#...;;; like. the stars and moon and my own fucking exhaustion are perfectly alligned for this to be a optimal time to get the fuck out of
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#like tbh the chances are so high that even if i somehow manage to get this degree im going to just#kill myself right after. like highschool plants 2.0 but this time ive learned enough#to not end up in a ward but end up dead#like what exactly does it matter. if its the end of this year or this month????????#....... i feel like itd be so much better for everyone#id get my rest lmao. and my family wouldn't have to watch me be a useless pieve of shit faliure my entire life only becoming more of a#dissapointment with each year#literally its such a good deal it sure as fuck is better than the alternative#of what? staying alive and killing myself later? maybe now i can still die with a shread of dignity#it would be great timing too bc theres so few people i talk to especially in person that it really Is a great time to commit suicide#whats kept me in the past is like. living for other ppl lol. not only is that god bless not much of an issue rn but i dont even know if i#have that drive anymore#. and like. im not?? actually needed lmao like end of day it doesnt make much difference if im here or not and considering how much of a#mess i am most times. if anything it probably makes a bad difference#...;;; like. the stars and moon and my own fucking exhaustion are perfectly alligned for this to be a optimal time to get the fuck out of#this life
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