKE... FOLLOW ME IF YOU DARE.

[damian-the-prince-of-demons]

rules: answer 20 questions then tag 20 (give or take) followers you wanna get to know better! tagged by: @the-silver-rose-kunoichi

name: Cameron  nickname: M.M, Lucy Lu, minny, whatever other names some give me. I don’t mind. Lol height: 70 inches nationality: African American, German, Native American favorite fruit: Peaches, Pineapples favorite season: fall, Summer, favorite smell: hot cocoa, Food in general, Is lavender a scent favorite color(s): Black (I know its a shade don't @me), Red favorite animals: Wolves, Dogs, Big Cats, Sharks, ETC. (I really like animals)  tea, coffee, hot cocoa: hot cocoa average hours of sleep: either between 5 and 6., sometimes 4 due to my work dogs or cats: I'm a dog person, but I can work with a cat dream trip: Japan, Germany, Africa, or Australia when my blog was created: To be honest I can't remember # of followers: 510 random fact: I may seem like a nice person but if you get to know me I turn out to be a very anti-social asshole mostly to just friends or people I deem to deserve it. favorite food: Pizza, Brownies, Mac and Cheese, Chicken, Steak, Rice, FOOD favorite t.v. show: I don't really watch TV unless anime counts.  favorite movie: Jurrasic Park favorite vine: It’s dead so does it matter sexuality: straight gender: Male favorite book series: Gotta say the Percy Jackson Books or Harry Potter Books and Manga of course favorite video game(s): Don’t even get me started on Video games I play way too many for my own good. PC mostly nowadays and PS4 sometimes.  favorite subject: Computers, Science, and I guess Math favorite fandoms: I don't really put myself into any fandoms though I like things.  favorite superhero: Spiderman MARVEL FOR LIFE (just an opinion) Batman is cool too guys or girls: Girls celebrity crush: Hmm that’s hard.  last time I cried: I honestly don't remember this at all. It’ been far too long hair color: Black eye color: Dark Brown what I should be doing: Maintain the good vibes and progress into SWOLL STATUS 

tagging 20 people: @musesoftani @kaylynloveslife @machiyuu-wishes and whoever else wants to do this stuff.