#.... that everyboy was a typo that i dont wanna fix actually
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yeah i dont really consider myself that socially anxious anymore [<- speaks on the phone about grownup things for 15 minutes and my fingertips start to sweat]
#I LOVE HAVING A BODY#särmäs sermons#good news everyboy i have acquired a summer job :) now if i only figured out what im gonna do once autumn rolls around....#.... that everyboy was a typo that i dont wanna fix actually#i still have to apply to schooling . tho im not sure if i HAVE to do it or if its just advised or whatever. i do want to its just that#i still dont know what the hell i wanna do. i had a little expedition at a woodworking/carpenter school#~vocational school~ that is. and im running outta time to apply so i could start in august.#seemed pretty fun seemed like the sorta thing i might WANT to do#but ive been noticing this. Thing. in my brain where nothing is fucking sticking to it#i dont know how to learn and also to keep that knowledge. cant see myself learning how to use all those big scary machines.#its really fucking with my confidence to even applyyyy even tho all the people there were so nice and confident that anyone could learnnnnn#oh well. these are my problems. there are others but i'll spiral about them once theyre more timely and relevant lmao#DO WE THINK I SHOULD TRY GETTING MY ASS TO SPEAK WITH A PROFESSIONAL
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