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bluedestinybluebird · 8 months ago

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My toxic trait is thinking about how cool my life would be if a tiny thing I've just done towards reaching my long-term goals worked out the way I want (and being way too optimistic about it). Having no guarantee (beyond hope) that it could work. Or, alternatively, thinking that something wouldn't work way too early.

#and getting overexcited over these tiny steps i take #omg there's a pattern (especially if other things are going badly)#all the while I'm talking to myself that this is not how the force works (lol)#no sending a cv to a job offer which looks like cut for me doesn't mean that i can think of all the things i could do with that salary #i guess it's an equivalent to a pretty girl smiling to some people who then think she's totally in love with them? (or is it too much?)#is there still space on a scale from me to someone like that or am i just on that far end of the spectrum?#or is it just called 'dreaming' and helps me identify my hopes and dreams and stuff?#... my second toxic trait is overcomplicating and overdescribing singular thoughts like they already changed me completely #hashtag you can just see that i drank 1 (one!) small coffee today (and it changed my brain chemistry for like 48 hours)#cute but a bit too intense.jpg

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